Next Time

Hello,
Merry Christmas!

As you see,
I have lost my passion on blogging
so,





















blog closed until the renovation done!

goodbye <3

05122009

GD is going to has his very first solo concert soon, today, later.
Okay it's damn random, half of you might have no idea who is GD anyway.


Tmr I'm going to KL again, to get the test result of the pathetic lump and to do a little shopping
since I can't eat good food, I can spend on some goods

I am actually boring while I'm waiting files to transfer
therefore I decided to write a little
yet, it's a bit weird since it had been long time I never, actually, write post seriously

Anyhow,

I am now dying to watch a movie, I don't really care what movie is it
can be 2012, can be New Moon, or others
but I can't make it,
since I just did surgery, and my immune system must be bad
and and, now we are on the high alert for a possible second wave for H1N1
so, yeah, can't go for movie, mom warned.

Besides that, I just done my final report for this freaking internship
I have no idea how much I spent for the printing and binding
but do remind me I owe Nick 60MYR can you?

Nickkkk, if you are reading this, mark this down, for your own sake because I am not going to remember this until next year Feb, or March

The fact that I have not do book review is keep disturbing me
but screw it, I am too tired and too late to regret

and I'm keep listening to Fool and 1 year station
I don't read the lyrics but it just sounds real good <3

Finally,
I have done transfer files and going to bed now


God, this post is damn cacat


Byebye.

a random post

































































I dislike myself, a lot.

short update

Hello
It has been long time I never sign in here
as I said, I am busy

I lost the motivation to blog
so many things to update and too many things need to be done
so I'm here to talk a little, before I forget

I have finished my internship with Slipknot
and I am now working on the assignments and freelance job with the company
life ain't getting any better if compare to the pass few months
but I'm home
this is important

And yes, I have a lump on my neck since one month ago
it was big and hard
and now it's getting smaller, and softer
was supposed to do operation
but since it is getting smaller
doctor said we shall decide about this two weeks later
think it will be okay, so no worries

Bestie's brother passed away yesterday
it's saddening and
heartbreaking

I didn't cry though, I still feel like he's alive
I have no idea why I still don't get the truth that I will not see his face anymore
it's too sudden, and too unbelievable

I have no idea how to comfort her
because it seems ridiculous if I thought she will be fine in short period
I will leave her alone and catch her whenever she needs me to

This is life
and I hate life






goodbye.

I miss home

I am having a really, really busy life
I lost my weekends, ever since I started my internship
even I go back to Kuantan, works follow along
I missed out a lot of fun, missed out all the outings with friends, a lot of good food and movies
It sadden me all the time

I'm stressed
and I need to get rid of it
I want to have some good food, I want to watch a movie, I want to have some freeeeeeeee time

anyhow, I need to go back to work now






































and oh shit ! I still have assignments !

HELP needed !

Dear all,

Please help me on this !
and forward this to everyone you can reach
best if your parents, uncle aunties

check this:

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3 weeks

and I am still alive.

I know the update is too little, but I am too tired to type any longer.

Just wanted to announce that I'm fine
and expressing my love to our beloved Geraldine Tan Jing Wen
Happy Birthday dear
be fine always, and we <3 you a lot
mwahsss





















































and I am still cursing the robber.

News

I know, that I had abandon my blog for too long
more than a month I suppose
anyhow, I'm now coming back here
not to talk much, just some update

yeah, I passed my driving test on 6th of Jul
and got my driving license on the very next day
I was exciting and now found it not
it happens when your family don't even allowed you to drive much, and never let you drive alone, not even around your house
so ..
you know

the next thing is, I am now in my sister bf place, with his family
I am going to stuck, no, stay here for 4 months
I am seriously honestly dunno how to get along with the senior
and when they are my sister bf parent
it is even harder for me
they are surely very friendly, kind and treat me good
but then, it is still very weird for me to stay with them for these long
especially my sister is not around, and I am definitely not allowed to harsh people's feeling when this is not only matter to me, but to my own family too
of cause I don't mean I want to do that, just when things connected to my own family
I don't feel it is easy anymore, in fact, it becomes utterly difficult

besides that, I am going to start my internship tmr
yes ! tmr, omg I am very nervous, you can't imagine that
(of cause you can, many of you went through the same thing)
just I am worst at controlling my nerves
my hands are shaking
seriously shaking
and I dun feel right with my stomach all day long
I don't want the sky to turn dark, and now my room is getting darker
I don't know what to do tmr, I am just plain scared
don't know what should I do on the very first day
and will I make friends?
or the colleagues will just think that I am a totally idiot and ignore me?
bitching behind me?
or welcome me with open armed?
hope things will turn right tmr, I pray

and, I found that my health condition is getting worse day by day
therefore around 3 weeks ago I started to take healthier food, I drink fruit juices everyday
I add on a lot vege inside, something I don't even eat usually
and cut off the amount of meat I eat
still, I can't see myself getting stronger, but fatter


thanks to the vegetables and fruits

I hate them.

I have nothing to say

yet I still want to say something
which I dunno what thing

chech

I was supposed to have my 4th driving class today
but I called to cancel it
I was not feeling well this morning
and I am so my god nervous
wanted to practice before get Uncle Thiam nagging besides me again
like a nightmare

I do not enjoy my holiday well
so many problems to think
yet cannot be settle by myself
I do realized I am getting more emotional nowadays
and I usually blog when I am down, or happy
according to the record, obviously I am getting moody often if compare
I need something fun to make my life better
like a vacation?
or, erm,
a wedding dinner to attend?
I would like to see something happy happen
rather than seeing more and more bad incidents

the girls at Kuantan are starting to leave by this week
to their bright future
I'm here to wish them all the best
I might go to pay them a visit
as if I got some place to stay over in Kedah
Penang should not be a problem
KL is even better

4 years later everyone is coming out to work
thing is changing
and I hope it is getting better
however, we can always come back home at Kuantan and meet up oftenly

GS ya?

I met up with Kim Hui, my BFF today
went for a movie
'Night at the Museum 2'
quite funny but not the best one
but it is all worth for 6 ringgit only
Had Rasamas with Chu today
it is getting worse
I mean the quality of the food
and the serving

Sigh
I am starting to worry about driving thingy again now
why I can't just hire a driver to fetch me for life time?
































oh yeah,
because I can't afford that


signing off,
Tzeyee

The 4 hours

This morning is very saddening yet annoying
I never hate myself these much before ever since 2007
I know things will be better later
just I hate that I had these disturbing scenes in my mind
urghh
ignore my negative thoughts

well well
I have received a very shocking news today
one of my dear friends just ran away from her house because of the argument
I was so worry when I found out that she had left her house for almost 12 hours, or more than that, or less
and we have totally no idea where was she and how had she been
but sooner I informed that her dad found her and got her back home
I am just relieved and hope that everything will be fine
Thanks God she is safe as she brings nothing with her, as they said

Due to this incident, I realized that it had been long time I didn't talk to her
not to mention meeting each other
I hope sooner we can come out once and have a heart to heart talk
I don't even know how is she looking now
you know, the hairstyle, the dressing way etc
totally clueless

Sigh, again
thing just go differently among us
but I believe that friendship won't die
We have the strong relationship ain't?

GS ! response !

and yes, I had just cooked my dinner by myself again
mommy is just too busy at my sister place
yesterday was my baby Lyn 3rd birthday
she had 3 cakes for her birthday this year
hopefully next year I won't see 4 cakes
imagine when she is 21 years old


er, this is super random ya?
I think I am going to stop here
life is just so dull so I have nothing much to blog anyway

Cheerio !

Signing off,
Tzeyee

0930 . 16062009

Tell you
I am so damn freaking si beh nervous right now
because tmr morning 9.30 a.m.
I am going to have my first driving lesson ever

and yeah
I am now back home to Kuantan
my home sweet home
these two days spent most of the time at my sis place
baby Lyn is being very naughty yet a sweetie
I don't know how to handle
and still very worry about my internship thingy
you know, the rental and transport are always the big problem
however, now I am confirmed working at Slipknot company
which located at Northpoint
whoever going to Midvalley or The Garden
call me see whether we can catch up for a tea or what
as if I am free enough to do that
I hope I can

I have no idea how my life will be after one month
and I am seriously clueless over tmr driving lesson.

someone, help !

I am starting to miss the BPD05 (2009 Feb batch)
hello to everyone, see you guys soon !

and GS, mana you?



XO,
Tzeyee

It's the Destiny




Hi, I was now supposed at the badminton court there
seeing my classmates playing badminton
However, my dad forgot to pay the phone bill
and thing changed

They were keep persuading me to go with them, since this might be the one last time
I don't want and I don't feel like going
so I never promise them
but when I see they all looked like wanted me to go
I tell myself 'Ok lar, pergi sajer lar'

so I went back home, changed the outfit
and once I get the message from Shiau Fong asking me going or not
I talked to my housemate a little and went downstairs
to wait for them, since I can't dial out

Well, I don't see them at the downstairs
and since I can't dial out, so I wait
I was thinking they might call me since they know I can't call out
until 1524 p.m.
I'm starting to feel thing goes wrong
as they booked the court at 3p.m.
so I assume they are gone
I was so nothing to do, therefore i tried to call out, to test the line
Surprisingly I am able to call out now
without wasting a minute, I called Ting Ting and asked where are they ..

yeah, they are playing badminton there

I laughed
It is just the God telling me no need to go lar, I think



XO,
Tzeyee

Goodbye

Hello
It had been quite some time I abandon my blog
and now I'm back
when I am feeling sick, for already 4-5 days
and when I am done with the semester 5 !

I'm happy that I only need to go campus and submit my works
after that I have nothing else to do

YAY

it does makes me feel better
when I know I have nothing big to worry about, anymore
I mean, about the assignment lar
I still have so many problems left behind
like the driving lessons, the rush, the internship, the issue letter, the place to stay and more

thinking about them make me want to puke
now I hope I am sick enough to forget these

I have so much to tell
yet I dunno where to start
things changed and people changed
I changed too
feeling life becomes less motivational
I realized I complained a lot in this semester
which is not a good thing

and I eat less good food but spend more
I spent my money on bad quality food and my assignment of course
I start thinking internship must be good, at least I don't have to buy the art materials and spend money on printing anymore !
I don't need to go KL city or somewhere else with very expensive taxi fees just to do research or buy papers/tools for packaging
for now, this is the very important thing and the only reason I love internship

well, I still dunno how to start
so I just end my post here
will try to share something else when I am in the mood of writing

and yeah, for everyone out there
feel free to borrow me some books to read
best if English so that I can improve my embarrassing language


Goodbye


p/s: I don't think I am having Swine flu, thanks

it's sad

Today, I do fear of life
and love.

a dinner together

I was rushing for packaging assignment until the day before yesterday
was so tired as I didn't sleep for 2 whole days
feel so weak when I am walking around the campus
however, it still ends with a disappointing outcome
I must say I Love the big box outside, but definitely not the 20 packs inside
they are awful

Well
Stella, one of my classmates decided to boil chrysanthemum tea for us
and later on she decided to cook some porridge for dinner together
I am glad to have some healthy food here
and I must say her cooking is good
thumb up =)

We gossip a little before we left
later that I realized it is the first time I actually talk to Ming li these much
I know her for quite some time, like 2 years
and we only had dinner together for 2 times so far
I wonder why
yet I'm happy to share a night time with they girls
and thanks to Stella for the healthy meal
it must helps me from getting sick

may God bless you for the music box computer

I <3 you girls

Anice Lau Ming Li, if you are reading this
I must tell


I heart you and your Ming Li Jie character <3


With <3s,
Tzeyee

h o m e

Hi,
I'm back !

and later I am going back to home sweet home with my sister's Oscar
like finally, I am confirmed going back to home
parent was concern, kept calling me for the decision
but I am not the one to decide
they are certainly got to the wrong person

anyhow
they will see my big face soon.

Besides,
please concern about the swine flu issue now
click here to get more information
or just google 'swine flu' to know more

may God bless all of us.



Love,
Tzeyee

her name is Tzeyee

2 hours later my term break will officially reaches the end
I done nothing effective during this break
but I'm happy I done the 3 sets characters of Typography class
more than half of the class did
and now half of us have nothing Big to worry about for this Thursday

thought to do something for the journals
but I have putting too less effort on it
it turns out I did nothing for that
I mean Nothing
I have my mind stuck with the commercial and the natural packaging
I am starting to sick of spices and Astromax

I guess I should never design anything I like
I will still sick of it too

for instance, I am no longer like the Beryl's chocolate as much as I did
and I am sick of Claire de Lune
besides, I dislike the term phobia
not to mention I hate Yaris
well, they are always some exception
I still like Helvetica and Sakura

Well, I am going to meet Ken Goh tmr
how my day will be is all depends on him
you see, my happiness are depend on the lecturers

remember how she spoiled my days by telling me how stupid I am
it is a nightmare
the most horrible morning I ever had in my life, so far

I still remember the rejections from Ken Goh
and the very embarrassing moment
this is one of the hardest moments in my life too

I have no idea how worst my life can be for being a design students
and totally no idea how worst my life will be for working in design industry
but the point is I still like to design
I don't really want to be better than everyone out there
I will never be the best, I know
I just want my work to be appreciated
and one day, someone at the opposite of the world will also know my name
from the designs I have created, for years they will remember it and the designer name, which is mine

it is a goal that hard to achieve
but I am still young, I dare to say
I will try, I will have one day people recognize my name with my designs.

To leave a sign in this world, before I'm gone.


Tzeyee

I know, I Love you too

She is a mother
she is blissful by having two adorable children and a very caring, responsible husband
her parent loves her
so do her sisters

She is very emotional, I can tell
and very sensitive
she is too easy to get hurt
but she doesn't shows

And now
her youngest sister misses the time they spent together

remember the old time, when the young sister is sitting inside the car, listening to the music,
accompany her to drive around the town
remember the old time, when they are watching tons of movies during midnight time,
her sister cooks supper to share
remember the old time, when her sister is reading, she tells her the stories,
the crazy memories she has
remember the old time, when her sister is not studying for the exam,
she scolds her and helps her on studies
remember the old time, when they went to Taman Gelora, to get some snacks to eat,
they share the food
remember the old time, when she is bringing her sister to join her Christmas dinner,
and it's her sister first time Christmas dinner in her life
remember the old time, when they are playing Play Station together,
her sister learns her first bad words from her

and remember that after so many years
She tells her sister ' Please take good care of yourself, even though I have kids now doesn't means I do not sayang you anymore. '

and her sister wants to tell

' I know, I Love you too '





With all my heart,
Tzeyee

miss.

I miss my family
they are not coming over next week
Huge disappointment.

I miss GS
we can't manage to talk heart to heart this time
Slightly sad.

I miss my chicken angel
didn't see her for months
Loud sigh.

I miss Chu
she is too busy to entertain me, as usual
Tsk tsk.





I miss everyone out there,
too less I can do.

Love,
Tzeyee

The List goes on

Holiday ends
and now I was back to Desaria Villa
what a pain to wave goodbye to my family
but the good thing is some of them are coming over next week
I am expecting it

Today, 3 groups of us finally finished our first presentation of our 3 sets of characters
I feel released and happily updating my blog now
Anyhow I still have many things to do
my room mate asked ' So you finished your assignments? '
No, certainly no
The List goes on people
I guess I will never get to rest until I done my final submission of all

I am feeling homesick now
the feeling grows stronger when most of them are going back home today
and some of them are going to Genting Highlands later

er, buy me things okay
even though I dunno what to buy also lar
*grins*

Well,
I am going to spend some time doing nothing effective but relaxing
catch up with the world later


p/s: I Love my nieces, they are precious.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

Dom

I am going back home soon later
and now I am going to campus, to show Gloria the patterns
freaking nervous right now
I don't know what will she says

and recently will not update my blog
unless my assignments allowed me to do that

see you people soon in Kuantan
and to my dearie classmates

Happy Holiday !




p/s: Lawrence student is always his student.




With all my heart,
Tzeyee

He's sick

I am feeling sad for him
and suddenly life scared me
his smiling face keeps appear in my mind
I am hardly to forget the scenes he was talking to me
I am so remember every tutorial section I had with him
It's sad, I am kind of missing him, even his criticism over my works

and now I'm feeling a little lost






Take care.



Tzeyee

Go Home

27032009 . Friday . It's just 1.54 a.m. now

I am feeling down today
skipped lunch as the tutorial sections I had today were really upset me
I hope things will not get any worst
it's either I can take it or not, and obviously I still can't

Nevertheless
I had made my mind,
I decided to throw my previous idea into the rubbish bin
instead of stuck on this idea, why I don't I try something else
hopefully it works
or else
more tissue and more mind-maps
that's what I can do.

I doubt how nerve it will be to have tutorial with them anymore
when you can't think, no one can force you to think well
even lecturer is starting to threaten you with the marks
just can't think it out, what to do?

Anyway, I am going home on next Monday
I am little bit excited yet worry
and concern about the mother who is going to give birth
hope she is doing well and feeling better now

I actually just wanted to express myself a little
I was doing Advertising brainstorming thingy and now still working on it
don't forget Lawrence work is there waiting for me to finish up
I doubt, maybe the next good sleep will be in the bus when I am on the way back to hometown
how pathetic it is

Designer's life
do you still want to be a Designer?

I am,
but still advice you to think twice.

sometimes I get a little bit mean and cruel, to certain people. God, please forgive me for my naive act but I still don't want to change it.

p/s: Eric Chih ! Thank you for found my precious Beryl's packaging
I know you were kidding about this, but I owe you a thank you so I still blog it out

and to my semester 4 Graphic design lecturer, I will remember you, for how you treat my designed packaging. How dare you are.


Tzeyee

I don't want to say Goodbye

Was talking to my housemates about the rental thingy
since next semester I will going for internship
which scaring me a lot
I need to move out from my place here
or else, I need to be really rich to pay two places rental fees
and since I'm not
so I still have to move out

This place do means a lot to me
memories we called that
with Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
the happiness and crazy moments <3
and with Jia Ying Chua
the Chipster, and the sudden cries

I am seriously don't want to leave
but I dunno what else I can do
so, like it or hate it
I still have to move out

Reen, I miss you a lot all in sudden
it's kinda out of control

you should really come back once before I move out




Bestie <3


Miso

Good Food ! or not.

I should really post up this few days ago
but due to the endless assignments given
I was almost hopeless to make it

Anyhow
I am finally, can spend some time on this

As I said, DA JIE sponsors me to Jogoya for lotsa good food
and it ends up differently
we didn't have too much good food
especially for me, I was expecting many different kind of cooked beef
but the only thing I can eat, and like to eat is chicken
cooked in different yet almost the same way

the stingy girl like me, dun want to waste my money
so I decided to give up on chicken
and go to Haagen Dazs (=
I had plenty of it
every flavor there I tasted
so I felt a little bit better
telling myself I am not wasting a lot money also

you cannot imagine how many ice cream I had until I felt so full
you know, eating ice cream never make me full
I think if I go for the next time, I will have the better arrangement on which food I should take first and last
I missed some good food I wanted to try
but never mind
I still have a lot of chance ain't
perhaps I should go for other places at that time

Pictures time :

Should starts these with the lobster, the only food looks good in plate I can get

slurp!



classmate Wan Jou
she is eating and her eyes are talking to you, wahh



classmate Shiau Fong
she is eating a lot but still is thin
you will be very happy to have meal with her
she makes food looks good (=
see her satisfied face



classmate Ting Ting and her boy
these two are very horrible in eating sushi
only eating the toppings and threw the rice aside
anyhow, clever (=



Classmate Teri
she loves food too, and I always get car sick when she drives
my my
thank you for the ride



Classmate Stella
She must loves lobster
or she only pose this for the camera
she is absolutely looks prettier in real life
and this is only photo of her I have in my camera
What to Do ?



Classmate Quin
The one who likes to eat good food too !
I realize she is recently making this kind of face expression a lot when taking picture
I feel so good when I am no longer the only one in the uni gang doing this face expression
and Quin, I remember when foundation semester one
I keep showing this face to you and it seems disgusted you
Aiyoooooo
not good



Yours truly, Tzeyee
not happy because I can't eat this lobster
but they told me it tastes bad
ha ha
nothing to loss then XD






























and

Satisfied with ice cream, my darling.

Lots of ice cream,
Tzeyee

cloud nine

even though you asked me to control a bit about the usage of the word 'love'
I still cannot stop myself for shouting ' DA JIE I Love you '
for sponsor me 50MYR for the Food
so that I can still manage to settle my meals for the rest of the month
and go for Jogoya tonight !
this is the most meaningful 50 bucks I ever have
soon I will spend it away, but I will gonna remember this 50 bucks forever XD

DA JIE, my dear sister, Thank You !



this is the very normal smiling face of me specially for u
as u always ask me to pose normal a bit for the camera

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Ouch

17032009 . Tuesday . Seem good

It's very hard for me to make this decision
I am so craving for good, delicious food
I Live to Eat, and feeling better when biting on those mouth-watering master piece of the chef
BUT !
What to do, I am so goddamnit broke now, cannot afford any extra expense
nothing is sadder than this, screw myself for spent too much on past two weeks
and screw the lecturer for making me spent thousands for the pathetic assignments
well, since finishing is so important
what to Do lar ..

Ouch !



Give me give me, give me all your money

p/s: In case you are reading this, shhh, don't tell Stella.

With empty stomach,
Tzeyee

War between money and Food

16032009 . Monday . Sun

Hi, it's good to be here
I mean, in the room with air-con and fan both switch on
It's pretty hot outside
I felt so sick just now in the bus
I doubt if I faint
luckily I'm not, God must loves me

I plan to not eat lunch
No no no, I am not on diet, it never works
It's about money
I spent too much for the past two weeks
Too much, so I now need to tie up my belt and save money for the rest of the month
I promised to myself try to not take any money from my family until April
which means I have to spend 30MYR wisely on these 15 days
2 ringgit each day, Aza !


actually I don't believe on myself in this case, ouch, 2 ringgit, how to die lar

Anyhow, I cannot feel any better than yesterday
I had a conversation with my dear, I don't know what to talk to her until I spot something at the facebook
I know she did her best for me, it's so overbearing but she still did it for me
I don't know what to say, but Thank you
I really, really appreciate it
and jie, thanks
I know you are the one behind this
I feel that I was so dumb for the past few days
I should know you guys are willing to do anything for me
I am blessed, I have the best friendships in the world

I love you, dears.

I shall log off now for assignments
you can never imagine how hard it can be
Gloria, Lawrence and Ken
I love you but hate you
it's too complicated for me to handle

Ouch !


Loves,
Tzeyee

It's another day

15032009 . Sunday . It's not raining

Saturday was tough
I hate that things still not be done even I sat on the bookstore floor from afternoon until night
I should really take a photo to show you guys !
but I'm too busy for that.

I don't really know how my life will be at the end of the semester
I had a long conversation with my housemate yesterday when we are on the way back to Desaria Villa
we were discussing about the rental thingy since I might, or not moving out from my place for next semester
because I am going for internship
I have too much things to worry of
the list go on and you will never see the end.

Anyhow !
I'm feeling better if compare to few days ago
I try not to bother it so much
so I can get a better life
Thank you jie, even I didn't listen to your advice
you still comfort me by concern about this, and trying to cheer me up
I appreciate it a lot, much more than you can imagine.

I Love my family
I Love my GS
I Love my besties

What else?

I Love Food and Shan Bear.


p/s: to my dear sister, cheer and relax, everything will be good ! I Love you, and we are always by your side.


Loves,
Tzeyee

Expressing ..

I'm crying a lot, I hate to see that.


it's too much.

Spell s,a,d

11032009 . Wednesday . It's raining outside

I was feeling extremely disappointed when I was checking facebook awhile ago
I could not describe the sadness when I see that
it's like you feel that lemon is being cutting apart in your heart, you feel so sour and bad, just want to cry out loud for your own sake, and tears just not enough helping on this
we need to do more thing to calm the anger and the sadness, like chopping things down or have a great bite on meat, then chew it, and cry again.

I am totally, helpless on this
I thought you should understand this well and prevent things to happen
but you just did it without even realize this
I am very disappointed, sad and angry
I was about to pick up the phone and call you
to tell you all my feeling on this thing
but I just can't
I am feeling you are so far from me all in sudden
Suddenly I could not get a strong reason to blame you
and it sounds sad, and strange
like we are not close friend, in fact, I think you are but I not sure whether you think the same or not
close enough to do this for me, and obviously, you didn't.



p/s: I'm here to wish Jia Jia and Eva all the best tmr, no worries, I'm sure it must be good (=


signing off,
Tzeyee

Something I want to tell you.

11032009 . Wednesday . Who knows

Happy Belated Birthday to my Old man, the world best father in my heart - 10/03
I Love you papa, I know you must not reading this, but I still have a little confession to you here, perhaps sister will shows you this.

I might not be the best daughter in the world, in fact, I'm not
but we three, your three girls, love you no matter what happened
and thanks God for blessing us always

I appreciate it fully and I swear to appreciate every days here we spend together.

No one else loves you more than us, your beloved wife and daughters, plus your son-in-law and your little precious grandchildren.

So, treat us better even you already treat us very good (=


Next, will be my dear Quin's 22nd Birthday, I just want to highlight your age

Happy Belated Birthday Quin !
God knows how good I treat you, and you know too ain't XD
even though many of you in the class mean a lot in my heart, you just a slightly special one
spent too much time eating good food together, that's why =p

May all your dreams come true, and get to know somebody who are able to attract you
so you no need ask God to save you any
more

Next year, I will buy you ice-creams, Haagen-Dazs alright !


Now is my dears' turn
To the STPM candidates in GS and my Beloved Chu Kim Hui

I am really proud of you all
some of you might not satisfied with the result but God,
it's good enough okay

take it easy and enjoy your holiday to the bits
and buy me souvenirs from Redang, Thanks !
Love you all deep from the heart, come come

Hugs and Mwahs.


Lucky day it is, I hope.


can we have semester break now?
make it for months please.





With lots of Love,
Tzeyee

Wrong focus point

08032009 . Sunday . Not sure yet

Time flies
and I still got ton of assignments to finish up
gosh, I did nothing today but spent over hundred for only food and groceries
and the best part is, I had worst dinner ever in Rasamas
and ! I just bought yogurts, eggs, mango and vege for grocery part
I am seriously doubt about where I spent my money on
so I did calculated all these bills
only I found out I had actually spent almost 40ringgit on pathetic foods
saddening lur, I feel so moody when I look at my dinner
lunch was good, just the soup is too salty
but I will definitely go for it next time
and try to settle the soup problem

Wonder what so good?

it's Vietnamese Beef Noodle Soup from Secret Recipe,


and what is my worst order in Rasamas?


see? I lost my appetite immediately
the onlyforillustrationused picture does looks nice


and successfully fooled me to order it
Sigh
and it cost me MYR16
which I can make it looks better, and taste better with more reasonable price
I can get plenty of drumstick at Cold Storage with only less than 10ringgit
then the vegetables I can get it with few cents, looks fresh and much better than it
the drinks?
even Limkokwing TenTen selling it at 2ringgit only
the Japanese Toufu?
Totally crap
I can make it so much better than this
with cheaper price
all over also no need 12ringgit lur
and the size will be triple than this
My my
never order this at Rasamas
never mind to be expensive
and never mind to be taste not so good
but at least serve it with better look mar
make it looks cleaner can ah
now you make it like hawker stall food
even hawker stall food served with better looking.

Ohh
must also talk about A&W
I had Waffle in Mug yesterday in Alamanda's A&W
Awesome !
I am more prefer strawberry syrup on vanilla ice cream topping lar of course
but this Waffle in Mug taste good too
the most important part is it is in reasonable amount
The common waffle just too much for one person
so if A&W get their Waffle in Mug with Strawberry syrup and Vanilla Ice cream
then it would be the Best

I was craving for waffle
so until I finished up the whole mug only I realized I forgot to take picture
Too good =)

Please do not miss understand about my purpose going to Alamanda
it is not about food hunting
it is about taking photo
I was very lucky, the most lucky person ever
everytime I wanted to take photo outdoor
it started to rain
and this happened for 4 or 5 times

plus, there is nothing good to take photo
how pathetic my day is

so the only thing I shall feel happy with are the Waffle in Mug, Secret Recipe's Vietnamese Beef Noodle soup and plenty of yogurts.

Foods.

Aiks, too much things left behind
I better catch up with the assignments later morning when I woke up
and after brunch.


Dear God, can I have more time
not much
just 48 hours a day is good

Nah, I know it's crap
I am just being silly

because I got no good dinner recently.




p/s: making sandwich tomorrow, or not.


Love,
Tzeyee

The Oil and Smoke

05032009 . Thursday . Raining

Happy Birthday to my beloved GS Lim Mecha
may all your wishes come true, and you can make your life even better
have a blessed year ahead babe, Love you.


Hello people,
it have been sometime I didn't update my blog as frequent as last time
as I mentioned before,
I cooked with my housemates and the dinner that night was, awful
I don't want to talk more about it, nightmare okay

The Foods:












Anyhow, the vege is good, best of that night.
and the dramatic ending part comes
I fell down from the chair
Ha Ha
seriously I might be really fat and heavy
to cause the chair broken then I fall down immediately, without any hint before it
Ouch, imagine the pain
lucky or not, it hurts no where but my buttock

and and
Yesterday I die die also want to cook again
I went to Midvalley days ago with Quin and Stella
I saw the Japanese Curry sauce pack
so I bought it, plus some chicken and potato
just because I am craving for curry and potato
and it ends up pretty good
my housemates claimed that it must be the curry sauce itself is good
yea lar I admit, I did nothing much also
credits to the curry sauce, Chech !

anyhow, atlast we had a good dinner
next time shall make some for my dear classmates
take at your own risk dears

We forgot to take pictures because we were all hungry and can't wait to finish them up, ouch.

Later I'm going to buy Ramleey burger downstairs
and guess what
I am going to do a Ramleey sandwich by myself soon
May God bless the Experimental mouse Housemates

or I am going to fried some nuggets, for snacks.




FATs.



Love,
Tzeyee

Confession from the Heart

Ignore this if you are not knowing me at the beautiful peaceful city named Kuantan
and still ignore this if you never see my tears dropping in front of you
nevertheless, crying for movie/drama doesn't count


For years, I hated someone so much until that I refused to see and hear anything about her
She was someone special to me, and it makes the thing worst
I'm not only one time found that she was backstabbing me and bitching about me
I might be the worst people ever, but I don't think I deserve that
If she thinks I am this worst and she is hating me these much, then she should just ignore me at the first time
but not pretends to be good and changes her mind all the time, then telling people she can no longer stands of me, then changes her mind again

I am enough of all these annoying actions
I was really thought she is a good friend to be with
but after I hear so much things she said about me
so much things she did on me
and so much things I found and realized

I will never, ever forgive her
even though I can no longer find a reason to hate her
after so many years I don't see her
after so many years we don't keep contact
she is no harm to me now
but I just can't make it
she is not the worst people ever I met
but she is the one not forgiven
why ?
because she meant so much to me
and I once, or more than that, treat her with all my heart
I paid so much trust on her, and disappointments never end

She might thinks I make thing looks big
maybe she never see me as someone important to her before
that's why she can forget things this soon
but I can't
I can't even accept people I love close with her
I can't even accept people I love greet with her
imagine this, you should know how much I hate her, and how much she meant to me years ago

I am sorry to my beloved friends whom I'm forcing them to be mean
but I just can't accept this
thinking the possibility they might act nice to her make me crazy
For some of them I can't do anything, because they are close with her for so long time
but for some of them who are not close with her anymore, or yet
I don't let them to be nice, even once
I must admit I am overbearing on this
but please
I really can't
until now I still can't bear with myself to allow this happens
I can't, I Can't !


Please, to my darlings and dears
forgive me for being like this
I am mean on this, and sorry for making you to be mean too
for my sake, to prevent I scream and shout for sadness
can you allowed me to be a mean friend for once?


I'm sorry to her too, but still I hate her.



If you wonder why I post this up suddenly
I just feel that I should share my thoughts with some of my darlings
in case they are not really understand about how important this thing mean to me.



Loves and Hate,
Tzeyee

some Craps

* Today is 27th of Feb, 09
* I am so, so depressed right now
* I might ( or not ) save some money for my own sake
* I'm hungry
* I was surprised or should say shocked during yesterday late evening
* I miss my chicken angel a lot, a lot
* I have no idea what to do for Advertising and Typography class
* I am excited yet worry for these both module, seem good but scary
* I can still feel the fall down pain, * cursed *
* I want to eat some meat
* Day ago I had steamboat dinner with some of my classmates, thumb up !
* Stella can cook, and I can't
* Had Seremban siew bao from Ting Ting, slurp
* I am deeply worry about something
* I miss my family, and no doubt sister, I love you all even I missed out myself most of the time during CNY
* Still depressed now






No disturb.





Signing off,
Tzeyee

show me your Writing

Tagged by Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen



The rule is write everything with yr hand.

1.Your name
2.Left handed/right handed.
3.Favourite alphabet to write.
4.Least favourite alphabet to write
5.Write down " The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog"(Notice it contains all alphabet in this sentence)
6.Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.

You can do this either in blog/FB/both.

Sekian,
Terima Kasih.


p/s: I only tag 5 people, ops !

Food Poison, or not.

24 Feb 2009 . Tuesday . it's not raining, yet

Class had started yesterday
and it is interesting
not the lecturing content
but the lecturer
he is presenting himself very well
and I laugh and smile most of the time while he is teaching
I feel good, for having him but no others to teach me this module

anyhow
the class itself might not be too interesting
some claimed that it sounds like design management class
I personally think it might be better than design management
or not, you bet.

Yesterday night went Tesco hypermarket with my housemates and Quin
Housemates and I bought ingredient for cooking today's dinner
I invited Quin and I think my cooking skill is scary enough for her to say No
anyway I don't mind she thinks like that since I secretly or openly think I am the worst in cooking
however, today might be mun yee, my housemate doing the cooking part
I will be the one who decides what to eat, and to give a little help
me think

Wish that it will be good, if so, next time will ask the classmates to join
as if they are willing to take the risk

War is going to start soon, sooner or later this evening
and yet some of my dearie classmates are now in Pyramid, happily enjoying their singing session.

Wish me luck, wish us luck.

Gonna update soon !

p/s: Hands shaking.



Love,
Tzeyee

D for Desaria villa

20 Feb 2009 . Friday . It's Hot outside

Hello mortals
nice to see you here again, most of you.

For your information, I am now in Desaria villa, the many people move out from here condominium
surfing through internet, doing nothing productive, watching anime and drama, gossiping around, crying for leaving home, missing family, GS and friends, complaining for the fan and many other stuff.

and I kinda love, just not the leaving home, missing people I love and complaining parts.
Ops, and I do kill ants everyday, cleaning up everyday, scratching all these days.

I am little bit not comfortable with the monitor, mine was sent to the center to repair
and the new one will be coming not that soon
at the end of March
so I am now using sister's Oscar's monitor
it doesn't has a speaker
it so much worst when I need to use a headphone and I threw it off the day before I realize this
so I have to borrow one from my housemate
for my anime, drama, and song's sake.

Class is going to start soon, next Monday
and I am not well prepare for this
the assignments, the lecturers, the tutorials, the problems

All in sudden I miss chicken angel and jia ying chua a lot
the time we spent here in G dom and Desaria villa
yesterday I went to Dragon view which near Tesco for Bakkuteh
we ate a lot, and we make it separately
I secretly wish my chicken angel and jia ying will be there with me
I miss the time we shared all the foods
I simply miss they two so much, sooo much.

Mentioned about yesterday, I went to Tesco with my two housemates
and my roomie was there too
but she spent her time alone
when we are wating the bus to go back
I can't see her around
since I am quite understand her keep missing bus routine, I called her twice
and she doesn't pick up the phone
Fine then, I shall wait
sometimes later, bus came and when I am sitting in the bus
I don't see her yet, so I call again and rush her since bus is still there
minutes later, bus gone and she is still not coming
I texted her and tell the poor thing the bus gone
and minutes later, when the bus is almost reach IOI mall
she called and asked me to stop the bus, she is on her way
I was like, ahh how to stop it? We are so far away.
then the bus soon full and pack since he is fetching people from IOI mall too
I felt bad and when I reached home, I called again to offer good taxi driver number
but she said her friend's bf will picks her up
good, she found the solution
but then hours later, she came back and she told me she took taxi to come back and he charged her 30ringgit plus.

I was and am still speechless.


How come she never calls me? and How come she is keep missing the bus after so many times she missed it?

Good luck E.

p/s: Oh my goodness, Doris and Wei Hong, surprised me seriously.

and Happy Belated Birthday to my Huiting, one of my precious one. I Love you =)




Signing off,
Tzeyee

It is either a full stop or a questions mark.

Before I start anything, Happy Valentine's day to every couple in the world.

Yesterday I went to ELIT for amali, 6 hours spent there, and few more hours waiting there.
The weather is really hot and annoying at the same time, I got really sick after I came back from there, headache.
However, I made new friend yesterday, and the world is so small.
People I knew through ELIT are either secondary school juniors or sister of people I know.
I spent 3 whole hours doing nothing with two of them, both are sister of people I know, one is elder and another one is younger.
I could not believe that when I first heard Pauline told me her sister's name
I should know that, I got the strong feeling they might related to each other when I first saw her
I don't know why, I never see her sister before though
and Siew Wai, Siew Yan's sister
We knew each other when we were there for Undang course, and we went for test together
She didn't talked much when the first day we met
but after that, she is really friendly and talking a lot, like me.
Usually I don't, but when you really get bored, you talk more.

The 3 hours are really awfully boring, I forced them to tell me anything but they have nothing to tell, nothing at all.
So I made calls to people might be free
and none of the conversation spent more than 15 minutes.

I took a nap hours ago
was feeling really sick
and I had a dream
I could not recall back the dream
but when I woke up
my heart is aching and my eyes are wet

Almost 2 years, we shared the ups and downs, partly.
Now I treat you almost like a stranger, there are too much to explain.
There are plenty of memories left, and awkwardness.






It's about a broken friendship, if you wonder.





p/s: I have no doubt ./?

She has a Boyfriend

First of all,
Happy Birthday to my darling sweetheart voonvoon
may all her dream comes true and she is getting taller and taller
same goes to myself, anyway

Few days ago I went to meet my sister, JiaJia
as I mentioned on my previous post
she is getting slimmer, and taller
I actually warn her not to wear high heels
It's pathetic

I am not really feeling awkward for being with her even we didn't meet each other for quite some time
She is doing fine, I'm sure
and some shocking news to share
I'm happy to meet her in time before she goes to Taiwan for study
I'm here wish her all the best there, having fun and got no one bully her
Last but not least, come back to bake many mouth watering cake for me, or tart, or bread, or biscuit

I watched The Pink Panther II with her
and I'm glad we make this decision
it's awesome
I like this movie, a lot
I am having a great memory with her before she left to Taiwan I guess


Besides meeting with sister
Yesterday I went out with my precious one, Chu Kim Hui
for movie, Red Cliff II
another great one
with the really cheap price
and we had a good long chat
even better
I had Sundae Cone and Potato Chips =)

Later on,
I went to Crocodile Rock with Loe, Melissa, Shenyee, Tim and Voonvoon !
for voonvoon's birthday
we do not really celebrate her birthday
but only two slice cake to share
and end up she didn't really eat them
anyhow
glad I can meet her on her birthday eve
she is really a sweetheart

I'm staying home tmr
for my own sake
should start packing my things back to Desaria
omg, I don't want go back there, please, help, someone please postpone the date.


I know I'm talking silly.




Tzeyee and her beloved sister, Jia Jia.

I can't fight this feeling anymore

Horton hears a Who !

I watched an animation, Horton hears a Who !
I like this animation a lot, it's meaningful yet the drawing is nice
I like how they start the story too







anyway !
Hello people, are you having a nice day?
I saw a bad news through facebook
it is pretty shocking for me to see it
I just hope thing will being fine and I support every decision she makes, in this matter
since this is about her, not me

I am currently confusing about which major to
I had forgotten about it until I met Quin in Msn, some days ago
I asked about her decision and
she told me she hasn't decides yet
so am I
for me there are not much difference among them
I am not going to advertising film for work in my future
I am enough of stressful life, I just don't want things getting worst
I am not much interested in marketing too
but I will definitely sick of keep drawing same thing over and over again
and the final projects the lecturer showed us are freaking me out
so tell me, which one is better?
somehow I am going to learn the things too
I am going to learn how to do a website too, by myself or asking others to teach
it doesn't means if I go for this, I will not know anything about another one
it is just about which one I want to spend most of my time on
and which one I want lecturer from LUCT to tutorial me
which one I am going to learn and show the result in my cert
that's the matter, and that's why it is very confusing

Oh my, it is freaking me out
before I start my stressful campus life
I am starting to push myself here, before the holiday ends

Tmr I am going out to meet my sis, Jia Jia for movie
I am pretty nervous since she is driving
I have no idea about her driving skill
and I am so much older than her
before I got my license, she is fetching me first
shame of myself

Tmr will be a busy day
from morning to afternoon
and I am expecting The Pink Panther II will be good



I got my card reader back !

I don't want to

Today is the 9th day of the Chinese New Year
I can feel the emptiness in myself
ever since Reen went back to Sunway
the New year seems quiet
I can't feel the Chinese New Year unique mood anymore
It's pathetic
and I'm going to back for new semester starts soon
It's terrible
I hate it when the holiday is going to end
the assignments, and the buses, the presentation, the shame of being weird
I am totally dowan to leave home

I am currently busy
too many thing to worry about
I am going to see you guys soon in two weeks time
and I guess it's time for me to loose some weight
please send me some secret recipe if you have one
I need it and I mean it

Anyhow
this Chinese New Year is not fun if compare with the previous ones
I am not happy
just thank God I still have my niece to make me smile, a lot
and some of my besties of course.

With lots of Love,
Tzeyee

I'm watching Anime, again

26th Jan 2009 . Monday . It's raining

0353 a.m.
I am still awake, even I'm tired

Anyhow
I got my CPU back from KL some days ago
and yesterday finally I got it settled
now I'm using it
it seem so familiar, just the screen is a bit weird
since I'm using my sister's
I don't use to it yet

I was hungry just now
craving for some food so I asked whether there are some food left
so that my mom reheat the leftovers, which is eatable
and now, I am dying for eating too much

that's why I am still awake.

I have no idea what to talk about, actually
just that I have nothing better to do, and the anime does not attracts me
yess, I am watching them again, like finally
I miss them a lot, and when I am viewing the files
I feel like Desaria, and I can smell the assignments, which is horror

I just realized it had been long time I didn't upload the latest photos
it makes the post seem a little bit dull
I know I seldom upload photo too, usually
I have some pictures to show, mine and the others
to tell some stories
but it seem just impossible
I left my card reader in my camera bag
and it is now in Oscar's house

and I didn't do design, yet
I should work hard on it before holiday ends
I wish I could done something I promised
so that I can at least post up something before I back to Cyberjaya

Many people is moving out from their place
I wish no big changes
I love when my classmates are staying in Desaria, if they move too far, I could not seek for help easily anymore
and I will miss them a lot if I don't see them frequently
I am now can imagine Quin's reaction
so geli! , her thought

I am feeling sleepy now, will not care about the fats anymore
say hoooray to the lovely bed
I hope it will be the comfy night, or morning

See you people soon tmr, or else
days later

Good night,
or Good morning.

Love,
Tzeyee

Say Hello to The Ox

Hello people
Happy Chinese New Year
may all of you have fun and enjoy it fully

anyhow
finally done with the hard works
and the next will be the extreme fun, hopefully

I had a satisfied dinner yesterday
it was awesome
I am not only amazed by the dishes
but also the whole family sit down together and had a long talk
too bad Dear sister couldn't join
since she was rushing, I shall not complain more

I have nothing more to say
since everyone is busying with their stuff
so, have fun and don't forget to control your diet
for your own sake, of course

I love you all.

Love,
Tzeyee

p/s: Not forget to wish Eric Vooi Happy Birthday, may all your dreams come true.

Incredible Tiring days

25th Jan 2009 . Sunday . It's Hot

Tmr will be the first day of Chinese New Year
I am excited, yet tired
I hardly see when my works will end
definitely don't want it to be until the very last minute of today
we worked pretty hard yesterday
sister, mom and I
baby wanted to help, but too young to really make thing works
anyhow it is lovely, even though it might be troublesome sometime

I can barely feel Chinese New Year this year
besides the great cleaning, which is killing me, a lot
my palms are hurt, I feel seriously painful when I am touching anything
and I hurt my finger again yesterday
for unnecessary thingy
I was washing a rubbish bin
and it is going to be thrown today
I thought I am crazy
and now I know I'm silly

Today will be the harsh one
couldn't picture how am I going to be
but thank God everything will be fine soon, or sooner
I believe that

Tmr will be the great one
It is going to be the great start of the new year
I will enjoy it to the bits
so that I can have no regret for my life
I personally, secretly think that this year might be the last year we all can gather together, with the most amount of us
you can tell
when Bel is no longer coming back for Chinese New Year
now we lost one
and don't mention about the others like Mel, Manday, Muneeee, Mei Siew etc
I really hope this year's will be good

Since tmr is the day
I'm might not blogging, or even more often
I don't know
it's depends

I think I am going to meet Reen later on, the afternoon
she is just passing by to pass me something
and I am glad to take a break to see some other faces I love
for example, her
and Koh Li Wuen, if she can makes it
for the other members of GS
I am hoping to meet you guys on the first day of Chinese New Year
some goes to you, Chu

I should go to bed now
ever wonder why I'm this late to bed since I am so tired ?
I'm just finished reading Twilight, and since I couldn't find the other 3
so I google it, found the summary through wikipedia
and now I had lost all the interest to read through the other 3
anyway, the first book is great, I love it a lot

With all my love,
Tzeyee


p/s: wish you all have the incredible, mouth watering meals from now on

Points

I am lazy to write an essay
so ll make it as point form

I met with Chu on Monday
I am craving for movies
I am watching a korean drama
I was on a diet plan but soon failed
I love my family
I miss my Darling sister
I am looking forward for GS gathering
I want to gamble
I love my Dear sister for sayang me and when she is not scolding me
I love my niece to the bits
I am looking forward to April
I don't want go back for new semester
I am worrying about internship thingy
I am blissful to have my family, even we shout at each other
I am proud to be my family's family

I love to breath, I love to live.

Cheers,
Tzeyee

p/s: Nigel is having his birthday on Jan too, he reminded me.

Pissed off

I am totally seriously not in mood
I am enough of this
I am not going to do this anymore

Enough is Enough

I am not going to be happy for this whole shitty night

Your bad!

Birthdays

I just realized I have bunch of friends are having birthday on January

First of all would be my beloved Dear sister
then the clubber, Mixiao
the next will be my classmate, Eric Chih
Today is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's and also Ng Pei Chin's
19th will be my sweetheart Kimhui Chu
23rd is Rick, Robin and Xian's birthday
and 24th will be the pink lady, Muneeee Cha's birthday
I have no idea how much I need to spend if I am going to give them present
luckily I'm not

Anyhow
I am sorry if I missed out anyone
I wish you all a very happy and joyful birthday
have a blessed year ahead shall we?

Once again,
Happy Birthday Zhung wan, I love you deeply =)
and for Ng Pei Chin, happy birthday
all the best to you

Aiks
It's almost 4a.m.
my eyes are getting smaller
even they are small enough usually
I want to watch some movie
I want to eat some ice-cream

i c e - c r e a m i n e e d y o u b a d l y


XOXO,
Tzeyee

It's not a farewell thingy

Aiks
big misunderstanding happens today
luckily it solved

anyhow
tmr tmr tmr I'm going to KL
and tmr tmr tmr is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's birthday
so we shall meet up today today today

I am so abnormal for now

See you guys on Sunday
if you want to

or else
any other days after that
and we definitely need to meet up on the very first day of CNY!

Mwahs

p/s: Bel is not coming back for CNY, Shan can't make it to meet up.


Lots of Love,
Tzeyee

Spell Tired for me

13012009 . Tuesday . Raining raining raining

I am damn tired today
and for the few days passed
I think I am finally done my work with Davinci
even though the mascots and the red papers are not done yet
I shall leave them for dearest Juanne and the rest
may God bless them
if I am free to help, I will come again babes
as if I am

anyhow
today I went to Davinci for extra one day as I promised
purposely go there to do some decoration thingy
sadly we had bought not enough tracing paper, so can't do mascot first
well well well
nevermind, then we do the red papers first
at first Juanne and I just simply draw something on it
then I am feeling down as I don't think they will look nice
therefore I showed Li wuen and planning to ask her ask her students to draw, I guess it will be more meaningful
she laugh at my cows real hard
she claims that they look like a pig more than a cow
I wonder
and I admit it as I am not well understand the cow body anatomy
then we go for research and I am thinking that we shall have concept for it too
so we decided to draw any type of cow illustration on every red paper
therefore we can have different style of cow to represent the chinese new year

so I started to draw all the cows
freaking many cows I had drew
as well as Juanne
we are both exhausted

I personally still like my previous idea of doing the one concept a year thingy
aiks
well boss decides everything

I am currently can't think of anything to post
actually I have billions word to tell
guess I am not in the mood

feeling sleepy
tomorrow I shall start help to clean up the house
lough sigh as I am not feeling to do so
but who else can do it?

I love my mom, she sayang me a lot, a lot!

Mwahs

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Evil Angels

12022008 . Monday . It's raining

4 days passed, I'm released, like finally
anyhow, tomorrow I still need to go to Davinci center
I could not find any adjective to describe the kids
I am helpless when facing the kid who don't want listen to you, or who don't want to respond you
For few times I feel like slapping them real hard, hard
but what I can do is only put a big fake smile on my face
and repeat all my words
or, looking for help from other teacher there

I am actually having a big plan for Davinci center
for decoration purpose and for marketing purpose
I brief to Li wuen but she looks like doesn't want to spend money and time on that
I, myself have not much time for them as well
so I didn't push my idea hard
chance will comes when time is right, I believe

Ouch
today I woke up at 11 plus, morning
actually I can sleep until even later
but then Baby Lynn woke me up with her very excited tone
Aiks you can't reject a little kid desperate hope to play together ain't

My darling sister and I will go down to KL this weekend
The new clothes I am looking forward to
I am actually buy new clothes once in a year
I take it as a good habit as I can save money for any other things
but I wonder how long I can take it

When CNY is coming near
I am feeling real scared as I have not clean my house yet
my mom is too busy to do so as she needs to take care of her grandchild
and for me
I can't do anything if my mom doesn't finish her part first

Ops forget to tell that I got the letter from LUCT last Sat
Today only I know about this as my mom forgot to tell me
they read my letter before I do
how bad
whatever
anyway the registry informed me to go back campus on 17th Feb for enrolment
and one week later
class starts
omg
I am nervous
soon or sooner
few months later I gonna go for internship
I am seriously shaking, hands shaking
may God bless me, please

am currently watching Shin Chan through Youtube
my childhood memory

so goodbye people
too many things to tell
I leave it for next time!

p/s: I got my finger hurt during my first day working, pathetic.


Signing off,
Tzeyee

Davinci Creative Kids

tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, another two days more after that
four days
omg I am nervous
I take it as the very first time

four days
wish me luck

may God bless me
may God bless the kids


May God bless you all.



Signing off,
Tzeyee

41 42 46 50

Passed my Undang test, 46/50
soon or sooner I will go for Amali
then I will get my L license

Aww

Loe messaged me to ask whether I want to replace her for 3 days working at Davinci or not
Ouch kids
I'm starting to headache
hopefully she can finds someone else to go
or else
don't worry Loe, I am still willing to help.

I am still not design anything yet
the short keys, I had forgotten all

omg


p/s: potato chips, yogurt, ice-cream, chocolate please

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Tears and Blood

First of all
I would like to wish my Dear sister Happy Belated Birthday
may you have the blessed year ahead and be blissful and healthy
I wished my sister in person but then I forgot to wish her here

Anyhow, we didn't go anywhere for her birthday celebration
we went to her new home
had some penang dishes and a wonderful cake
this is not a cheese cake
not anymore the secret recipe cake
but the cheaper and taste nicer sponge cake
It's plain awesome
It's mouth watering
and I still miss it now
being regreful do not take more slices of it
I would like to have the sponge cake for my coming birthday too
say goodbye and don't see you soon to Secret Recipe cheese cake
seriously

Besides that, I had the best movie of the year on that night itself
I watched Ip Man with my family at sister's place
heart melted and i cried for the last few minutes
I would like to watch it for second, third and even fourth time
the main character Donnie Yen is playing his role real well
I do not see any better man to play this character
****

However
we had a formal dinner yesterday
i personally take it as sister birthday dinner
that's why even I'm full, I am still going to join them
I don't even swallow much food

Since Xiaoxian told me we can actually check the latest result by calling to registry department
I called in the late afternoon
around 4p.m.
My hands are shaking
my legs as well
so do my voice
anyhow
the people picked up the phone is Kak Intan
she is a pretty nice and kind person anyway
by the time she is telling me my result
I feel much better because it is not that worst as what I thought it will be
and at the end of the time
it's actually got improvement
I'm glad

By the way
I got the worst result for my Typography subject
I shall not complain much
but to be frank
He didn't taught us anything
so I shall blame him
I know I'm finding excuses
I don't even spend printing cost for my final typo assignment
aiks my Typography
it's disappointing, seriously

I guess life is not perfect ain't
so I should be thankful for that
Thanks God for letting me live a good life
and I pray for a better life
Thanks for guiding me always
and I pray for keep on guiding me to the good side
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
I'm sorry if I am being mean
I will learn the lessons and promise to be a better person

May God bless all of you

p/s: I am not a Christian, but I believe in the Great Love of God.

Tomorrow is Monday

Ops today is Monday
I just realize it's 0231 a.m. now

Happy New Year again
today is just 5 of Jan
still new and I still thought now is 2008
I'm still telling people I'm 19 years old
I'm still telling people next year Feb only I go back for new semester

anyhow
all my friends are busy
some are going for work
some are going back for study

I still stay at home
babysitting my niece, reading stuff, preparing for test, cleaning the house

soon and sooner the form 6s are going to university
I'm feeling something negative
I can't believe they are leaving
we are getting old and the next time I come back for holiday
I don't know who to call besides Koh Liwuen
and she's the one who seldom shows up in these few months

busy working and busy clubbing
I know you well Koh Liwuen
drink for life, go go

tsk

Went out with Jasmine Sam Yan Jie today
she came with her boyf, Replay
stick together stick together
faint

then Enson joined us in Sushi King
had two plates then I full
I have no idea why
maybe it's evening that's why
during midnight I never stop for eating

Paid visit to Nose for Nen
she looks really busy
poor thingy has no off day this week
oh yeah met Mi Xiao today
depressed
everytime she met me
the first complete sentence she talked to me is always
" ehh you become fatter liao "
f*ck you Mixiao Yap

Jie and her Replay missing by the time we met Mi xiao
then when they're back
we dump Enson alone there with Nen since Replay has to go back for KL
and I need to join my family for dinner
sorry Enson

and ..



I feel like eating now
and Chipster potato chips appear in my mind.

Aws

With Love,
Tzeyee