short update

Hello
It has been long time I never sign in here
as I said, I am busy

I lost the motivation to blog
so many things to update and too many things need to be done
so I'm here to talk a little, before I forget

I have finished my internship with Slipknot
and I am now working on the assignments and freelance job with the company
life ain't getting any better if compare to the pass few months
but I'm home
this is important

And yes, I have a lump on my neck since one month ago
it was big and hard
and now it's getting smaller, and softer
was supposed to do operation
but since it is getting smaller
doctor said we shall decide about this two weeks later
think it will be okay, so no worries

Bestie's brother passed away yesterday
it's saddening and
heartbreaking

I didn't cry though, I still feel like he's alive
I have no idea why I still don't get the truth that I will not see his face anymore
it's too sudden, and too unbelievable

I have no idea how to comfort her
because it seems ridiculous if I thought she will be fine in short period
I will leave her alone and catch her whenever she needs me to

This is life
and I hate life






goodbye.

I miss home

I am having a really, really busy life
I lost my weekends, ever since I started my internship
even I go back to Kuantan, works follow along
I missed out a lot of fun, missed out all the outings with friends, a lot of good food and movies
It sadden me all the time

I'm stressed
and I need to get rid of it
I want to have some good food, I want to watch a movie, I want to have some freeeeeeeee time

anyhow, I need to go back to work now






































and oh shit ! I still have assignments !

HELP needed !

Dear all,

Please help me on this !
and forward this to everyone you can reach
best if your parents, uncle aunties

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3 weeks

and I am still alive.

I know the update is too little, but I am too tired to type any longer.

Just wanted to announce that I'm fine
and expressing my love to our beloved Geraldine Tan Jing Wen
Happy Birthday dear
be fine always, and we <3 you a lot
mwahsss





















































and I am still cursing the robber.

News

I know, that I had abandon my blog for too long
more than a month I suppose
anyhow, I'm now coming back here
not to talk much, just some update

yeah, I passed my driving test on 6th of Jul
and got my driving license on the very next day
I was exciting and now found it not
it happens when your family don't even allowed you to drive much, and never let you drive alone, not even around your house
so ..
you know

the next thing is, I am now in my sister bf place, with his family
I am going to stuck, no, stay here for 4 months
I am seriously honestly dunno how to get along with the senior
and when they are my sister bf parent
it is even harder for me
they are surely very friendly, kind and treat me good
but then, it is still very weird for me to stay with them for these long
especially my sister is not around, and I am definitely not allowed to harsh people's feeling when this is not only matter to me, but to my own family too
of cause I don't mean I want to do that, just when things connected to my own family
I don't feel it is easy anymore, in fact, it becomes utterly difficult

besides that, I am going to start my internship tmr
yes ! tmr, omg I am very nervous, you can't imagine that
(of cause you can, many of you went through the same thing)
just I am worst at controlling my nerves
my hands are shaking
seriously shaking
and I dun feel right with my stomach all day long
I don't want the sky to turn dark, and now my room is getting darker
I don't know what to do tmr, I am just plain scared
don't know what should I do on the very first day
and will I make friends?
or the colleagues will just think that I am a totally idiot and ignore me?
bitching behind me?
or welcome me with open armed?
hope things will turn right tmr, I pray

and, I found that my health condition is getting worse day by day
therefore around 3 weeks ago I started to take healthier food, I drink fruit juices everyday
I add on a lot vege inside, something I don't even eat usually
and cut off the amount of meat I eat
still, I can't see myself getting stronger, but fatter


thanks to the vegetables and fruits

I hate them.

I have nothing to say

yet I still want to say something
which I dunno what thing

chech

I was supposed to have my 4th driving class today
but I called to cancel it
I was not feeling well this morning
and I am so my god nervous
wanted to practice before get Uncle Thiam nagging besides me again
like a nightmare

I do not enjoy my holiday well
so many problems to think
yet cannot be settle by myself
I do realized I am getting more emotional nowadays
and I usually blog when I am down, or happy
according to the record, obviously I am getting moody often if compare
I need something fun to make my life better
like a vacation?
or, erm,
a wedding dinner to attend?
I would like to see something happy happen
rather than seeing more and more bad incidents

the girls at Kuantan are starting to leave by this week
to their bright future
I'm here to wish them all the best
I might go to pay them a visit
as if I got some place to stay over in Kedah
Penang should not be a problem
KL is even better

4 years later everyone is coming out to work
thing is changing
and I hope it is getting better
however, we can always come back home at Kuantan and meet up oftenly

GS ya?

I met up with Kim Hui, my BFF today
went for a movie
'Night at the Museum 2'
quite funny but not the best one
but it is all worth for 6 ringgit only
Had Rasamas with Chu today
it is getting worse
I mean the quality of the food
and the serving

Sigh
I am starting to worry about driving thingy again now
why I can't just hire a driver to fetch me for life time?
































oh yeah,
because I can't afford that


signing off,
Tzeyee

The 4 hours

This morning is very saddening yet annoying
I never hate myself these much before ever since 2007
I know things will be better later
just I hate that I had these disturbing scenes in my mind
urghh
ignore my negative thoughts

well well
I have received a very shocking news today
one of my dear friends just ran away from her house because of the argument
I was so worry when I found out that she had left her house for almost 12 hours, or more than that, or less
and we have totally no idea where was she and how had she been
but sooner I informed that her dad found her and got her back home
I am just relieved and hope that everything will be fine
Thanks God she is safe as she brings nothing with her, as they said

Due to this incident, I realized that it had been long time I didn't talk to her
not to mention meeting each other
I hope sooner we can come out once and have a heart to heart talk
I don't even know how is she looking now
you know, the hairstyle, the dressing way etc
totally clueless

Sigh, again
thing just go differently among us
but I believe that friendship won't die
We have the strong relationship ain't?

GS ! response !

and yes, I had just cooked my dinner by myself again
mommy is just too busy at my sister place
yesterday was my baby Lyn 3rd birthday
she had 3 cakes for her birthday this year
hopefully next year I won't see 4 cakes
imagine when she is 21 years old


er, this is super random ya?
I think I am going to stop here
life is just so dull so I have nothing much to blog anyway

Cheerio !

Signing off,
Tzeyee

0930 . 16062009

Tell you
I am so damn freaking si beh nervous right now
because tmr morning 9.30 a.m.
I am going to have my first driving lesson ever

and yeah
I am now back home to Kuantan
my home sweet home
these two days spent most of the time at my sis place
baby Lyn is being very naughty yet a sweetie
I don't know how to handle
and still very worry about my internship thingy
you know, the rental and transport are always the big problem
however, now I am confirmed working at Slipknot company
which located at Northpoint
whoever going to Midvalley or The Garden
call me see whether we can catch up for a tea or what
as if I am free enough to do that
I hope I can

I have no idea how my life will be after one month
and I am seriously clueless over tmr driving lesson.

someone, help !

I am starting to miss the BPD05 (2009 Feb batch)
hello to everyone, see you guys soon !

and GS, mana you?



XO,
Tzeyee

It's the Destiny

Hi, I was now supposed at the badminton court there
seeing my classmates playing badminton
However, my dad forgot to pay the phone bill
and thing changed

They were keep persuading me to go with them, since this might be the one last time
I don't want and I don't feel like going
so I never promise them
but when I see they all looked like wanted me to go
I tell myself 'Ok lar, pergi sajer lar'

so I went back home, changed the outfit
and once I get the message from Shiau Fong asking me going or not
I talked to my housemate a little and went downstairs
to wait for them, since I can't dial out

Well, I don't see them at the downstairs
and since I can't dial out, so I wait
I was thinking they might call me since they know I can't call out
until 1524 p.m.
I'm starting to feel thing goes wrong
as they booked the court at 3p.m.
so I assume they are gone
I was so nothing to do, therefore i tried to call out, to test the line
Surprisingly I am able to call out now
without wasting a minute, I called Ting Ting and asked where are they ..

yeah, they are playing badminton there

I laughed
It is just the God telling me no need to go lar, I think



XO,
Tzeyee

Goodbye

Hello
It had been quite some time I abandon my blog
and now I'm back
when I am feeling sick, for already 4-5 days
and when I am done with the semester 5 !

I'm happy that I only need to go campus and submit my works
after that I have nothing else to do

YAY

it does makes me feel better
when I know I have nothing big to worry about, anymore
I mean, about the assignment lar
I still have so many problems left behind
like the driving lessons, the rush, the internship, the issue letter, the place to stay and more

thinking about them make me want to puke
now I hope I am sick enough to forget these

I have so much to tell
yet I dunno where to start
things changed and people changed
I changed too
feeling life becomes less motivational
I realized I complained a lot in this semester
which is not a good thing

and I eat less good food but spend more
I spent my money on bad quality food and my assignment of course
I start thinking internship must be good, at least I don't have to buy the art materials and spend money on printing anymore !
I don't need to go KL city or somewhere else with very expensive taxi fees just to do research or buy papers/tools for packaging
for now, this is the very important thing and the only reason I love internship

well, I still dunno how to start
so I just end my post here
will try to share something else when I am in the mood of writing

and yeah, for everyone out there
feel free to borrow me some books to read
best if English so that I can improve my embarrassing language


Goodbye


p/s: I don't think I am having Swine flu, thanks

it's sad

Today, I do fear of life
and love.

a dinner together

I was rushing for packaging assignment until the day before yesterday
was so tired as I didn't sleep for 2 whole days
feel so weak when I am walking around the campus
however, it still ends with a disappointing outcome
I must say I Love the big box outside, but definitely not the 20 packs inside
they are awful

Well
Stella, one of my classmates decided to boil chrysanthemum tea for us
and later on she decided to cook some porridge for dinner together
I am glad to have some healthy food here
and I must say her cooking is good
thumb up =)

We gossip a little before we left
later that I realized it is the first time I actually talk to Ming li these much
I know her for quite some time, like 2 years
and we only had dinner together for 2 times so far
I wonder why
yet I'm happy to share a night time with they girls
and thanks to Stella for the healthy meal
it must helps me from getting sick

may God bless you for the music box computer

I <3 you girls

Anice Lau Ming Li, if you are reading this
I must tell


I heart you and your Ming Li Jie character <3


With <3s,
Tzeyee

h o m e

Hi,
I'm back !

and later I am going back to home sweet home with my sister's Oscar
like finally, I am confirmed going back to home
parent was concern, kept calling me for the decision
but I am not the one to decide
they are certainly got to the wrong person

anyhow
they will see my big face soon.

Besides,
please concern about the swine flu issue now
click here to get more information
or just google 'swine flu' to know more

may God bless all of us.



Love,
Tzeyee

her name is Tzeyee

2 hours later my term break will officially reaches the end
I done nothing effective during this break
but I'm happy I done the 3 sets characters of Typography class
more than half of the class did
and now half of us have nothing Big to worry about for this Thursday

thought to do something for the journals
but I have putting too less effort on it
it turns out I did nothing for that
I mean Nothing
I have my mind stuck with the commercial and the natural packaging
I am starting to sick of spices and Astromax

I guess I should never design anything I like
I will still sick of it too

for instant, I am no longer like the Beryl's chocolate as much as I did
and I am sick of Claire de Lune
besides, I dislike the term phobia
not to mention I hate Yaris
well, they are always some exception
I still like Helvetica and Sakura

Well, I am going to meet Ken Goh tmr
how my day will be is all depends on him
you see, my happiness are depend on the lecturers

remember how she spoiled my days by telling me how stupid I am
it is a nightmare
the most horrible morning I ever had in my life, so far

I still remember the rejections from Ken Goh
and the very embarrassing moment
this is one of the hardest moments in my life too

I have no idea how worst my life can be for being a design students
and totally no idea how worst my life will be for working in design industry
but the point is I still like to design
I don't really want to be better than everyone out there
I will never be the best, I know
I just want my work to be appreciated
and one day, someone at the opposite of the world will also know my name
from the designs I have created, for years they will remember it and the designer name, which is mine

it is a goal that hard to achieve
but I am still young, I dare to say
I will try, I will have one day people recognize my name with my designs.

To leave a sign in this world, before I'm gone.


Tzeyee

I know, I Love you too

She is a mother
she is blissful by having two adorable children and a very caring, responsible husband
her parent loves her
so do her sisters

She is very emotional, I can tell
and very sensitive
she is too easy to get hurt
but she doesn't shows

And now
her youngest sister misses the time they spent together

remember the old time, when the young sister is sitting inside the car, listening to the music,
accompany her to drive around the town
remember the old time, when they are watching tons of movies during midnight time,
her sister cooks supper to share
remember the old time, when her sister is reading, she tells her the stories,
the crazy memories she has
remember the old time, when her sister is not studying for the exam,
she scolds her and helps her on studies
remember the old time, when they went to Taman Gelora, to get some snacks to eat,
they share the food
remember the old time, when she is bringing her sister to join her Christmas dinner,
and it's her sister first time Christmas dinner in her life
remember the old time, when they are playing Play Station together,
her sister learns her first bad words from her

and remember that after so many years
She tells her sister ' Please take good care of yourself, even though I have kids now doesn't means I do not sayang you anymore. '

and her sister wants to tell

' I know, I Love you too '





With all my heart,
Tzeyee

miss.

I miss my family
they are not coming over next week
Huge disappointment.

I miss GS
we can't manage to talk heart to heart this time
Slightly sad.

I miss my chicken angel
didn't see her for months
Loud sigh.

I miss Chu
she is too busy to entertain me, as usual
Tsk tsk.





I miss everyone out there,
too less I can do.

Love,
Tzeyee

H(系)___ H(系)___ H(系)___ M(咩)___？

H(系) H(好) H(好) M(卖)!



H3M

I rarely recommend songs in my blog
but this one is an exception
I totally fall for his 于心有愧 and 沙龙
thumbs up !
you guys must really listen to them


Good !

于心有愧
作曲：钟达茵 填词：林夕

如果我听歌可眼红
何以待你好偏不懂
自细做过多少美梦 慈悲的伟论
连乞丐喊穷心也痛
竟怕放怀拥抱你 让你露欢容
追悔无用 转眼发现 你失踪
曾听说过 你某夜结婚 未曾露笑容
实在不敢知道我是元凶
大概当初我未懂得顾忌
年少率性害惨你
令人受伤滋味 难保更可悲
这心地再善良终生怎去 向你说对不起
良心有愧 原来随便错手
可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麼有为
这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好
都可带来伤势
被我害过来接受我跪
是我在制造眼泪居然想救世
就算积储献尽饥荒赤地
而太多债没处理
累人累己滋味 余生也记起
数一数 我实情不只得你要说句对不起
良心有愧 原来随便错手
可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麼有为
这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好
都可带来伤势
被我害过来接受我跪
是我在制造眼泪居然想救世
于心有愧 原来随便错手
可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麼有为
这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好
都可带来伤势
内疚内疚内疚没作为
直到在某年某日我能安息於葬礼
仍想你一家 可到齐



沙龙
作曲：陈奕迅 填词：黄伟文

对 焦 她的爱
对慢了 爱人会失去可爱
记 低 这感慨
世事变 有没有将你淹盖
只一格 经典的偶遇已 不再
尽量框住目前 大概
留住 温度 速度 温柔和愤怒
凝住 今日 怎样 好
捉紧 生命浓度
坦白流露 感情和态度
留下 浮光 掠影 飞舞
每 张 都罕有
拍下过 记住过 好过拥有
光圈爱漫游 眼睛 等色诱
有人性 镜头里总有丰收
虽则那 即影即有售罄
菲林都已拆走
但是冲动用完 又再有
留住 温度 速度 温柔和愤怒
凝住 今日 怎样 好
捉紧 生命浓度
坦白流露 感情和态度
停下时光 静止衰老
登高峯一秒 得奖一秒
再破纪录的一秒
港湾晚灯 山顶破晓
摘下怀念 记住美妙
升职那刻 新婚那朝
成为父母 的一秒
要拍照的事 可不少
音乐 话剧 诗词和舞蹈
揉合 生命 千样好 摄入相簿
绚烂如电 虚幻如雾 哀愁和仰慕
游乐人间 活得好 谈何容易
拍着照片 一路同步
坦白流露 感情和态度
其实 人生并非虚耗
何来尘埃飞舞



I Love Eason Chan !

Tzeyee

The List goes on

Holiday ends
and now I was back to Desaria Villa
what a pain to wave goodbye to my family
but the good thing is some of them are coming over next week
I am expecting it

Today, 3 groups of us finally finished our first presentation of our 3 sets of characters
I feel released and happily updating my blog now
Anyhow I still have many things to do
my room mate asked ' So you finished your assignments? '
No, certainly no
The List goes on people
I guess I will never get to rest until I done my final submission of all

I am feeling homesick now
the feeling grows stronger when most of them are going back home today
and some of them are going to Genting Highlands later

er, buy me things okay
even though I dunno what to buy also lar
*grins*

Well,
I am going to spend some time doing nothing effective but relaxing
catch up with the world later


p/s: I Love my nieces, they are precious.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

Dom

I am going back home soon later
and now I am going to campus, to show Gloria the patterns
freaking nervous right now
I don't know what will she says

and recently will not update my blog
unless my assignments allowed me to do that

see you people soon in Kuantan
and to my dearie classmates

Happy Holiday !




p/s: Lawrence student is always his student.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

He's sick

I am feeling sad for him
and suddenly life scared me
his smiling face keeps appear in my mind
I am hardly to forget the scenes he was talking to me
I am so remember every tutorial section I had with him
It's sad, I am kind of missing him, even his criticism over my works

and now I'm feeling a little lost






Take care.



Tzeyee

Go Home

27032009 . Friday . It's just 1.54 a.m. now

I am feeling down today
skipped lunch as the tutorial sections I had today were really upset me
I hope things will not get any worst
it's either I can take it or not, and obviously I still can't

Nevertheless
I had made my mind,
I decided to throw my previous idea into the rubbish bin
instead of stuck on this idea, why I don't I try something else
hopefully it works
or else
more tissue and more mind-maps
that's what I can do.

I doubt how nerve it will be to have tutorial with them anymore
when you can't think, no one can force you to think well
even lecturer is starting to threaten you with the marks
just can't think it out, what to do?

Anyway, I am going home on next Monday
I am little bit excited yet worry
and concern about the mother who is going to give birth
hope she is doing well and feeling better now

I actually just wanted to express myself a little
I was doing Advertising brainstorming thingy and now still working on it
don't forget Lawrence work is there waiting for me to finish up
I doubt, maybe the next good sleep will be in the bus when I am on the way back to hometown
how pathetic it is

Designer's life
do you still want to be a Designer?

I am,
but still advice you to think twice.

sometimes I get a little bit mean and cruel, to certain people. God, please forgive me for my naive act but I still don't want to change it.

p/s: Eric Chih ! Thank you for found my precious Beryl's packaging
I know you were kidding about this, but I owe you a thank you so I still blog it out

and to my semester 4 Graphic design lecturer, I will remember you, for how you treat my designed packaging. How dare you are.


Tzeyee

I don't want to say Goodbye

Was talking to my housemates about the rental thingy
since next semester I will going for internship
which scaring me a lot
I need to move out from my place here
or else, I need to be really rich to pay two places rental fees
and since I'm not
so I still have to move out

This place do means a lot to me
memories we called that
with Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
the happiness and crazy moments <3
and with Jia Ying Chua
the Chipster, and the sudden cries

I am seriously don't want to leave
but I dunno what else I can do
so, like it or hate it
I still have to move out

Reen, I miss you a lot all in sudden
it's kinda out of control

you should really come back once before I move out




Bestie <3


Miso

Good Food ! or not.

I should really post up this few days ago
but due to the endless assignments given
I was almost hopeless to make it

Anyhow
I am finally, can spend some time on this

As I said, DA JIE sponsors me to Jogoya for lotsa good food
and it ends up differently
we didn't have too much good food
especially for me, I was expecting many different kind of cooked beef
but the only thing I can eat, and like to eat is chicken
cooked in different yet almost the same way

the stingy girl like me, dun want to waste my money
so I decided to give up on chicken
and go to Haagen Dazs (=
I had plenty of it
every flavor there I tasted
so I felt a little bit better
telling myself I am not wasting a lot money also

you cannot imagine how many ice cream I had until I felt so full
you know, eating ice cream never make me full
I think if I go for the next time, I will have the better arrangement on which food I should take first and last
I missed some good food I wanted to try
but never mind
I still have a lot of chance ain't
perhaps I should go for other places at that time

Pictures time :

Should starts these with the lobster, the only food looks good in plate I can get

slurp!



classmate Wan Jou
she is eating and her eyes are talking to you, wahh



classmate Shiau Fong
she is eating a lot but still is thin
you will be very happy to have meal with her
she makes food looks good (=
see her satisfied face



classmate Ting Ting and her boy
these two are very horrible in eating sushi
only eating the toppings and threw the rice aside
anyhow, clever (=



Classmate Teri
she loves food too, and I always get car sick when she drives
my my
thank you for the ride



Classmate Stella
She must loves lobster
or she only pose this for the camera
she is absolutely looks prettier in real life
and this is only photo of her I have in my camera
What to Do ?



Classmate Quin
The one who likes to eat good food too !
I realize she is recently making this kind of face expression a lot when taking picture
I feel so good when I am no longer the only one in the uni gang doing this face expression
and Quin, I remember when foundation semester one
I keep showing this face to you and it seems disgusted you
Aiyoooooo
not good



Yours truly, Tzeyee
not happy because I can't eat this lobster
but they told me it tastes bad
ha ha
nothing to loss then XD






























and

Satisfied with ice cream, my darling.

Lots of ice cream,
Tzeyee

cloud nine

even though you asked me to control a bit about the usage of the word 'love'
I still cannot stop myself for shouting ' DA JIE I Love you '
for sponsor me 50MYR for the Food
so that I can still manage to settle my meals for the rest of the month
and go for Jogoya tonight !
this is the most meaningful 50 bucks I ever have
soon I will spend it away, but I will gonna remember this 50 bucks forever XD

DA JIE, my dear sister, Thank You !



this is the very normal smiling face of me specially for u
as u always ask me to pose normal a bit for the camera

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Ouch

17032009 . Tuesday . Seem good

It's very hard for me to make this decision
I am so craving for good, delicious food
I Live to Eat, and feeling better when biting on those mouth-watering master piece of the chef
BUT !
What to do, I am so goddamnit broke now, cannot afford any extra expense
nothing is sadder than this, screw myself for spent too much on past two weeks
and screw the lecturer for making me spent thousands for the pathetic assignments
well, since finishing is so important
what to Do lar ..

Ouch !



Give me give me, give me all your money

p/s: In case you are reading this, shhh, don't tell Stella.

With empty stomach,
Tzeyee

War between money and Food

16032009 . Monday . Sun

Hi, it's good to be here
I mean, in the room with air-con and fan both switch on
It's pretty hot outside
I felt so sick just now in the bus
I doubt if I faint
luckily I'm not, God must loves me

I plan to not eat lunch
No no no, I am not on diet, it never works
It's about money
I spent too much for the past two weeks
Too much, so I now need to tie up my belt and save money for the rest of the month
I promised to myself try to not take any money from my family until April
which means I have to spend 30MYR wisely on these 15 days
2 ringgit each day, Aza !


actually I don't believe on myself in this case, ouch, 2 ringgit, how to die lar

Anyhow, I cannot feel any better than yesterday
I had a conversation with my dear, I don't know what to talk to her until I spot something at the facebook
I know she did her best for me, it's so overbearing but she still did it for me
I don't know what to say, but Thank you
I really, really appreciate it
and jie, thanks
I know you are the one behind this
I feel that I was so dumb for the past few days
I should know you guys are willing to do anything for me
I am blessed, I have the best friendships in the world

I love you, dears.

I shall log off now for assignments
you can never imagine how hard it can be
Gloria, Lawrence and Ken
I love you but hate you
it's too complicated for me to handle

Ouch !


Loves,
Tzeyee

It's another day

15032009 . Sunday . It's not raining

Saturday was tough
I hate that things still not be done even I sat on the bookstore floor from afternoon until night
I should really take a photo to show you guys !
but I'm too busy for that.

I don't really know how my life will be at the end of the semester
I had a long conversation with my housemate yesterday when we are on the way back to Desaria Villa
we were discussing about the rental thingy since I might, or not moving out from my place for next semester
because I am going for internship
I have too much things to worry of
the list go on and you will never see the end.

Anyhow !
I'm feeling better if compare to few days ago
I try not to bother it so much
so I can get a better life
Thank you jie, even I didn't listen to your advice
you still comfort me by concern about this, and trying to cheer me up
I appreciate it a lot, much more than you can imagine.

I Love my family
I Love my GS
I Love my besties

What else?

I Love Food and Shan Bear.


p/s: to my dear sister, cheer and relax, everything will be good ! I Love you, and we are always by your side.


Loves,
Tzeyee

Expressing ..

I'm crying a lot, I hate to see that.


it's too much.

Spell s,a,d

11032009 . Wednesday . It's raining outside

I was feeling extremely disappointed when I was checking facebook awhile ago
I could not describe the sadness when I see that
it's like you feel that lemon is being cutting apart in your heart, you feel so sour and bad, just want to cry out loud for your own sake, and tears just not enough helping on this
we need to do more thing to calm the anger and the sadness, like chopping things down or have a great bite on meat, then chew it, and cry again.

I am totally, helpless on this
I thought you should understand this well and prevent things to happen
but you just did it without even realize this
I am very disappointed, sad and angry
I was about to pick up the phone and call you
to tell you all my feeling on this thing
but I just can't
I am feeling you are so far from me all in sudden
Suddenly I could not get a strong reason to blame you
and it sounds sad, and strange
like we are not close friend, in fact, I think you are but I not sure whether you think the same or not
close enough to do this for me, and obviously, you didn't.



p/s: I'm here to wish Jia Jia and Eva all the best tmr, no worries, I'm sure it must be good (=


signing off,
Tzeyee

Something I want to tell you.

11032009 . Wednesday . Who knows

Happy Belated Birthday to my Old man, the world best father in my heart - 10/03
I Love you papa, I know you must not reading this, but I still have a little confession to you here, perhaps sister will shows you this.

I might not be the best daughter in the world, in fact, I'm not
but we three, your three girls, love you no matter what happened
and thanks God for blessing us always
I appreciate it fully and I swear to appreciate every days here we spend together.

No one else loves you more than us, your beloved wife and daughters, plus your son-in-law and your little precious grandchildren.

So, treat us better even you already treat us very good (=

Next, will be my dear Quin's 22nd Birthday, I just want to highlight your age

Happy Belated Birthday Quin !
God knows how good I treat you, and you know too ain't XD
even though many of you in the class mean a lot in my heart, you just a slightly special one
spent too much time eating good food together, that's why =p

May all your dreams come true, and get to know somebody who are able to attract you
so you no need ask God to save you anymore

Next year, I will buy you ice-creams, Haagen-Dazs alright !

Now is my dears' turn
To the STPM candidates in GS and my Beloved Chu Kim Hui

I am really proud of you all
some of you might not satisfied with the result but God,
it's good enough okay
take it easy and enjoy your holiday to the bits
and buy me souvenirs from Redang, Thanks !
Love you all deep from the heart, come come
Hugs and Mwahs.

Lucky day it is, I hope.


can we have semester break now?
make it for months please.




With lots of Love,
Tzeyee

Wrong focus point

08032009 . Sunday . Not sure yet

Time flies
and I still got ton of assignments to finish up
gosh, I did nothing today but spent over hundred for only food and groceries
and the best part is, I had worst dinner ever in Rasamas
and ! I just bought yogurts, eggs, mango and vege for grocery part
I am seriously doubt about where I spent my money on
so I did calculated all these bills
only I found out I had actually spent almost 40ringgit on pathetic foods
saddening lur, I feel so moody when I look at my dinner
lunch was good, just the soup is too salty
but I will definitely go for it next time
and try to settle the soup problem

Wonder what so good?

it's Vietnamese Beef Noodle Soup from Secret Recipe,


and what is my worst order in Rasamas?


see? I lost my appetite immediately
the onlyforillustrationused picture does looks nice


and successfully fooled me to order it
Sigh
and it cost me MYR16
which I can make it looks better, and taste better with more reasonable price
I can get plenty of drumstick at Cold Storage with only less than 10ringgit
then the vegetables I can get it with few cents, looks fresh and much better than it
the drinks?
even Limkokwing TenTen selling it at 2ringgit only
the Japanese Toufu?
Totally crap
I can make it so much better than this
with cheaper price
all over also no need 12ringgit lur
and the size will be triple than this
My my
never order this at Rasamas
never mind to be expensive
and never mind to be taste not so good
but at least serve it with better look mar
make it looks cleaner can ah
now you make it like hawker stall food
even hawker stall food served with better looking.

Ohh
must also talk about A&W
I had Waffle in Mug yesterday in Alamanda's A&W
Awesome !
I am more prefer strawberry syrup on vanilla ice cream topping lar of course
but this Waffle in Mug taste good too
the most important part is it is in reasonable amount
The common waffle just too much for one person
so if A&W get their Waffle in Mug with Strawberry syrup and Vanilla Ice cream
then it would be the Best

I was craving for waffle
so until I finished up the whole mug only I realized I forgot to take picture
Too good =)

Please do not miss understand about my purpose going to Alamanda
it is not about food hunting
it is about taking photo
I was very lucky, the most lucky person ever
everytime I wanted to take photo outdoor
it started to rain
and this happened for 4 or 5 times

plus, there is nothing good to take photo
how pathetic my day is

so the only thing I shall feel happy with are the Waffle in Mug, Secret Recipe's Vietnamese Beef Noodle soup and plenty of yogurts.

Foods.

Aiks, too much things left behind
I better catch up with the assignments later morning when I woke up
and after brunch.


Dear God, can I have more time
not much
just 48 hours a day is good

Nah, I know it's crap
I am just being silly

because I got no good dinner recently.




p/s: making sandwich tomorrow, or not.


Love,
Tzeyee

The Oil and Smoke

05032009 . Thursday . Raining

Happy Birthday to my beloved GS Lim Mecha
may all your wishes come true, and you can make your life even better
have a blessed year ahead babe, Love you.


Hello people,
it have been sometime I didn't update my blog as frequent as last time
as I mentioned before,
I cooked with my housemates and the dinner that night was, awful
I don't want to talk more about it, nightmare okay

The Foods:












Anyhow, the vege is good, best of that night.
and the dramatic ending part comes
I fell down from the chair
Ha Ha
seriously I might be really fat and heavy
to cause the chair broken then I fall down immediately, without any hint before it
Ouch, imagine the pain
lucky or not, it hurts no where but my buttock

and and
Yesterday I die die also want to cook again
I went to Midvalley days ago with Quin and Stella
I saw the Japanese Curry sauce pack
so I bought it, plus some chicken and potato
just because I am craving for curry and potato
and it ends up pretty good
my housemates claimed that it must be the curry sauce itself is good
yea lar I admit, I did nothing much also
credits to the curry sauce, Chech !

anyhow, atlast we had a good dinner
next time shall make some for my dear classmates
take at your own risk dears

We forgot to take pictures because we were all hungry and can't wait to finish them up, ouch.

Later I'm going to buy Ramleey burger downstairs
and guess what
I am going to do a Ramleey sandwich by myself soon
May God bless the Experimental mouse Housemates

or I am going to fried some nuggets, for snacks.




FATs.



Love,
Tzeyee

Confession from the Heart

Ignore this if you are not knowing me at the beautiful peaceful city named Kuantan
and still ignore this if you never see my tears dropping in front of you
nevertheless, crying for movie/drama doesn't count


For years, I hated someone so much until that I refused to see and hear anything about her
She was someone special to me, and it makes the thing worst
I'm not only one time found that she was backstabbing me and bitching about me
I might be the worst people ever, but I don't think I deserve that
If she thinks I am this worst and she is hating me these much, then she should just ignore me at the first time
but not pretends to be good and changes her mind all the time, then telling people she can no longer stands of me, then changes her mind again

I am enough of all these annoying actions
I was really thought she is a good friend to be with
but after I hear so much things she said about me
so much things she did on me
and so much things I found and realized

I will never, ever forgive her
even though I can no longer find a reason to hate her
after so many years I don't see her
after so many years we don't keep contact
she is no harm to me now
but I just can't make it
she is not the worst people ever I met
but she is the one not forgiven
why ?
because she meant so much to me
and I once, or more than that, treat her with all my heart
I paid so much trust on her, and disappointments never end

She might thinks I make thing looks big
maybe she never see me as someone important to her before
that's why she can forget things this soon
but I can't
I can't even accept people I love close with her
I can't even accept people I love greet with her
imagine this, you should know how much I hate her, and how much she meant to me years ago

I am sorry to my beloved friends whom I'm forcing them to be mean
but I just can't accept this
thinking the possibility they might act nice to her make me crazy
For some of them I can't do anything, because they are close with her for so long time
but for some of them who are not close with her anymore, or yet
I don't let them to be nice, even once
I must admit I am overbearing on this
but please
I really can't
until now I still can't bear with myself to allow this happens
I can't, I Can't !


Please, to my darlings and dears
forgive me for being like this
I am mean on this, and sorry for making you to be mean too
for my sake, to prevent I scream and shout for sadness
can you allowed me to be a mean friend for once?


I'm sorry to her too, but still I hate her.


If you wonder why I post this up suddenly
I just feel that I should share my thoughts with some of my darlings
in case they are not really understand about how important this thing mean to me.



Loves and Hate,
Tzeyee

some Craps

* Today is 27th of Feb, 09
* I am so, so depressed right now
* I might ( or not ) save some money for my own sake
* I'm hungry
* I was surprised or should say shocked during yesterday late evening
* I miss my chicken angel a lot, a lot
* I have no idea what to do for Advertising and Typography class
* I am excited yet worry for these both module, seem good but scary
* I can still feel the fall down pain, * cursed *
* I want to eat some meat
* Day ago I had steamboat dinner with some of my classmates, thumb up !
* Stella can cook, and I can't
* Had Seremban siew bao from Ting Ting, slurp
* I am deeply worry about something
* I miss my family, and no doubt sister, I love you all even I missed out myself most of the time during CNY
* Still depressed now






No disturb.





Signing off,
Tzeyee

show me your Writing

Tagged by Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen



The rule is write everything with yr hand.

1.Your name
2.Left handed/right handed.
3.Favourite alphabet to write.
4.Least favourite alphabet to write
5.Write down " The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog"(Notice it contains all alphabet in this sentence)
6.Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.

You can do this either in blog/FB/both.

Sekian,
Terima Kasih.


p/s: I only tag 5 people, ops !

Food Poison, or not.

24 Feb 2009 . Tuesday . it's not raining, yet

Class had started yesterday
and it is interesting
not the lecturing content
but the lecturer
he is presenting himself very well
and I laugh and smile most of the time while he is teaching
I feel good, for having him but no others to teach me this module

anyhow
the class itself might not be too interesting
some claimed that it sounds like design management class
I personally think it might be better than design management
or not, you bet.

Yesterday night went Tesco hypermarket with my housemates and Quin
Housemates and I bought ingredient for cooking today's dinner
I invited Quin and I think my cooking skill is scary enough for her to say No
anyway I don't mind she thinks like that since I secretly or openly think I am the worst in cooking
however, today might be mun yee, my housemate doing the cooking part
I will be the one who decides what to eat, and to give a little help
me think

Wish that it will be good, if so, next time will ask the classmates to join
as if they are willing to take the risk

War is going to start soon, sooner or later this evening
and yet some of my dearie classmates are now in Pyramid, happily enjoying their singing session.

Wish me luck, wish us luck.

Gonna update soon !

p/s: Hands shaking.



Love,
Tzeyee

D for Desaria villa

20 Feb 2009 . Friday . It's Hot outside

Hello mortals
nice to see you here again, most of you.

For your information, I am now in Desaria villa, the many people move out from here condominium
surfing through internet, doing nothing productive, watching anime and drama, gossiping around, crying for leaving home, missing family, GS and friends, complaining for the fan and many other stuff.

and I kinda love, just not the leaving home, missing people I love and complaining parts.
Ops, and I do kill ants everyday, cleaning up everyday, scratching all these days.

I am little bit not comfortable with the monitor, mine was sent to the center to repair
and the new one will be coming not that soon
at the end of March
so I am now using sister's Oscar's monitor
it doesn't has a speaker
it so much worst when I need to use a headphone and I threw it off the day before I realize this
so I have to borrow one from my housemate
for my anime, drama, and song's sake.

Class is going to start soon, next Monday
and I am not well prepare for this
the assignments, the lecturers, the tutorials, the problems

All in sudden I miss chicken angel and jia ying chua a lot
the time we spent here in G dom and Desaria villa
yesterday I went to Dragon view which near Tesco for Bakkuteh
we ate a lot, and we make it separately
I secretly wish my chicken angel and jia ying will be there with me
I miss the time we shared all the foods
I simply miss they two so much, sooo much.

Mentioned about yesterday, I went to Tesco with my two housemates
and my roomie was there too
but she spent her time alone
when we are wating the bus to go back
I can't see her around
since I am quite understand her keep missing bus routine, I called her twice
and she doesn't pick up the phone
Fine then, I shall wait
sometimes later, bus came and when I am sitting in the bus
I don't see her yet, so I call again and rush her since bus is still there
minutes later, bus gone and she is still not coming
I texted her and tell the poor thing the bus gone
and minutes later, when the bus is almost reach IOI mall
she called and asked me to stop the bus, she is on her way
I was like, ahh how to stop it? We are so far away.
then the bus soon full and pack since he is fetching people from IOI mall too
I felt bad and when I reached home, I called again to offer good taxi driver number
but she said her friend's bf will picks her up
good, she found the solution
but then hours later, she came back and she told me she took taxi to come back and he charged her 30ringgit plus.

I was and am still speechless.


How come she never calls me? and How come she is keep missing the bus after so many times she missed it?

Good luck E.

p/s: Oh my goodness, Doris and Wei Hong, surprised me seriously.

and Happy Belated Birthday to my Huiting, one of my precious one. I Love you =)




Signing off,
Tzeyee

It is either a full stop or a questions mark.

Before I start anything, Happy Valentine's day to every couple in the world.

Yesterday I went to ELIT for amali, 6 hours spent there, and few more hours waiting there.
The weather is really hot and annoying at the same time, I got really sick after I came back from there, headache.
However, I made new friend yesterday, and the world is so small.
People I knew through ELIT are either secondary school juniors or sister of people I know.
I spent 3 whole hours doing nothing with two of them, both are sister of people I know, one is elder and another one is younger.
I could not believe that when I first heard Pauline told me her sister's name
I should know that, I got the strong feeling they might related to each other when I first saw her
I don't know why, I never see her sister before though
and Siew Wai, Siew Yan's sister
We knew each other when we were there for Undang course, and we went for test together
She didn't talked much when the first day we met
but after that, she is really friendly and talking a lot, like me.
Usually I don't, but when you really get bored, you talk more.

The 3 hours are really awfully boring, I forced them to tell me anything but they have nothing to tell, nothing at all.
So I made calls to people might be free
and none of the conversation spent more than 15 minutes.

I took a nap hours ago
was feeling really sick
and I had a dream
I could not recall back the dream
but when I woke up
my heart is aching and my eyes are wet

Almost 2 years, we shared the ups and downs, partly.
Now I treat you almost like a stranger, there are too much to explain.
There are plenty of memories left, and awkwardness.






It's about a broken friendship, if you wonder.





p/s: I have no doubt ./?

She has a Boyfriend

First of all,
Happy Birthday to my darling sweetheart voonvoon
may all her dream comes true and she is getting taller and taller
same goes to myself, anyway

Few days ago I went to meet my sister, JiaJia
as I mentioned on my previous post
she is getting slimmer, and taller
I actually warn her not to wear high heels
It's pathetic

I am not really feeling awkward for being with her even we didn't meet each other for quite some time
She is doing fine, I'm sure
and some shocking news to share
I'm happy to meet her in time before she goes to Taiwan for study
I'm here wish her all the best there, having fun and got no one bully her
Last but not least, come back to bake many mouth watering cake for me, or tart, or bread, or biscuit

I watched The Pink Panther II with her
and I'm glad we make this decision
it's awesome
I like this movie, a lot
I am having a great memory with her before she left to Taiwan I guess


Besides meeting with sister
Yesterday I went out with my precious one, Chu Kim Hui
for movie, Red Cliff II
another great one
with the really cheap price
and we had a good long chat
even better
I had Sundae Cone and Potato Chips =)

Later on,
I went to Crocodile Rock with Loe, Melissa, Shenyee, Tim and Voonvoon !
for voonvoon's birthday
we do not really celebrate her birthday
but only two slice cake to share
and end up she didn't really eat them
anyhow
glad I can meet her on her birthday eve
she is really a sweetheart

I'm staying home tmr
for my own sake
should start packing my things back to Desaria
omg, I don't want go back there, please, help, someone please postpone the date.


I know I'm talking silly.




Tzeyee and her beloved sister, Jia Jia.

I can't fight this feeling anymore

Horton hears a Who !

I watched an animation, Horton hears a Who !
I like this animation a lot, it's meaningful yet the drawing is nice
I like how they start the story too







anyway !
Hello people, are you having a nice day?
I saw a bad news through facebook
it is pretty shocking for me to see it
I just hope thing will being fine and I support every decision she makes, in this matter
since this is about her, not me

I am currently confusing about which major to
I had forgotten about it until I met Quin in Msn, some days ago
I asked about her decision and
she told me she hasn't decides yet
so am I
for me there are not much difference among them
I am not going to advertising film for work in my future
I am enough of stressful life, I just don't want things getting worst
I am not much interested in marketing too
but I will definitely sick of keep drawing same thing over and over again
and the final projects the lecturer showed us are freaking me out
so tell me, which one is better?
somehow I am going to learn the things too
I am going to learn how to do a website too, by myself or asking others to teach
it doesn't means if I go for this, I will not know anything about another one
it is just about which one I want to spend most of my time on
and which one I want lecturer from LUCT to tutorial me
which one I am going to learn and show the result in my cert
that's the matter, and that's why it is very confusing

Oh my, it is freaking me out
before I start my stressful campus life
I am starting to push myself here, before the holiday ends

Tmr I am going out to meet my sis, Jia Jia for movie
I am pretty nervous since she is driving
I have no idea about her driving skill
and I am so much older than her
before I got my license, she is fetching me first
shame of myself

Tmr will be a busy day
from morning to afternoon
and I am expecting The Pink Panther II will be good



I got my card reader back !

I don't want to

Today is the 9th day of the Chinese New Year
I can feel the emptiness in myself
ever since Reen went back to Sunway
the New year seems quiet
I can't feel the Chinese New Year unique mood anymore
It's pathetic
and I'm going to back for new semester starts soon
It's terrible
I hate it when the holiday is going to end
the assignments, and the buses, the presentation, the shame of being weird
I am totally dowan to leave home

I am currently busy
too many thing to worry about
I am going to see you guys soon in two weeks time
and I guess it's time for me to loose some weight
please send me some secret recipe if you have one
I need it and I mean it

Anyhow
this Chinese New Year is not fun if compare with the previous ones
I am not happy
just thank God I still have my niece to make me smile, a lot
and some of my besties of course.

With lots of Love,
Tzeyee

I'm watching Anime, again

26th Jan 2009 . Monday . It's raining

0353 a.m.
I am still awake, even I'm tired

Anyhow
I got my CPU back from KL some days ago
and yesterday finally I got it settled
now I'm using it
it seem so familiar, just the screen is a bit weird
since I'm using my sister's
I don't use to it yet

I was hungry just now
craving for some food so I asked whether there are some food left
so that my mom reheat the leftovers, which is eatable
and now, I am dying for eating too much

that's why I am still awake.

I have no idea what to talk about, actually
just that I have nothing better to do, and the anime does not attracts me
yess, I am watching them again, like finally
I miss them a lot, and when I am viewing the files
I feel like Desaria, and I can smell the assignments, which is horror

I just realized it had been long time I didn't upload the latest photos
it makes the post seem a little bit dull
I know I seldom upload photo too, usually
I have some pictures to show, mine and the others
to tell some stories
but it seem just impossible
I left my card reader in my camera bag
and it is now in Oscar's house

and I didn't do design, yet
I should work hard on it before holiday ends
I wish I could done something I promised
so that I can at least post up something before I back to Cyberjaya

Many people is moving out from their place
I wish no big changes
I love when my classmates are staying in Desaria, if they move too far, I could not seek for help easily anymore
and I will miss them a lot if I don't see them frequently
I am now can imagine Quin's reaction
so geli! , her thought

I am feeling sleepy now, will not care about the fats anymore
say hoooray to the lovely bed
I hope it will be the comfy night, or morning

See you people soon tmr, or else
days later

Good night,
or Good morning.

Love,
Tzeyee

Say Hello to The Ox

Hello people
Happy Chinese New Year
may all of you have fun and enjoy it fully

anyhow
finally done with the hard works
and the next will be the extreme fun, hopefully

I had a satisfied dinner yesterday
it was awesome
I am not only amazed by the dishes
but also the whole family sit down together and had a long talk
too bad Dear sister couldn't join
since she was rushing, I shall not complain more

I have nothing more to say
since everyone is busying with their stuff
so, have fun and don't forget to control your diet
for your own sake, of course

I love you all.

Love,
Tzeyee

p/s: Not forget to wish Eric Vooi Happy Birthday, may all your dreams come true.

Incredible Tiring days

25th Jan 2009 . Sunday . It's Hot

Tmr will be the first day of Chinese New Year
I am excited, yet tired
I hardly see when my works will end
definitely don't want it to be until the very last minute of today
we worked pretty hard yesterday
sister, mom and I
baby wanted to help, but too young to really make thing works
anyhow it is lovely, even though it might be troublesome sometime

I can barely feel Chinese New Year this year
besides the great cleaning, which is killing me, a lot
my palms are hurt, I feel seriously painful when I am touching anything
and I hurt my finger again yesterday
for unnecessary thingy
I was washing a rubbish bin
and it is going to be thrown today
I thought I am crazy
and now I know I'm silly

Today will be the harsh one
couldn't picture how am I going to be
but thank God everything will be fine soon, or sooner
I believe that

Tmr will be the great one
It is going to be the great start of the new year
I will enjoy it to the bits
so that I can have no regret for my life
I personally, secretly think that this year might be the last year we all can gather together, with the most amount of us
you can tell
when Bel is no longer coming back for Chinese New Year
now we lost one
and don't mention about the others like Mel, Manday, Muneeee, Mei Siew etc
I really hope this year's will be good

Since tmr is the day
I'm might not blogging, or even more often
I don't know
it's depends

I think I am going to meet Reen later on, the afternoon
she is just passing by to pass me something
and I am glad to take a break to see some other faces I love
for example, her
and Koh Li Wuen, if she can makes it
for the other members of GS
I am hoping to meet you guys on the first day of Chinese New Year
some goes to you, Chu

I should go to bed now
ever wonder why I'm this late to bed since I am so tired ?
I'm just finished reading Twilight, and since I couldn't find the other 3
so I google it, found the summary through wikipedia
and now I had lost all the interest to read through the other 3
anyway, the first book is great, I love it a lot

With all my love,
Tzeyee


p/s: wish you all have the incredible, mouth watering meals from now on

Points

I am lazy to write an essay
so ll make it as point form

I met with Chu on Monday
I am craving for movies
I am watching a korean drama
I was on a diet plan but soon failed
I love my family
I miss my Darling sister
I am looking forward for GS gathering
I want to gamble
I love my Dear sister for sayang me and when she is not scolding me
I love my niece to the bits
I am looking forward to April
I don't want go back for new semester
I am worrying about internship thingy
I am blissful to have my family, even we shout at each other
I am proud to be my family's family

I love to breath, I love to live.

Cheers,
Tzeyee

p/s: Nigel is having his birthday on Jan too, he reminded me.

Pissed off

I am totally seriously not in mood
I am enough of this
I am not going to do this anymore

Enough is Enough

I am not going to be happy for this whole shitty night

Your bad!

Birthdays

I just realized I have bunch of friends are having birthday on January

First of all would be my beloved Dear sister
then the clubber, Mixiao
the next will be my classmate, Eric Chih
Today is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's and also Ng Pei Chin's
19th will be my sweetheart Kimhui Chu
23rd is Rick, Robin and Xian's birthday
and 24th will be the pink lady, Muneeee Cha's birthday
I have no idea how much I need to spend if I am going to give them present
luckily I'm not

Anyhow
I am sorry if I missed out anyone
I wish you all a very happy and joyful birthday
have a blessed year ahead shall we?

Once again,
Happy Birthday Zhung wan, I love you deeply =)
and for Ng Pei Chin, happy birthday
all the best to you

Aiks
It's almost 4a.m.
my eyes are getting smaller
even they are small enough usually
I want to watch some movie
I want to eat some ice-cream

i c e - c r e a m i n e e d y o u b a d l y

XOXO,
Tzeyee

It's not a farewell thingy

Aiks
big misunderstanding happens today
luckily it solved

anyhow
tmr tmr tmr I'm going to KL
and tmr tmr tmr is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's birthday
so we shall meet up today today today

I am so abnormal for now

See you guys on Sunday
if you want to

or else
any other days after that
and we definitely need to meet up on the very first day of CNY!

Mwahs

p/s: Bel is not coming back for CNY, Shan can't make it to meet up.


Lots of Love,
Tzeyee

Spell Tired for me

13012009 . Tuesday . Raining raining raining

I am damn tired today
and for the few days passed
I think I am finally done my work with Davinci
even though the mascots and the red papers are not done yet
I shall leave them for dearest Juanne and the rest
may God bless them
if I am free to help, I will come again babes
as if I am

anyhow
today I went to Davinci for extra one day as I promised
purposely go there to do some decoration thingy
sadly we had bought not enough tracing paper, so can't do mascot first
well well well
nevermind, then we do the red papers first
at first Juanne and I just simply draw something on it
then I am feeling down as I don't think they will look nice
therefore I showed Li wuen and planning to ask her ask her students to draw, I guess it will be more meaningful
she laugh at my cows real hard
she claims that they look like a pig more than a cow
I wonder
and I admit it as I am not well understand the cow body anatomy
then we go for research and I am thinking that we shall have concept for it too
so we decided to draw any type of cow illustration on every red paper
therefore we can have different style of cow to represent the chinese new year

so I started to draw all the cows
freaking many cows I had drew
as well as Juanne
we are both exhausted

I personally still like my previous idea of doing the one concept a year thingy
aiks
well boss decides everything

I am currently can't think of anything to post
actually I have billions word to tell
guess I am not in the mood

feeling sleepy
tomorrow I shall start help to clean up the house
lough sigh as I am not feeling to do so
but who else can do it?

I love my mom, she sayang me a lot, a lot!

Mwahs

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Evil Angels

12022008 . Monday . It's raining

4 days passed, I'm released, like finally
anyhow, tomorrow I still need to go to Davinci center
I could not find any adjective to describe the kids
I am helpless when facing the kid who don't want listen to you, or who don't want to respond you
For few times I feel like slapping them real hard, hard
but what I can do is only put a big fake smile on my face
and repeat all my words
or, looking for help from other teacher there

I am actually having a big plan for Davinci center
for decoration purpose and for marketing purpose
I brief to Li wuen but she looks like doesn't want to spend money and time on that
I, myself have not much time for them as well
so I didn't push my idea hard
chance will comes when time is right, I believe

Ouch
today I woke up at 11 plus, morning
actually I can sleep until even later
but then Baby Lynn woke me up with her very excited tone
Aiks you can't reject a little kid desperate hope to play together ain't

My darling sister and I will go down to KL this weekend
The new clothes I am looking forward to
I am actually buy new clothes once in a year
I take it as a good habit as I can save money for any other things
but I wonder how long I can take it

When CNY is coming near
I am feeling real scared as I have not clean my house yet
my mom is too busy to do so as she needs to take care of her grandchild
and for me
I can't do anything if my mom doesn't finish her part first

Ops forget to tell that I got the letter from LUCT last Sat
Today only I know about this as my mom forgot to tell me
they read my letter before I do
how bad
whatever
anyway the registry informed me to go back campus on 17th Feb for enrolment
and one week later
class starts
omg
I am nervous
soon or sooner
few months later I gonna go for internship
I am seriously shaking, hands shaking
may God bless me, please

am currently watching Shin Chan through Youtube
my childhood memory

so goodbye people
too many things to tell
I leave it for next time!

p/s: I got my finger hurt during my first day working, pathetic.


Signing off,
Tzeyee

Davinci Creative Kids

tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, another two days more after that
four days
omg I am nervous
I take it as the very first time

four days
wish me luck

may God bless me
may God bless the kids


May God bless you all.



Signing off,
Tzeyee

41 42 46 50

Passed my Undang test, 46/50
soon or sooner I will go for Amali
then I will get my L license

Aww

Loe messaged me to ask whether I want to replace her for 3 days working at Davinci or not
Ouch kids
I'm starting to headache
hopefully she can finds someone else to go
or else
don't worry Loe, I am still willing to help.

I am still not design anything yet
the short keys, I had forgotten all

omg


p/s: potato chips, yogurt, ice-cream, chocolate please

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Tears and Blood

First of all
I would like to wish my Dear sister Happy Belated Birthday
may you have the blessed year ahead and be blissful and healthy
I wished my sister in person but then I forgot to wish her here

Anyhow, we didn't go anywhere for her birthday celebration
we went to her new home
had some penang dishes and a wonderful cake
this is not a cheese cake
not anymore the secret recipe cake
but the cheaper and taste nicer sponge cake
It's plain awesome
It's mouth watering
and I still miss it now
being regreful do not take more slices of it
I would like to have the sponge cake for my coming birthday too
say goodbye and don't see you soon to Secret Recipe cheese cake
seriously

Besides that, I had the best movie of the year on that night itself
I watched Ip Man with my family at sister's place
heart melted and i cried for the last few minutes
I would like to watch it for second, third and even fourth time
the main character Donnie Yen is playing his role real well
I do not see any better man to play this character
****

However
we had a formal dinner yesterday
i personally take it as sister birthday dinner
that's why even I'm full, I am still going to join them
I don't even swallow much food

Since Xiaoxian told me we can actually check the latest result by calling to registry department
I called in the late afternoon
around 4p.m.
My hands are shaking
my legs as well
so do my voice
anyhow
the people picked up the phone is Kak Intan
she is a pretty nice and kind person anyway
by the time she is telling me my result
I feel much better because it is not that worst as what I thought it will be
and at the end of the time
it's actually got improvement
I'm glad

By the way
I got the worst result for my Typography subject
I shall not complain much
but to be frank
He didn't taught us anything
so I shall blame him
I know I'm finding excuses
I don't even spend printing cost for my final typo assignment
aiks my Typography
it's disappointing, seriously

I guess life is not perfect ain't
so I should be thankful for that
Thanks God for letting me live a good life
and I pray for a better life
Thanks for guiding me always
and I pray for keep on guiding me to the good side
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
I'm sorry if I am being mean
I will learn the lessons and promise to be a better person

May God bless all of you

p/s: I am not a Christian, but I believe in the Great Love of God.

Tomorrow is Monday

Ops today is Monday
I just realize it's 0231 a.m. now

Happy New Year again
today is just 5 of Jan
still new and I still thought now is 2008
I'm still telling people I'm 19 years old
I'm still telling people next year Feb only I go back for new semester

anyhow
all my friends are busy
some are going for work
some are going back for study

I still stay at home
babysitting my niece, reading stuff, preparing for test, cleaning the house

soon and sooner the form 6s are going to university
I'm feeling something negative
I can't believe they are leaving
we are getting old and the next time I come back for holiday
I don't know who to call besides Koh Liwuen
and she's the one who seldom shows up in these few months

busy working and busy clubbing
I know you well Koh Liwuen
drink for life, go go

tsk

Went out with Jasmine Sam Yan Jie today
she came with her boyf, Replay
stick together stick together
faint

then Enson joined us in Sushi King
had two plates then I full
I have no idea why
maybe it's evening that's why
during midnight I never stop for eating

Paid visit to Nose for Nen
she looks really busy
poor thingy has no off day this week
oh yeah met Mi Xiao today
depressed
everytime she met me
the first complete sentence she talked to me is always
" ehh you become fatter liao "
f*ck you Mixiao Yap

Jie and her Replay missing by the time we met Mi xiao
then when they're back
we dump Enson alone there with Nen since Replay has to go back for KL
and I need to join my family for dinner
sorry Enson

and ..



I feel like eating now
and Chipster potato chips appear in my mind.

Aws

With Love,
Tzeyee

Her house, room and bed . My house, bed and dearest

I went to Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen's place on 27th Dec 2008
reached there at late evening
then I took Monorail to Bukit Bintang to meet up with Reen
after that Reen, Keivyn, Jo and I took Lrt to Kelana Jaya
dearie Shen yee picked us up there and fetch us back to Sunway
since Keivyn sicked and Reen has to take care of him
Shen yee and I went for dinner that night, only we two
She had my first treat in these few months time
you should proud of it dear, and I do not shame of it
we talked and talked
about the Lego thingy and the people
she shorten the story she should tells
nevermind
I got some main point by the way
can have better details later
on that night itself
I got to know Reen's room mates, Si Ying and Miko
I might spell their name wrongly, I don't know
They are pretty friendly, all of them
Si Ying shared her bed with me
but then the first night is freaking toturing
I fall sick on that night
and I do not sleep well even though I am very tired for sitting bus and taking trains

The second day is better
we went to Kim Gary for lunch
and after taking medc
my flu stopped
Reen and her bear accompany me to go for shopping
then during evening Keivyn is tired, so that only Reen and I continue to hang out
we went for Pasta Gohan for dinner
the display there attracts our attention for sometime ago
and finally we went there
since we both are too poor to eat more
we ordered a main course and a side order to share
the pasta is good but then I don't really admire their cheese baked bacon and potato
the bacon tasted like so not bacon, it tasted more like ham to me
I was happy to get two pairs of slippers for myself
therefore I can let my feets breath
they seriously need some air
even the slippers are cheap, I am happy and comfortable to put them on
and at that night I over night at Shen Yee's place
once I step in her house, she brought me to kitchen and keep giving me chocolates
I don't know why but thanks darling
then she showed me the lego, and she keeps playing it, very excited and happy I can see
then she showed me the photos she taken at Taiwan
after that, even I am very sleepy
she still wants me listen to her playing guitar
very hyper kid I can say
she acts like she doesn't know she needs to fetch her mom at 10.30a.m. the next day
I want to kill her
but her bed is so comfy
I had a great night there
Thanks dearie Thanks

The next day
after sent her mom to SS2
Shenyee fetched me to The Curve purposely to get my Nike tops
I can not describe how touch I felt
then we also going to Mid Valley with Reen and Keivyn
I won't forget that day
she keeps missed the road
well well well
as what Keivyn said
atleast now we know where is Kerinchi link
myself never know how to go, yet
It's pretty pathetic when we all are looking at the menu, preparing to order food
Shenyee's mom called and she left to meet her mom
after that she told us she has gathering later at 7p.m. and she has to rush back to Pyramid soon
poor shenyee
she purposely comes all these ways to MidValley
and she don't get to shop then she has to go back to Pyramid
I feel sorry for her
after few hours walking, walking, and shopping
we went to Sweetchat for dessert
pathetic mango milk pudding I had
but the durian pancake is good
you guys should try it
After we headed back to Pyramid
we went for late movie at 11.20p.m.
the movie Cape No.7 is great
4 stars rated from me
at that night itself
Reen and I had a good long chat until midnight
omg I started to miss her so soon

Finally the 4th day, which is 30 Dec
I have to go back home for the woman I love the most in this world's birthday dinner
therefore I didn't go anywhere
after some slow preparation
Reen, Si Ying, Keivyn, Jo and I went to Thai Lagoon for lunch
First I thought Shenyee will comes and picks me up at 1.30p.m.
who knows by the time I finished my lunch she is till not yet appears
so I accompany them to The One for taking result first
what I can say is I might die if I go TOA for study
stress to dead
anyhow
I waited Shenyee until almost 2.30p.m.
but I do not blame her
she is being kind and traffic jam is seriously not her fault
I have no reason to blame anyone but myself
well
I am still late
but then lucky me called the counter and they asked the driver to wait for me
I can tell the driver is really looking for me as I saw him keeps looking around and when I showed him my ticket, he looks relieft and tease me that I am the one who late
I still recognize him
he is the one who drive the bus I took from Kuantan to KL
he is working hard ain't

At the end of the time
I reached Kuantan safely
and I able to catch up my dearest's birthday dinner
I wish her to live healthy, to be happy, to eat good, to rest well, to laugh happily, to cry for joys
she is the most beautiful woman in my heart, she is the world best mom I ever want
she is someone really special for me, she is the only one who will forgive me no matter what I did
she is the one who love me to the bits, to love me with no hesitation, to love me more than herself
what more I can ask for?
GOD gave me the best in the world
I am blissful I am happy I am satisfied for that



Mom, I love you forever and ever.
I could not smile even better when I am holding my mom's hand until I fall asleep



p/s: Nigel asked me to promote his blog, I have no idea how, so click in if you are interested, Nigel's.

Signing off,
Tzeyee

2009

01012009 . Thursday . It's a brand new day

First of all, I would like to wish all of you Happy New Year
Myself not too excited over it
yet I do not shout for it, I don't even count down

I don't have any big hope for this year
I do not aim for anything
I just want to live happily
I guess I am not that greedy, perhaps

Things changed and will keep changing I bet
people's relationships changed, yet some still keep it well
and the topics changed
many things else
like their hair style, and the way they talk, they act, and even their personality

Another half year later I will go for internship
I seriously shake for that
fear till shake
I rarely can imagine dress in formal for everyday in half year time
and I am going to a company, to work
to experience new things
to face new people
and I have no idea where, when, what and who

I don't have anything interesting in my life so far
I feel all the same all the time
the thing I worry about is really a small matter for everyone
I worry for my weight, my height, my internship, my result, my meals, my hairs, my L license etc
see how free of trouble I am
I don't have anything big to think about or worry about
which I think it's good and wish to keep it on
you may think life like this is dull
but then I appreciate to have dull life like this
I might complain about it a lot, but yet I enjoy life like this
Tears dropped for movies, dramas and books
and I smile for family and friends
I laugh when I see something funny
I like this simple style of life
I don't want a complicated one

I still love people I love, and they love me too
I still hate people I hate, and they sick of me as well
there are still something that will never changes

I love my family
I love my GS
I love my besties
I love my sister, Jia Jia
I love me

always do always will


once again
Happy New Year everyone
may all your dreams come true
and mine too


Hugs,
Tzeyee

Little Loe Loe

Tagged by Ee Loe

幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : 541
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 12 Nov
04 星座 : Scorpio
05 兴趣 : eat, read, sketch, design, chat etc
06 专长 : nothing good

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : no
02 是否在交往? : -
03 现在幸福吗? : I am blissful for having my family with me, and my besties around
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : nothing for now
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : I will tell him I feel the same too

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: Little Loe Loe
02 他是你的 : My bestie
03 他的个性? : she's friendly she's kind and she's blur
04 认识他多久? : 12 years perhaps
05 你觉得他怎样? : someone you will never regret to be her friend
06 你想对他说什么 : ehh go yc lur

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : dramas
02 最爱的音乐 : Eason Chan's songs
03 最爱的季节 : I hate only Summer, not Summer Choo
04 最爱的卡通 ： Disney's
05 最爱的人 : My mom
07 最爱的国家 : New Zealand
08 最爱的天气 : Windy and Cloudy

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
第一个愿望： Be with my family all the time happily and safely, from live to dead
第二个奢望： Never gain fat
第三个梦想： To have my dreams come true, I know I am greedy
02 你是很专一的人吗 : you bet
03 最深刻的回忆? : many things to list out
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : I don't
05 你很爱微笑吗 : no one hate it, I think
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : no
07 妄想什么样的生活 : I want life that I have nothing big to worry about
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : No

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了。请列出于十位被点者：
1 Melissa Cheng Wen Xing
2 Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
3 Belinda Chong Ser Chi
4 Voon Voon Yong
5 Kok Quin Chow

I don't know who else to tag, do it if you want to




p/s: I miss Quin all in sudden, badly.
p/s 2: will update my daily life soon.


Signing off,
Tzeyee

G dom

26 Dec 2008 . Friday . Rainy day

I am going to KL for meeting up with my best mate, Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen tmr

I nervous, I excited, I curious and


I miss G-dom




p/s: shop shop shops

Supper mission Failed

22 Dec 08 . Monday . How am I gonna know the weather

I am starving, seriously
but then I am feeling guilty to eat at this late, even though I do this often cough
since my mom woke up then I ran to her and asked for opinion
my question is 'you think I should go for maggie mee or some hotdogs is better?'
and she didn't answers my question
she told me not to eat, if not I will be really fat

I don't feel like eating anymore, GOD I'm starving

I am now waiting the clock turns to 6a.m.
then I will get my bed to sleep on
I am not complaining, I use to sleep late anyway

I am so bored, no one else update their blogs
make me read the really old posts
I am now reading KennySia 2005's posts, you bet

I am downloading stories to read
my life is just too boring
and I had finished 3 stories of 楚留香
I dunno how to translate it
Pretty good

I am lusting for meeting up GS
I love every souls there
and if they are all busy, I am okay with not meeting up
but then they are all free
how come we seldom meet even we are all complaining for life is boring
Pathetic

I am suddenly craving for roast duck
I am so regretting for not order this few hours ago
by the way
I had the most delicious chicken chop in Kuantan just now
in fact, I should really try any other good food
but I don't take risk
because it never turns out good
I know it, omg
anyway
I am also craving for Carl's Junior French Fries
slurp

mentioning food is so not good for now
Mom, it's all your fault ='(


p/s: omg today is 22nd!

Hungry Tzeyee

Adorable him

21 Dec 2008 . Sunday . Raining and not Raining

I called Ah Thiam, finally
he sounds so not friendly, but in fact, he is good in person
so not much complains ain't
anyhow, I went to listen undang yesterday
It's bored, totally
and I met few Afzan juniors there
I can still recognize them
but I don't know them

Anyway I know one new girl there
Afzan junior too
At first I am the only one who are talking and asking questions
it's weird when you asked somebody tons of question and she still never asks your name and anything else
atlast, few hours later only she started to talk
and guess what
she is my senior, Siew Yan's sister, Siew Wai
I heard about her as some of my friends know her
world is just so small ain't?

I thought I can get the P license by holiday end
but Ah Thiam claimed that it is impossible
so I can only get the L license first
then the next sem break only I start the class
Ouch, lucky or unlucky me?

I was very nervous over it
or I should say I am still very nervous over it
even I am just going to listen undang
I was shaking the night before that
and I went to bed early, end up slept at 4a.m.
I know the time because I watch the clock
Silly me

Yesterday was freaking tiring
I never wake up so early among this month
7.15a.m. is too early
and I didn't bring any water any food any sweets to there
uncle came early, he told me 8a.m. but he called me at 7.32a.m. and told me he reached
until 4.30p.m. plus
My stomach all flats until I have my late lunch
Pretty torturing

Woo LaLaa I slept at around 10p.m. yesterday
and I woke up at 10something today too
I was like ' woah, how come '
but it's good
sister's Oscar came, until Tuesday
I bet I should really go and have a hairdo as soon as possible
Few months I never do something to my hairs
and I think it's awful

Later night going to have family dinner
Going to treat my stomach well
I seldom torture it, she will cries

p/s: I saw Chiao Yuet today, her lil bro is adorable <3

XO,
Tzeyee

The List

17 Dec 2008 . Wednesday . Raining

I want to watch movie, movies
therefore I checked the gsc website
and I found plenty movies I want to watch

First of all,
Bolt is the one I want to watch badly


next coming is Yes Man
I like Jim Carrey
the way he acts is funny


another one is The Day The Earth Stood Still
Keanu Reeves will act, it means everything


Well, for Cantonese movie
I want to watch IP man, seriously


besides, movie like Wild Child, Beverly Hills Chihuahua and Doraemon the movie are what I am willing to pay for






There are so many movie to watch
why I am still so boring?

GS! Act something please

p/s: I still not yet call Ah Thiam, nervous

Tzeyee

O424 a.m.

I'm feeling bored
wanted to eat Mcd
who knows only have Maggie Curry
but then Darling Doris promised to bring me out for Mcd tomorrow
it's very sweet of her

I am so boring
have nothing good to do
I read blogs
I commented photos and status
and nothing else left

why? why so boring?
maybe I should really call Ah Thiam
I don't want learn driving

someone please update their blog
I need something to read
I can't sleep yet
just had Maggie Curry and I am very full now
*burp*

p/s: I tried to design something but then I am totally clueless

Tzeyee

Speed

17 Dec O8 . Wednesday . it's not raining yet

She cried
right beside me
I had no idea what to do, how to comfort her
I hope she is doing fine now
you must have no idea how much we care about this girl
and she is never a tough one

We love you babe, tears shouldn't wasted for him





and for Cha Muneeeeeeeeeeeee

I miss you too
but then I should remind you


you forgot to wish me happy birthday


heh !

p/s: suddenly craving for Spicy McDeluxe again


XO,
Tzeyee

Melissa Cheng Wen Xing

Oh my God
my baby is coming back on Thursday night from Perth
and we probably can meet up on Friday

movie perhaps?
I'm lusting for watching Bolt =)

Zhung wan
I miss you I miss you I Miss you


she's Hot and Adorable ( he is not her's boy )


every boy's heart melted <3


Mine melted too.



p/s: I can't log in MSN, why?

I rarely talk

16122008 . Tuesday . unknown weather

Time flies
I had almost a month holiday
and I did nothing
I do not read a good and meaningful book
I do not learn anything I promised with Quin o Quin
I do not learn to drive yet, and I seriously don't feel like to
I do not help my mom to do anything
and the list go on

Anyway
I still catch the chance to meet up with dears and darlings, and some friends
until now, I manage to see the faces of Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen, Jasmine Sam Yan Jie and her boy, Replay, Nicole Yap Kit Yeng, Doris Tan Chui Peng, Joanne Liom Chu En, Enson Yee Xing Nan, Shirlene Lim Shik Lin and her boy, Lucius, Koh Li Wuen, Lim Ee Loe, Lim Meei Siew and her boy, Jern Foong, Weapon and Kenneth.
Suppose to have Qiao Yi's name on the list
guess what
she went for shopping when we are trying to inform her for the outing
and Mandy Kong Mien Yuh
I think you can throw ur handset away
seriously
you never pick up call and never repliy messages and calls

Yesterday night we went Teluk Cempedak for a drinks
Ee Loe and I reached slightly early
therefore we went to the beach and had a talk
We talked about study thingy, as in she not yet chooses the college/university and the course to take, and we talked about some old schoolmates, we talked about her baby Lawrence, hope it will rest in peace
talk with Ee Loe make me think of Wen Xing, Melissa Cheng
she is my best friend
and I love her a lot, she means many thing to me
what is the most excited part is, she is coming back real soon!
two days more then she will be in here, not staying away from me more than 300km perhaps
I am starting to be excited =)

Oh mentioned about the outing yesterday
I was craving for Mcdonald's burger badly
I am lusting for Spicy Mcdeluxe
then I saw the Prosperity burger on the menu
I never try it before
and I want to
therefore I asked Jasmine's Replay for opinion since days ago I am watching him eating the burger
he loves the burger and he strongly recommend it
he wonders if I like spicy food
and I definitely love spicy food
but then when I have the first bite on it
I feel like killing him, sorry Jie
the spicy is not the chili type of spicy
it is all because of the pepper
I Hate Black Pepper like no others do
I threw the burger when I only finished half of it
urh ..
nightmare

Replay
it is very hard for me to believe on your taste anymore
but for sure you had made your best decision in your life for falling in love with Jasmine Sam Yan Jie
she is priceless =)

Er ..
I can't think of anything to type now
Black Pepper sauce stuck in my mind

good night

p/s 1: I miss GS.
p/s 2: I still not yet read the book that Quin gave me as present =)


Signing off,
Tzeyee

Another night

07122008 . Sunday . Raining

Hi I'm Tzeyee
It's raining cats and dogs here
guess monsoon it is now

I am now still in Kuantan
which means I cannot wave goodbye to Meei Siew face to face in KLIA tmr
goodbye Mecha, enjoy ur days there and comes back soon for gathering

Yesterday Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen is back
Oh babe I miss you
then we met up yesterday night
She and Enson came to pick me up in ten minutes time after the phone call
Oh my my
I just woke up and had my late dinner
which means I don't have enough time to prepare myself
the messy hairs is the point if you wonder

We went to JR one
the atmosphere there doesn't changes
the only changes is I no longer know the faces showed up there
pathetic ya know
it symbolizes I am so outdated with the Kuantan teenagers life or else, I'm getting older

I am an adult now.

Oh No.

Met Jo Ann yesterday too
just for awhile
her hairs is getting shorter
and Thanks GOD she doesn't complains me yesterday
I'm getting bored when every time we met
she surely will complains anything of me, anything
being so mean is not a good thing, never

I just realized I rarely talk these days
I am so out of topic
is my life that boring?
well in the other hand I enjoy it to the bits
simple life is always good ain't
it might be a little bit dull
well I have much less problem to think of

I am looking forward to watch a movie
perhaps I should ask Reen later
or tmr
It's still raining now
best weather to sleep

so sweet dream everyone

I shall go to bed now


p/s: movie movie movies

Signing off,
Tzeyee

Freedom is Everything

06122008 . Saturday . Unknown weather

My oh my
My gang finished their last paper two days ago
and finally we met up on that day as well
we had a long chat
or else I should say I heard them had a long chat
I rarely talk on that night
not really in the mood
Thanks to the Eczema beasts and the very sensitive skin
anyway
I'm happy enough to meet up with them
even not all of them but part of them
and luckily catch up the chance to meet Meei Siew before she goes for some place I forgotten

I don't have anything interesting to share
and nothing much I can tell

Anyway
Congratulation to people who finished SPM and STPM
you guys have a long and free holiday until next year
a freaking long one
even longer than mine
spend it wisely and don't waste the chance to have enough fun
I'm here all the time ya know =) call me

Cheerio!

p/s: All the best to you, Enson.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

It's not a Book

02122008 . Tuesday . Unknown weather

This is a short update,



I am home for 6 days and another 2 months plus to go
and these 6 days
I never meet up with any of my friends
yet, I just step out from my house twice with my family
wonder how I spent my time?
No, I do not sleep all the time
I just addicted to a story, a long story which I got it from my house mate
it is now in my handset, and I was holding it more than 12 hours a day
plus I do not bother any message because of it
well, I still pick up phone call for God's sake
imagine how good the story plot is
but it is not a great one
so don't expect too much shall we?

Life like this is good and meaningless
It's relaxing and you have no motivation to finish anything
sister advices me to take part some competition
meanwhile, she is doing her design all the time when I am awake
I do not hear from anyone in my class
hope you guys are doing fine
parents asked me to get a driving license during this sem break
I not really want it honestly
I don't have the gut to drive, and I never excited about it
so I will wait until they rush me to do that

Baby Lynn is learning thing fast
and I can't wait to see the next baby darling
April it is
I am excited
hope everything is going fine

May GOD bless everyone of you.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

May GOD bless them

25112008 . Tues . Sun

Yesterday . Today . Tomorrow

May The Great GOD bless the mother and baby
They all deserved a better life

We will Love them forever and ever
no matter what
I swear to You and myself

Tomorrow is the day
Tomorrow is the day I'm going back to home sweet home
I am so regret to stay here for so long after the phone call and messages
I'm sorry

Anyway
I haven't pack my things yet
and haven't clean up my hard disk thingy
I am so lazy
and there are lotsa things to check

I am wondering the next time I come back
will I have the same room mate
since I am not close with her
I guess she is going to move out sooner or later
I am nervous, seriously
I am sick of new room mate
have to communicate with her
try to make the things doing fine
all these things make my head spine

what is the worst I can get?
I don't want to know please

I am out of word now
maybe I should do something to the hard disk since sister's Oscar is coming soon
to pick up my computer and camera

Peace.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Oh

Nooooooooo burger for tonight =(

Burgers

23112008 . Sunday . Rain

It's 8.34p.m.
while I'm waiting the clock turn to 9p.m.
I got the sudden urge to blog

Later I'm going to buy burgers
and I'm actually indulge in that
I was keep forcing my house mates to accompany me there
and until now
both of them are into it too
or else I thought they are
at least my 'no supper allowed' house mate decided to try one tonight
don't you feel proud for that, when you are able to influence someone to eat with you
I'm proud, seriously

These few days only I realized there are months I never do a hair cut
It's too long and out of shape
am very unhappy about this
it makes my face looks even rounder
I hate this happens especially when my face is almost like a bowling ball
as how the grandpa Ah Tim said

am confusing should I change a new hair style
people know me well should know I hate changes
but then it's bored to have a same hair style for 2 years plus
what should I do?
Everything is still in consideration

I am very excited for tmr outing
it is all because I can eat something better
I want to eat this, I want to eat that
and I definitely want to have the mango sorbet again
Heaven =)

15 minutes to go
maybe I should call back home now
long time never talk to my sister
don't know how is she doing at home now
hope everything will be fine
because I'm going back on Wed

p/s: I'm so nervous for tmr, pray for me.

Legally 19

23112008 . Sunday . Sun

No No No
My birthday is not on 23 Nov
but 12 Nov
It is a pending post
I would like to thank the people who wished me, who celebrated with me and who still remember it

Elson Tan, Sean Lee, Pei Chinn Ng, Family, Melissa Cheng Wen Xing, Kim Hui Chu, Jia Ying Chua, Jia Jia Yong, Oscar Chang, Niegel Gan, Doris Tan, Hui Ting Tan, Geraldine Tan Jing Wen, Kok Quin Chow, Shiau Fong Tang, Stella Tey Ren Fang, Ting Ting Boon, Wan Jou Tan, Anice Lau Ming Li, Ying Wei Foong, Eric Vooi, Nick Wu Rui Di, Magie Ng, Jet Lee, Marcus Sew, Min Yuann Chew, Wie Nie Sia, Adora Chloe, Yang Yang Tan, Hao Yi Ko, Kai Yeah, Amy Chew, Li Wuen Koh, Mi Xiao, Teik Ming Lee, Poh Fen, Jason Khoo Chun Meng, Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, Wai Shan Chim, Elaine, Chu En Liom, Kit Yeng Yap, Anis, Christeen, Caryn Ling, Rick Ng, Grace Tan, Voon Voon, Carey Choy, Xiao Xian Lai, Carmen Liew, Zanne Tey, Shou Jing Pang, Shirlene Lim Shik Lin, Lucius Lee, Shen Yee Leong, Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, Keivyn, Hui Hui Lee, Wei Yun Goh, Ee Loe Lim

I was touched, for the surprises, even though both failed and for the cakes and the heart for doing these
The happiness is very hard to describe, or I shall say no word in the dictionary could describes it well
I had good cakes and good meals for my birthday, nothing I should ask for more ain't

It's a very memorable birthday I have, thank you to you all
* huggies and kisses *



I had my first birthday meal here, during the day before my birthday


This mushroom soup is good


Rich garlic bread


The main course we shared and the best is the potato wedges, pathetic huh


and I had the worst Lemon Tea there

At the night itself, we went to The Garden


we went here to have dinner, and sister's Oscar joined us too


The side dish, 'Tian bu La'


Sister and her Oscar's choice


My choice


Zoom in


Another Zoom in


The last zoom in

Then on my birthday itself, my classmates and I went to Sunway pyramid
and guess what we have for our lunch?
Subway it is


Spicy Italian

Then we head to Sushi Zanmai for our dinner
it is very hard to choose which restaurant to go when they are ten people with different kind of opinions

and I have not much food on that night
wonder why, maybe the horror movie freak me out
'The Coffin', advise you not to watch it
I was so clueless about what is happening from the beginning
then I close my eyes after the first ten minutes until the movie end
no one like it


Unagi sushi with reasonable price

and i had 4 different flavour birthday cakes this year

First is the Durian Durian, but I only have one slice of it
from sister


2662137537_d2fccf0265 [Image]. 2008. Google Image Search.flickr.com/photos/41105002@Noo/2662137537 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The second one, Blueberry cake from Secret Recipe, you guys know how it taste like


The 3rd one, Tiramisu from Bread Talk

If you can see it well,
check this


Tiramisu_b [Image]. 2008. Bread Talk. http://www.breadtalk.com/cakes1.htm#1 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The 4th birthday cake from the dearest, I love you Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, and Ham yu =))


My class and me *heart them*


again, and it's Marcus's turn, bye Jet

not forgetting my precious one


Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen
and Ham Yu Leong Shen Yee



I Heart you guys, a lot

p/s 1: Half of the GS forgot my birthday, which is very disappointing
p/s 2: Pictures taken in Sunway Pyramid is all blur off, realized that only when I see them on screen
p/s 3: Love the presents I got from you and the favourite piece is definitely the handmade silkscreen T-shirt from reen and her bear, Keivyn
p/s 4: Happy Belated Birthday to my Dearest Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, I wished you, but I want to wish again


Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, you know how much I Love you

How's Life

22112008 . Sat . Unknown weather

Hello everyone, how's life?
mine is good, but far not enough
semester 4 ended, finally
and I will be home on next Wed
not so soon yet it's not too far
I seriously miss my family especially my mom
I miss her badly and I desperately want to see Baby Lynn
that's why I am going back earlier than I thought

Life in here is not good
the food here is totally a disaster
I wonder how could I survive for such a long time
and I am still willing to pay for it
Tried the food in the new stall on the upstairs of plaza yesterday
it doesn't taste as good as others promote
but it is much better than any other stalls here

The life without assignment here is much boring than I expect it to be
I lost the motivation to design anything
and the improve skill plan, forget about it
I am only watching drama, anime, reading, eating and hanging around in the house
that's all
I can't manage to go out too often as I'm broke
and since I promised to go out with my house mates
I am not able to ask others friend for outing anymore
sadden, next semester perhaps

I miss my friends a lot, the classmates, the friends, the besties, the GS
*hug*
Happy Holiday
all the best for who are still studying
and for the SPM and STPM candidates, I know you can do it



p/s How could you, you and You forgot my birthday !?

Love,
Tzeyee

am I too greedy?

03112008 . Monday . Sun

Today I am very down
so ignore this if you sick of emo post, will you?

I just finished one module today at 12.15p.m.
I'm glad it's over
but I wonder will I see her again on coming semester
I think the exam is funny
lecturer treated us like students sit for SPM exam

sister called just now
had a long talk
I'm feeling so tired
physically and mentally
I'm trying my best okay
stop talking about it over and over again
just two years, two freaking years then everything is over
OK?

Am very stressful currently
I don't feel good and I hate this to happen
I need something more interesting in my life
now I understand how harsh design industry is
when you can't think of new idea, when you unable to design out something in your mind
when you find all your hard works are rubbish, when you can't come out something good
when you wasted so much money but you still failed the outputs ..
you might almost gone crazy
sometime I really like design but then I hate it too
I lost the passion in it, and I just want to take a good long rest
escape from all these things
the troubles, the questions, the trues
I just need some peace
a real one

I want to live healthy
I want to have a normal skin kind
I want to sleep well without interrupt
I want to go to bed at 10p.m. and sleep until 10a.m.
I want to sleep with light-off
I want to keep my alarm off and my handphone stay away from me
I want to eat some chinese homemade dishes
I want to get the to-do-lists out of my wall
I want to be with my besties who make me feeling so comfortable to stay with
I want to have a heart to heart talk
I want to have some secrets to tell
I want to read as much as I want
I just want to be happy
am I too greedy?

In fact, I didn't ask for luxury stuff
I never wish to be millionaire
I just want to be happy and no worries

again
am I too greedy?

it's 1529p.m.
I didn't touch my assignments yet
but then I wish to go to bed
I told you,
I'm tired

Signing off,
Tzeyee

Design Management Exam

02112008 . Sunday . Raining

I am not happy

I suppose to study now for tomorrow exam
but then I got an offline message from the one I love
I am feeling so harsh and just need to split it out

I am feeling so stress currently
no matter how I act and how I do my things
I am so stress and I'm having constipation problem again, start from few days ago
I need some rest, the real one
to relax my mind and my soul as well
but you don't give me a rest
you don't

I understand your condition
I was talking nicely at first
but then you pissed me off, like really
I threaten you?
I don't even want to talk about it after that
you do disappoint me
not by stopping me but the way you talk
I told you to stop it
I don't want to see the killing words from you anymore
I asked you to forget about it, I don't go, I don't want to listen anymore
just enough okay

but then
you didn't
you still want to split some words to hurt my feeling
I'm having exam tomorrow
I need concentrate on my study tonight
do you listen to me?
you don't
you still dowan to let it be
you just want to talk it out
don't talk like I am a girl who go party every night
always asked money to buy my own stuff like I am the daughter of banker
I know I'm NOT

I wish I never talked to you about this
I thought you will know I am actually trying my best to be a goody girl
if I am your very disappointing sister
sorry, just leave me alone
if you are feeling burdened
just two years more you have to take care of me
I just need some peace
I just dowan to be even stressful
let me love you more, can?


signing out,
Tzeyee


stay away.

My family

02112008 . Sunday . Unknown weather

It's 1049 a.m.
and I did nothing yet
yesterday I spent whole day to cut the things
and my fingers hurt, I was can't hold the cutter properly at the end of the time
can you imagine whole day only cutting papers
and the outcome is not really good
I done folding my packaging anyway
but then I wish I never, you know why

It was so hard to squeeze my six packaging into the big one
and now I know sticker is not the only reason why my packaging will be so hard to fold straight
lamination is another reason
seriously, I'm not finding excuses

tomorrow I have final exam for design management
and I not even done the CIS yet
not to mention the journal thingy
I so hate Sunday because the next day is Monday
I'm so frustrated
assignments are waiting behind
and I don't feel like doing it, at all

Today when I woke up
I miss my family in sudden

I reminded it had been long time I never talk to my Dear sister
I have no idea how is she doing recently
but then I have no time, or should say no mood to make a phone call
plus I think she should has a good rest
I love you sis, I know you're reading this
and I miss my niece too
even though I don't feel like taking care of her
refuse to follow behind her every step
tired of stopping her to touch this, to eat that, to go here, to run there
I just love her
I love to see her face, to hear her voice, to have her around me
I miss my parent too
I realized the longer I went to study at here
my dad talks less to me
he doesn't know what to talk to me
every time I called back
he was just greet me then pass the phone to my mom
if I said I want to talk to him, he will only says few more sentence then still pass the phone to my mom
I know he loves me, but I need more contact, more conversation
my mom, I don't know why
I love her the most but then I scream towards her the most
maybe it is that I know she loves me the most, and we will forget about it the next morning
and my darling sister
I was pissed off with her yesterday
sometime we get to be really close, but then sometime we found each other are so unbearable
I love her, she is my sister and she loves me too, I know that
I miss my bro in law too, miss the jokes he makes with Dear sister
I know he loves my sister a lot, and I glad he is
what will be happier when you found out your sister has a man who loves her that much?

My my, it is now 1105a.m.
I think I should go back to the Corporate Identity Standards now
in fact
I just want to get my head back to my bed

Help me.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

First of November

01112008 . Saturday . Sun

0246a.m.

It had been so long time I never post up something new, as mentioned before, I promised to post up the studio shooting photos but end up I was too lazy to do so.
You know how torturing it is when you need to convert the RAW files into JPEG, and your hard disk space is just not enough
So, I decided to post up only my finals
A very simple layout, and yesss my first idea was failed as my photoshop skill is primary school level
Therefore I came out another idea, and I personally think it is better
The purpose of this advertising is to urge the public to blog their stories, with the blank paper and the face expression, it urges audience to fill in the blank with interesting stories to complete the thing
It is all about BLOG IT! That's what we want.







:: picture credit to Keivyn and Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, the models.

Anyway, life becomes busier, and things become more complicated.
I done no assignment, and I have no idea when they will be done
Packaging got some problem with the colors, fortunately I got things fixed today in Digital Trend
Thanks to William and Michelle, yes William I do know to select all now, don't shake your head anymore okay
Not forgetting Color Conception also, Chee Sing, Alex and Kai Yeh (he resigned month ago), oh yes and Vincy, they provide the best customer service and being real kind
Every time when I go there, whole day spent there, it's just like another place to gather the classmates, and we treat it as home

Well well, hard works never end, yet.
I still got lots of assignment waiting me to do it, no no, tomorrow only I do that okay
plain tired
Let's check what I need to do
Design Management Journal Design Management CIS
Basic Illustration 10 Metaphores
Basic Illustration Final Color sketches
Basic Illustration 1st exercise
Basic Illustration Portfolio
Basic Illustration Research
Typography Flash cards
Typography Journal
Design Heritage Bauhaus Essay Design Heritage Journal
Photography Journal
Computer Graphic Newsletter
Packaging Finishing Packaging Poster Packaging Booklet
Design Studies Journal
Exhibition Preparation

the red highlighted symbolized must be done by Monday

Oh I'm so tired
As mentioned before, went to Digital Trend today
spent time there until the shop closed, 7.30p.m. something
then we went 'Ru Jia' restaurant for dinner
good recommendation from Reen
I prefer this if compare to Canton Bay
anyway, food there is reasonable and acceptable
some of them is delicious too
After the meal, we went to TGV as we are craving movie to rest our mind
not much choice so we decided to watch Best Friend's girl as I desperately want to watch Kate Hudson and Quin think it is the best choice too
The movie is funny but aiyor too many scenes cut, should go and buy the pirated DVD
Ops

I'm effing tired now and can't think of anything to blog
so let's end this post with the tag thing

Tagged by Quin O Quin week ago

Part One
1. What is the relationship of you and her?
classmate and friend

2. Your five impressions towards him/her.
She's smart, She's tough, She's independent, She's confident, She's creative.
3. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you.
During semester two, she is willing to help me to cut the circle out as she knows me can't handle it (Reen helped too)

Last semester, when we are doing the CD packaging, she helped me to fix the packaging which I screwed up even though it was 4a.m. in the midnight, and she wasted her priceless sleeping time to help me. Not forgetting tomorrow afternoon is the presentation.

Once again, wasted her two whole days just to accompany me for printing. Willing to wait for me to fix my designs, giving me precious suggestion, offer to help for cutting when I am darn nervous when rushing.

Helped me to cut and mount my posters during last semester when I cut my finger, not to mention that 15 minutes later is the final presentation.

I appreciate it a lot, and I have nothing to return your kindness besides treat you as true friend with my all heart.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you.
Eason Chan is darn cute (Eason Chan is way too attractive *melted*)

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...
I can't imagine this, totally.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
like dead fish, never want to be her enemy.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
Let's just skip this question.

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
I don't know, I never think about it.
9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Treat her a dinner?
10. The overall impression of her/him is?
Smart.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Weirdo.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
You should ask others instead of asking me.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
It can be a lot.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
No idea about this.

Part Two
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1. I don't let anyone to touch my bed, even my parent.
2. I am very emotional.
3. Re-print is like part of my life.
4. I read strangers' blog and I'm know their life details.
5. I cry easily when I watch movie and drama, even animation.
6. When it comes to food, I spend money like my dad is a banker, which is not.
7. I love to eat meat, a lot.
8. I love my family the most, and I get angry of them most.
9. I like to complain the people around, but actually I like them seriously. No offence.
10. I hate people lie to me as I know I can accept the truth, but when I know somebody just can't pretend nothing happened, I lie them with no doubt.
11. I will keep the secret as long as you asked me to shut up, no matter how serious the case is (so don't tell me if you have sin)
12. I like design yet I hate design.
13. I not really like the singers who has won Eason Chan in the awards.
14. I don't wear skirt to class as it is very troublesome to get in the bus, end up everyone in class never see me wearing skirt.
15. Seeing doctor is just a routine in my life.

I tag:
Melissa
Belinda
Ee Loe
Voonvoon

For your information, now is Saturday morning 1123a.m.
which mean yes I need to do my assignment now

Bye bye


p/s I seriously love her and miss her, and I met her yesterday =) for awhile ..


my house mate laugh so hard at this picture
she feels I look funny seriously. I don't know why

Sorry, just ignore this post.

FUCK YOU DESARIA VILLA
I HATE you for close the electricity in all sudden
Thanks to you my half day hard work all gone, and I seriously won't forget this.

Be responsible to your employees, and check your system on time,
if tmr is the due date, you are not safe now.

Asshole!

Tagged and Dermatographism.

Tagged by Bel

Instructions: Remove 1 question (any from below) and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are your nicknames?
541 and Ten dollar.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Eating good foods.

3. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Disgusting food.

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?
No.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No, how will I survive if I have no money to buy food?

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People I love a lot.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
Go to the bed and sleep until tmr ends.

8. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Unless I love him that deep.

9. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged them!
Friendly, kind and attractive.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Too much to list out, but loving each other is the must.

11. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?
Oh it's depends. People I love did something so wrong I might forgive, people I don't love did a tiny mistake, I boycott him/her for years.

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Delicious food, am I too greedy?

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy.

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
If want to change, then change every bits of it, if not, then bear with it.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Being more independent, perhaps.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I am Goh Tze Yee.

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
My family.

18. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Pass.

19. Why should we think of a new question?
Guess we are just too free, which totally wrong.

I tag:
only Quin.

Finally I'm back.
17102008 . Friday . Raining

Hiye readers, so glad I'm able to load in the page, and had a good time reading your posts.
Today is memorable yet tiring, shall upload some pictures on next post, which will be around next week.
Anyway, why memorable?
Because Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen came LUCT to pay a visit, as well as being my photography final assignment model, with her boy, Keivyn.
Anyway, I'm so glad to see her in the campus again, it's like we go back to last year, when we are still staying together, and in one same class, one same group and we spent almost every minute together =)
Time flies and now I'm staying with my third room mate.
I always wonder is it I am that hard to stay with, I guess I don't bite ain't?
Pathetic, one of you transfered to TOA and one of you just stop it. People I love, people I like, all gone. Leave me with one shy room mate and we don't chat (we talked) even though we stay together for almost 2 months.

Well well, The ms Penguin and mr Bear are just the natural poser, the photo shooting session is going smooth, if you ignore the setting part and the troublesome hot shoe adapter.
Specially credits for Shiau Fong and Ting Ting for helping the setting from the early morning until afternoon.
Not forgetting others like Quin, Wan Jou and Eric for helping me as well.
As for Stella and Yang Yang, I'm so glad you guys didn't break the lamp, thanks for willing to take the high risk for it. And I will never pay if you really broke it =) just kidding.

Even I appreciate my classmates' help a lot, my models can post even better when they all gone.
What can I say? if I got next assignment for photo shooting, you two can never run from me, never.

Anyway, had a good time in Wings coffee with reen. It had been long time we were sitting together in the cafe there, and campus life without you, I never go in Wings more than 5 times.
So come back lar, not for study, just to visit me more often =)

I am running out of word to blog now, guess I'm just too sleepy, so I don't even check the grammar, spelling and vocab as well. Forgive me for anything wrong, I just barely see part of my words here.

So, good night everyone, tomorrow is a tough day.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

p/s I got a new skin allergy problem which is Dermatographism. I wonder why this kind of thing always happens on me.

The Butterfly Award

1. Put the logo on your blog;
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you;
3. Nominate any number of blog you want to share this award with.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

Let’s spread the joy of blogging and warmth of friendship through this Butterfly Award.Please accept the award and happy blogging.

Awarded by Quin of this Butterfly Award
I found it funny at the first place, but then I am quite touched over this.

So I decided accept it and award others as well

People who I awarded

Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen for the pixel art information as well as her thoughts.
Melissa Cheng Wen Xing for her touching posts.
Ee Loe for her daily life and update me things happened in Kuantan.
Quin for sharing her works and her thoughts.
Kaye Lynn for being my favorite blogger.

Besides, I still love to read some other blogs which I linked
Somehow, I love these 5 the most =)

The latest

11102008 . Saturday . Cloudy

It had been long time I never update my blog
guess life is just too busy, and lazy.
Finally, I came back here from home sweet home,
thanks sis's Oscar for giving me a ride and help on carrying things back to my room
helpful person you are, credits.

Anyway, life back to uni ain't good
more and more assignments, and duedates all changed
this Wed lecturer announce that all the second assignments will be our final since our sem break will be earlier
I bet I am so not understanding, I think they are cheating money
and when lecturer offer us another assignment and extra classes on weekend
I do not appreciate it at all and think he is totally a pig
We want lecture, we want something that worth our money
not one more assignment with no teaching and not any class with just tutorial
I bet we are not paying for these, and your offer just meaningless, totally.

Another problem is,
what about all the other assignments?
We should follow the plan, but not suddenly squeeze them into few weeks time to be done.
This is so not responsible !

Well, enough of all these problem,
I am actually having another big problem since my illustration is not as fun as I think, as well as it does not look good.
Besides, I am start working few days ago and now I'm still with my first illustration.
I don't know whether I can make it to print on Wed with Quin or not
and I'm so nervous with the photoshooting
once mention about studio lighting then I'm starting headache
The skill of setting is one matter, and you can find the lights or not is another big matter.
And sometime the environment just simply will affect your photo shooting thing too =(

My health condition goes worst as well
I have my period late until now, for weeks
then my face
Oh my, is so red and it feels itchy
I guess eczema attacked
and I can't help this time
sometime I am feeling pain too, my face I meant.
I started to eat apples and oranges these two days
and it doesn't helps much
I am still having a lot of problems now.

My my, I cooked for two nights and both of them are failure, especially tonight's.
I cooked the packed fried chicken in another way, I steamed it.
And the outcome is, Oh .. NO!
Without the chili sauce I guess I will throw the chickens away
It's smells weird and I swear I will not cook the chicken in this way anymore.
and the cleaning, washing part is just so tiring
I know, I am never good in this kind matter.
My house mates laugh so hard on this incident and they were so excited to see how I cook
as they knew I will screwed up

Ha Ha
smart them
I hate you guys.

Anyway, better cook the hot dogs enough.
Going to Tesco with my housemates on coming Tues
am so nervous as I never go out with them before.
Don't know how it will be,
and I realized this semester I am closer with them compare to last time.
If you wonder why, I guess it is because I just got some problem communicate with my roomie.
It is not because of language, I guess is the life style we have, and the way we live.
It's harder than last time when I have this problem with my housemates.
and when this happens, I miss Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen a lot, and also the tester no.11.
How cruel you are for leaving me alone here, your fault =(

Tmr is a better day
I want to wash my face and go to bed.

Night mortals.

Hug,
Tzeyee

Tagged.

Tagged by Reen and Loe

Rules:

The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.

Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.

Lastly, and most importantly,HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1. Love me no matter what happened, loyal with no doubt.
2. Accept everything about me.
3. Love my family too, a family person is good =)
4. Clean and tidy.
5. Smell good.
6. Pampered me well.
7. Think smart plan smart.
8. Do not pretend and never lie.

p/s I am now single so probably is a man. Ops I mean yes should be a man for sure.

I tag no one since the people I know who is blogging was all tagged, and some just seriously won't do this I guess.
Have fun do it if you want to.

Cheer,
Tzeyee

Untitled

27092008 . Saturday . Rainy

I am a dead meat, I am so no idea about my uni life now
The endless assignments, the so not responsible lecturers, the meaningless classes, the almost finish anime make me down.
Well, it is holiday now and I do not really happy about that

Term break means more and more assignments follow behind and the God damn it lecturer never fails to spoiled my already not so happy holiday.
He gives us an new assignment to do, and I pretty sure that he actually don't knows what to brief as well.
NO brief paper? I guess it is because this kind of thing actually not exist in this module
you have no idea what to give anymore, then you simply think of something to entertain us
Smart!
You never fail to make me angry and disappointed.

Forget about him,
I still have long assignment list stick on my wall
It is just right on my left hand side
and I always ignore it
because I never success to get anything out of the list.
Sad case

I spent whole day to clean up the bathroom and my place
Very dizzy and headache now
This semester is specially much dusty than last time
I don't know why

What makes my day worse?
It is when I woke up this morning
I am so miss home so I called back
and I found that my dad don't miss me
He don't even wants to talk to me
How pathetic
once mention this I am feeling sad again

Oh yess yess
30th is coming soon
and that day is the big day for Loe and my ex-room mate Jia Ying
wish you two early Happy Birthday here
I guess I am not going to post anything when I'm home
since I want to spend some time with my family who don't miss me =( and I got assignments need to finish up X(

GOD I am looking forward to Chinese New Year
which is long time to wait
why CNY?
because it is the only festival I am really happy about
The family dinner, the friends gathering for days
I love you guys and I think the next CNY is gonna be the last CNY everyone will be really free
soon every single soul I love will go for uni/college
guess life really push us a lot
and we never able to pull the time

Eh li wuen
what would you feel when the whole big gang is all leaving the town for study?
Don't worry
still got some time to go and we are always coming back
Hometown ain't?
The place we ll always come back, even once in a blue moon
People will still come back

Life is complicated and I am feeling so lonely when I actually missed out from everyone's life
plus I never sleep well for months
everyday I sleep, I dream and there are so many stories in my mind
some repeated
some looks so real
some I know it is a dream when I am dreaming
some woke me up
some makes me sleep more than I should

Dream
how long you gonna disturb my sleep
I just want to sleep one night long without dreaming

Help me?

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Go die - lar

25092008 . Thursday . Sun

I can't believe it had been so long time I never post up something, guess I am too busy, too lazy and addicted to the anime, 'One Piece' and Gossip Girl which I had finished watching all the episodes I have with me.

There are so many things to share with, but due to I didn't post up anything lately, I have no idea the stories behind the pictures I had taken, specially for my blog. And now I had lost all the intention to blog, same to my assignments.

The always postponed due-dates do not urge me to do anything, lecturers never throw out any question when having tutorial. We get the approval easily and we never know when is it actually good or not. It makes me lost my interest on my assignments.

Nobody cares, so do I.

Since I lost the intention to blog, then why I am now blogging?

Oh I had been waiting for my lecturer who promised to see me at 11am until now
6 messages sent, to inform him I'm waiting for him, to remind him to come, to inform him i went to lunch for awhile, to inform him I'm back, to remind him which lab, to inform him i have to switch to another lab since other lecturer is having class.

And none of them is delivered, I called to his place and they told me he went to lunch.
WTF I waited for him from 11 a.m. until now, 2.30 p.m.
I can't think any good reason or excuse he can gives me
so not responsible
He is the one who asked me come to see him today
and that's why I still in the lab alone rather than go back to 512.

I am so not fine with this kind of situation.

I am going to kill the lecturer, I called to the faculty again
he is there and when I told him I am now waiting him at multimedia lab
he told me he cannot see me because he is very busy, asked me to see him tmr in class

...
I wish to slap him real hard! and bang his head with no mercy.

How lucky I am to get this kind of Oh so Responsible lecturer, do he ever sleeps well since he becomes a lecturer?

I guess no when students like me, will curse him time by time.

' go die - lar '

I hate him,
Tzeyee

Just a post

06092008 . Saturday . Sun

0937 a.m.

That's so pathetic, I did nothing for my assignments last night.
I was spending time to talk to my house mates and also my roommate,
then I was spending time to take bath and wash my face
At last, shame to tell that I was only eating two 6inch long sandwiches from Subway while watching few episodes One Piece, don't mentions I still spent some time to update my blog and read other blogs.

What a shame, I wasted my time like this
and I went to Antalis office yesterday to buy some papers which cost me 93.60 ringgit
Just for myself - anyway I think I can use them for years if I keep them properly and use it wisely
Somehow, after I purchased the papers only I heard them said my papers prob too thin
and WTF then what should I do?
I couldn't spend anymore for papers since I still have to print and bind?
Besides, I still not even have an idea to design my book yet
thanks my lecturer for not guiding me at all
all he said is just Ok or Do it more, end of the stories
He always gives me very rough thing and don't even pay attention to my words
I am sooooooooooooooo pissed off

And I turned on my alarm clock to wake me up at 8a.m. but I ends up turned it off and sleep until 9 morning something
I did nothing until now and I am still blogging!

Oh my GOD
Just want to talk something before I get crazy, can't scream in the room for my new shy room mate's sake.

Mentioned about my new room mate, shall update some stories soon or sooner.

Out to bed Again,
Tzeyee

p/s you shall slap me hard for don't do anything and duedate is so close.

Hi, long time no see.

05092008 . Friday . Cloudy

Hi, long time no see. And the reasons why are these :

1 To design a proper book with cover, layout, content etc.
2 Journals ( Design studies' Design managements' Design Heritage' ) - which I don't even do anything yet
3 Photography assignments - 1 exercise and 2 projects - Thanks GOD my group members Quin and Stella done the first exercise and the other 2 is individual work? OMG.
4 Illustrations - 15 metaphors and I don't get 1 yet. - My classmates are already proceed to another step.
5 Typography postcards - to promote the book
6 Visual mind map - What's innovation? Oh No I don't know.
7 Some cutting and pasting works - Thanks to Ernesto.
8 Missed class workshop which is 10% marking and lec don't even gives me other thing to do yet - when only he wants to tell me?
9 The cutting works, printing and binding for the book, as I mentioned earlier, I not yet finish designing and I am stuck now.
10 Design Heritage essay - duedate on Week 8
11 Computer graphic - character design
and the latest assignment which brief today :
12 Packaging design which 10 products in one set for 3 persons in group and 8 products for 2 person in group.

If you ever wonder why I update my blog like once in a blue moon, now you know why.

GOD knows how busy I am for this semester. It's like I have no proper time to rest, I shall sleep more when I can for now. And my health condition is getting worst now, I had applied leaves for 11 days to have a good rest at home but ends up I have to do my assignments there also. Which is very inconvenience and you know, my lecturer didn't replies my emails ..

There are 5 emails and when I go back to campus, asked him why
He told me he thinks he ll see me in class so he waits for me to see him first then only tell me
Ehhhh
11 days ler
if I can see you in class then why I email you? and what's the purpose to send you an email if you won't reply it and you will not remember that?

Aiih I understand your life is not easy but don't make me wait for days with your promise lar
I rather you tell me don't send you email, it's better than you promised me but you didn't do that

Anyway, I shall not complain too much ain't
Thanks for spending time to reply my sms though

Ahhh I have no idea about my book now
Lec don't think my cover is catchy but what am I gonna do about that?
I am stuck and don't know where to look for help =(

I wish I can do something better, always.

and see you guys back soon, hopefully. ( somehow I don't think I can make it )

p/s anime and more anime, am watching One Piece now to relax my mind.

Hug,
Tzeyee

I am back

10082008 . Sunday . Unknown weather

0158 a.m.

Hi there everyone, it had been ages I never update my blog. Well, guess that lazy and busy are the reason why I don't.
The first thing I gonna update is about Beijing Olympiad opening ceremony, 080808.
Oh GOD it was amazing, I think this is the best Olympic opening ceremony ever, even though this is the first opening ceremony I watched it after all.
Everyone was contacted me and asked me must watch it, it is all our Chinese's pride and it's worth for us to be really proud and to support.
We might had born in different countries, having different nationality but what? We are still Chinese even though we are not from China.
I am so proud of our history and art. They are fantastic and no doubt, we shouted and clapped real hard. I was hoping I can be part of it, sitting there, enjoy the joy.
Anyway, it was sad we went to Mamak stall outside our hostel to watch the opening ceremony. The big screen they have for people watching football, is very unclear, dark and truly bad quality. Many things were really dark and I can't see clearly but anyway, it still nice =)

My semester break was boring yet enjoyable.
I enjoy the time I spent with my Family, parents, sisters, baby and brother in law.
Oh GOD know how much I complained about my family but I still love them deeply.
And now I was suffering from homesick illness and it becomes harder for me to go back home this semester. I got my core subject on Friday which means no more leaving class early on Friday.
* cursed *

The thing I done the most in my semester break was reading. I read all the book I had read, I actually used to re-read the books over and over again. Every time I do this, I always found something in it which I didn't realized before. I think this is how I understand the book better, and I swear I will never fully understand every bits of any book. How glad that I had finished reading Harry Potter series within a week. It was amazing to read Harry Potter without waiting for next book, I hate those feeling, a lot.

Semester end on 30th Jul, darling sister gave me a ride go back in to Desaria Villa, to carry all the stuffs I bring back from Kuantan. Sis's Oscar always complains that everytime I got holiday, I was like moving house. LOL I cannot agree more, the boxes we had to carry were too many.

Semester start, again. I miss home and still haven't go back home since Monday. Ew it's killing me and I thought I can go back home on Fri and guess what, I didn't. Thanks to my time table and my dearie lecturer. Can't I show him the ideas on Thursday? The information he talked about, I can actually ask my friend ain't? Oh I hate that happened.

Life here is Oh my GOD suffering as I am far away from the GOOD food. I want to eat this and that, but nothing I feel good is inside my stomach. Oh, I almost forget, I got at least one good fine food yesterday night which is Burger King's Grilled chicken burger. It tasted awesome and it always will * slurp * besides that, nothing else. I hate life here with the food, I miss my Mom's cooking a lot. Her own recipe cooked chicken, it is incredible!

So, I decided no matter how, no matter what, I MUST go back home on this weekend. Yessss, I am craving for GOOD food. Oh, sadden me if I don't.

I watched The Mummy yesterday and you know what, it is such a failure. Sorry to be mean but I meant it. It is more like a comedy for me, I laugh a lot and the first two series are way much better than this. It was embarrassing when even me don't think it scared me. Yes I admit I did close my eyes when the general is about to be killed, but what? I closed because I don't want to watch something disgusting, and I think the story plot is not good.

Tsk Tsk Tsk ..
Anyway! First week then I got my first assignment to do, to design a book which 40pages on content. Hmmm, I gonna have a book? WOW and yes, it covers 50% marks for my core subject. Kill the lecturer please, I beg you.

At the end of this post, there is one thing to ask

What makes you FEAR of?

p/s When I woke up this morning, I was thinking about all the past and it's killing me. I hate to remember that and found out I actually still care about it.

Pictures


Beef from Japanese restaurant in Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan. The food that I most regret to take.


I found it was touching.


Milky bread, it tasted freaking sweet.


Tasty Ipoh Kuey Tiow with Chicken.


The Malacca flavor Soya Cincau and it's really awful, for me.


Home made Soya, it tasted unexpected good.


I spoiled this ..


when I was trying to open this box in my room.

That's all.

Cheerio!

Hug,
Tzeyee

Burgers, Chocolates and Donuts

30062008 . Monday . Unknown weather

0141 a.m.

It's late and I just finished the cleaning stuff
Not really feel like leaving now since I am quite used to live alone
Yess, you heard it Loud and Clear, alone
Don't know why
I can take good care of myself now
but I surely can't live well without my family
I love them, just sometimes I love to be alone as well
Anyway, I still miss them a lot, even though sometimes I curse a lot when at home
You must understand, the heat, the insects, the messy environment, the noise, the arguments etc
but somehow the reason why I still love this home is because this is the place I grown up and my family lives here

Glad to tell that I had finished the laundry, cleaned the floor, table, washed the bathroom, every single corner ..
Yeah tiring but I feel so good
even though I know that the next time I come back, it will still be very dirty and dusty

Packing things to go home just now
Realized nothing much to bring back but just books and shoes
Not much clothes as I washed them just now
and suppose to leave them here
Called back home, taking orders to bring them back Burger King's burgers
and also donuts for Muneeee, wonder why Dunkin's
anyway have to say thank you to her
since she helped me to buy chocolates for mom
As for your information, she is studying at Langkawi

Er ..
I guess nothing much to tell
I can't really remember what to tell anymore
since it's late and I have to wake up early tmr
Anyway
still able to post an artwork from yours truly
Done randomly here, while waiting for the connection to become better
I named it as, Even the same fairy tale got different versions, why we shouldn't?



And for your information, the lower left hand side one was applied with Psychedelia style ( for the colors )

Till then,
Tzeyee

0210 a.m.

The day before I go back home, again.

29062008 . Sunday . Cloudy

I wanted to post up something yesterday
but due to I am so tired and busying editing the blog
I decided to do it today

So, where should we start?

Hmmmm ..

Was suppose to go back home today
but my dear, Loe kind of scares to go back home alone by bus
so as a friend, a kind one
I postponed the date to go home
and make it tmr
And this incident make me went out tmr purposely to Puduraya, to change the bus ticket to Monday's
don't wish to waste money even though Loe kindly wants to pay for me
Had breakfast with Yc
she came here to fetch me at 10 something
and we had breakfast at 11 something in Cheras
Thanks to the traffic jam, I was starving
She suppose to drop me at Tasik Selatan Lrt station
Guess what
she got lost and we decided to fetch her house mate, Mousy? first then get her points the road
Her house mate, Mousy is friendly but seriously has bad memory.
I asked her a question and until the time we apart
She can't answers me yet, it's pretty impressive especially when the question I asked her is ' why you called Yc your teacher? '
I'm still looking for the answer and hope that the next time we meet, she ables to answer it.

Anyway, it is really nice to meet you, Mousy and Yc fetched me to Pudu area
Thanks and they acc me to the counter
even though the reason why I asked them to acc me is I scared to ask the people
( she stands far away when I am asking )
Sadly the people in charge refused to let me change the ticket
Never mind then, I bought two Monday tickets and luckily I did go to Puduraya yesterday
My dear Loe is so blur and thought she booked the tickets which she actually not
Can't imagine if we can't get the tickets on Monday itself

After I got the tickets
it's time to say goodbye with Yc and Mousy
Thanks for the ride anyway

So I went to Plaza Rakyat station
take train to Masjid Jamek
went in Burger King
bought Grilled chicken burger for dinner later
Take train to KL central
went to bus station, waited for Rapid KL
changed bus again at Puchong Utama to Desaria Villa
I got serious sun burned
and the pimples got worst

Yesterday I realized how much I Love grilled chicken burger from Burger King
so I decided to buy 3 more tmr
one for me to eat before I go back
2 for me to bring back Ktn
1 for dinner and 1 for supper =)
If you wonder and shocked
it is because Ktn don't have burger king and I have to wait until end of July only come back to KL again

I seriously love burger from Burger King

Planned to wash clothes before I go back home
Has no excuse since I am so free here
and I haven't pack my things yet
Tmr must call Registry and take bus at 11 something
Can't wait longer since have to take bus at 4.30 p.m.

Oh yeah
Mom is going back to Home today
Safe journey mom, I Love you and I seriously need your help for my face

So till then,
see you guys on next week

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Learn to be independent

26062008 . Thursday . Sun

I had back to Desaria Villa two days ago
and I am learning to be independent
It's hard to believe that I was actually took Rapid KL all the way from KL central to Puchong Perdana, and took another bus back to Desaria Villa
I was broke my record here
and I am so damn proud of myself . LOL
I know many of you may think what's big deal of this
but for me
honestly it's like mission impossible
I was the very dependent type youngest daughter in my family
Parents, sisters treat me as kiddo all the time
and they always want me to be more independent
trained me in many others way
Sis's Oscar always complains that I should learn to be independent lady
and he always asks my sister don't manja me so much
Hmmph ..

Anyway
I was taking bus from Kuantan at 9.30a.m. on Tuesday and reached Puduraya around 12.30p.m.
Then I walked all the way from Puduraya to Lrt station which actually only behind the building
Took train to Masjid Jamek
Wanted to change train to KL central
As usual
I was lost in Masjid Jamek
there is so many LRT counter and each of them are different
I crossed the road twice just because I was lost
Anyway
It's good to see Burger King is just right beside the Lrt station
so I walked in and bought a burger for myself, for dinner later
Then I continued my Oh so Brave journey
Lost again inside the Lrt station
don't know which platform I should head to
and no one there for help
So I stunned there for seconds and checked around the board
Finally
I found the map and spent some time to understand it
and reached KL central safely
According to my plan
I should go One Stop Center to buy PTPTN application form
Great
I lost in KL central again
I walked around and I don't even know which floor I was in
but I am lucky because I finally found the place by myself
So I walked in the center, took number and waited for my turn
At that time I was wondering I should take train to Serdang KTM and take taxi back to Desaria Villa or I should take Rapid KL back to there
Finally I decided to learn since I got Time to
Called Shiau Fong for some information helping
Thanks wei ..
Seconds later
there was my turn to the counter
thought to buy the form but the girl there advised me not to
W H Y ?
Because they might change the system to apply online
So ...
pointless if I buy the form now since my application date is on Sept
* speechless *
Thank you and I walked all the way to Monorail center
waited for Rapid KL U60 to come
Er ..
There got a bus stop there if you wonder
So, hour later, bus came and I got a seat * lucky *
Was not so sure lar since I saw another bus U70 is also going to Puchong Utama
However, I chose to believe my friend and I reached Puchong Perdana safely
Waited for another hour, Rapid KL T515 finally came
But the bus driver leave the bus there and went to rest awhile * wtf *
Finally at 4 O'clock sharp
He started the bus and I reached Desa around 4.20 p.m.
Phew ..
Tiring yet excited
Can't believe I actually make it
Am very proud of myself =)

Then I was very happy to meet my bed, * comfort *
When I was finally finish packing my things
I was very tired and had a long, tight sleep on that night
The next day, which means yesterday
I started to clean my stuff
The printings, wrong printings, the notes, the outlines, the magazines etc
Got a lot of rubbish and I not yet finish cleaning until now
Too much and I bet there is not enough place for me to put them
Anyway
I found a scary unknown insect while I was cleaning the floor


anyone has any idea what kind of insect it is?


Was very cruel and killed it without thinking further
Hope it can live better next turn
Bless it
..
Was very angry yesterday since the connection got Big problem
eew
Can't connect to internet from afternoon until this morning
Then I borrowed Babe's computer and test the connection
And you know what
It's connected
....
Then minutes later I tried on my computer
Connected also
Goooooooood

so here I am
and I am going off
Very hungry indeed
and watched TVB drama and wanted to eat some homemade dishes a lot
Ma ..
I miss u a lot now
Hugs
Safe journey tmr =)

Am thinking want to go Sunway Pyramid find Reen or not
But then has no transport to come back Desaria at night
will see got any good, kind people out there willing to help, or not


Learning to be independent =)

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Another day

21062008 . Saturday . Unknown weather

0154 a.m.

It's late
and I am still siting in front Darling sister's lappy
It's kind of unbelievable for me still sitting here
Usually I am sleeping at this time
and no one can wake me up
I think my sleeping habit is starting to change again
As usual
it will be very abnormal for a student
but it actually quite common for a student who is having her semester break

Just finished my chicken wings which my Dear sister bought for family supper
* burp *
Real full since I had 2 cups of iced tea as well
Tmr Sister's Oscar comes
Wonder how is Baby Lyn's reaction
she will be very excited or she will keeps quiet and stares at Sis's Oscar?
Still remember 6 days ago
when I first see her again after 2 months time
She scared and keep quiet, stood aside quietly and stared at me for minutes
She treated me as a complete Stranger
Sigh . Heart broken
Well ..
Hour later
She screamed She run happily around me
I guess she recalled back who am I
These few days my life is all about her, Baby Lyn
I Love her, Love her for being my niece, for being so cute, for being so innocent
and I still love her even she bites, she screams, she beats, she cries for no reason

I guess I am starting to get Blur ..
Talk tmr
Night guys

Love,
Tze Yee

Sleep

19062008 . Thursday . Sun

I think Kuantan weather and environment really not suitable for me
Eczema getting worst since I went back here
and it makes me feel sick all the time
Headache and I never feel enough in sleeping
Usually in this time
I'm sleeping
and 12 hours later
I am still sleeping
then I wake up
1 hour later ( or less ) I go back to bed again
Dear sister teased me today
I felt embarrassed but nothing I can do
I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep ..

I was Home for 5 days and not yet meet up with any of my friends yet
Supposed to spend time with my dearie family first
and now I'm sick
Oh yeah sick
not really serious case
but never think to step out from house since I am feeling sick
Not in that mood
so Dears and Darlings
We shall meet up on .. Er ..
The week after Next week
Can't help
I have to go back Cyberjaya on next week since my application for PTPTN got rejected
so I have to go One Stop Center and purchase the new form
for whoever need one also
Inform me before too late okay
It depends on you got read my blog in time or not
Luck !

These days are good
I sleep . I eat . I watch TV . I play with Baby Lyn . I eat . I sleep
Relax is good but it seems like too boring for me
so I am starting to miss the uni life again
which I won't when it actually comes near
anyway
I miss my classmates for sure, the girls and boys
lecturers, perhaps
and not forgetting my roomate, Babe ( my Tester no.11 )
I know you are reading, Babe
ring me when you are coming back to Kuantan
I don't want go A&W in short term if you ask
* rolled eyes *

Well
Yesterday night I was dreaming about Eason Chan
but I can't remember the details
If not mistaken, Eason Chan was signing 'For Alice'
Oh I want =(
Anyway
I didn't manage to take any photo during his concert since no Camera allowed
but my dearie Quin brought
and she managed to take some photos
I shall talk about it more once I get the photos from her Blog
if she will updates her blog lar ..
Quin O Quin
You know what to do

It's late and I feel sleepy again
so good night mortals

Sweet Dream

Hugs,
Tze Yee

I'm Home

15 June 2008 . Sunday . Sun

Now is around 5.51 p.m.
and what worth to be happy is
I'm Home

There had been long time I never go back Home
around 2 months plus
I never ever imagine life like this
I used to be very dependent
and can't ever stay outside alone for more than a month
Well
I guess assignments is the point
I was so busy and not free to think of home
The highest record I have until now is didn't sleep for 3 days and restless until I finish my presentation
and the main point is
there are more assignments waiting me behind
Anyway
I am happy I have finished my semester 3
and I guess I can rest well until next semester
which means one month plus later
Hopefully I can spend my holiday well

I'm tired and I shall post about Eason's concert next time
What can I tell now is

He is awesome and the concert is bravo!
I Love Eason Forever =)


Tze Yee is shouting :"E son !!"

Love,
41

Tiring Saturday

25052008 . Sunday . unknown weather

I had a tiring Saturday yesterday
I did nothing yet I am tired
As what I plan, Darling sister came over and pick up my computer and I back to Oscar's house
I wanted to format my computer which was going to die very soon
and my Dearie Adobe Illustrator was having problem
I can't save any file and It will be a Big problem for me if I still don't bother it
Well ..
I always want to take a meal at BBQ plaza or Burger King
but I can't make it yesterday
I found it quite impossible to go BBQ plaza as we were rushing and Sis's Oscar is sick
Hmmm ..
just so not in the right time =(
Anyway, we went to 'Fushion' to have lunch
I ordered Saba set and it tasted not bad
but Both sister and sis's Oscar don't like it
I self-capture for minutes and my sis claimed that everyone is staring at me so I stopped
Duh
have to take some pictures for my Computer Graphic CD pack
I found it quite embarrassing to print it out

After lunch
We head back to Oscar's house
Everyone was busy
Sister busy cleaning the house
Sis's Oscar busy formatting my computer
and I am busy for photo shooting
I worry the pic taken with hand phone will end up pix elated
so I forced my sister help me take pic with my 'fei mui'
Well
She just failed to take the pictures I wanted
Weird taste I have
so I end up gave up and trained myself used to self-capture with 'fei mui'
Guess what
I success at the end of the time
LOL
my self-capture skill had just upgraded
=)

Photo shooting with my clumsy fei mui at outdoor is very tiring and it killed me
I am just too tired and went in the house, switch off my camera and throw it aside
Time flies and they were going to fetch me back to Desaria Villa - my second home
We were rushing as Sis's Oscar had to fetch his parent
I thought to have Burger King as dinner
* loud sigh*
end up we were going to Mcd
had Big Mac meal
Er it tasted okay lar
not as what I expect

Back to home
I was busy arranging files and clothes
until now I still never done any thing in my to-do list
I guess I gonna die tmr

so good night mortals
pray hard for me can you?



Hugs,
Tze Yee

Just not in the right time

23052008 . Friday . Sun

I hate to be sick
and I extra hate it to be happen when I am too busy to fall sick
Well
things always happen in the way you don't want to
I'm sick
and just so not in the right time
If you wonder
now is my final weeks and with a lot of final assignments

Let's check the work I need to finish by this weekend urgently
* Computer graphic digipak (I haven't start the idea sketch yet)
* Postcard final layout and color
* Design Management Journal (includes essays and reports)
* Design Heritage Coffee Table book sketches
* Graphic Design Milk container design
* Graphic Design First 'What is Graphic Design' poster
* Graphic Design Poster & Postcards Final Idea sketches

And now
I'm sick
and until now
I still doing the sketches for Graphic Design
others I don't even touch or think yet

Bear in mind
If one day I scold you
forgive me because my emotion is just so not stable

I love you

Currently addicted to 'Don't stop moving' by S club 7

signing off,
Tze Yee

Long list

21052008 . Wednesday . Sun

Let's see the long list of my works-to-be-done

* Global Warming posters and postcards
* Graphic Design journal
* Milk container design
* 'What is Graphic Design' poster
* Computer Graphic CD
* Computer Graphic Digipak (Self) design
* Basic illustration Postcards
* Basic Illustration Journal (4 more pages of human anatomy, one male portrait)
* Design Heritage Journal (Group reports, Hierarchy system essay)
* Design Heritage Coffee table book (min 15 pages)
* Design Heritage Journal
* Naked state review
* Helvetica movie review
* Logo design (stationary set)
* Photography

Don't mention about the presentations and exams
I am going to crazy very soon

Help =(

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Mourning

"抢救人员发现她的时候，她已经死了，是被垮塌下来的房子压死的，透过那一堆废墟的的间隙可以看到她死亡的姿势，双膝跪著，整个上身向前匍匐著，双手扶著地 支撑著身体，有些象古人行跪拜礼，只是身体被压的变形了，看上去有些诡异。救援人员从废墟的空隙伸手进去确认了她已经死亡，又在冲著废墟喊了几声，用撬棍 在在砖头上敲了几下，里面没有任何回应。当人群走到下一个建筑物的时候，救援队长忽然往回跑，边跑变喊“快过来”。他又来到她的尸体前，费力的把手伸进女 人的身子底下摸索，他摸了几下高声的喊“有人，有个孩子 ，还活著”。经过一番努力，人们小心的把挡著她的废墟清理开，在她的身体下面躺著她的孩子，包在一个红色带黄花的小被子里，大概有3、4个月大，因为母亲 身体庇护著，他毫发未伤，抱出来的时候，他还安静的睡著，他熟睡的脸让所有在场的人感到很温暖。随行的医生过来解开被子准备做些检查，发现有一部手机塞在 被子里，医生下意识的看了下手机屏幕，发现屏幕上是一条已经写好的短信“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活著，一定要记住我爱你”，看惯了生离死别的医生却在这一刻落泪了，手机传递著，每个看到短信的人都落泪了。"

...


It's never too late to appreciate every single moment with your Loved one
We can never aspect what will happen tmr
We are just so lucky compare to others
So while we are still in luck
Tell them we love them, shall we?

To my family, gang - starz, my besties, my friends, my classmates and even strangers
Let's treasure the moment we are sharing, I Love you

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Random post

17052008 . Saturday . Sun

Finally I am able to update my blog during this Very Busy moment
You can't imagine my life now
I am exhausted of all of this
and things haven't finish yet
It gonna be another long, restless month for me
I can't wait until semester break
I want to be boring until I miss these busy days again
I don't mind to do the same thing over and over again
I don't mind to gain my weights
I just want to have my semester break
at least I can sleep for days continuously
No need to set my alarm for wake me up one hour later or 5 minutes later
It is torturing me
I want to escape from print shop as well
They are helpful but I don't want to appear there
It means I have to print and spend money again
too bad I have to say
I will go there again in short term
I guess they will lost their smile once they see me again
and my money will all gone

Well
Yesterday I went to Alamanda with my room mate, Jia Ying
We wanted to go A&W
I miss the waffle and roofbeer there
don't forget about curly fries as well
It tasted like Heaven
but we end up being too full
little tummy grown up
so fat until I can't recognize her
The environment there is pretty good
I want to go there again for more Foods
Bear in mind my life here is hopeless from tasty Food

Days later I will be extremely busy
Finals, journals and exams are waiting for me
Forgive me if I don't pick up your call or reply your msg
I think I did forgot about some msg and calls
but I can't recall back who are them
If you think you have too long time never meet up with me
Call me after 15 of June okay
I will start my semester break around it

*Pictures*


Waffle melts my heart


Roofbeer rocks my day

I Love you guys

Yours truly,
Tze Yee

Ma I Love You

11052008 . Sunday . Sun

Everyone knows today is Mother's day
and I'm here to wish my dearest mom Happy Mother's Day
I have nothing for her but my Love and Care
and also my very first individually canvas with the title 'Lovely Mother'

Ma,
If you see this
I want to tell you that
' You are the one who never fail to cheer me up
You are the one who is always willing to help me
You are the one will always forgive me for my rudeness and bad tempered
You are the who take care of me since I'm born
You are the one who will always worry my meal
You are the one who always lend me hand when I need it
You are the one who never complain for all the hard works
You are the who never fail to fulfill my greed
and
You are the one I Love, I Care, I Trust with all my heart. Ma, I will never leave you
I promised. '

Besides,
I'm here to wish my Dear Sister Happy Mother's day too
This is the 3rd Mother's day you have I guess
Baby might not able to send you card or wish you or whatsover
but Jie ..
soon, maybe next year she will
I hope you enjoy your mother's day with your daughter, our Baby Lyn and with our Dearest mom

I always wonder what is the feeling being a mother
Having children is a Huge responsibility
I'm here to praise you for being so brave of giving birth
You're awesome
Just like our Mother

and Yeah for sure
Don't be too tension okay
We still can help you for moment
Slowly try to be a Full time mother okay
I know you can do it

and Forgive me for refuse to help sometimes
I sure you understand
I am not a mother yet
I can't understand well
All I know is Play with but not Take Care of
and Forgive me for being so naive
I still a Kid if you ask =)

To end this post,
I here to wish the two women in my family which is my mom and dear sister
' Happy Mother's day '
I Love both of you deeply.

p/s Happy Birthday to Bel as well, Hope you enjoy your day with your mom.

p/s No picture provide due to privacy reason.

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Cheer !

09052008 . Friday . Sun

Hello everyone
There is long time I have never update my blog
As for your information
I have too many works to be done
assignments . assignments . more assignments
Might update my blog when I am finally free
so see you guys around Jun?
I think so ..
so Cheer up babe
Cheerio !

p/s Currently in Love with 熱島小夜曲 by Eason Chan

Loves,
Tze Yee

Yours truly

03052008 . Saturday . Sun

Today when I wake up
I felt so lazy
too lazy to pack things for darling sister to bring back
too lazy to do the measurement thing
too lazy to bother the Msn messages ( I'm sorry )
too lazy to do others' work
I am feeling bad on this
* shake shake *
I wana take photos now
so that I can settle one of my assignments
and don't forget about the journals
Oh No
of cause I remember that
but I just Feel like Don't want to do so ..
I am extremely mind-exhausted now
Don't feel like thinking anything
not even to do the research thing
many thing need to brainstorming
and my brain is just too tired for all of these
* shake shake *

Besides,
I am homesick now
Yesterday talked to baby
she sounds sweet
She asked me to buy a bike for her
* Laughing *
How cute
and I can imagine the way she acts
Oh Baby I miss the most
Then come to Parents . Sisters . gang - sTarZ . best friends . Friends . and everyone I Love
Er ..
Furthermore
I miss my mom homemade dishes
and the Kuantan foods
not forgetting my homemade breakfast as well
I feel so bad of eating Malay's foods daily
yet it is dirty and expensive
Every time When I throw my rubbish
I feel like want to puke
* Loud Sigh *

I feel like want to bite Chipster spicy flavor's chips
but Dearie Quin said I had too much of chips recently
and I think she is right
I'm feeling sick these few days
It is all because of lack of Healthy Food

Imagine your life with only Noodle cup . Chips . Milk . Milo . Water . 100Plus and Malay style Bihun and Chicken
I bet you will feel sick also
Ahhh ..
I miss my mom
and I miss her homemade dishes
Can't imagine what if I am working at outside
Oh No ..

I want to go back Home !

Signing off,
Tze Yee

So say Goodbye

27042008 . Sunday . Sun

1259 p.m.

I feel so sad and heavy foot stepping on the floor ..
Yesterday night I visit YouTube website and searching for old song video
Trying to search for some memories
Randomly I click for S club 7's never had a dream come true
It's pretty good and I tried to click on other songs as well

Click . click and Click
I found a song title named Say Goodbye
To be honest I don't really remember this song from S club
so I clicked on it and listen
Tears dropped when I am listening to it
and I am keep playing this song even now I am still listening to it

I'm here send this song to every sweethearts I love
and I'm gonna add it in the gang-starz's song list
Feel so sad to understand one day We all shall apart for our destiny
and We have no choice to say No
because We all grown up and it will be a must
Dears and Darlings
I love the moments we shared and thing might be different in future
but memories never die
so as Our True Love

The lyric is the best ever
I Love the chorus part :

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say good bye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Love,
Tze Yee

I do guarantee

27042008 . Sunday . unknown weather

0140 a.m.

I'm feeling weird at this moment
Moments ago, I did disappointed someone who did meant everything for me
I'm wondering Why I do so?
and I know what the conversation ll turn out from the first message I get from
but I do believe on what I belief
so I refuse to help, I'm guilty and that's all
Sometime I wonder is it deserved
but I know what is more important
myself belief is more important, I am me and nobody
I guarantee friends I won't tell out their secrets or whatever thing they asked me don't tell
so it is a promise and I must do that
For sure, I won't help besties' boys hide another girl from them
and that's why I never be too close with any girl's boy there

Too bad when things happened among close friends
I force to hold my belief and sorry for anyone
I still won't tell out what you told and asked
in another hand, I won't tell you things she/he told

Some of you might think It's not good for being so not helpful
but I do understand what am I doing
sometime I do confused but I still believe never betray someone who trust you
No one will be happy if the one she/ he trusted so much tell out their secrets ain't?
Include you?


Signing off,
Tze Yee

Gone mad

I'm seriously don't feel good now
I'm seriously Feeling Bad


I feel like Killing
I hate this happens

I want to Bite badly

I want to scream and shout
I want to skip
I'm feeling sick of all of this

Serious,
can u be more serious?

I HATE YOU !a lot .

Kicking ur ass,
Tze Yee in Mad situation

What is Graphic Design

23042008 . Wednesday . Cloudy

2150 p.m.

I'm tired
Freaking tired for the never-finished works

Today I get the another 2 assignments
One is a poster with the title - What is Graphic Design
another one is a poster and a series of postcards with the title 'Global Warming'
I guess I can't handle it anymore
I am going crazy really soon

Talk about What is Graphic Design
I think doing Graphic Design is crazy
only silly people do that
and I know many silly people
as We are classmates
Taking Graphic Design

Perhaps my poster should be something really Crazy
I can imagine the marks will just gone and I will failed the module
How scary
my new nightmare

Currently fall in Love with Chipster in Spicy flavor
Every bite taste like Heaven =)
No forgetting the latest product from Milo company
They came out with Milo Ice packs
You can drink Iced Milo easily nowadays
Every sip taste like Heaven as well
*burp*

I'm kinda miss home now
and my family didn't ring me yet
I wonder are they so busy?
Well ..
I miss baby a lot
Wondering when will my Dear sister helps her precious baby make a phone call to her youngest aunt
Hmm?

Am now doing Tay Guan's module journal
His works are crazy
since I can't find anything
Ehh what kind of suggested research it is?
but something worth to be happy is Tmr he is going to lecture about Helvetica
Wooohooo my favorite typeface ever
I can't wait to learn more about that

It's 51 years old now
and it is just so nice for me
I Love Helvetica . simply Helvetica =)

Okay
I think I better go back to my work
Want to have a sweet dream tonight
and don't forget that I still have to pass up What is Graphic Design poster on Fri - well mounted
Er ..
I Hate that . simply Graphic Design

Just kidding

p/s more chips more chips and Forever Eason Chen . Muahh

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Update

22042008 . Tues . Sun

1013 a.m.

Again,
Morning to all of you
I woke up with Maksim Mrvica's Olympic Dream
It sounds good, pretty helpful for me to sleep tight
Not forgetting Claude Debussy's Claire de Lune
Very imaginative and impress people
With these two songs
I have a very interesting dream and good sleep
Guess I will do it tonight as well

Sunday afternoon my room mate Jia Ying back with a slice of butter cake
She baked it herself and it tasted quite good
Half of it still in the fridge
No one take it because It taste too good and We think should leave for each other

Besides, specially thanks To Mok whose from LUCT Bursary department
He helped and my problem settled
Hope everything will be okay
and I will come back at the end of the month
Hope I can hear good news from you
May the God bless you all the time as you helped so many students

For your information,
I still not done my sketches yet
Guess lecturers gonna kill me but whatever
I can't help

Went to Puchong Tesco last night
Jia Ying and I had Bak ku Teh as dinner
We sat at there for half an hour
The boss keeps walk around us
I think he wanted us to leave quickly
How funny but too bad
We had to stay as Jia Ying wanted to watch The initial D
Sorry uncle

Sigh
I twisted my elbow yesterday night when I am on the way walk to black A
and sometime it is painful when I move my hand
But I dunno what can I do
Hmmmmmm ..
don't bother it I guess is the best way =p

I think that's all for now
I have to prepare for class later
Hope everything is okay

p/s Finally people from Kuantan like us, can Take plane from AirAsia back to Kuantan

Signing off,
Tze Yee

How Lovely

20042008 . Sunday . Sun

2239 p.m.

Now I realized How blessing I am
I live good and eat well
Life doesn't have to be in Luxurious way
My life is simple yet boring
but so what ?
Everyone I Love is healthy . is living good too
I don't have any relationship problem yet . I don't need to worry about Foods
I mean I'm not rich but my family manage to let me eat whatever I want to
My family is good
They love me and treat me nicely
They buy me things I need
sometime They try to fulfill my Wants
I might not live in Very Good way
but I Live happily and the most important thing is
I am alive

Newspaper is always reporting about others' bad news
I'm glad I didn't see any familiar name in those bad news
It is enough for me to be happy and Thanks God for that
I wish everyone around me is doing fine
I wish everyone I Love is in safe and sound

I thank God for let me live simple and boring
How lovely when I am breathing
It's cool to be in simple Life

It's no need to have Luxurious life
It's no need to be famous
It's no need to be rich
All I want is be with Everyone I Love, live good and peacefully . Oh How lovely !

I will control myself to not complain too much
I will start appreciate everyone around me ( forget about those black listed )
I will stop cursing and start blessing others
I will try to be a better person
For the reason prove to the God I am deserved to live in this kind of Life

May the God bless all of you here
and myself too

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Morning !

21042008 . Sunday . Sun

1010 a.m.

First of all, Good Morning Everyone !
I had a good sleep last night
Even though I just slept for not more than 7 hours
I'm feeling still good
Thinks that new hair shampoo helps too
as I like the smell
It's much better than Redken's
and It is much cheaper as well
simply Likes Sunsilk's

Just went down to management office
my bus card accidentally washed in the washing machine
and the chops gone
so I asked them to help me chop again
They helped without asking too much
How kind
I will starts not to complain the Management office too often now
*grins*

Well Well well ..
I haven't done my works yet
Bet Enersto might not happy about that
One week break but I did nothing for him
Oh No
forgive me
I'm very bad in color sketches
usually in group assignment
Lecturers will put my color sketches aside
It never in their consideration for final sketch
How sad and How poor is my color sense

Don't mention still has Aaron's and Ezlina's works
*sigh*
I will gone crazy one day
Ops ! Tay Guan's journal review in on this week too
Poor me =(
I dun feel good anymore

So, since I realized there are so many homeworks need to be done
I got to go now

Cheerio !

p/s: I miss the home made breakfast a lot.

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Say Bye to Holidays

18042008 . Fri . Sun

2350 p.m.

Few days ago everyone still wished each other Happy Holidays
and now is the time to say Bye to our beloved Holidays

How bad I am feeling now ..
I can't words to describe my feeling
Tmr early morning my Darling sister will fetch me back to Cyberjaya
and uni life is back
How sad
since I haven't done my works yet
and I no idea about that until now

Sometimes I am wondering how Designers outside survive
how they able to come out with different creative concepts and ideas
and I feel like killing every time when I am lacking of ideas
but the lecturers still blame me for not doing my works
I know they have their reason to do so
and I, your student also have my reason for not coming out with new, creative, good idea
How bad
I am giving accuse for my laziness =p

Well
I went for groceries shopping with my mom
We bought a lots
Try to imagine a trolley fulfill with packs of Chipster potato chips
How nice is the scene
and months later
my weight will nicer than that
Imagine Tze Yee in double size of now
How grand is the scene
*laugh*

I bet I will miss my home sweet home muchieee
but maybe I should forget about the ants . spiders etc
then everything will be Perfect

I'm so regret now for not spending enough time talk with my beloved Dad and Dear sister
Everyone seems to be too busy
and myself also busy and emotional with the works
Sorry for any bad attitude
you know I Love you deeply

Sigh
I have to go now
since I haven't pack my things yet
and Darling sister might scold me if I late for tmr
scary sister she is when she is in bad situation

So,
sweet dream mortals

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Gone crazy

16042008 . Wednesday . sun

0846 a.m.

It has been long time I didn't update my blog at this kind of early morning
I usually post during night time
Well ..
Happy to meet up you guys here
even though u leave comment or not
Thank You for reading this

The reason why I wake up so early is to do Design Heritage's journal
I am so sleepy but nothing I can do since the network in morning is much better
2 days later I need to go back to uni
kind of sad feeling I have
I dunno when is the next time I will come back to Home sweet Home
I bet maybe until semester break since I have so assignments to finish and more is coming

Talk about my holiday
It is meaningless anyway
I didn't done any homework yet
and Laziness in me spoiled my plan of finish my homework during term break
dun mention about the lack of idea for sketches
I just plain no idea what I can do
perhaps u can help me on this ?
Tell me what will you relate to when u heard the term of Imagination
Anyway the style should be classic
I think it is the main point cause me lacking of idea

I almost gone crazy when I realized there so many things in my To - Do list
and I dun even have a single tick on that
This term break is not good
and a call from LUCT bursary department make the condition worst
They said I still owe them 500 ringgit which I didn't and I knew that few weeks ago
I asked and scolded them
and they apologized and promised that will be no problem for me
Now
They called and ask me about the 500 ringgit again
and I feel like scold them rudely
It's not my problem
is Yours !! LUCT !
don't even call me again
I will scold you from head to toe
I am serious
check ur account notes
if you don't know how to count
read the notes
if you have a problem to read
ask ur English teacher
I believe you can pay fees and have a class in IH department
if you don't understand
please
check ur IQ level and try to do something with that
I can't help u and I am not free to entertain you
settle it urself and dun disturb me with ur stupid questions anymore !!
Don't even talk like I owe you money and never pay
I shall send complain letters
flood ur mail box I will
Damn you !!

Er ..
I need to control my temper nowadays
forgive me if I talked rudely to you, friends
but for others like people from LUCT registry and bursary departments
I will never apologize for my rude words because you are not deserved to get it

Damn you again !

sigh . I miss my classmates badly
but I simply hope the term break will be longer
long enough to finish my homeworks

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Hooray Holiday Headache

13042008 . Sunday . sun

1037 a.m.

Finally I'm home
Just finished my home made breakfast
It's tasted like heaven when I'm munching breads with butter, jam, cheese, veges and hotdog
It had been long time I didn't have this kind of breakfast at home
Specially thanks to my mom
She canceled her plan to go out and prepares all these things for me

I will stay here for days
not even a week
It all blames on my Typography lecturer
Her replacement class spoiled my Saturday
and it caused me stare at her for minutes
Just can't help to do so when people stop me from go back home

Well
this one week term break is terrible fulfill with assignments
I have to do Enersto's, Aaron's and Ezlina's works
and the one who caused me to get headache is Aaron's assignment
I left not more than 2 weeks
and I not even have the idea yet
I am so headache about those things
besides that
I still have two journals to be done
Things are so pack and I just feel like escape from them would be better

Anyway
Tonight might go movie with friends
I need to rest lar ..
if not I might gone crazy or whatever

Oh don't forget about Mohana's work as well
100 pages of questionnaire
people
don't run away from me and kindly fill in the form please =)

Love,
Tze Yee

Oh God

It's so lag but I am thankful for still connected to the internet server
I won't update any longer post yet as the every next second, it is the possibility I will disconnect
so just Kill the Mykris broadband service
please

signing off,
Tze Yee

Good to see u again

06042008 . Sunday . unknown weather

0225 a.m.

It has been long time I never update my blog
and there are stories to share with you
the question is : "which comes first? "

Let's start the post with Yesterday's class
We have Design Heritage class replacement in morning
since there are no later bus
We took 8.30 a.m. bus to uni and class start at only 10 a.m.
I don't feel like going when I get morning calls from my mom
I want to continue my sleep as it's hard to wake up at 7 am morning and the weather is cold, good enough to sleep

Well mom don't allowed me to skip class
a very strict mother perhaps
so I wake up and prepare myself
head to Plaza and few of my classmates were on the bus much earlier than me
*laugh*
I thought I am the earliest one but the bus is already half full
Can't blame me for my thought because all the way I went down to Plaza from my unit
there are no one with me
it's so empty liked semester break period

Class was boring
I agree with Quin
if Ivan Lam is teaching us this subject
it will be much interesting
I don't mean Tay Guan is not good
but Ivan is much humor honestly
and I never feel sleepy during Ivan's class
He is a Very Good lecturer I have to say
It is my pleasure for being his student about 2 semester

I did nothing yesterday
Thought want to finish Life Drawing postcards' sketches but laziness in me refuse to do so
I think I might die later
I am quite sick of this kind of me
but can't help
Laziness win everything
*roll eyes*

Finally I get approval on Monday
It's good I am need not to take more photos
and lucky him to approve my photos
because I will kill him if he don't

wish to show you some pictures
but the problem loading page doesn't allowed me to do so
shall talk in details in next post
*pinky promise*

talk about the presentation
Next Tuesday we have group presentation
I am quite nervous about that
God know what will happens next
I simply Hate presentation and I know I will have to handle it for life

It's late now and I want to continue my sketches
so ..
May the God bless me and all of you as well

p/s my pity swallow hand =(

Hug,
Tze Yee

Needless

25032008 . Tuesday . Sun

2240 p.m.

Just finished the Prince of Tennis first dvd
I left 6 dvds more to finish the first 23dvds of The prince of Tennis
I have to admit that this animation is really good
or I should say the comic story line is awesome
I was touched by that and I put a smile on my face while watching the part they are winning the games
and I was crying when I am watching the last episode of these first 23dvds

Well just done the mounting part of my assignments
still have to write my biography before I go to bed
don't feel like doing as I am so sick and feel like vomit all the time

Today is bad
as I actually have presentation for today's Design management class
too bad there are too many of us to present
and time simply not enough
there are 4 more person until my turn
so the lecturer decided delay it until Next Fri
since it's 5pm and everyone wants to go home includes herself
So mean
I had prepared for such long time
Felt so sorry to Jia Ying's painful ears
Well ..
it also means today is simply needless for me to be so panic
sigh ..

Passed up the PTPTN form
don't know whether the Zaino from Registry department is trust able or not
anyway I have no choice as well

hope everything will be okay
as I'm so tired of these things

I'm feel like vomit again
so goodbye

signing off,
Tze Yee

Low batt

24o32008 . Monday . Hot and raining

2107 p.m.

Tired of practice Design management presentation
and sick of listen to my voice anymore
can't remember well of the script yet
will keep on practice it later ..
damn nervous about that *shaking*

Talk about the days I spent with my family last weekend
I met them on Sat morning
Darling sister and sister's Oscar came and picked me up and we went to SJMC to meet up with parent
Dad is doing good
Mom went to do the stress test
7 minutes and 30seconds
Doctor said she is doing very good
We all relief =)
Well done mama !!

After that, we went to Tomoe Japanese restaurant to meet up with Dear sister, Eric - my bro in law, Baby and my 5th aunt and her youngest daughter
We had lunch at there as well
Was very hungry and once I sat down
I'm keep eating until I can't throw things into my stomach anymore *burp*

Later, we went to Ikea as my bro in law has people to meet up there
Took pictures there but not sure is it what the lecturer wants
so Whatever ..
the guard stopped me from taking picture as well
so I kept my camera back in the camera bag
So heavy *tired*

Went to Justlife in Ikano
it's not like what we aspected
so I just bought one bottle of Organic Apple and Pear juice
gonna let my classmates taste it during my group presentation

Day end with Burger King burger at aunt's home
The burger is very delicious as I didn't add on any source
pure burger taste good *thumb up*

Was very tired as I slept on the sofa before dinner
Mouth widely open and my mom laugh at me after that
so mean *roll eyes*

Next morning I went to One Utama with my family
was planning to buy my medc but too bad
there is actually don't have any branch there
Before that we went to Tomoe again for lunch
I think I'm bored of Tomoe food and that's why
food not as delicious as the first time I went there
Bought some groceries at One U and back to Desaria Villa
Took away Burger King burger as my dinner

I think I am doing a report of that
Ha Ha
never mind
just keep it as record *grins*


Er ..
I have nothing else to post yet
so let pictures end the post


* Darling sister is shopping in Ikea




* My favorite in Tomoe Japanese Restaurant




No more picture to be show due to privacy reason and Low batt of my Camera
*sweat*

Good night mortals

Love,
Tze Yee

Friday's nite

22032008 . Saturday . unknown weather

It's 0054 a.m. now
sadly to tell that I am in my room alone now
quite surprise of myself for not going to meet up with my family just now
Can't help ..
Homeworks if you understand ='(

They went to One Utama just now
and the only thing in my mind is Bar B Q restaurant
arhhhh . I want FOODs
I can list down all the Food I want to eat until out of paper
For ur information
I have thousand piece of paper
so imagine

Wondering how are they doing there
Hope the atmosphere is good enough
I don't want make myself in trouble indeed

Today class is wasted
I went for the class just to show pictures
and the important thing is all pictures rejected because I totally didn't get what the lecturer wants
He even asked me "where is the picture ?" after he viewed my pictures
He was so surprised when I told him that is *roll eyes*

Well I didn't put high hope on him so whatever
but the meeting with Ms Mohana is what make me sick today
She is our lecturer
She is the one who suppose to teach us things
not the one who keep asking us questions
and never appreciate us for being so understanding
Yeah you are busy so don't ask us come to see u lar ..
Very unhappy with her attitude and the way she acts
She know nothing about Organic Foods
still talked like we are the one who don't know what is Organic Food
so sick of her

Be nice okay
and you are teaching us Design Management
not English
don't just correct our grammar mistakes
do comment about our works
If I need someone help me to correct my grammar
I will go for Microsoft Word or my family and friends
I'm not paying the fees for this
It's better I pay rm70 to a better English tuition center for month
I think I will be happier on that
F*ck . I am very disappointed with you - you ll never impress me in my entire life - Blacklisted you

Well . went to Bursary before the meeting with Ms Mohana
Very angry of the stupid Bursary system
I will go complain and complain again
u better settle my things up before I really pissed and send out hundred complain letters

Can't wait until tmr morning
Darling sister is coming to fetch me
Well ..
I will wear the shirt she bought for me . the necklace she bought for me (which caused me feel itchy around my neck) . the limited edition Gaming Queen Nike shoes she bought for me and the Limited edition LeSportsac bag for me =)
For the reason to make my darling sister happy

and To my dear sister who is reading on this
Where is my MP4 player ?
I am waiting for it so long time ..
I Love you

Muahh Muahh

I Love my other family members as well

XOXO,
Tze Yee


p/s I find out I am more mean than I thought

Shirlene's Big day

19032008 . Wednesday . Rain but Hot

2354 p.m.

Before I start my post . I would like to announce the whole world 6 minutes later is Shirlene Lim Shik Lin - the African top model's birthday
She is getting 19th years old very soon later
5 more minutes ..
I'm here to wish her be happy always
and Hope she is willing to gain her weight
not until to be Fat but at least be slim not THIN okay ?
4 minutes more ..
I wish Shirlene is happy together with Lucius ? Whatever his name is
Just be blessing and everything will be fine
3 more minutes ..
Hope she can scores flying color in STPM this year
and escape from the Bio classes soon
2 more minutes ..
I'm here to apologize because I couldn't make it to celebrate your birthday
but you know my heart is with you =)
1 more minutes ..
Darling Shik Lin
Please take good care of yourself okay
Don't let others bully and know how to Protect yourself always huh
No one can do that but you
0000 a.m. !!
20032008 ..
Happy Birthday Shirlene Lim Shik Lin !!
I Love you everyday as Lucius do - I'm more than that okay

0001 a.m.
Well
back to my post
I am stop updating my blog last few days
because I am so busy these few days
assignments . exercise . research . Pictures
Ahhhh I am so tired of that
and I have to say I am so sick of photography
With no Reason
I think I will never be a good photographer
forget about that on me Please

Today is public Holiday so everyone is Free today
no work no sch no class but FUN and Assignments only
ha ha so lame *sweat*
Tmr I am free to stay home do homeworks
sound lame ..

Anyway
Things will be better as my family is coming to Subang this weekend
Dear sister and family is coming along
Can't wait to go Zoo with Baby
imagining the scene she is so excited with the animals she read from the Books Dear sister bought for her
and I liked can hear the sound she is expressing out when she is looking this and that
Hope it will be a Very Happy Day huh Dear sister
No one shall spoiled the happiness okay

and I am requesting to have Burger King as meal this weekend
Darling sister . Can you Hear me ? Can uuuuuu ??

Oh I hope that I am in Kuantan now
can't imagine I am still here just for the photography class on Friday ?
Now I realize that I can actually go back home today
and come back to KL with my family this Fri ..
but I stayed and missed Shirlene birthday celebration ?
just because of the stupid really short term photography class ?
Oh gosh ..
Can't belief I did this

I have no more idea what I should type down anymore
am now listening to "Angel of Music"
remind me of many memories before
*ceh*

Dears and Darlings . I miss you all Badly

and Little Baby as well
*kisses and hugs*

Love,
Tze Yee

A minute before 16 March

I'm feeling very down on this second
Tmr I am going back to Cyberjaya
once again I am living there without family and gang - starz
*sigh* Feeling sad now

Life at Cyberjaya not as hard as the first week I went there this semester
Changed class and thing goes better
The new modules . environment compare to the Old one is very much better
I think the high school effect is affecting me
little girls around is very disturbing my mood

Well this is not important anymore
I am now feeling uncomfortable with the Oh no have to go back uni again culture
Every time when I am coming back to Kuantan . I'm feeling super excited
and every time when I am going back to Cyberjaya . I'm feeling super sad and starting homesick again ..
Can't find the way to deal with this
I just a super dependent type lady
Turning from teenager to adult doesn't means anything to me
I am still a daughter who always homesick 24/7

Finished watching a new Hong Kong TVB drama
not so sure about the title . but translate from Cantonese
It is ' the most beautiful seven day '
something like that Lar ..
I feel touched when I watch the 19th episode
I think it is the climax part of this series
Mortals out there . Watch it if you got a chance to

Fri I went to Muneeee house
We had meal together =)
Muneee cooked lots !!
Pasta with two different sources . Baked cheese with Tuna and sausages on toasted bread . Scallop Porridge . Laichee drinks
I feel so touched when I saw Muneee was sweating
She is so busy but still cook for us
Credits for muneeeee
Besides . also a BIG thank You to Jie for fetch me here and there
Thanks Bel and Wuen for the pictures
although I don't think the lecturer will deal with this
urs help is simply appreciate by yours sincerely, Me

Fri night I went for movie with Jie . Nen . Wuen . Bel . N son and Ker xin
We watched ' The Spiderwick Chronicles ' and it is awesome
A very nice movie I have to say
4 stars is rated by me

After the movie . Bel went home and other of us went to Relax Cafe for Tea
I ordered Tom Yam yee mee
and it is Oh so Sweet . Yess don't suspect what u see
Yess It is so sweet
Very wonder about how Tom Yam is sweet . but it just simply sweet
so I didn't eat much ..
I don't enjoy Sweet Tom Yam anyway

*rolled eyes*
Tmr I am going back to KL by 3pm Mara Liner bus
I guess I am going to cry lar
don't feel like going back to school
I want to have another sem break Can I ?

Oh .. *homesick*

Homesick,
Tze Yee

Dear . Darling and Baby

12032008 . Wednesday . rain

2355 p.m.

Am very exciting about going home sweet home tmr
Miss my dears . darlings and baby Lyn
Can't wait to hug and kiss the little one
a very adorable baby . Muahhh

Dear sister and Darling sister both are at home too
at least for tmr
Darling will come to fetch me from bus station back to home
and I shall meet up with Dear sister on Fri morning
then I will see my baby Lyn there too
maybe she will guide me to the fridge and ask me to open it for her
How cute !!
but it is very depends on her mother ain't ?
I'm not the one who decided when to let her eat when not to . or what is eatable what is not

Parents are there for me also
miss mammy's cooking so much
miss daddy singing as well

Besides that, I will meet up with part of gang - starz on Fri
We shall have some foods . take some photos and watch movie together =)
Miss the Old days so much
too bad it is very hard to gather all 16 of us together
Everyone busy on their own life

I got long long list for FOODs I want to eat in Kuantan
wonder I could make it or not
since I always ask mammy cooks for me
*rolled eyes*

I am very sleepy now
but there are still got few research I need to work on
and Illustration class is very troublesome
too much things to do

I think I can't enjoy my weekend yet
Hope things will be better
at least I will meet up with everyone perhaps ?

I can't really open my eyes now
another rough ending

Sleep tight !!

Love,
Tze Yee

Good things

12032008 . Wednesday . sun

1330 p.m.

Start the story from morning 8.45 a.m.
I went to Faculty thought to meet up with Ms Ezlina, my typography lecturer
planned to show her my sketches . In case any rejected work then I can work with it earlier
too bad things din go like I wish
she is not in again .
For your information . I went to faculty everyday just want to meet her
but never can . Oh God .
Well so I go to class first . In case the lecturer come earlier or whatsover
once I reach there, there is only me
so I take out my notes and read on them first
Minutes later . everyone came . gather at outside of the classroom
It's kinda late liked 9.40 a.m. and the class should start at 9.30 a.m.
We start to think izzit the class postponed or what
Sooner . another stranger came and unlocked the classroom
He told us that our lecturer is on M.C
so not going to have lecture today
and after a roughly brief about the topic we should learn today
then we can go home
I was wondering about this is good or bad thing
since I still have lot woks to do
even feel sorry to Mr Aaoron
I still happy with the MC things
Ha Ha Ha
* evil grins*

Back to home
feel very sweet
Every time when I open the door
the first thing I see is always my lovely bed
It means so much to me
like my secret garden ?
some sort of that
Jia Ying and Jie Ying also not yet home
Feel like I stay the whole unit
but actually I still got another 2 house mates
Ha Ha

Ahhh
very works to be done
can't write longer
good bye mortals

Love,
Tze Yee

1343 p.m.

Oh Organic

12032008 . Wednesday . unknown weather

0132 a.m.

Finally I am done with the paper origami things and now going to bed soon
Before that, I feel like simply post up something
update the daily life of mine here

Hours ago I was doing research about Organic food
I think I am more understanding what is Organic Food
It is very command when people heard about Organic Food
Thing appears in their mind is always veges
It is very funny you know
I actually thought about that as well
Organic is like a nightmare because I always thought Organic Food is some sort of yucky foods . oil less . taste less . everything is Oh No ..
but actually I am wrong about that
Organic Food simply means that Food is grown without the use of conventional pesticides, artificial fertilizers, human waste, or sewage sludge, and they were processes without ionizing radiation or food additives
To cut the story short, you can simply think that organic means something without chemicals

So mortals,
we should take care of our health since everything around us is so unhealthy
There are so many disease in this world
Virus around us
so we should be careful about things We thrown in our stomach ain't ?

Thursday I am going back but time always not enough for me
I can't finish my works on time
and it is so disturbing
I wana go home without works
but now I think it is quite impossible

I am very nervous about tmr group discussions
since Quin is tired of being group leader again
I force to take her place
It is my very first time to be a group leader since 8 years ago ?
I can't really remember that
I'm sure I am not a good leader
I try to make thing better okay ?
don't trust on me my dear team mates
U might kill me but whatever
We work hard together k !

It is almost 2 am now
I still have lots to talk about
but I simply can't open my eyes sooner
so go to bed first
We shall talk again tmr ?

Sweet dream

Love,
Tze Yee

Welcome Home sweet Home Darling

11032008 . Tuesday . Unknown weather (since it's 0002a.m. now)

Darling sister called me just now
She reached Malaysia hours ago
Now still unpack things and prepare for tmr going back to Kuantan
Welcome home darling
I sure that everyone of our family miss you badly
I'm coming back on this coming Thursday
meet you up soon =)
We shall chat for hours ?
Or you will go to bed because the next day u have to drive all way to KL again
*sweat*
Very busy type person
*sigh*

Sister's Oscar said she spent much on me
But darling sister said not so much
Well . no matter how
Still a big Thank You to darling sister
buy me things I need . give me things I want
*muahh muahh*
Shall post up the picture when I once again back to here from Kuantan
along with the things Dear sister Jaz gave me
*muahhh muahhh*

Well
Talk about life here
Today we learned Illustrator
Not really learn much thing but the tracing thing make me crazy
chicken angel ..
Now I understand what you means
A circle already drive me crazy
Can't really imagine when I need to trace images ?
Ahh huh -
I Don't want lar ..

New class is fun . Not regret to change course to here
Not really know some of the classmates
Never mind ..
still got long time to go

today finally I pass the present to Quin
Very shy to give if pass to her with the plastic bag only
so went to Desaria art shop bought a nicer bag for her
Hope she likes it lar
although I also not so sure it works or not
Rick's idea it is
Blame him if you don't like =p

Bought a Almond taste ice cream from Rick
Tasted it . not bad
If I gain fat it's all Rick's fault
always do something like this
Still remember last time is he the one who always ask Carmen and Chicken angel to drink
Later still blame people to be drunk
*smack smack*

Oh God ..
simply miss the semester one time
The class was fun
The classmates are good
The lecturers are nice
and we had best time in Desaria Villa
we went to Genting Highland
Scream here and there
but very soon later
3 of them changed course
no longer in the same faculty
very hard to meet up
and now
my Year one semester one
chicken angel moved as well
How dare you guys are
dump me alone here
Ahh huh where is the crazy family ?
I not even contact with our grandpa now
The laughter `

Days with Jia Ying are better and better now
Not so weird to stay in the same room for so long time anymore
Hope things will become much better later
the only problem is
no one will change uni ?
Ha Ha ..
they have to worry about me first
Kidding =)

Yeah Yeah thursday I am going back to home sweet home
Foods Foods Foods
and Photos
Oh headache
so many things to be done
but I just simply don't feel like doing
my homeworks today ..
Ermmm ..
Do I have homeworks today ?

Oh Yeah
Lots ..

Good night mortals
It's 0019a.m. now

Love,
Tze Yee

Homeworks

08032008 . Saturday . Saturday

Awake at 11a.m. something
can't go back to sleep anymore
very hard to fall asleep while my heart beats so fast like something horror happens
so I give up and prepare myself for lunch
I had chips as lunch because I'm lazy to go down stairs
After that, I play computer for awhile then force myself back to assignments
Lots to be done and I list them down
there is either my hand-writing is huge or there are too much homeworks
a paper can't fit the list of my works - to - done

Want to do my design management time line first
finally figure out how to make it after minutes I open the software
Very stupid of myself don't know how to do it
Thanks my housemate - Jie Ying for help me on that

After that I invite her come in and watch the Prince of Tennis together
while watching I also do my illustration homework
just one page I done - ahahaha
*sweat*
around 6p.m. she leave for The Mines
with another friend - Hui Yee
so I stay at home alone do my Graphic Design journal
don't know how to do so I give up and continue my branding research
At last ..
I decided not to research about Disney but MOS burger
found that it is very famous Japanese burger
people called it as one of the Japanese taste
wondering how the rice burger taste like
wanted try one or more =)

Stall never open so I take mee cup as dinner
with a can of 100 plus
wanted do the typography expressions thing
but simply have no idea about that
my brain is empty now
don't ask for any creativity
they run away from me far
Really Fa r

Waiting for jie Ying come back from her friend's house
so that we can continue the anime later
I have no mood to do any homework now
let me be okay ?

Jie jie said she bought a backpack type bag for me in Japan
very excited about that
wondering will it something like the one Eldest sister bought last time
it is very comfortable to bring with and nice to hug
Can't find any similar or nicer in Malaysia
too bad =(

Ahhh ..
Next Friday I will go back to Kuantan
can't wait to meet up with loves - family
can't wait to meet up with dears - bestiee

somehow I wish I can stay home forever

0004 a.m. 09032008 . Sunday

Happy Birthday Quin !!
We love you as friend always

Love,
Tze Yee

Appreciate

07032008 . Friday . Rain

2345 p.m.

Morning 8 something I went to sch with Jia Ying by bus
the first time we go to school together
later she ll go back home while I stay at Desaria
The second time I overnight here in my room alone
Never mind . I'm brave enough =)

Just now talked rudely to my mum
Feel so guilty now
sorry mum
Just not feeling good when you asked me need not to come back
so hurt =(

Well talk about the school today
As what I mentioned earlier
I requested to see Ms Ridwana - my year leader this morning to get the CAF
Well
When I purposely go there earlier
For convenience
Who know ..
When I call her
a guy pick up the phone and then I heard she is around there as well
then the guy said they are having meeting . den i asked him when the meeting end
U know, den I heard she told the guy she ll comes out
The guy liked okay, and den asked me to appreciate her because she is very busy still willing come out to see me
I was like ' Ha . Silly, I waited her for few days and is she the one asked me come today okay !!! '
Never mind, the Year Leader came out
Oh Yeah . she is so kind
She is not coming out to see me but to consult her students !?
When I passed her my CAF for sign, then she just take it and asked me come back later
.. Fuck
what kind of kind, good Year Leader she is ?

I swear I will never like this kind of lecturer
Where she puts her responsibility to ?
Leave at home ?
I'm not that easy to bully okay
one more time then I write a letter and complain you

Okay today I was late to class
Was busy photocopying figure studies for my research
and I can't find my class
Oh no ..
but the class end really fast
not more than one hour den we are allowed to go back
Next Fri ll have outdoor activity
gather at Masjid Jamek LRT station and takes picture ?
sorry don't count me along
I want to go back Home - Kuantan
good bye good bye

Watched Prince of Tennis today with Jie Ying - my housemate
Very interesting the story line
but there are too much to finish
Ahh continue tmr k

Okay lar
Feel so sleepy now
no idea where is the phone
so wish Xiao Xuan Happy Birthday here
a wish means everything lar
no present no cake no song for u

good nite

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Tennis Prince and the Prince of Tennis

06032008 . Thursday . Sun

2230 p.m.

Good evening ? everyone . How are u ?
Today my classes were so so
Morning 9.30 I had Typography Class
I have to say I don't think she taught me anything today
maybe because she was roughly explained all the basic of Typography ?
I'm can't judge her from the first class rite ?
but Honestly not as what I aspect
Summer is way much better than her
at least until now I'm think so

Then Quin . Stella . Ting Ting them and I went to Plaza for lunch
I didn't eat anything because I just don't feel like to
Lost appetite when I'm in school
Night is better
I start to eat and eat and still eating =)
Don't worry Quin . I'm still here, not lost or whatsover

Very confused about the comm studies
no any confirmed answer either I need to go for class or not
never mind Tmr I will ask the Year Leader
hope that she can gives me the answer
not anymore ask me to go there go here . very troublesome

After lunch time We went to Design Heritage Class
I have to say that Mr . Tay Guan really scared me
He keep asked questions for an hour and I wondered is that the way he teach ?
Soon, he told us this week have no lecture yet
Shall start it next time
I was like ' Phew .. tell earlier mar . I thought what '
Ehhh really scary lar . if that is how he gonna teaches us this entire sem
I will be very disappointed

Tomorrow is Photography class
not sure how is the lecture tmr
hope ll be better ? or at least . it won't have any presentation marks for this course ?

something very stupid happened today
I asked Quin whether she know Tennis Prince or not
then liked in one second time
Quin and Maggie said ' Prince of Tennis lar ... '
I was liked . ' Ops . sorry ( shame of myself ) '
Laughing myself
I felt so stupid even I always made mistakes about all those stuff
Hey . I know my English is poor but I will try to improve okay

I will remember that always

Prince of Tennis lar ..

Love,
Tze Yee

The Lams

060308 . Thursday . unknown weather

27 minutes started today
Feel very depressed now because tmr have to wake up at 8am again
I simply miss to sleep until I wake up myself
without all the alarms, morning calls etc

Firstly
I would like to wish my friend, Mecha Happy Birthday
I sent her msg but I not sure she got it or not
since there is no reply from her
Well, hope she ll achieve her goals in the entire life

Yest class was good
the lecturer is funny, got the sense of humor, friendly, kind and smart =)
he remind me of Ivan Lam
and surprisingly
This lecturer named Aaron Lam
We are wondering whether they are brothers or what
anyway, this one is good
I think I am glad I changed the course
good lecturers mean everything

Talked about Mr Ivan
I met him today at registry
he was like shocked when I say Hi to him
I guess he just simply forget who I am
but I am still very happy to see him
a very responsible lecturer
and he is the funniest one I met
Friendly and Helpful . Good =)
Skillful as well, his paintings are awesome
' Wow ' for him

Ve