Oh Harry !

1o deC 20O7 . Monday . raining cats and dogs

19.4Op.m.

Currently pressing my lovely Jamie's laptop keypads ..
expressing my feeling to you guys
Week ago I had finish Harry Potter last episode
I had spent like a whole night long reading what J.K Rowling wrote for the end
and I think that is incredible for a human create such wonderful story

Years ago
before Harry Potter is so famous
I read the first two episode with the price 5 ringgit per bOok
wow
I have to say that's so great ..
Years later
no one ever buy Harry Potter with such cheap price
I have to say I am lucky in this

Whatever
I really fall with J.K Rowling
she is really successful I have to say
and she is one of my idol for years
I am so damn disappointed when I read the last chapter
not because of anything but there is no more surprise for me about Harry

Anyway,
I want to say
I LOVE HARRY POTTER ``

and Oh Harry `
I will read the story for another million times

Lots of LOVE,
Tze Yee -

19.49p.m.

What the H `

22 November . Thursday . Sunny day

15.39p.m.
The semester actually end some time ago
but until now only I start to feel Holiday ..
because I start to feel bored
and the level is up to " like hell " //

The day is blue
I am so damn free here
no assignments to worry about
nothing have to finish
no due date for me
oh it so taste like heaven
and once like that
I will start to miss those due dates again
want to have assignment to finish
want to have something to do
-____________________________- "

Holiday
but not everyone happy and FREE with their holiday
my lovely besties
most of them having tuition from morning until nite . from monday until sat ..
no time free for me
Duhx ..
then what Holiday for ?
I thought of wana have Fun with them in this holiday
craZieeee together or else . watch them doing crazIeee stuff also not bad ///
but now
turn out like everyone busy busy busy
no time entertain me also
at home
not bad not bad
quite enjoy the time I spend with my family
maybe some time my niece too naughty
look at her I feel I am oh so OLD
but still love her so much
every time when she act cute
or trying to ' manja '
I feel like want to ' sayang ' her so much
but if the period last for too long
I will turn out like crazieee nanny
start to complain this and that
and then shout for her mum or my mum
atlast ..
feel want to go back school again
things keep repeated
and I always feeling differently according to different time . different things

Holiday
same as the alphabet H
does it means Heaven or Hell ?
Oh ! What the H ! `` I wana shout

15.53p.m.

signing off,
41

Time

18/11/2Oo7 . Sunday . cloudy day

oO53 a.m.

There is just like a century I never update my blog
There are so many things to write down
but now I can't manage to write a thousand words to express my days
nevermind
I ll try hard since I am kind in mood blogging

Hmmm ..
Let's talk about my lovely dad 1st
He is now recovering
Thanks for everyone concern
and thanks for the blood
appreciate it lots
may the God bless all of you and THANKS God for everything
You give me a smile on my chubby face
and I will pay it back by helping those who need help
once again
Thank You

Next let's talk about my LUCT life
Foundation year end
and I think back the days
Oh God damn it
I start to miss them now
my classmates
my Desaria life
my lecturers
my classes
the poor marketing department, registry and bursary system
the moments I share with every single one I LOVE, I like, I hate and those I dunno well
the FOODs
and the expensive fees as well

Furthermore
Talk about my 18 Birthday
I am now 18
wooHoooOo `
18th ``
nothing much to mention for my 18th birthday
anyway still want to thanks for the wishes
and the cakes
I swear what I get more this year is CAKES
I think I had tasted about 6 type of cakes
and thanks for the MCKY shirt from chicken angel
an egg plant from my dear leader Kok Quin ..
Thanks Thanks Thanks
Thanks for the birthday songs
Thanks for coming to surprise ? me
Thanks my sis for the late surprise
=)

Er
thought to write a longer post one
who know now I am not in mood anymore
so ..

END

LOVE,
41

so called Salad `

There is no time provide today
there is also no date to tell
no more weather report as usual as well
because today my mood is duper poor
and I am no mood to check today's date . the time now and the current weather.
anyway
Who Care rite ?

these few days rush for the integrated project
and I am so moody to do this kind of thing
This time I din put much confident on it
it is because I have no idea and once again I don't wish to spoiled the art work
I am so damn worry to spoiled the group work because I used to re-do and re-do
one more thing I don't know I just lost confident this time
I don't dare to tell out my idea and yet I have no idea also
damn myself and my stupid small brain
I am so damn admit myself not enough creative and one more thing
I am scared to break out the box
I am dare not to think out of the box
Thats limit my design and I knew it but can't do anything ..
need more energy to help myself
really

anyway
this coming friday ll be the presentation
and the more interesting part is
coming Saturday is my Malaysian Studies final exam
I am totally no idea what will I answer for it
because I never listen a word from the lecturer
and I too long time never memories anything
No idea will it be ok for me to take this kind of exam
which is about 50% for my sem result
wOootz `
I have no idea how to face it anyway

Besides these disturbing assignments and exam
there is another final project for me
I have to do a A1 coloured canvas for Mr Foad
he is incredible in drawing
and I want to thanks him for my half sem result
I think it make me feel better
but yet I know I am going to spoiled it in this another half of sem
I choose my mum as my subject matter for my final project
and I think either one of them or both ll kill me for sure

Once mentioned about my mum
I think of my dad
who currently sick
and need to do operation next monday
6 days left
and I hope everything go smooth
one more important thing
I need 10 B+ doners on 5th November morning for my dad to do operation
it is because my dad need FRESH blood
thing to remind is
We are just need B+ type blood
no any AB type or O type
I know what are u guys thinking but CANT . sorry . it won't help my dad with this
and for those who can't appear at SJMC at 5 November morning . Don't give me a fake hope and make me disappointed again.
I know you guys is trying to help but it may make me feel worst to give me a hope den soon give me a problem to think of and den come with disappointment.
Anyway
Help me to shout out ..
I need B+ donors at 5November morning at Subang Jaya
for those who interested
you need to go SJMC twice,
1st time do screening and second time donate on the bypass operation date, 5th November, 8.30a.m. until afternoon or 10.30a.m.
It may delay for certain reason.
For whom is willing to donate, please go to bloodbank in SJMC, 5th fLoor, outpatient bLock, and mention my father name.
Thanks a lot !!

Please do not hesitate to contact me as well
Waiting for your good news !! `

* I hope papa will recover soon and have a happy, healthy life *

Besides,
I am talking about today
hour ago
chicken angel asked me to check out the email sent by Rick
I read the email and I am speechless
Yess
I got think of switch to The One Academy
but you know
I can't afford to do this
I need Degree to get higher salary
I knew the dark side of the Bostwana people and I am scared too
but what to do
I have no choice since my family is not that rich as others
even I take loan it may burden me as well
because I may have to return more and get Diploma only
since I can't afford to study oversea as well
so
I Don't think I can switch college anytime I want
I Can't . not I Don't want ...

Sigh
there are so problems to face
and I don't know how long I can stand for it

I am tired
you know ?

Everything complicated

1810O7 . Thursday . 0346a.m.

I am now pressing my elder sister, Jamie's keyboard
she kindly lend me her laptop
and take the risk
cause I may spoiled her laptop
who know rite

for Jamie
I do really want to say Thank You
because she really gives me many thing
like a desktop and a camera
It do remind me about my eldest sister and bro in law too
cause they bought me my 1st camera phone
LOVEs them lots

and For sure
my parents
they are the one who sacrifice most for me
so can't really tell out what they gave me
cause it is too much to tell
and too long to list out

These days very complicated
and this holiday i not really enjoy it
cause everything also not yet be done
and many thing need to finish up
kinda emergency
really

I still remember some words from my friend
i do agree but I think different people different opinion on some other thing
for sure i din tell out because i think the conversation is open for settle that problem but not for argue on some point that I agree or not
summore it not really related to the main topic

u know
my good friend who from gang - sTarz said
if we know the ' secret ' should tell out to settle some problem
we should say out but not keep it as secret
u know
i do agree her point
but i wont do as she said
because for myself
I got different opinion about this
i think if i tell my friend my secret
i want her to keep it as her own secret
I don't wish others know
and thats my secret
she asked to keep it so she should not spread it out or tell it out
maybe this point is different for different people
but sincerely and honestly
I not want to argue on this point
just want to share my feeling and express it out
i dont think people should do as what they think is rite
cause
u can't decide for others
really

everything back to Normal
and gang - sTarZ is still gang - sTarZ
we still are 16 people in a group
we still LOVE each other deeply
and I feel sorry
I may not care enough
but i do care about
gang - sTarZ for life
* sweet *

something happened actually
and i don't know the way to handle it
I might not handle it nicely
cause i really out of idea
I don't want change anything
and deep in my heart


I LOVEs my family as well
I HEART gang - sTarZ for sure
the only one i WANT is myself

Last nite I went to temple with Dor . Kuso . Li wuen . Duck . Jasmine and Chu En .
and we went to Lemon tree and Relax cafe yum cha
I met mi xiao
this kawan don't know disappear for how long d
how surprise i saw her today
and den i met other friend also
really dunno how to react actually
with a little bit guilty
and bLur
no idea what to do
sometimes I do remember back the moment we had
cause cLose friend always have their memories also
I really do appreciate her as my bestie last time
without any reason
I leave and left no any contact number
Yesss i do feel guilty
but i know what am i doing actually
ya know sometimes i know how complicated i am
as what i told yc
dont ever belief me
really
because I also don't know the next second
will I betray or hurt myself
so how I guarantee you to trust on me ?
I can't
cause every next second i don't know what ll happened
so don't
please don't trust on me

complicated
I always want to be simple
but turn out like
I am the most complicated one ..
really

ComPLicATeD `

p/s i am so damn sleepy . until an level

signing off,
41

gang - sTarZ

gang - sTarZ `
is form by different alphabets
some may same
some may not
but we met each other
come across and stick together
to form a word
and it is a promise among us

simply Promise

_____________________________________________________________________

Today I plan to post up something like " N hours later I'm home " or " Hope for mum cookiNg "
but when I am signing in the account ..
something happened and I can't manage to post up something like that anymore ..
but I want to tell the whole world

I HEART EVERY SINGLE ONE of GANG - STARZ ~


LOVEs,
- gS - Tendollar

Before the journey ..

131O07 . Saturday . unknown weather

1540p.m.

Today I wake up at 3p.m.
I am shocked when I looked at the cLock `
First time sleep until so late
and tell u secretly
chicken angeL is still dreaming
LOL

People usually went home yesterday or Thursday ..
and I think most of my friends having good time at home
too bad I still in G'dom
kinda far from my sweetest home
and my lovely family
all has to blame myself not buy the ticket earlier
and force to go back only at tmr 4.30p.m.
* sigh *
never mind
at least I am going back soon
24 hours 45minutes to go ..
( now is 15.45p.m.)

Yest beL went to LUCT
she plan to go out with chicken angeL
they went the Curve
and had nice and delicious meals
Too bad I am not going
because I want to finish my assignments
so I am able to enjoy my holiday at home

but end up I slept for the whole day
raining cats and dogs
I dare not to open my computer
LOL

Oh goddamn it
I miss home crazily
hope to see my family soon
and all in my mind is delicious FOODs

can't wait for the gathering too
gang - sTarZ `
I miss euu !

p/s 24 hours 40 minutes tO go ..

LOVEs,
41

SICK of

091O07 . Tuesday . Sunny day

1517p.m.

Firstly
I would like to talk about my Life Drawing lecturer
He is awesome, he can draw really well
Today he showed us how to use those painting technique.
Honestly I do feel sleepy when he was showing us
but I simply HEART his technique
Again . He can draw really well
like really

Everything was going fine until I went back G dom
before that everything is good
I had a good chat with chicken angeL `
and we talk about last time
share many memories
and Today meeting with Summer is cancel
my group leader, Quin suggest make it on tmr
and every single one of us also think that it is a great idea
since none of us done the sketches
LOL

but thing never perfect
when I went back G dom
still with the GOOD mood
I saw something really freak me out
I saw keys on my bed
I like totally " ngong " already ..
Then chicken angel take it and saw the number is A-5-01

We like " what the hell is going on? " ..
and I think we must go management there
turn out we get the answer is
The management people went in our room purposely want to test the wireless

Ok . here the climax part of this post
but for somebody really mind on RUDE words
please
close the window and do not continue read my post
Sorry for this ..
and here we go

I try to control my angriness in front of them
and once I went out from the office
I scold them rudely to chicken angel and I really feel like crying
I hate most people touch my bed
and now without my permission f*cking you went in my room
U put ur F*cking keys on my bed
and how I know did you place ur F*cking ass on my bed
what else u put on my bed while I am not around
and don't you got the common sense that those F*cking keys is how terrible F*cking dirty ?
I like F*cking mad at the moment
and once I went in G'dom
I pull those F*cking LOVELY bed sheet, pillow case, blanket and my jacket out from my bed
and I throw them on the floor
Like really F*cking angry and really F*cking want to chop those people into BILLION pieces

Really F*cking Hate them
and I totally SICK of them

Desaria Villa
I Hate You FOREVER !!

p/s I don't have new blanket to replace the F*cking dirty blanket I throw away from my bed

F*CK !


signing off,
Ms Goh

More

29O9o7 Saturday unknown weather

1748p.m.

Few weeks ago I thought nothing ll be more worse than that
but until this second I know that there are something more worse than that ..
You may wonder what am I talking about
but I have not much to explain
maybe I can just tell you what am I going to face this week

Monday - presentation
Tuesday - submission of Life drawing sketch books
Wednesday - history of Art research
Thursday - Newsletter submission . presentation and Scrap book submission . visual research . 15 sketches of Integrated project
Friday - Another 5 sketches of Integrated project

So, can you feel my stress ??
Can you ever feel the same I feel ?

Oh GOD
I will never say I am relax until i finish my sem 2 and having the sem break
and I know
sem 3 ll be more stressful

Damn my LIFe

signing off,
41

Helvetica Time

28O9o7 . Friday . unknown weather

1513p.m.

17minutes later have to wake up the chicken angeL
she have to use my computer to do her newsletter
pity her
the ' sOt sot dei ' laptop spoiled
have tO send back and recover
and it toOk her few weeks time
poor chicken angel
hope ur ' sOt sot dEi ' ll come back soon

1515p.m.

15minutes for me to continue my blog
there are long time I never update my story here
all because of Typography
or Helvetica
the Helvetica newsletter really spent the long time on it
and until now it not even finish
sometimes I cried out loudly
because there are so much thing to change
and I not even know how Adobe Indesign look like until last week

and the toilet tissue wasted out so fast because of my TEARS
poor me
no more money buy tissue
also damn the typography test
I think I score low marks for it
I really tried my best to read the book
but think so I am long time never memories things
so I did bad on my test
hope Summer wont scream on me

And Today !!
When I on the way back to Desaria Villa
the malay who sit besides me asked me a question
" Are you Indonesian ?"
I was like " HUH !? "
then I told him I from Malaysia
Then he continue asked me
" U're private? "
I like bLUrrrrr on that time
" What do you mean ' private student ' ? "
Then he said
" No one support u to study here ? "
Then I know what the heck was he talking about
Hey man
I am pure Chinese
dun misunderstand that I am Malay or what k ?!!!
I was speechless at that moment
but I had to force myself smiling on him
because ..
He was so nice ( before he asked me the question ) to move away his stuff to let me have a seat
but no more Thank You after he asked me that question

Next week there are 2 presentation wait fOr me
I can tell u that I really want to jump into the sea
I feel like noone can rescue me
I ll die under the wave
and no one will hear my screaming

After all this hard part of my life
I found something lovely today
although I not really like my portrait
but I do love the pic
or else U can say
I LOVE THE MEANING

Let's share



Muahhx babe

When I saw the caption
It really do touch me

JIE ``
my precious one
I really DO appreciate u
I really miss u and HEARTs you
u are my bestie for LIFE
I want to share your UPs and DOWNs
and tell you my Ups and DOWNs
like we did as usual
and let the friendship FOREVER

I HEARTs JIE
I HEARTs gang - sTarZ ``

LOVE,
41

HOME soon

2109O7 . Fri . cloudy day

1411p.m.

Few hours later I ll be in Mara Liner on the way back to my home sweetEST home
I feel so happy bout that
but a little bit upset for I am just going back for ONE day
hope to make it longer
too bad it won't happened

It is like a century I never go back home
even it just like weeks ago
I miss every single lovable one so much
crazily
really

By the way
I already plan my meal at Kuantan
* grins *
I might same as what Quin said
One day I might fatter than ah shien ..
show u guys his pic here ..



OOpsss !! not this one . this is his drawing . nice rite ?

Here he is ..



Imagine one day I in this size ..
Duhx .. don't want

I am not enuff height to handle this kind of weight
but seriously
he is awesome in drawing , painting and joking
although sometimes a little bit 18PL
* evil grins *

Okie
skip this
then tmr might have gang - sTarZ gathering
yeah yeah yeah
there are long time never meet up with gang - sTarz d ..
muahhhhhhx ``
tO my beloved gang - sTarZ !!!!


see u guys soon !!
I am near and nearer to you minute by minute !!

Morning

16O9o7 . Sunday . 1131a.m.

Early morning 10a.m.
I woke up and prepared go down Desaria printshop to print my photos fOr photography class
but damn it
when I reach the door
only I saw the notice - ( We open at 1pm - 6pm Sunday ! )
I totally speechless
and * fcuk * in my heart

never mind then
I ll be back at 1pm
and hope they can print out the photo for me by today
I need it by tmr
If not ..
* evil grins *

Think about tmr then it really make me sick
I means
the comm studies class
I just naturally hate the CLASS
especially the lecturer
I can't find any reason to like her or to do not dislike her
she just make me feel sick
her face . her words . her action
everything
I just feel goddamn it SICK !!

hope everything be fine
I dunno what am I typing
but I really feel like want to post up something for my blog
just feel to do so

signing off,
41

Randomly

15O9o7 . Saturday . 1451p.m.

There are a million word that I want to say
but when I look at this empty place to fill
I feel like I am out of word
Can't really remember what I plan to express in the first
and there are million kind of mood I'm in
but there are no way to express

This week is really sleep - LESS
hope to lay on the bed and sleep until the next century
and when I open my eyes
I am at home
on my lovely bed
with my mum's sweetest smile
waking me up for breakfast that she prepared
There are long time I never experience this
Feel like want to cry every time I miss home
There are 5 months I am in my college life
but I never stop myself from homesick
stress with the modules
and that really freak me out
Hope I am always in 3 years old
able to enjoy my life
but never need to think too much
just do whatever I want to
really hope to go back that moment
everyone still nature
everyone still childish
never know the cruel of the world
able to say NO when they really don't want to
stick to own feeling
no stress
no force
no pain
and no gain

but things always happened in the way you don't want
I still grow up
I still need to face things that cruel
I still need to say YES to the things I don't want

* sigh *

Sleep - LESS really make me feel bad
especially when I know I am going to have plenty of ' Sleep - LESS ' days
it really make me sick
think of presentation then I feel like dying
that feeling really not good
REALLY

and there are mountain homeworks wait for me
presentation . projects . HATE it more than u can imagine
I HATE life !
like you never know ...

* music playing in the air *
I keep re - flash back the moments
when I heard your sound
my tears dropped
and you never know
I want to cry out loudly
but I can't catch the feeling to do so
I just feel SAD ..

just sad
and I MISS you

nothing more

* music keep playing in the air *

I am now totally out of words
can't manage to type any single word more

signing off,
541

Tough Sunday

O9O9O7 . sunday . 22.29p.m.

As what the title said . Today is a tough day
First of all
lOtx of assignment
2nd
Tmr is my comm studies mid term test
3rd
I not yet done my copy of Quin's notes
Yess ..
Today really freak me out
like really

1.Oop.m. I wake up
rush into washroom
1.3op.m. have to go TV room to watch channel 3o
tOo bad we were late and people were watching their movie
we were like speechless
suddenly I remb that the food court also got Tv
so we went there and asked the boss change channel fOr us
Kuso was happy for that but too bad the surrounding was too noisy
and when her yO yo's part
the boss turn the volume lower
ended up can't hear it clearly
* sigh *
wasted my time ``
but never mind
at least Kuso can watch her yO yO one more time
den we went back G'dom to do my works
wasted many time on doing the design studies assignment
but the result is worse than the 1st one
I think tmr lec might ask me do one more
then I will find a knife and kill myself `` or HER
* evil grins *

Tmr is my comm studies test
and now I not even finish read half of my notes
but too bad
I still have to search for more information about Swiss
I'm going to do my assignment 2 soon
and Swiss cheese is my theme
yeah ``
maybe I am find the way faster to die
because Swiss is famous of cheese
and there are plenty type of cheese
hahax
I might die soon
-_____________________- "

Hope everything ll be fine
really
hope I can pass this week happily `
may the God bless me
and you `

signing off,
41

Lots of first

O9o9O7 ` sunday . O314a.m.

I just took my bath
after I went baCk home from Sunway pyramid
as usual
late home again
but this time
more fun
The 2nd time hanging around with ham yu at kL ` or u can say the 1st time at sunway
However
this time is more fun if u compare with that time at Midvalley
and yesterday
I just LOVE the Ktm `
because it was not pack as usual
We were comfortable sit on it
1st time feel like KTM really nice nice nice ~
and it also the 1st time I fall for KL central
never think it is nice to hang out until yesterday
really
and how surprise to saw Airasia inside KL central
U may think how come I dunno
but yeah
I really dunno about it
Yess I do ``

Yest we went to Bar . B . Q again
this time is just Okie `
maybe because without the fish I LOVE `
aiihx
big mistake ``
really the big one
Nevermind
next time wont do it
and I still enjoy my meal as well
We went for movie as well
nice funny movie
I really laugh out for that
never feel boring in any part
strongly recommended you



check up the synopsis at http://www.gsc.com.my/

After the delicious dinner and before we step in the cinema
We went to Baskin Robbins and Mcd bought ice cream
and 3 of us enjoy ice cream in the situation I pay rm1 fOr my mcd ice cream but they paid rm17.6O for their Baskin Robbin's
I think mine better
Ho ho ``
Besides, we also took silly photos
but not as much as what I aspect
might post it up soon
or u can check it up at my friendster

so O3oo I reach my G'dom
straight away went to bath
and now I sit in front my computer and pressing my keyboard

Before I end this post
have to say Thank You to Kelly's friend Edmund fOr his kindness fetch both of us home safely
nice to meet u anyway
even I just said " Hi " and " Thank You "
but I appreciate it much too `



singing out,
41

The remarkable one

Pictures really can recall many good and bad memories
and how lucky we have plenty of picx
so I can choose it but not force to use it ``
Reen
hope u like what I had did
and hope u be happier year by year
wish u become a successful designer and create a sky of yours
we work hard together !!
Here is the start of the review
Let's see ..

2Oo5

* This is the 1st time we self - capture together with ur 1st camera phone . and this is the only one photo we took together with handset before we are in serious quarrel !
2Oo6

* This is the 1st time we take pic together after we friend back ` =)

Dec 2Oo6

* In the car . The 1st time we travel at KL together . merry xmas 2Oo6 !

Jan 2Oo7

* Long time ago . after we friendx back . this is the 1st time we 3 take pictures together . and we started to capture photo together often after that `

March 2oO7

* At Berjaya mega mall's Extreme . with muneeeeee's handphone // while they were still working at there

March 2Oo7

` I used to love this picture ` the football goalkeeper + fur ball . miss that time muchieee

March 2oo7

* when we go for the education fair . inside my sister's car

March 2Oo7

* In ur house . we were soon go LUCT ` weeks later

April 2007

* Never forget to self - capture . and U see me in behind ``

april 2OO7

* The 1st time we go out shopping mall together after we came Cyberjaya for study . The One Utama memories

april 2oo7

* We took more pics months ago

2Oo7

* Sem 1 . creative studies . boring lecture and boring assignments . so we take silly pics . guess whose hand is it ?

2OO7

* Used to like this post

2oO7

* Last time we used to wear like this to suit each other `

2oo7

* Never missed a chance to take pic . even when I am just awake * speechless *

2Oo7

* We even challenge our phone capture skill ` and we success !

June 2oo7

* We are belong to gang - sTarZ ``

June 2007

* We usually LOVE to take pic . memories at Sunway pyramid . for the first time Bar . B . Q ` and the animation movie

July 2Oo7

* The trip !

july 2oO7

* The 1st time we visit Genting Highlands together . My leg was twisted . but fun becOz be with besties

juLy 2oO7

* We usually take photo with our mood

juLy 20o7

* We share and taste Azuki in the 1st time

JuLy 2Oo7

* Even I was on phone . SO WHAT ?!

august 2Oo7

The ' ngong ngong ' u gave me . and I really like it `

august 2Oo7

* Hope u like ur 1st gloomy bear ` tOo bad it is not baby gLoomy ``

and there is more and more photo we are going to take . to have . to keep and to appreciate `
LOVE U bestieeee
really

gang - sTarZ fOrever
G'dom for Life `

We never perfect
and we met
we gather and become in a word
we come across each other and stick to each other
thats what we so called
" Gang - sTarZ "

Love,
- gS - Tendollar is miso

O7O9O7

18th birthday seem very important to everyone
because it is a meaningful year
it means U're grown up
U are a young adult `

but my bestie Kuso's 18th birthday was disappoint her
she plan long time to have her 18th celebration at pub .
Clubbing cLubbing and clubbing ``
tOo bad
she failed to do it becOz of the stupid comic
we have to spend whole nite to complete the comic
while we not even finish it
* damn *
and the most important part was we not even need to pass it up today
next wed ll do
den we ll just speechless
after that we went to Sunway pyramid and had lunch at Bar B Q .
this was not bad but a little bit too expensive `
* sigh *
after that I bought a small small slice for kelly as her birthday cake
spent long time to figure out how to use lighter
and when I step in the room
and tried to give her surprise //
turn out surprise me
I keep on NG for 5 times !
aiihx
but at last also successful to sing a ' Za pek ' birthday song to Kuso which make her think is better she sing for herself
-______________- "
Nevermind
hope she enjoy it as well
and the birthday card
spend not so many time on it
who asked her stay together with me
how I able to do the nicer one ?
* grins *

Love,
41

Another bad day `


* I almost crazIeee . like I never do

O5o9 2oO7 . Wednesday

13.31 p.m.

Sadly . it is the first time on this blog . I am so hard to press the keyboard

Today is a bad day
because of something really easy to influence my day
and I don't know where to start
and I don't know how to tell ..
but I wish to post something about it
Yess
Like I really do . really

I always wonder why ppl want to seal their post
now I understand
and I ll be one of them too
soon / sooner `

For somebody close .

I want to say
I really appreciate u
and I never mean to hurt u
If I did . I promise no next time ..
really `

my Life . my G' dom . my gang - sTarz `

my LOVEs

sincerely,
- gS - Tendollar

I'm back !

As what I said
I'm back in this week
say goodbye to my home sweetest home
and went back G' dom
another sweet dom =)

A really BIG thank you to the guard of Kuantan MAS
He was so nice
helped me on something I dunno
with a sweet smile
too bad he was too old
so I never think too much . kakax
Today the taxi driver was late
because of worry ' kena saman '
Okie den
so I wait extra 15minutes for him
den only I on the way go back to my sweet G' dom
once I reach the door
bestie Kuso stand right infront of me
feel so sweet `
and happie
few days never see her stupid kuso face d
miss miss miss . Muahhx

Today class was crazIeee
skeleton ! whole figure ya know ?
the class was like a nightmare
Never feel like this in this sem in this class ..
* HATE *
nevermind
I know next week ll be more worse !!
Next week is the most stress week I ll face

Tuesday - Life drawing . figure studies 2
Wednesday - Malaysian studies & History of Art mid term test
Thursday - Design studies assignment 1 presentation

for your information
This fri is my creative studies assignment 1 submission PLUS presentation
Ho ho
I might DIE for it
I will cry for it
DAMN !

DAMN God !!
will thing be anymore worse ?

HATE school
* sob *

I can't feel any better
lots of works stuck
and I never feel like want to do single of it
Am I crazieee ?
Perhaps
and ..

I'm so hungry . Where are the delicious foooods gone !?

* Starving *

p/s Reen . stop show me the pics !! I'm going crazIeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee `

Goodbye

26O8o7 . Sunday . unknown weather . ( never step out from my house today )

2144p.m.
After took 3 pack of Mamee ` and a bottle of lemon flavor yogurt drink at evening
Now I feel headache
Can't really focus to read my sem 1 design studies
Tmr is my 3rd class of communication studies A
she want to test our knowledge on elements of design
GOD !
I not even remember how many element of design there have
so I have to do my reading
..
I really not feel like going
GOD know how much I hate that module
maybe u can say
how much I hate the lecturer who teach me comm studies
she is so lame
I really dislike her
her attitude . the way she teach . the way she treats the students
I swear I ll never like her as much as my sem 1 english lecturer, Ms Ericka
she was so nice ..
Miss her lots
* sigh *

Coming thursday I will go back my sweetest hometown
miss my family lots
today my eldest sis rang me
asked me talk to my adorable niece
then she was shocked and refuse to talk
I was so upset
hope to see her soon
I can't allowed her to forget about her youngest aunt
I am the one who sacrifice time to sleep and take care of her at night
So she must remember me
remember how much I LOVE her `
so I can't wait go back hug hug my mum . hug hug bb
* excited *

Just checked my connection time still left how many days
den I realize
there are not DAYs
and not even got one day
it just 19+ hours left
I was just like speechless
then I faster post up something before I can't
Oh I swear I will miss my blog
This silly blog
After I come back from my hometown only I ll reload my broadband service
So ..
It is time to say Goodbye
See u guys after next week !!

With lots of LOVE,
41

* Sigh *

26O8o7 . Sunday . unknown weather

165Op.m.
Yesterday not as nice as I aspect
First
Once I reach Midvalley
I went Sweet Chat with my friends, bestie Kuso and my classmate Quin
then since my sis asked me to have lunch with her
so I just ordered a dessert
' Mango Sago Soup '
I was paid rm6.5O fOr it
so I think ' If it is not nice den I never ever step in here anymore ! "
Okie
few minutes later
My dessert served
and I look at it
* speechless *
not looked as delicious as the display showed
Okie nevermind
I want the ' Inner beauty ' more than the outlook
tasted it
' DAMN '
no ' inner beauty ' also
then my friends also finished order foods
and their foods served also
ALL not as nice as we thought
and I swear
never step in again
Soon
my sis fang me
she want me to wait her at DOME
Okie
since Kuso not yet finish her meal
so I went down myself
wait wait wait
finally saw my sis
so I go in the car
and we move forward to Sunway
( His mum was not free yesterday )
Once we reach Sunway
It is already late !
2.45p.m.
Okie fine
no more nice nice delicious lunch yesterday
fOrce to take it at redbOx ..
and the fOod is ' Ok ok ' only
my mum can cOok much better than that
but it's Ok
it is the first time I sing in the KTV room
once i step in the room
I was like no idea what should I do
I not even know how to use the remove control
then I just sit at there
waiting for the foods we ordered and listen to my sis and her lovely one sing `
4.3Op.m.
I was like aiyOr * boriNg * until an level
so since there are just my sis and her boyfriend
I finally decided to sing one song
and then
I choose Eason's For Alice
It is nice
and finally I sang in the KTV room
but i think I wont do it infront my friends
even Gang - sTarz `
kakax . Sorry guys
6.3Op.m.
We finally step out from RedbOx ..
We are so hungry
* starviNg *
so we walk around . thinking want to eat what
den finally
we decided go Bar . B . Q plaza
1 hour later
with the round round stomach `
He pay the bill and we move forward to digital center
and they bought me a Card reader ` for my camera's memory Card
After that
we step in MCKY
I looked at my favorite shirts
and swear I want to cut my budget on foods and buy my 3 LOVELY MCKY shirts
rm27O.oo !
I will be baCk babe
and bring u along soon !
Then after shopped at Bread Story
Disappoint me
no my favorite ' Hi Amigo ! '
den I simply bought some breads
and went to Giant
bought 3 yOgurt drinkx . mamee . Julie cheese sandwich . and cornflakes `
den went back to my hostel

Yesterday was not bad
but really not as what I aspect
Never mind
Hope next time will be much better =)

Love,
41

Just a misunderstanding

25O8o7 . Saturday . unknown weather

1117a.m.
It is so * shame * tO tell
I had misunderstand about ONE very IMPORTANT thing !
Today not 14th but 13th only
I was just so speechless when I knew that
den yesterday I actually want to sleep earlier
who know
I sleep at o3Oo a.m. !!
Oh ..
and before I sleep I still eat ( Mamee + Julie cheese sandwich ) !
duhx
Long time never eat at midnight dy
den after that I straight away go to bed
Eh ..
It is so not good you know
Later i become fatter and fatter
but who tO blame ?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ..
-____________________________- "

3Ominutes later I am going to meet my sis
have to take KTM go Midvalley
Oh really long time never hang out with her dy
with a little bit excited and a little bit happy
I am start thinking of eat lots and pay nothing
This make me feel GOOD =)
I want eat eat eat
Jie jie i want eat eat eat

So . I am going to prepare myself
and go eat eat eat !!

Yess !!

p/s eat eat eat

Love,
41

Sleep earlier is GOOD to you

24o8O7 . Friday . mixed weather `

2249p.m.
Tmr is the 14th of juLy in chinese calander
It also means that I ll sleep early tonite
It is not good to stay awake until too late
besides of this kind of day
and month
It also because of it will influence ur health and also ur eyes
so guys
be smart
sleep earlier
if u are still reading this while midnight
dont wait any longer
lay on ur bed and SLEEP !
good for you `
trust me
* sincerely *

Tmr I am going to meet up with my sis
* excited *

Oops ! It's late . I think I better go for sleep
yet I am still reading my novel
hahax
and I will enjoy my Mamee before i go for bed

Okie `
thats all for today

p/s GO sleep !

Love,
41

Jasmine and me


We know each other for 10years
At first
we are not close
sometimes even can say ' not good '
but the high school life make us become closer and closer friend
I still remember form 2 is the start of my lovely friendship with her
We faced lots of things these few years
We laughed . We cried . We share the UPs and DOWNs
I HEART her lots

Today i take her test to see how much I understand her
den . turn out with 5O% ?!
wahh die lur
den re - do
huh !?
66% !?
oh I don't know how to face her anymore

Sorry ah jie
no matter how much i score
and how much i understand you
U still my precious one
really really sorry about that
j|e ~
friendship fOrever O `
bestie fOr life !
gang - sTarz forever ``

Love,
41

Junior

22O8o7 . thursday . raining day

19.46
Reen sleeping behind me
she feel really sick today
headache `
I think it is because she didn't eat much
I sometimes wonder how she survive in such situation
I might die for it . HAHA

Today is rainy day
cloudy + rain drops + air con + fan = freezIng cOld `
hope to lay on my bed and have a sweet dream
TOO bad `
I still have works to do
Tmr is creative studies
another ' many homeworks ' module
and tmr is test
Oh scared me really
don't know what I will face tomorrow
* sigh *

Designer life is not easy
To learn to be a designer is hard too
How come you aspect a junior create a perfect and really creative idea fOr you ?
Lecturer asked me to learn from others . can steal from others and make it be better
then it is your new idea
She said
' You still a junior in this industry . you still can use others idea . but you have to change it to be better . And when you are going further . become a senior . You don't do it anymore . You will able to do this all by yourself . Create your own idea ! '
It sound nice and it make me feel better
not so tension anymore
at least . next time I can borrow a little bit ideas from others
no need look at the paper whole night just to think how to start the work
sincerely,
Thanks Summer `
but I still can't do not complain about the homeworks
it is too much for only one module `
* sigh *

Okie
I think it is time for me to continue my creative studies
if not
tomorrow I might die `
wish everyone have a good night

COUNT DOWN ( to go back home sweet home ) - one week !


Love,
41

Money

22o8O7 . Wednesday . unknown weather `

It is the second post fOr todaee
I not purposely think to write about this
but I just suddenly wanted to express my feelings on this

Most of the KL friends will think I am kinda STINGY
and I think it is not wrong
I am
especially at KL
It is all because of my parents

I know that the every cent I spent is earn by my family
They did so much to earn the money
to let me go such a good college
to let me have the things I need
to let me eat well
to let me dress well
to let me not to worry about my life
So
why should I not to be stingy
the money I spent is from my family, not me
So no point to say
' aiyar . no need count so much lar . few cent also need like this meh !? '
What's wrong !?
There is no point let u spent any cent from my family
If I earn the money
Then fine
but it is not

However
I will spend money on my bestieee also
when I think it is worth and when I want to
I will buy you something
Or treat you something
When I never think to treat you or what
Don't ever come and ' Ejek ' me stingy
I don't think it is so called ' stingy '
why don't you say it is spend money wisely ?
Or when I never spend a cent on you
maybe is you never worth me to do so ?

So, friends
Don't simply waste ur parents money
They worked hard for it
They worked for u and for ur better life
Not others

Spend ur $$$ wisely
and make ur family's life better
cheers ~

Food amirer

Surprisingly . chicken angel is sleep earlier than me
The second before I start to post something
She decided has a good sleep and do not bother the disturbing assignments
I think it might good to her
I always do not wish she ll be too stress on this
The ' last minute ' habit is her symbol
But how glad to say it never effect her result
She still can score well

Well, may The GOD bless me
wish to have a good night here `

Today is busy
it is just because tomorrow I have design studies class
It is boring
although the lecturer is good
but the module do not attract me
I almost fall asleep while every lecture

Having lot's of exercise and assignments is either good or not good
Good is can improve our skill and do more practice
Not good because I will never have a good rest
24/7 in stress mode
I am closer to ' craz|Eeee ' day by day
and the lecturers will just say ' It is good for you '
End of the story
* speechless *

After finished my assignments
I cleaned my stuff too
I washed the dishes
and also clean my ' fOods' bOx '
I realize it is full of ' rubbish '
In the other name, snacks
I admit I am the food admirer
I can't live without nice delicious foods
Then the life in Desaria villa is suffering
So, I just can buy these snacks to make I feel a little bit more comfortable with my situation
Yess . It actually works !
but it is also brings lots of troubles to me
My family actually quite or VERY concern about my meals
my parents always call me for the same Q
' what u ate today ? what are u going to eat for dinner ? '
Er ..
I actually will tell them honestly
and turn out with
' Don't eat so many snacks ! Stop eating mee cup ! Go down and buy something better !! '
and I will just
' Hmm .. see how 1st '
end of the story
* evil laugh *

Okie
I think it is not good to do this
but I am sick of Desaria's food court
I never taste something really delicious
It all just ' Ok ' or ' Yucks '
I am bored of wasted money on these kind of foods
I want the delicious one
not this kind of thing `

So, I am trying not to buy the ' good ' fOods from the food court
I will eat the cheaper but nicer ' rubbish '

The friends at KL understand me about one thing
Tze Yee is always wasted all her money to eat
Yesss . All I think about is foods
I live tO eat `
especially at KL
I cant stop myself from eating
Hmm ..
thats why i am fatter day by day
and it also caused me out of $$$
Ho ho =)

The pictures

1O o9 p.m.


I am just so boring
nothing to do but assignments
The point is now I don't feel like want to touch it
siCk of the words
siCk of ' E - filing or E - failing '
* headache *




So, I simply open the ' pictures ' files
and pictures really recall back many things
I miss GANG - STARZ so much
and then I open my own pictures and have a look
then I realize
even people always said I seldom change my hair style
but actually
It is different kind of me with the little changes of my hairs
Not much
but still got lar !!




Okie ..
let's share the pictures of mine



' They are full of my images
with photoshop edited
really thanks to PHOTOSHOP
there is the only reason why I dare to upload my photo to show everyone =) '


and my preciOus gang - sTarZ `




really want to shout ' I HEARTS gang - sTarZ '

realize that not much people know about the Kuantan's gang - sTarZ
so please do not hesitate to check it out
Or shock you ?
Ha ha ..

Life drawing and gentleman

21O8o7 . Tuesday . sunny + cLoudy `

15.42 p.m.
Listening to ' BaCk at one '
It is nice and felt in LOVE when listening to it
the nice melody
and sweet lyrics ..

In this situation
I usually will lay on my lovely bed
cover myself with blanket
with the cold cold relaxing eye mask
dreaming around `

but LIFE DRAWING spoiled all of this
5O figure per week
I used to think
Is it a little bit close to crazeee ?
Don't you all think so ?
besides all the assignments . presentations and the exercises Of others subject
U still asked me draw 5O figure per week !?
I think I might die fOr it
and I really HATE it lotx
I have to fOrce myself to finish it
I don't want rush at the last minute
HATE to burn midnight oil really ``

Few minutes ago
I just finish read Kuso's blog
she post something like " where is all the gentleman ? "
I do understand her feeling
Yest we went to tesco fOr delicious meal and shopping ` fOods shopping =)
It is a nice moment spending time there
the bad part is
when we want to go on bus
The men are really out of '' gentleman - ness ''
some even shout ' MEN FIRST ! '
I am totally speechless ..
Do they ever shame of themselves
It is no wrong if you don't wish to let the girls go first
but it is a SIN when u are talking something like this ..
They even laugh among the peoples and ..
I SAW ONE MAN WAS PUSHING A GIRL !!
I am so angry ..
how come the world become like this
All the time I at Cyberjaya
I am totally hopeless to see any gentleman
They either all dead or they are hiding themselves from my world `

By the way
man who is not gentleman is bad
but
man who is always want to show like they are very gentleman
Is totally SUCKS
seriously `
SUCKS !! ~

The 2nd . a little bit infOrmation

210807 . Tuesday . unknown weather

It is 00.o9 a.m.
I am so sleepy . feel like want to blog up something before i go to my LOVEly bed . my preciOus one `
22 days later from the 1st post, I post up something again
I am almost forget about this little blogspot
I am usually paid attention on my G'dom one
since it is no any new post
I'm baCk for my own blog =)

I used to think
izzit i need to do a little intro about myself ?
It must be a billion people don't know who the heck I am ..
den why people want to read my bLog ?
Then here come some data

Name : Goh Tze Yee . 41 . Ten dollar . silly thing
Y.o.B : 1989
study at LUCT
currently stay at Desaria villa / Puchong but near to Cyberjaya
hometown : Kuantan . Lovely plaCe `
LOVEs : delicious fOods . anything lovely . FAMILY and lovely bestieeee
HATEs : too much to list out

It is just a little part of information on me
If u would like to be friend
Hey . pls do not hesitate to msn me `
tyee_10
weLcome everyone who is sincere
and please !
be niCe ~

The world is so complicated
but there are always people who live in a simple way

the new one

3O . 7 . 2oO7 ` monday ` unknown weather . 0109

few more hours my 2nd semester of college ll start . I kinda nervous now . a little bit lazy and blur . dunno what will i faCe in the future . who is my new leCturer ? Are they nice ? or kind of lame ? who knoe ? I wonder ..

I feel like want to vomit now . dunno who else will be my new classmate . and I knoe some of my old classmate going to seperate with me . Oh damn i ll really miss them so much . Carmen and Carey first in the plaCe . and den kok quin . who else ? i think shi xian ll be one of them also . Oh yea . ah deh fOr sure . hope he still ll cook for me coming sem . hahax . HEARTs his cooking . much better than mine

Fortunately . i still got my chicken angel with me . in the other name . tit da liNg . her new niCk `
incase u guys still wonder . she actually name kelly hoh ai reen Or kuso . yeah . now u knoe is her . we are taking same course . so i think we ll be in same class until we graduate ` how blessing I am and feel . muahhhhx tO the GOD and her . my family too

This is my new blog . happend to delete many blogs before . purposely want to delete some memories . either good or bad . also deleted . i think it is a wise decision . until now i still think so . everyone also have some memories they dont wish to recall back . even it is a good one . but i not really CARE since i make my mind clear

Ok go back to the talk about my new sem . really siCk of this kind of feeling . do not knoe what is going to happen . OMG . it just freak me out . i do really care who is going to be my new friend . wish they are nice . just as my old classmate . may the GOD bless me .

o122 . it is kinda late . i not even paCk my things yet . tmr have to wake up early . perhaps tmr is a nice day for me . same to euu

Love,
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