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29O9o7 Saturday unknown weather

1748p.m.

Few weeks ago I thought nothing ll be more worse than that
but until this second I know that there are something more worse than that ..
You may wonder what am I talking about
but I have not much to explain
maybe I can just tell you what am I going to face this week

Monday - presentation
Tuesday - submission of Life drawing sketch books
Wednesday - history of Art research
Thursday - Newsletter submission . presentation and Scrap book submission . visual research . 15 sketches of Integrated project
Friday - Another 5 sketches of Integrated project

So, can you feel my stress ??
Can you ever feel the same I feel ?

Oh GOD
I will never say I am relax until i finish my sem 2 and having the sem break
and I know
sem 3 ll be more stressful

Damn my LIFe

signing off,
41

Helvetica Time

28O9o7 . Friday . unknown weather

1513p.m.

17minutes later have to wake up the chicken angeL
she have to use my computer to do her newsletter
pity her
the ' sOt sot dei ' laptop spoiled
have tO send back and recover
and it toOk her few weeks time
poor chicken angel
hope ur ' sOt sot dEi ' ll come back soon

1515p.m.

15minutes for me to continue my blog
there are long time I never update my story here
all because of Typography
or Helvetica
the Helvetica newsletter really spent the long time on it
and until now it not even finish
sometimes I cried out loudly
because there are so much thing to change
and I not even know how Adobe Indesign look like until last week

and the toilet tissue wasted out so fast because of my TEARS
poor me
no more money buy tissue
also damn the typography test
I think I score low marks for it
I really tried my best to read the book
but think so I am long time never memories things
so I did bad on my test
hope Summer wont scream on me

And Today !!
When I on the way back to Desaria Villa
the malay who sit besides me asked me a question
" Are you Indonesian ?"
I was like " HUH !? "
then I told him I from Malaysia
Then he continue asked me
" U're private? "
I like bLUrrrrr on that time
" What do you mean ' private student ' ? "
Then he said
" No one support u to study here ? "
Then I know what the heck was he talking about
Hey man
I am pure Chinese
dun misunderstand that I am Malay or what k ?!!!
I was speechless at that moment
but I had to force myself smiling on him
because ..
He was so nice ( before he asked me the question ) to move away his stuff to let me have a seat
but no more Thank You after he asked me that question

Next week there are 2 presentation wait fOr me
I can tell u that I really want to jump into the sea
I feel like noone can rescue me
I ll die under the wave
and no one will hear my screaming

After all this hard part of my life
I found something lovely today
although I not really like my portrait
but I do love the pic
or else U can say
I LOVE THE MEANING

Let's share



Muahhx babe

When I saw the caption
It really do touch me

JIE ``
my precious one
I really DO appreciate u
I really miss u and HEARTs you
u are my bestie for LIFE
I want to share your UPs and DOWNs
and tell you my Ups and DOWNs
like we did as usual
and let the friendship FOREVER

I HEARTs JIE
I HEARTs gang - sTarZ ``

LOVE,
41

HOME soon

2109O7 . Fri . cloudy day

1411p.m.

Few hours later I ll be in Mara Liner on the way back to my home sweetEST home
I feel so happy bout that
but a little bit upset for I am just going back for ONE day
hope to make it longer
too bad it won't happened

It is like a century I never go back home
even it just like weeks ago
I miss every single lovable one so much
crazily
really

By the way
I already plan my meal at Kuantan
* grins *
I might same as what Quin said
One day I might fatter than ah shien ..
show u guys his pic here ..



OOpsss !! not this one . this is his drawing . nice rite ?

Here he is ..



Imagine one day I in this size ..
Duhx .. don't want

I am not enuff height to handle this kind of weight
but seriously
he is awesome in drawing , painting and joking
although sometimes a little bit 18PL
* evil grins *

Okie
skip this
then tmr might have gang - sTarZ gathering
yeah yeah yeah
there are long time never meet up with gang - sTarz d ..
muahhhhhhx ``
tO my beloved gang - sTarZ !!!!


see u guys soon !!
I am near and nearer to you minute by minute !!

Morning

16O9o7 . Sunday . 1131a.m.

Early morning 10a.m.
I woke up and prepared go down Desaria printshop to print my photos fOr photography class
but damn it
when I reach the door
only I saw the notice - ( We open at 1pm - 6pm Sunday ! )
I totally speechless
and * fcuk * in my heart

never mind then
I ll be back at 1pm
and hope they can print out the photo for me by today
I need it by tmr
If not ..
* evil grins *

Think about tmr then it really make me sick
I means
the comm studies class
I just naturally hate the CLASS
especially the lecturer
I can't find any reason to like her or to do not dislike her
she just make me feel sick
her face . her words . her action
everything
I just feel goddamn it SICK !!

hope everything be fine
I dunno what am I typing
but I really feel like want to post up something for my blog
just feel to do so

signing off,
41

Randomly

15O9o7 . Saturday . 1451p.m.

There are a million word that I want to say
but when I look at this empty place to fill
I feel like I am out of word
Can't really remember what I plan to express in the first
and there are million kind of mood I'm in
but there are no way to express

This week is really sleep - LESS
hope to lay on the bed and sleep until the next century
and when I open my eyes
I am at home
on my lovely bed
with my mum's sweetest smile
waking me up for breakfast that she prepared
There are long time I never experience this
Feel like want to cry every time I miss home
There are 5 months I am in my college life
but I never stop myself from homesick
stress with the modules
and that really freak me out
Hope I am always in 3 years old
able to enjoy my life
but never need to think too much
just do whatever I want to
really hope to go back that moment
everyone still nature
everyone still childish
never know the cruel of the world
able to say NO when they really don't want to
stick to own feeling
no stress
no force
no pain
and no gain

but things always happened in the way you don't want
I still grow up
I still need to face things that cruel
I still need to say YES to the things I don't want

* sigh *

Sleep - LESS really make me feel bad
especially when I know I am going to have plenty of ' Sleep - LESS ' days
it really make me sick
think of presentation then I feel like dying
that feeling really not good
REALLY

and there are mountain homeworks wait for me
presentation . projects . HATE it more than u can imagine
I HATE life !
like you never know ...

* music playing in the air *
I keep re - flash back the moments
when I heard your sound
my tears dropped
and you never know
I want to cry out loudly
but I can't catch the feeling to do so
I just feel SAD ..

just sad
and I MISS you

nothing more

* music keep playing in the air *

I am now totally out of words
can't manage to type any single word more

signing off,
541

Tough Sunday

O9O9O7 . sunday . 22.29p.m.

As what the title said . Today is a tough day
First of all
lOtx of assignment
2nd
Tmr is my comm studies mid term test
3rd
I not yet done my copy of Quin's notes
Yess ..
Today really freak me out
like really

1.Oop.m. I wake up
rush into washroom
1.3op.m. have to go TV room to watch channel 3o
tOo bad we were late and people were watching their movie
we were like speechless
suddenly I remb that the food court also got Tv
so we went there and asked the boss change channel fOr us
Kuso was happy for that but too bad the surrounding was too noisy
and when her yO yo's part
the boss turn the volume lower
ended up can't hear it clearly
* sigh *
wasted my time ``
but never mind
at least Kuso can watch her yO yO one more time
den we went back G'dom to do my works
wasted many time on doing the design studies assignment
but the result is worse than the 1st one
I think tmr lec might ask me do one more
then I will find a knife and kill myself `` or HER
* evil grins *

Tmr is my comm studies test
and now I not even finish read half of my notes
but too bad
I still have to search for more information about Swiss
I'm going to do my assignment 2 soon
and Swiss cheese is my theme
yeah ``
maybe I am find the way faster to die
because Swiss is famous of cheese
and there are plenty type of cheese
hahax
I might die soon
-_____________________- "

Hope everything ll be fine
really
hope I can pass this week happily `
may the God bless me
and you `

signing off,
41

Lots of first

O9o9O7 ` sunday . O314a.m.

I just took my bath
after I went baCk home from Sunway pyramid
as usual
late home again
but this time
more fun
The 2nd time hanging around with ham yu at kL ` or u can say the 1st time at sunway
However
this time is more fun if u compare with that time at Midvalley
and yesterday
I just LOVE the Ktm `
because it was not pack as usual
We were comfortable sit on it
1st time feel like KTM really nice nice nice ~
and it also the 1st time I fall for KL central
never think it is nice to hang out until yesterday
really
and how surprise to saw Airasia inside KL central
U may think how come I dunno
but yeah
I really dunno about it
Yess I do ``

Yest we went to Bar . B . Q again
this time is just Okie `
maybe because without the fish I LOVE `
aiihx
big mistake ``
really the big one
Nevermind
next time wont do it
and I still enjoy my meal as well
We went for movie as well
nice funny movie
I really laugh out for that
never feel boring in any part
strongly recommended you



check up the synopsis at http://www.gsc.com.my/

After the delicious dinner and before we step in the cinema
We went to Baskin Robbins and Mcd bought ice cream
and 3 of us enjoy ice cream in the situation I pay rm1 fOr my mcd ice cream but they paid rm17.6O for their Baskin Robbin's
I think mine better
Ho ho ``
Besides, we also took silly photos
but not as much as what I aspect
might post it up soon
or u can check it up at my friendster

so O3oo I reach my G'dom
straight away went to bath
and now I sit in front my computer and pressing my keyboard

Before I end this post
have to say Thank You to Kelly's friend Edmund fOr his kindness fetch both of us home safely
nice to meet u anyway
even I just said " Hi " and " Thank You "
but I appreciate it much too `



singing out,
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The remarkable one

Pictures really can recall many good and bad memories
and how lucky we have plenty of picx
so I can choose it but not force to use it ``
Reen
hope u like what I had did
and hope u be happier year by year
wish u become a successful designer and create a sky of yours
we work hard together !!
Here is the start of the review
Let's see ..

2Oo5

* This is the 1st time we self - capture together with ur 1st camera phone . and this is the only one photo we took together with handset before we are in serious quarrel !
2Oo6

* This is the 1st time we take pic together after we friend back ` =)

Dec 2Oo6

* In the car . The 1st time we travel at KL together . merry xmas 2Oo6 !

Jan 2Oo7

* Long time ago . after we friendx back . this is the 1st time we 3 take pictures together . and we started to capture photo together often after that `

March 2oO7

* At Berjaya mega mall's Extreme . with muneeeeee's handphone // while they were still working at there

March 2Oo7

` I used to love this picture ` the football goalkeeper + fur ball . miss that time muchieee

March 2oo7

* when we go for the education fair . inside my sister's car

March 2Oo7

* In ur house . we were soon go LUCT ` weeks later

April 2007

* Never forget to self - capture . and U see me in behind ``

april 2OO7

* The 1st time we go out shopping mall together after we came Cyberjaya for study . The One Utama memories

april 2oo7

* We took more pics months ago

2Oo7

* Sem 1 . creative studies . boring lecture and boring assignments . so we take silly pics . guess whose hand is it ?

2OO7

* Used to like this post

2oO7

* Last time we used to wear like this to suit each other `

2oo7

* Never missed a chance to take pic . even when I am just awake * speechless *

2Oo7

* We even challenge our phone capture skill ` and we success !

June 2oo7

* We are belong to gang - sTarZ ``

June 2007

* We usually LOVE to take pic . memories at Sunway pyramid . for the first time Bar . B . Q ` and the animation movie

July 2Oo7

* The trip !

july 2oO7

* The 1st time we visit Genting Highlands together . My leg was twisted . but fun becOz be with besties

juLy 2oO7

* We usually take photo with our mood

juLy 20o7

* We share and taste Azuki in the 1st time

JuLy 2Oo7

* Even I was on phone . SO WHAT ?!

august 2Oo7

The ' ngong ngong ' u gave me . and I really like it `

august 2Oo7

* Hope u like ur 1st gloomy bear ` tOo bad it is not baby gLoomy ``

and there is more and more photo we are going to take . to have . to keep and to appreciate `
LOVE U bestieeee
really

gang - sTarZ fOrever
G'dom for Life `

We never perfect
and we met
we gather and become in a word
we come across each other and stick to each other
thats what we so called
" Gang - sTarZ "

Love,
- gS - Tendollar is miso

O7O9O7

18th birthday seem very important to everyone
because it is a meaningful year
it means U're grown up
U are a young adult `

but my bestie Kuso's 18th birthday was disappoint her
she plan long time to have her 18th celebration at pub .
Clubbing cLubbing and clubbing ``
tOo bad
she failed to do it becOz of the stupid comic
we have to spend whole nite to complete the comic
while we not even finish it
* damn *
and the most important part was we not even need to pass it up today
next wed ll do
den we ll just speechless
after that we went to Sunway pyramid and had lunch at Bar B Q .
this was not bad but a little bit too expensive `
* sigh *
after that I bought a small small slice for kelly as her birthday cake
spent long time to figure out how to use lighter
and when I step in the room
and tried to give her surprise //
turn out surprise me
I keep on NG for 5 times !
aiihx
but at last also successful to sing a ' Za pek ' birthday song to Kuso which make her think is better she sing for herself
-______________- "
Nevermind
hope she enjoy it as well
and the birthday card
spend not so many time on it
who asked her stay together with me
how I able to do the nicer one ?
* grins *

Love,
41

Another bad day `

* I almost crazIeee . like I never do

O5o9 2oO7 . Wednesday

13.31 p.m.

Sadly . it is the first time on this blog . I am so hard to press the keyboard

Today is a bad day
because of something really easy to influence my day
and I don't know where to start
and I don't know how to tell ..
but I wish to post something about it
Yess
Like I really do . really

I always wonder why ppl want to seal their post
now I understand
and I ll be one of them too
soon / sooner `

For somebody close .

I want to say
I really appreciate u
and I never mean to hurt u
If I did . I promise no next time ..
really `

my Life . my G' dom . my gang - sTarz `

my LOVEs

sincerely,
- gS - Tendollar

I'm back !

As what I said
I'm back in this week
say goodbye to my home sweetest home
and went back G' dom
another sweet dom =)

A really BIG thank you to the guard of Kuantan MAS
He was so nice
helped me on something I dunno
with a sweet smile
too bad he was too old
so I never think too much . kakax
Today the taxi driver was late
because of worry ' kena saman '
Okie den
so I wait extra 15minutes for him
den only I on the way go back to my sweet G' dom
once I reach the door
bestie Kuso stand right infront of me
feel so sweet `
and happie
few days never see her stupid kuso face d
miss miss miss . Muahhx

Today class was crazIeee
skeleton ! whole figure ya know ?
the class was like a nightmare
Never feel like this in this sem in this class ..
* HATE *
nevermind
I know next week ll be more worse !!
Next week is the most stress week I ll face

Tuesday - Life drawing . figure studies 2
Wednesday - Malaysian studies & History of Art mid term test
Thursday - Design studies assignment 1 presentation

for your information
This fri is my creative studies assignment 1 submission PLUS presentation
Ho ho
I might DIE for it
I will cry for it
DAMN !

DAMN God !!
will thing be anymore worse ?

HATE school
* sob *

I can't feel any better
lots of works stuck
and I never feel like want to do single of it
Am I crazieee ?
Perhaps
and ..

I'm so hungry . Where are the delicious foooods gone !?

* Starving *

p/s Reen . stop show me the pics !! I'm going crazIeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee `