I have nothing to say

yet I still want to say something
which I dunno what thing

chech

I was supposed to have my 4th driving class today
but I called to cancel it
I was not feeling well this morning
and I am so my god nervous
wanted to practice before get Uncle Thiam nagging besides me again
like a nightmare

I do not enjoy my holiday well
so many problems to think
yet cannot be settle by myself
I do realized I am getting more emotional nowadays
and I usually blog when I am down, or happy
according to the record, obviously I am getting moody often if compare
I need something fun to make my life better
like a vacation?
or, erm,
a wedding dinner to attend?
I would like to see something happy happen
rather than seeing more and more bad incidents

the girls at Kuantan are starting to leave by this week
to their bright future
I'm here to wish them all the best
I might go to pay them a visit
as if I got some place to stay over in Kedah
Penang should not be a problem
KL is even better

4 years later everyone is coming out to work
thing is changing
and I hope it is getting better
however, we can always come back home at Kuantan and meet up oftenly

GS ya?

I met up with Kim Hui, my BFF today
went for a movie
'Night at the Museum 2'
quite funny but not the best one
but it is all worth for 6 ringgit only
Had Rasamas with Chu today
it is getting worse
I mean the quality of the food
and the serving

Sigh
I am starting to worry about driving thingy again now
why I can't just hire a driver to fetch me for life time?
































oh yeah,
because I can't afford that


signing off,
Tzeyee

The 4 hours

This morning is very saddening yet annoying
I never hate myself these much before ever since 2007
I know things will be better later
just I hate that I had these disturbing scenes in my mind
urghh
ignore my negative thoughts

well well
I have received a very shocking news today
one of my dear friends just ran away from her house because of the argument
I was so worry when I found out that she had left her house for almost 12 hours, or more than that, or less
and we have totally no idea where was she and how had she been
but sooner I informed that her dad found her and got her back home
I am just relieved and hope that everything will be fine
Thanks God she is safe as she brings nothing with her, as they said

Due to this incident, I realized that it had been long time I didn't talk to her
not to mention meeting each other
I hope sooner we can come out once and have a heart to heart talk
I don't even know how is she looking now
you know, the hairstyle, the dressing way etc
totally clueless

Sigh, again
thing just go differently among us
but I believe that friendship won't die
We have the strong relationship ain't?

GS ! response !

and yes, I had just cooked my dinner by myself again
mommy is just too busy at my sister place
yesterday was my baby Lyn 3rd birthday
she had 3 cakes for her birthday this year
hopefully next year I won't see 4 cakes
imagine when she is 21 years old


er, this is super random ya?
I think I am going to stop here
life is just so dull so I have nothing much to blog anyway

Cheerio !

Signing off,
Tzeyee

0930 . 16062009

Tell you
I am so damn freaking si beh nervous right now
because tmr morning 9.30 a.m.
I am going to have my first driving lesson ever

and yeah
I am now back home to Kuantan
my home sweet home
these two days spent most of the time at my sis place
baby Lyn is being very naughty yet a sweetie
I don't know how to handle
and still very worry about my internship thingy
you know, the rental and transport are always the big problem
however, now I am confirmed working at Slipknot company
which located at Northpoint
whoever going to Midvalley or The Garden
call me see whether we can catch up for a tea or what
as if I am free enough to do that
I hope I can

I have no idea how my life will be after one month
and I am seriously clueless over tmr driving lesson.

someone, help !

I am starting to miss the BPD05 (2009 Feb batch)
hello to everyone, see you guys soon !

and GS, mana you?



XO,
Tzeyee

It's the Destiny




Hi, I was now supposed at the badminton court there
seeing my classmates playing badminton
However, my dad forgot to pay the phone bill
and thing changed

They were keep persuading me to go with them, since this might be the one last time
I don't want and I don't feel like going
so I never promise them
but when I see they all looked like wanted me to go
I tell myself 'Ok lar, pergi sajer lar'

so I went back home, changed the outfit
and once I get the message from Shiau Fong asking me going or not
I talked to my housemate a little and went downstairs
to wait for them, since I can't dial out

Well, I don't see them at the downstairs
and since I can't dial out, so I wait
I was thinking they might call me since they know I can't call out
until 1524 p.m.
I'm starting to feel thing goes wrong
as they booked the court at 3p.m.
so I assume they are gone
I was so nothing to do, therefore i tried to call out, to test the line
Surprisingly I am able to call out now
without wasting a minute, I called Ting Ting and asked where are they ..

yeah, they are playing badminton there

I laughed
It is just the God telling me no need to go lar, I think



XO,
Tzeyee

Goodbye

Hello
It had been quite some time I abandon my blog
and now I'm back
when I am feeling sick, for already 4-5 days
and when I am done with the semester 5 !

I'm happy that I only need to go campus and submit my works
after that I have nothing else to do

YAY

it does makes me feel better
when I know I have nothing big to worry about, anymore
I mean, about the assignment lar
I still have so many problems left behind
like the driving lessons, the rush, the internship, the issue letter, the place to stay and more

thinking about them make me want to puke
now I hope I am sick enough to forget these

I have so much to tell
yet I dunno where to start
things changed and people changed
I changed too
feeling life becomes less motivational
I realized I complained a lot in this semester
which is not a good thing

and I eat less good food but spend more
I spent my money on bad quality food and my assignment of course
I start thinking internship must be good, at least I don't have to buy the art materials and spend money on printing anymore !
I don't need to go KL city or somewhere else with very expensive taxi fees just to do research or buy papers/tools for packaging
for now, this is the very important thing and the only reason I love internship

well, I still dunno how to start
so I just end my post here
will try to share something else when I am in the mood of writing

and yeah, for everyone out there
feel free to borrow me some books to read
best if English so that I can improve my embarrassing language


Goodbye


p/s: I don't think I am having Swine flu, thanks