Little Loe Loe

Tagged by Ee Loe

幸福套餐 NO。1♥

01 你的绰号 : 541
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 12 Nov
04 星座 : Scorpio
05 兴趣 : eat, read, sketch, design, chat etc
06 专长 : nothing good

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : no
02 是否在交往? : -
03 现在幸福吗? : I am blissful for having my family with me, and my besties around
04 如果上天给你勇气,最想做什么事? : nothing for now
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话? : I will tell him I feel the same too

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: Little Loe Loe
02 他是你的 : My bestie
03 他的个性? : she's friendly she's kind and she's blur
04 认识他多久? : 12 years perhaps
05 你觉得他怎样? : someone you will never regret to be her friend
06 你想对他说什么 : ehh go yc lur

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : dramas
02 最爱的音乐 : Eason Chan's songs
03 最爱的季节 : I hate only Summer, not Summer Choo
04 最爱的卡通 : Disney's
05 最爱的人 : My mom
07 最爱的国家 : New Zealand
08 最爱的天气 : Windy and Cloudy

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
第一个愿望: Be with my family all the time happily and safely, from live to dead
第二个奢望: Never gain fat
第三个梦想: To have my dreams come true, I know I am greedy
02 你是很专一的人吗 : you bet
03 最深刻的回忆? : many things to list out
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : I don't
05 你很爱微笑吗 : no one hate it, I think
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活,你愿意吗 : no
07 妄想什么样的生活 : I want life that I have nothing big to worry about
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : No

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了。请列出于十位被点者:
1 Melissa Cheng Wen Xing
2 Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
3 Belinda Chong Ser Chi
4 Voon Voon Yong
5 Kok Quin Chow

I don't know who else to tag, do it if you want to




p/s: I miss Quin all in sudden, badly.
p/s 2: will update my daily life soon.


Signing off,
Tzeyee


G dom

26 Dec 2008 . Friday . Rainy day

I am going to KL for meeting up with my best mate, Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen tmr

I nervous, I excited, I curious and


I miss G-dom





p/s: shop shop shops

Supper mission Failed

22 Dec 08 . Monday . How am I gonna know the weather

I am starving, seriously
but then I am feeling guilty to eat at this late, even though I do this often cough
since my mom woke up then I ran to her and asked for opinion
my question is 'you think I should go for maggie mee or some hotdogs is better?'
and she didn't answers my question
she told me not to eat, if not I will be really fat

I don't feel like eating anymore, GOD I'm starving

I am now waiting the clock turns to 6a.m.
then I will get my bed to sleep on
I am not complaining, I use to sleep late anyway

I am so bored, no one else update their blogs
make me read the really old posts
I am now reading KennySia 2005's posts, you bet

I am downloading stories to read
my life is just too boring
and I had finished 3 stories of 楚留香
I dunno how to translate it
Pretty good

I am lusting for meeting up GS
I love every souls there
and if they are all busy, I am okay with not meeting up
but then they are all free
how come we seldom meet even we are all complaining for life is boring
Pathetic

I am suddenly craving for roast duck
I am so regretting for not order this few hours ago
by the way
I had the most delicious chicken chop in Kuantan just now
in fact, I should really try any other good food
but I don't take risk
because it never turns out good
I know it, omg
anyway
I am also craving for Carl's Junior French Fries
slurp

mentioning food is so not good for now
Mom, it's all your fault ='(


p/s: omg today is 22nd!

Hungry Tzeyee

Adorable him

21 Dec 2008 . Sunday . Raining and not Raining

I called Ah Thiam, finally
he sounds so not friendly, but in fact, he is good in person
so not much complains ain't
anyhow, I went to listen undang yesterday
It's bored, totally
and I met few Afzan juniors there
I can still recognize them
but I don't know them

Anyway I know one new girl there
Afzan junior too
At first I am the only one who are talking and asking questions
it's weird when you asked somebody tons of question and she still never asks your name and anything else
atlast, few hours later only she started to talk
and guess what
she is my senior, Siew Yan's sister, Siew Wai
I heard about her as some of my friends know her
world is just so small ain't?

I thought I can get the P license by holiday end
but Ah Thiam claimed that it is impossible
so I can only get the L license first
then the next sem break only I start the class
Ouch, lucky or unlucky me?

I was very nervous over it
or I should say I am still very nervous over it
even I am just going to listen undang
I was shaking the night before that
and I went to bed early, end up slept at 4a.m.
I know the time because I watch the clock
Silly me


Yesterday was freaking tiring
I never wake up so early among this month
7.15a.m. is too early
and I didn't bring any water any food any sweets to there
uncle came early, he told me 8a.m. but he called me at 7.32a.m. and told me he reached
until 4.30p.m. plus
My stomach all flats until I have my late lunch
Pretty torturing

Woo LaLaa I slept at around 10p.m. yesterday
and I woke up at 10something today too
I was like ' woah, how come '
but it's good
sister's Oscar came, until Tuesday
I bet I should really go and have a hairdo as soon as possible
Few months I never do something to my hairs
and I think it's awful

Later night going to have family dinner
Going to treat my stomach well
I seldom torture it, she will cries

p/s: I saw Chiao Yuet today, her lil bro is adorable <3

XO,
Tzeyee

The List

17 Dec 2008 . Wednesday . Raining

I want to watch movie, movies
therefore I checked the gsc website
and I found plenty movies I want to watch

First of all,
Bolt is the one I want to watch badly


next coming is Yes Man
I like Jim Carrey
the way he acts is funny


another one is The Day The Earth Stood Still
Keanu Reeves will act, it means everything


Well, for Cantonese movie
I want to watch IP man, seriously


besides, movie like Wild Child, Beverly Hills Chihuahua and Doraemon the movie are what I am willing to pay for






There are so many movie to watch
why I am still so boring?

GS! Act something please

p/s: I still not yet call Ah Thiam, nervous

Tzeyee

O424 a.m.

I'm feeling bored
wanted to eat Mcd
who knows only have Maggie Curry
but then Darling Doris promised to bring me out for Mcd tomorrow
it's very sweet of her

I am so boring
have nothing good to do
I read blogs
I commented photos and status
and nothing else left

why? why so boring?
maybe I should really call Ah Thiam
I don't want learn driving

someone please update their blog
I need something to read
I can't sleep yet
just had Maggie Curry and I am very full now
*burp*

p/s: I tried to design something but then I am totally clueless

Tzeyee

Speed

17 Dec O8 . Wednesday . it's not raining yet

She cried
right beside me
I had no idea what to do, how to comfort her
I hope she is doing fine now
you must have no idea how much we care about this girl
and she is never a tough one

We love you babe, tears shouldn't wasted for him





and for Cha Muneeeeeeeeeeeee

I miss you too
but then I should remind you


you forgot to wish me happy birthday



heh !

p/s: suddenly craving for Spicy McDeluxe again


XO,
Tzeyee

Melissa Cheng Wen Xing

Oh my God
my baby is coming back on Thursday night from Perth
and we probably can meet up on Friday

movie perhaps?
I'm lusting for watching Bolt =)

Zhung wan
I miss you I miss you I Miss you


she's Hot and Adorable ( he is not her's boy )


every boy's heart melted <3


Mine melted too.



p/s: I can't log in MSN
, why?


I rarely talk

16122008 . Tuesday . unknown weather

Time flies
I had almost a month holiday
and I did nothing
I do not read a good and meaningful book
I do not learn anything I promised with Quin o Quin
I do not learn to drive yet, and I seriously don't feel like to
I do not help my mom to do anything
and the list go on

Anyway
I still catch the chance to meet up with dears and darlings, and some friends
until now, I manage to see the faces of Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen, Jasmine Sam Yan Jie and her boy, Replay, Nicole Yap Kit Yeng, Doris Tan Chui Peng, Joanne Liom Chu En, Enson Yee Xing Nan, Shirlene Lim Shik Lin and her boy, Lucius, Koh Li Wuen, Lim Ee Loe, Lim Meei Siew and her boy, Jern Foong, Weapon and Kenneth.
Suppose to have Qiao Yi's name on the list
guess what
she went for shopping when we are trying to inform her for the outing
and Mandy Kong Mien Yuh
I think you can throw ur handset away
seriously
you never pick up call and never repliy messages and calls

Yesterday night we went Teluk Cempedak for a drinks
Ee Loe and I reached slightly early
therefore we went to the beach and had a talk
We talked about study thingy, as in she not yet chooses the college/university and the course to take, and we talked about some old schoolmates, we talked about her baby Lawrence, hope it will rest in peace
talk with Ee Loe make me think of Wen Xing, Melissa Cheng
she is my best friend
and I love her a lot, she means many thing to me
what is the most excited part is, she is coming back real soon!
two days more then she will be in here, not staying away from me more than 300km perhaps
I am starting to be excited =)

Oh mentioned about the outing yesterday
I was craving for Mcdonald's burger badly
I am lusting for Spicy Mcdeluxe
then I saw the Prosperity burger on the menu
I never try it before
and I want to
therefore I asked Jasmine's Replay for opinion since days ago I am watching him eating the burger
he loves the burger and he strongly recommend it
he wonders if I like spicy food
and I definitely love spicy food
but then when I have the first bite on it
I feel like killing him, sorry Jie
the spicy is not the chili type of spicy
it is all because of the pepper
I Hate Black Pepper like no others do
I threw the burger when I only finished half of it
urh ..
nightmare

Replay
it is very hard for me to believe on your taste anymore
but for sure you had made your best decision in your life for falling in love with Jasmine Sam Yan Jie
she is priceless =)

Er ..
I can't think of anything to type now
Black Pepper sauce stuck in my mind

good night

p/s 1: I miss GS.
p/s 2: I still not yet read the book that Quin gave me as present =)


Signing off,
Tzeyee

Another night

07122008 . Sunday . Raining

Hi I'm Tzeyee
It's raining cats and dogs here
guess monsoon it is now

I am now still in Kuantan
which means I cannot wave goodbye to Meei Siew face to face in KLIA tmr
goodbye Mecha, enjoy ur days there and comes back soon for gathering

Yesterday Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen is back
Oh babe I miss you
then we met up yesterday night
She and Enson came to pick me up in ten minutes time after the phone call
Oh my my
I just woke up and had my late dinner
which means I don't have enough time to prepare myself
the messy hairs is the point if you wonder

We went to JR one
the atmosphere there doesn't changes
the only changes is I no longer know the faces showed up there
pathetic ya know
it symbolizes I am so outdated with the Kuantan teenagers life or else, I'm getting older

I am an adult now.

Oh No.

Met Jo Ann yesterday too
just for awhile
her hairs is getting shorter
and Thanks GOD she doesn't complains me yesterday
I'm getting bored when every time we met
she surely will complains anything of me, anything
being so mean is not a good thing, never

I just realized I rarely talk these days
I am so out of topic
is my life that boring?
well in the other hand I enjoy it to the bits
simple life is always good ain't
it might be a little bit dull
well I have much less problem to think of

I am looking forward to watch a movie
perhaps I should ask Reen later
or tmr
It's still raining now
best weather to sleep

so sweet dream everyone

I shall go to bed now


p/s: movie movie movies

Signing off,
Tzeyee

Freedom is Everything

06122008 . Saturday . Unknown weather

My oh my
My gang finished their last paper two days ago
and finally we met up on that day as well
we had a long chat
or else I should say I heard them had a long chat
I rarely talk on that night
not really in the mood
Thanks to the Eczema beasts and the very sensitive skin
anyway
I'm happy enough to meet up with them
even not all of them but part of them
and luckily catch up the chance to meet Meei Siew before she goes for some place I forgotten

I don't have anything interesting to share
and nothing much I can tell

Anyway
Congratulation to people who finished SPM and STPM
you guys have a long and free holiday until next year
a freaking long one
even longer than mine
spend it wisely and don't waste the chance to have enough fun
I'm here all the time ya know =) call me

Cheerio!

p/s: All the best to you, Enson.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

It's not a Book

02122008 . Tuesday . Unknown weather

This is a short update,



I am home for 6 days and another 2 months plus to go
and these 6 days
I never meet up with any of my friends
yet, I just step out from my house twice with my family
wonder how I spent my time?
No, I do not sleep all the time
I just addicted to a story, a long story which I got it from my house mate
it is now in my handset, and I was holding it more than 12 hours a day
plus I do not bother any message because of it
well, I still pick up phone call for God's sake
imagine how good the story plot is
but it is not a great one
so don't expect too much shall we?

Life like this is good and meaningless
It's relaxing and you have no motivation to finish anything
sister advices me to take part some competition
meanwhile, she is doing her design all the time when I am awake
I do not hear from anyone in my class
hope you guys are doing fine
parents asked me to get a driving license during this sem break
I not really want it honestly
I don't have the gut to drive, and I never excited about it
so I will wait until they rush me to do that

Baby Lynn is learning thing fast
and I can't wait to see the next baby darling
April it is
I am excited
hope everything is going fine

May GOD bless everyone of you.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

May GOD bless them

25112008 . Tues . Sun

Yesterday . Today . Tomorrow

May The Great GOD bless the mother and baby
They all deserved a better life

We will Love them forever and ever
no matter what
I swear to You and myself

Tomorrow is the day
Tomorrow is the day I'm going back to home sweet home
I am so regret to stay here for so long after the phone call and messages
I'm sorry

Anyway
I haven't pack my things yet
and haven't clean up my hard disk thingy
I am so lazy
and there are lotsa things to check

I am wondering the next time I come back
will I have the same room mate
since I am not close with her
I guess she is going to move out sooner or later
I am nervous, seriously
I am sick of new room mate
have to communicate with her
try to make the things doing fine
all these things make my head spine

what is the worst I can get?
I don't want to know please

I am out of word now
maybe I should do something to the hard disk since sister's Oscar is coming soon
to pick up my computer and camera

Peace.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Oh

Nooooooooo burger for tonight =(

Burgers

23112008 . Sunday . Rain

It's 8.34p.m.
while I'm waiting the clock turn to 9p.m.
I got the sudden urge to blog

Later I'm going to buy burgers
and I'm actually indulge in that
I was keep forcing my house mates to accompany me there
and until now
both of them are into it too
or else I thought they are
at least my 'no supper allowed' house mate decided to try one tonight
don't you feel proud for that, when you are able to influence someone to eat with you
I'm proud, seriously

These few days only I realized there are months I never do a hair cut
It's too long and out of shape
am very unhappy about this
it makes my face looks even rounder
I hate this happens especially when my face is almost like a bowling ball
as how the grandpa Ah Tim said

am confusing should I change a new hair style
people know me well should know I hate changes
but then it's bored to have a same hair style for 2 years plus
what should I do?
Everything is still in consideration

I am very excited for tmr outing
it is all because I can eat something better
I want to eat this, I want to eat that
and I definitely want to have the mango sorbet again
Heaven =)

15 minutes to go
maybe I should call back home now
long time never talk to my sister
don't know how is she doing at home now
hope everything will be fine
because I'm going back on Wed

p/s: I'm so nervous for tmr, pray for me.


Legally 19

23112008 . Sunday . Sun

No No No
My birthday is not on 23 Nov
but 12 Nov
It is a pending post
I would like to thank the people who wished me, who celebrated with me and who still remember it

Elson Tan, Sean Lee, Pei Chinn Ng, Family, Melissa Cheng Wen Xing, Kim Hui Chu, Jia Ying Chua, Jia Jia Yong, Oscar Chang, Niegel Gan, Doris Tan, Hui Ting Tan, Geraldine Tan Jing Wen, Kok Quin Chow, Shiau Fong Tang, Stella Tey Ren Fang, Ting Ting Boon, Wan Jou Tan, Anice Lau Ming Li, Ying Wei Foong, Eric Vooi, Nick Wu Rui Di, Magie Ng, Jet Lee, Marcus Sew, Min Yuann Chew, Wie Nie Sia, Adora Chloe, Yang Yang Tan, Hao Yi Ko, Kai Yeah, Amy Chew, Li Wuen Koh, Mi Xiao, Teik Ming Lee, Poh Fen, Jason Khoo Chun Meng, Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, Wai Shan Chim, Elaine, Chu En Liom, Kit Yeng Yap, Anis, Christeen, Caryn Ling, Rick Ng, Grace Tan, Voon Voon, Carey Choy, Xiao Xian Lai, Carmen Liew, Zanne Tey, Shou Jing Pang, Shirlene Lim Shik Lin, Lucius Lee, Shen Yee Leong, Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, Keivyn, Hui Hui Lee, Wei Yun Goh, Ee Loe Lim

I was touched, for the surprises, even though both failed and for the cakes and the heart for doing these
The happiness is very hard to describe, or I shall say no word in the dictionary could describes it well
I had good cakes and good meals for my birthday, nothing I should ask for more ain't

It's a very memorable birthday I have, thank you to you all
* huggies and kisses *



I had my first birthday meal here, during the day before my birthday


This mushroom soup is good


Rich garlic bread


The main course we shared and the best is the potato wedges, pathetic huh


and I had the worst Lemon Tea there

At the night itself, we went to The Garden


we went here to have dinner, and sister's Oscar joined us too


The side dish, 'Tian bu La'


Sister and her Oscar's choice


My choice


Zoom in


Another Zoom in


The last zoom in

Then on my birthday itself, my classmates and I went to Sunway pyramid
and guess what we have for our lunch?
Subway it is


Spicy Italian

Then we head to Sushi Zanmai for our dinner
it is very hard to choose which restaurant to go when they are ten people with different kind of opinions

and I have not much food on that night
wonder why, maybe the horror movie freak me out
'The Coffin', advise you not to watch it
I was so clueless about what is happening from the beginning
then I close my eyes after the first ten minutes until the movie end
no one like it


Unagi sushi with reasonable price

and i had 4 different flavour birthday cakes this year

First is the Durian Durian, but I only have one slice of it
from sister


2662137537_d2fccf0265 [Image]. 2008. Google Image Search.flickr.com/photos/41105002@Noo/2662137537 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The second one, Blueberry cake from Secret Recipe, you guys know how it taste like


The 3rd one, Tiramisu from Bread Talk

If you can see it well,
check this


Tiramisu_b [Image]. 2008. Bread Talk. http://www.breadtalk.com/cakes1.htm#1 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The 4th birthday cake from the dearest, I love you Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, and Ham yu =))


My class and me *heart them*


again, and it's Marcus's turn, bye Jet

not forgetting my precious one


Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen
and Ham Yu Leong Shen Yee




I Heart you guys, a lot

p/s 1: Half of the GS forgot my birthday, which is very disappointing
p/s 2: Pictures taken in Sunway Pyramid is all blur off, realized that only when I see them on screen
p/s 3: Love the presents I got from you and the favourite piece is definitely the handmade silkscreen T-shirt from reen and her bear, Keivyn
p/s 4: Happy Belated Birthday to my Dearest Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, I wished you, but I want to wish again



Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, you know how much I Love you

How's Life

22112008 . Sat . Unknown weather

Hello everyone, how's life?
mine is good, but far not enough
semester 4 ended, finally
and I will be home on next Wed
not so soon yet it's not too far
I seriously miss my family especially my mom
I miss her badly and I desperately want to see Baby Lynn
that's why I am going back earlier than I thought

Life in here is not good
the food here is totally a disaster
I wonder how could I survive for such a long time
and I am still willing to pay for it
Tried the food in the new stall on the upstairs of plaza yesterday
it doesn't taste as good as others promote
but it is much better than any other stalls here

The life without assignment here is much boring than I expect it to be
I lost the motivation to design anything
and the improve skill plan, forget about it
I am only watching drama, anime, reading, eating and hanging around in the house
that's all
I can't manage to go out too often as I'm broke
and since I promised to go out with my house mates
I am not able to ask others friend for outing anymore
sadden, next semester perhaps

I miss my friends a lot, the classmates, the friends, the besties, the GS
*hug*
Happy Holiday
all the best for who are still studying
and for the SPM and STPM candidates, I know you can do it



p/s How could you, you and You forgot my birthday !?

Love,
Tzeyee

am I too greedy?

03112008 . Monday . Sun

Today I am very down
so ignore this if you sick of emo post, will you?


I just finished one module today at 12.15p.m.
I'm glad it's over
but I wonder will I see her again on coming semester
I think the exam is funny
lecturer treated us like students sit for SPM exam

sister called just now
had a long talk
I'm feeling so tired
physically and mentally
I'm trying my best okay
stop talking about it over and over again
just two years, two freaking years then everything is over
OK?

Am very stressful currently
I don't feel good and I hate this to happen
I need something more interesting in my life
now I understand how harsh design industry is
when you can't think of new idea, when you unable to design out something in your mind
when you find all your hard works are rubbish, when you can't come out something good
when you wasted so much money but you still failed the outputs ..
you might almost gone crazy
sometime I really like design but then I hate it too
I lost the passion in it, and I just want to take a good long rest
escape from all these things
the troubles, the questions, the trues
I just need some peace
a real one

I want to live healthy
I want to have a normal skin kind
I want to sleep well without interrupt
I want to go to bed at 10p.m. and sleep until 10a.m.
I want to sleep with light-off
I want to keep my alarm off and my handphone stay away from me
I want to eat some chinese homemade dishes
I want to get the to-do-lists out of my wall
I want to be with my besties who make me feeling so comfortable to stay with
I want to have a heart to heart talk
I want to have some secrets to tell
I want to read as much as I want
I just want to be happy
am I too greedy?

In fact, I didn't ask for luxury stuff
I never wish to be millionaire
I just want to be happy and no worries

again
am I too greedy?

it's 1529p.m.
I didn't touch my assignments yet
but then I wish to go to bed
I told you,
I'm tired

Signing off,
Tzeyee

Design Management Exam

02112008 . Sunday . Raining

I am not happy

I suppose to study now for tomorrow exam
but then I got an offline message from the one I love
I am feeling so harsh and just need to split it out

I am feeling so stress currently
no matter how I act and how I do my things
I am so stress and I'm having constipation problem again, start from few days ago
I need some rest, the real one
to relax my mind and my soul as well
but you don't give me a rest
you don't

I understand your condition
I was talking nicely at first
but then you pissed me off, like really
I threaten you?
I don't even want to talk about it after that
you do disappoint me
not by stopping me but the way you talk
I told you to stop it
I don't want to see the killing words from you anymore
I asked you to forget about it, I don't go, I don't want to listen anymore
just enough okay

but then
you didn't
you still want to split some words to hurt my feeling
I'm having exam tomorrow
I need concentrate on my study tonight
do you listen to me?
you don't
you still dowan to let it be
you just want to talk it out
don't talk like I am a girl who go party every night
always asked money to buy my own stuff like I am the daughter of banker
I know I'm NOT

I wish I never talked to you about this
I thought you will know I am actually trying my best to be a goody girl
if I am your very disappointing sister
sorry, just leave me alone
if you are feeling burdened
just two years more you have to take care of me
I just need some peace
I just dowan to be even stressful
let me love you more, can?


signing out,
Tzeyee


stay away.

My family

02112008 . Sunday . Unknown weather

It's 1049 a.m.
and I did nothing yet
yesterday I spent whole day to cut the things
and my fingers hurt, I was can't hold the cutter properly at the end of the time
can you imagine whole day only cutting papers
and the outcome is not really good
I done folding my packaging anyway
but then I wish I never, you know why

It was so hard to squeeze my six packaging into the big one
and now I know sticker is not the only reason why my packaging will be so hard to fold straight
lamination is another reason
seriously, I'm not finding excuses

tomorrow I have final exam for design management
and I not even done the CIS yet
not to mention the journal thingy
I so hate Sunday because the next day is Monday
I'm so frustrated
assignments are waiting behind
and I don't feel like doing it, at all

Today when I woke up
I miss my family in sudden

I reminded it had been long time I never talk to my Dear sister
I have no idea how is she doing recently
but then I have no time, or should say no mood to make a phone call
plus I think she should has a good rest
I love you sis, I know you're reading this
and I miss my niece too
even though I don't feel like taking care of her
refuse to follow behind her every step
tired of stopping her to touch this, to eat that, to go here, to run there
I just love her
I love to see her face, to hear her voice, to have her around me
I miss my parent too
I realized the longer I went to study at here
my dad talks less to me
he doesn't know what to talk to me
every time I called back
he was just greet me then pass the phone to my mom
if I said I want to talk to him, he will only says few more sentence then still pass the phone to my mom
I know he loves me, but I need more contact, more conversation
my mom, I don't know why
I love her the most but then I scream towards her the most
maybe it is that I know she loves me the most, and we will forget about it the next morning
and my darling sister
I was pissed off with her yesterday
sometime we get to be really close, but then sometime we found each other are so unbearable
I love her, she is my sister and she loves me too, I know that
I miss my bro in law too, miss the jokes he makes with Dear sister
I know he loves my sister a lot, and I glad he is
what will be happier when you found out your sister has a man who loves her that much?

My my, it is now 1105a.m.
I think I should go back to the Corporate Identity Standards now
in fact
I just want to get my head back to my bed

Help me.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

First of November

01112008 . Saturday . Sun

0246a.m.

It had been so long time I never post up something new, as mentioned before, I promised to post up the studio shooting photos but end up I was too lazy to do so.
You know how torturing it is when you need to convert the RAW files into JPEG, and your hard disk space is just not enough
So, I decided to post up only my finals
A very simple layout, and yesss my first idea was failed as my photoshop skill is primary school level
Therefore I came out another idea, and I personally think it is better
The purpose of this advertising is to urge the public to blog their stories, with the blank paper and the face expression, it urges audience to fill in the blank with interesting stories to complete the thing
It is all about BLOG IT! That's what we want.







:: picture credit to Keivyn and Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, the models.

Anyway, life becomes busier, and things become more complicated.
I done no assignment, and I have no idea when they will be done
Packaging got some problem with the colors, fort
unately I got things fixed today in Digital Trend
Thanks to William and Michelle, yes William I do know to select all now, don't shake your head anymore okay
Not forgetting Color Conception also, Chee Sing, Alex and Kai Yeh (he resigned month ago), oh yes and Vincy, they provide the best customer service and being real kind
Every time when I go there, whole day spent there, it's just like another place to gather the classmates, and we treat it as home

Well well, hard works never end, yet.
I still got lots of assignment waiting me to do it, no no, tomorrow only I do that okay
plain tired
Let's check what I need to do
Design Management Journal Design Management CIS
Basic Illustration 10 Metaphores
Basic Illustration Final Color sketches
Basic Illustration 1st exercise
Basic Illustration Portfolio
Basic Illustration Research
Typography Flash cards
Typography Journal
Design Heritage Bauhaus Essay Design Heritage Journal
Photography Journal
Computer Graphic Newsletter
Packaging Finishing Packaging Poster Packaging Booklet
Design Studies Journal
Exhibition Preparation

the red highlighted symbolized must be done by Monday

Oh I'm so tired
As mentioned before, went to Digital Trend today
spent time there until the shop closed, 7.30p.m. something
then we went 'Ru Jia' restaurant for dinner
good recommendation from Reen
I prefer this if compare to Canton Bay
anyway, food there is reasonable and acceptab
le
some of them is delicious too
After the meal, we went to TGV as we are craving movie to rest our mind
not much choice so we decided to watch Best Friend's girl as I desperately want to watch Kate Hudson and Quin think it is the best choice too
The movie is funny but aiyor too many scenes cut, should go and buy the pirated DVD
Ops

I'm effing tired now and can't think of anything to blog
so let's end this post with the tag thing

Tagged by Quin O Quin week ago


Part One
1. What is the relationship of you and her?
classmate and friend

2. Your five impressions towards him/her.
She's smart, She's tough, She's independent, She's confident, She's creative.
3. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you.
During semester two, she is willing to help me to cut the circle out as she knows me can't handle it (Reen helped too)

Last semester, when we are doing the CD packaging, she helped me to fix the packaging which I screwed up even though it was 4a.m. in the midnight, and she wasted her priceless sleeping time to help me. Not forgetting tomorrow afternoon is the presentation.

Once again, wasted her two whole days just to accompany me for printing. Willing to wait for me to fix my designs, giving me precious suggestion, offer to help for cutting when I am darn nervous when rushing.

Helped me to cut and mount my posters during last semester when I cut my finger, not to mention that 15 minutes later is the final presentation.

I appreciate it a lot, and I have nothing to return your kindness besides treat you as true friend with my all heart.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you.
Eason Chan is darn cute (Eason Chan is way too attractive *melted*)

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...
I can't imagine this, totally.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
like dead fish, never want to be her enemy.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
Let's just skip this question.

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...

I don't know, I never think about it.
9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Treat her a dinner?
10. The overall impression of her/him is?
Smart.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Weirdo.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
You should ask others instead of asking me.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
It can be a lot.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
No idea about this.

Part Two
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1. I don't let anyone to touch my bed, even my parent.
2. I am very emotional.

3. Re-print is like part of my life.
4. I read strangers' blog and I'm know their life details.
5. I cry easily when I watch movie and drama, even animation.
6. When it comes to food, I spend money like my dad is a banker, which is not.
7. I love to eat meat, a lot.
8. I love my family the most, and I get angry of them most.
9. I like to complain the people around, but actually I like them seriously. No offence.
10. I hate people lie to me as I know I can accept the truth, but when I know somebody just can't pretend nothing happened, I lie them with no doubt.
11. I will keep the secret as long as you asked m
e to shut up, no matter how serious the case is (so don't tell me if you have sin)
12. I like design yet I hate design.
13. I not really like the singers who has won Eason Chan in the awards.
14. I don't wear skirt to class as it is very troublesome to get in the bus, end up everyone in class never see me wearing skirt.
15. Seeing doctor is just a routine in my life.

I tag:
Melissa
Belinda
Ee Loe
Voonvoon

For your information, now is Saturday morning 1123a.m.
which mean yes I need to do my assignment now

Bye bye


p/s I seriously love her and miss her, and I met her yesterday =) for awhile ..


my house mate laugh so hard at this picture
she feels I look funny seriously. I don't know why

Sorry, just ignore this post.

FUCK YOU DESARIA VILLA
I HATE you for close the electricity in all sudden
Thanks to you my half day hard work all gone, and I seriously won't forget this.

Be responsible to your employees, and check your system on time,
if tmr is the due date, you are not safe now.

Asshole!

Tagged and Dermatographism.

Tagged by Bel

Instructions: Remove 1 question (any from below) and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are your nicknames?
541 and Ten dollar.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Eating good foods.

3. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Disgusting food.

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?
No.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No, how will I survive if I have no money to buy food?

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People I love a lot.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
Go to the bed and sleep until tmr ends.

8. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Unless I love him that deep.

9. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged them!
Friendly, kind and attractive.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Too much to list out, but loving each other is the must.

11. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?
Oh it's depends. People I love did something so wrong I might forgive, people I don't love did a tiny mistake, I boycott him/her for years.

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Delicious food, am I too greedy?

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy.

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
If want to change, then change every bits of it, if not, then bear with it.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Being more independent, perhaps.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I am Goh Tze Yee.

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
My family.

18. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Pass.

19. Why should we think of a new question?
Guess we are just too free, which totally wrong.

I tag:
only Quin.

Finally I'm back.
17102008 . Friday . Raining

Hiye readers, so glad I'm able to load in the page, and had a good time reading your posts.
Today is memorable yet tiring, shall upload some pictures on next post, which will be around next week.
Anyway, why memorable?
Because Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen came LUCT to pay a visit, as well as being my photography final assignment model, with her boy, Keivyn.
Anyway, I'm so glad to see her in the campus again, it's like we go back to last year, when we are still staying together, and in one same class, one same group and we spent almost every minute together =)
Time flies and now I'm staying with my third room mate.
I always wonder is it I am that hard to stay with, I guess I don't bite ain't?
Pathetic, one of you transfered to TOA and one of you just stop it. People I love, people I like, all gone. Leave me with one shy room mate and we don't chat (we talked) even though we stay together for almost 2 months.

Well well, The ms Penguin and mr Bear are just the natural poser, the photo shooting session is going smooth, if you ignore the setting part and the troublesome hot shoe adapter.
Specially credits for Shiau Fong and Ting Ting for helping the setting from the early morning until afternoon.
Not forgetting others like Quin, Wan Jou and Eric for helping me as well.
As for Stella and Yang Yang, I'm so glad you guys didn't break the lamp, thanks for willing to take the high risk for it. And I will never pay if you really broke it =) just kidding.

Even I appreciate my classmates' help a lot, my models can post even better when they all gone.
What can I say? if I got next assignment for photo shooting, you two can never run from me, never.

Anyway, had a good time in Wings coffee with reen. It had been long time we were sitting together in the cafe there, and campus life without you, I never go in Wings more than 5 times.
So come back lar, not for study, just to visit me more often =)

I am running out of word to blog now, guess I'm just too sleepy, so I don't even check the grammar, spelling and vocab as well. Forgive me for anything wrong, I just barely see part of my words here.

So, good night everyone, tomorrow is a tough day.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

p/s I got a new skin allergy problem which is Dermatographism. I wonder why this kind of thing always happens on me.


The Butterfly Award



1. Put the logo on your blog;
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you;
3. Nominate any number of blog you want to share this award with.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

Let’s spread the joy of blogging and warmth of friendship through this Butterfly Award.Please accept the award and happy blogging.

Awarded by Quin of this Butterfly Award
I found it funny at the first place, but then I am quite touched over this.

So I decided accept it and award others as well

People who I awarded

Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen for the pixel art information as well as her thoughts.
Melissa Cheng Wen Xing for her touching posts.
Ee Loe for her daily life and update me things happened in Kuantan.
Quin for sharing her works and her thoughts.
Kaye Lynn for being my favorite blogger.

Besides, I still love to read some other blogs which I linked
Somehow, I love these 5 the most =)

The latest

11102008 . Saturday . Cloudy

It had been long time I never update my blog
guess life is just too busy, and lazy.
Finally, I came back here from home sweet home,
thanks sis's Oscar for giving me a ride and help on carrying things back to my room
helpful person you are, credits.

Anyway, life back to uni ain't good
more and more assignments, and duedates all changed
this Wed lecturer announce that all the second assignments will be our final since our sem break will be earlier
I bet I am so not understanding, I think they are cheating money
and when lecturer offer us another assignment and extra classes on weekend
I do not appreciate it at all and think he is totally a pig
We want lecture, we want something that worth our money
not one more assignment with no teaching and not any class with just tutorial
I bet we are not paying for these, and your offer just meaningless, totally.

Another problem is,
what about all the other assignments?
We should follow the plan, but not suddenly squeeze them into few weeks time to be done.
This is so not responsible !

Well, enough of all these problem,
I am actually having another big problem since my illustration is not as fun as I think, as well as it does not look good.
Besides, I am start working few days ago and now I'm still with my first illustration.
I don't know whether I can make it to print on Wed with Quin or not
and I'm so nervous with the photoshooting
once mention about studio lighting then I'm starting headache
The skill of setting is one matter, and you can find the lights or not is another big matter.
And sometime the environment just simply will affect your photo shooting thing too =(

My health condition goes worst as well
I have my period late until now, for weeks
then my face
Oh my, is so red and it feels itchy
I guess eczema attacked
and I can't help this time
sometime I am feeling pain too, my face I meant.
I started to eat apples and oranges these two days
and it doesn't helps much
I am still having a lot of problems now.

My my, I cooked for two nights and both of them are failure, especially tonight's.
I cooked the packed fried chicken in another way, I steamed it.
And the outcome is, Oh .. NO!
Without the chili sauce I guess I will throw the chickens away
It's smells weird and I swear I will not cook the chicken in this way anymore.
and the cleaning, washing part is just so tiring
I know, I am never good in this kind matter.
My house mates laugh so hard on this incident and they were so excited to see how I cook
as they knew I will screwed up

Ha Ha
smart them
I hate you guys.

Anyway, better cook the hot dogs enough.
Going to Tesco with my housemates on coming Tues
am so nervous as I never go out with them before.
Don't know how it will be,
and I realized this semester I am closer with them compare to last time.
If you wonder why, I guess it is because I just got some problem communicate with my roomie.
It is not because of language, I guess is the life style we have, and the way we live.
It's harder than last time when I have this problem with my housemates.
and when this happens, I miss Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen a lot, and also the tester no.11.
How cruel you are for leaving me alone here, your fault =(

Tmr is a better day
I want to wash my face and go to bed.

Night mortals.

Hug,
Tzeyee

Tagged.

Tagged by Reen and Loe

Rules:

The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
Lastly, and most importantly,HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1. Love me no matter what happened, loyal with no doubt.
2. Accept everything about me.
3. Love my family too, a family person is good =)
4. Clean and tidy.
5. Smell good.
6. Pampered me well.
7. Think smart plan smart.
8. Do not pretend and never lie.

p/s I am now single so probably is a man. Ops I mean yes should be a man for sure.

I tag no one since the people I know who is blogging was all tagged, and some just seriously won't do this I guess.
Have fun do it if you want to.

Cheer,
Tzeyee

Untitled

27092008 . Saturday . Rainy

I am a dead meat, I am so no idea about my uni life now
The endless assignments, the so not responsible lecturers, the meaningless classes, the almost finish anime make me down.
Well, it is holiday now and I do not really happy about that

Term break means more and more assignments follow behind and the God damn it lecturer never fails to spoiled my already not so happy holiday.
He gives us an new assignment to do, and I pretty sure that he actually don't knows what to brief as well.
NO brief paper? I guess it is because this kind of thing actually not exist in this module
you have no idea what to give anymore, then you simply think of something to entertain us
Smart!
You never fail to make me angry and disappointed.

Forget about him,
I still have long assignment list stick on my wall
It is just right on my left hand side
and I always ignore it
because I never success to get anything out of the list.
Sad case

I spent whole day to clean up the bathroom and my place
Very dizzy and headache now
This semester is specially much dusty than last time
I don't know why

What makes my day worse?
It is when I woke up this morning
I am so miss home so I called back
and I found that my dad don't miss me
He don't even wants to talk to me
How pathetic
once mention this I am feeling sad again

Oh yess yess
30th is coming soon
and that day is the big day for Loe and my ex-room mate Jia Ying
wish you two early Happy Birthday here
I guess I am not going to post anything when I'm home
since I want to spend some time with my family who don't miss me =( and I got assignments need to finish up X(

GOD I am looking forward to Chinese New Year
which is long time to wait
why CNY?
because it is the only festival I am really happy about
The family dinner, the friends gathering for days
I love you guys and I think the next CNY is gonna be the last CNY everyone will be really free
soon every single soul I love will go for uni/college
guess life really push us a lot
and we never able to pull the time

Eh li wuen
what would you feel when the whole big gang is all leaving the town for study?
Don't worry
still got some time to go and we are always coming back
Hometown ain't?
The place we ll always come back, even once in a blue moon
People will still come back

Life is complicated and I am feeling so lonely when I actually missed out from everyone's life
plus I never sleep well for months
everyday I sleep, I dream and there are so many stories in my mind
some repeated
some looks so real
some I know it is a dream when I am dreaming
some woke me up
some makes me sleep more than I should

Dream
how long you gonna disturb my sleep
I just want to sleep one night long without dreaming

Help me?

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Go die - lar

25092008 . Thursday . Sun

I can't believe it had been so long time I never post up something, guess I am too busy, too lazy and addicted to the anime, 'One Piece' and Gossip Girl which I had finished watching all the episodes I have with me.

There are so many things to share with, but due to I didn't post up anything lately, I have no idea the stories behind the pictures I had taken, specially for my blog. And now I had lost all the intention to blog, same to my assignments.

The always postponed due-dates do not urge me to do anything, lecturers never throw out any question when having tutorial. We get the approval easily and we never know when is it actually good or not. It makes me lost my interest on my assignments.

Nobody cares, so do I.

Since I lost the intention to blog, then why I am now blogging?

Oh I had been waiting for my lecturer who promised to see me at 11am until now
6 messages sent, to inform him I'm waiting for him, to remind him to come, to inform him i went to lunch for awhile, to inform him I'm back, to remind him which lab, to inform him i have to switch to another lab since other lecturer is having class.

And none of them is delivered, I called to his place and they told me he went to lunch.
WTF I waited for him from 11 a.m. until now, 2.30 p.m.
I can't think any good reason or excuse he can gives me
so not responsible
He is the one who asked me come to see him today
and that's why I still in the lab alone rather than go back to 512.

I am so not fine with this kind of situation.

I am going to kill the lecturer, I called to the faculty again
he is there and when I told him I am now waiting him at multimedia lab
he told me he cannot see me because he is very busy, asked me to see him tmr in class

...
I wish to slap him real hard! and bang his head with no mercy.

How lucky I am to get this kind of Oh so Responsible lecturer, do he ever sleeps well since he becomes a lecturer?

I guess no when students like me, will curse him time by time.

' go die - lar '

I hate him,
Tzeyee

Just a post

06092008 . Saturday . Sun

0937 a.m.

That's so pathetic, I did nothing for my assignments last night.
I was spending time to talk to my house mates and also my roommate,
then I was spending time to take bath and wash my face
At last, shame to tell that I was only eating two 6inch long sandwiches from Subway while watching few episodes One Piece, don't mentions I still spent some time to update my blog and read other blogs.

What a shame, I wasted my time like this
and I went to Antalis office yesterday to buy some papers which cost me 93.60 ringgit
Just for myself - anyway I think I can use them for years if I keep them properly and use it wisely
Somehow, after I purchased the papers only I heard them said my papers prob too thin
and WTF then what should I do?
I couldn't spend anymore for papers since I still have to print and bind?
Besides, I still not even have an idea to design my book yet
thanks my lecturer for not guiding me at all
all he said is just Ok or Do it more, end of the stories
He always gives me very rough thing and don't even pay attention to my words
I am sooooooooooooooo pissed off

And I turned on my alarm clock to wake me up at 8a.m. but I ends up turned it off and sleep until 9 morning something
I did nothing until now and I am still blogging!

Oh my GOD
Just want to talk something before I get crazy, can't scream in the room for my new shy room mate's sake.

Mentioned about my new room mate, shall update some stories soon or sooner.

Out to bed Again,
Tzeyee

p/s you shall slap me hard for don't do anything and duedate is so close.