27032009 . Friday . It's just 1.54 a.m. now
I am feeling down today
skipped lunch as the tutorial sections I had today were really upset me
I hope things will not get any worst
it's either I can take it or not, and obviously I still can't
Nevertheless
I had made my mind,
I decided to throw my previous idea into the rubbish bin
instead of stuck on this idea, why I don't I try something else
hopefully it works
or else
more tissue and more mind-maps
that's what I can do.
I doubt how nerve it will be to have tutorial with them anymore
when you can't think, no one can force you to think well
even lecturer is starting to threaten you with the marks
just can't think it out, what to do?
Anyway, I am going home on next Monday
I am little bit excited yet worry
and concern about the mother who is going to give birth
hope she is doing well and feeling better now
I actually just wanted to express myself a little
I was doing Advertising brainstorming thingy and now still working on it
don't forget Lawrence work is there waiting for me to finish up
I doubt, maybe the next good sleep will be in the bus when I am on the way back to hometown
how pathetic it is
Designer's life
do you still want to be a Designer?
I am,
but still advice you to think twice.
sometimes I get a little bit mean and cruel, to certain people. God, please forgive me for my naive act but I still don't want to change it.
p/s: Eric Chih ! Thank you for found my precious Beryl's packaging
I know you were kidding about this, but I owe you a thank you so I still blog it out
and to my semester 4 Graphic design lecturer, I will remember you, for how you treat my designed packaging. How dare you are.
Tzeyee
I don't want to say Goodbye
Was talking to my housemates about the rental thingy
since next semester I will going for internship
which scaring me a lot
I need to move out from my place here
or else, I need to be really rich to pay two places rental fees
and since I'm not
so I still have to move out
This place do means a lot to me
memories we called that
with Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
the happiness and crazy moments <3
and with Jia Ying Chua
the Chipster, and the sudden cries
I am seriously don't want to leave
but I dunno what else I can do
so, like it or hate it
I still have to move out
Reen, I miss you a lot all in sudden
it's kinda out of control
you should really come back once before I move out
Bestie <3
Miso
since next semester I will going for internship
which scaring me a lot
I need to move out from my place here
or else, I need to be really rich to pay two places rental fees
and since I'm not
so I still have to move out
This place do means a lot to me
memories we called that
with Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
the happiness and crazy moments <3
and with Jia Ying Chua
the Chipster, and the sudden cries
I am seriously don't want to leave
but I dunno what else I can do
so, like it or hate it
I still have to move out
Reen, I miss you a lot all in sudden
it's kinda out of control
you should really come back once before I move out
Bestie <3
Miso
Good Food ! or not.
I should really post up this few days ago
but due to the endless assignments given
I was almost hopeless to make it
Anyhow
I am finally, can spend some time on this
As I said, DA JIE sponsors me to Jogoya for lotsa good food
and it ends up differently
we didn't have too much good food
especially for me, I was expecting many different kind of cooked beef
but the only thing I can eat, and like to eat is chicken
cooked in different yet almost the same way
the stingy girl like me, dun want to waste my money
so I decided to give up on chicken
and go to Haagen Dazs (=
I had plenty of it
every flavor there I tasted
so I felt a little bit better
telling myself I am not wasting a lot money also
you cannot imagine how many ice cream I had until I felt so full
you know, eating ice cream never make me full
I think if I go for the next time, I will have the better arrangement on which food I should take first and last
I missed some good food I wanted to try
but never mind
I still have a lot of chance ain't
perhaps I should go for other places at that time
Pictures time :
Should starts these with the lobster, the only food looks good in plate I can get
slurp!
classmate Wan Jou
she is eating and her eyes are talking to you, wahh
classmate Shiau Fong
she is eating a lot but still is thin
you will be very happy to have meal with her
she makes food looks good (=
see her satisfied face
classmate Ting Ting and her boy
these two are very horrible in eating sushi
only eating the toppings and threw the rice aside
anyhow, clever (=
Classmate Teri
she loves food too, and I always get car sick when she drives
my my
thank you for the ride
Classmate Stella
She must loves lobster
or she only pose this for the camera
she is absolutely looks prettier in real life
and this is only photo of her I have in my camera
What to Do ?
Classmate Quin
The one who likes to eat good food too !
I realize she is recently making this kind of face expression a lot when taking picture
I feel so good when I am no longer the only one in the uni gang doing this face expression
and Quin, I remember when foundation semester one
I keep showing this face to you and it seems disgusted you
Aiyoooooo
not good
Yours truly, Tzeyee
not happy because I can't eat this lobster
but they told me it tastes bad
ha ha
nothing to loss then XD
and
Satisfied with ice cream, my darling.
Lots of ice cream,
Tzeyee
but due to the endless assignments given
I was almost hopeless to make it
Anyhow
I am finally, can spend some time on this
As I said, DA JIE sponsors me to Jogoya for lotsa good food
and it ends up differently
we didn't have too much good food
especially for me, I was expecting many different kind of cooked beef
but the only thing I can eat, and like to eat is chicken
cooked in different yet almost the same way
the stingy girl like me, dun want to waste my money
so I decided to give up on chicken
and go to Haagen Dazs (=
I had plenty of it
every flavor there I tasted
so I felt a little bit better
telling myself I am not wasting a lot money also
you cannot imagine how many ice cream I had until I felt so full
you know, eating ice cream never make me full
I think if I go for the next time, I will have the better arrangement on which food I should take first and last
I missed some good food I wanted to try
but never mind
I still have a lot of chance ain't
perhaps I should go for other places at that time
Pictures time :
Should starts these with the lobster, the only food looks good in plate I can get
slurp!
classmate Wan Jou
she is eating and her eyes are talking to you, wahh
classmate Shiau Fong
she is eating a lot but still is thin
you will be very happy to have meal with her
she makes food looks good (=
see her satisfied face
classmate Ting Ting and her boy
these two are very horrible in eating sushi
only eating the toppings and threw the rice aside
anyhow, clever (=
Classmate Teri
she loves food too, and I always get car sick when she drives
my my
thank you for the ride
Classmate Stella
She must loves lobster
or she only pose this for the camera
she is absolutely looks prettier in real life
and this is only photo of her I have in my camera
What to Do ?
Classmate Quin
The one who likes to eat good food too !
I realize she is recently making this kind of face expression a lot when taking picture
I feel so good when I am no longer the only one in the uni gang doing this face expression
and Quin, I remember when foundation semester one
I keep showing this face to you and it seems disgusted you
Aiyoooooo
not good
Yours truly, Tzeyee
not happy because I can't eat this lobster
but they told me it tastes bad
ha ha
nothing to loss then XD
and
Satisfied with ice cream, my darling.
Lots of ice cream,
Tzeyee
cloud nine
even though you asked me to control a bit about the usage of the word 'love'
I still cannot stop myself for shouting ' DA JIE I Love you '
for sponsor me 50MYR for the Food
so that I can still manage to settle my meals for the rest of the month
and go for Jogoya tonight !
this is the most meaningful 50 bucks I ever have
soon I will spend it away, but I will gonna remember this 50 bucks forever XD
DA JIE, my dear sister, Thank You !
this is the very normal smiling face of me specially for u
as u always ask me to pose normal a bit for the camera
XOXO,
Tzeyee
I still cannot stop myself for shouting ' DA JIE I Love you '
for sponsor me 50MYR for the Food
so that I can still manage to settle my meals for the rest of the month
and go for Jogoya tonight !
this is the most meaningful 50 bucks I ever have
soon I will spend it away, but I will gonna remember this 50 bucks forever XD
DA JIE, my dear sister, Thank You !
this is the very normal smiling face of me specially for u
as u always ask me to pose normal a bit for the camera
XOXO,
Tzeyee
Ouch
17032009 . Tuesday . Seem good
It's very hard for me to make this decision
I am so craving for good, delicious food
I Live to Eat, and feeling better when biting on those mouth-watering master piece of the chef
BUT !
What to do, I am so goddamnit broke now, cannot afford any extra expense
nothing is sadder than this, screw myself for spent too much on past two weeks
and screw the lecturer for making me spent thousands for the pathetic assignments
well, since finishing is so important
what to Do lar ..
Ouch !
Give me give me, give me all your money
p/s: In case you are reading this, shhh, don't tell Stella.
With empty stomach,
Tzeyee
It's very hard for me to make this decision
I am so craving for good, delicious food
I Live to Eat, and feeling better when biting on those mouth-watering master piece of the chef
BUT !
What to do, I am so goddamnit broke now, cannot afford any extra expense
nothing is sadder than this, screw myself for spent too much on past two weeks
and screw the lecturer for making me spent thousands for the pathetic assignments
well, since finishing is so important
what to Do lar ..
Ouch !
Give me give me, give me all your money
p/s: In case you are reading this, shhh, don't tell Stella.
With empty stomach,
Tzeyee
War between money and Food
16032009 . Monday . Sun
Hi, it's good to be here
I mean, in the room with air-con and fan both switch on
It's pretty hot outside
I felt so sick just now in the bus
I doubt if I faint
luckily I'm not, God must loves me
I plan to not eat lunch
No no no, I am not on diet, it never works
It's about money
I spent too much for the past two weeks
Too much, so I now need to tie up my belt and save money for the rest of the month
I promised to myself try to not take any money from my family until April
which means I have to spend 30MYR wisely on these 15 days
2 ringgit each day, Aza !
actually I don't believe on myself in this case, ouch, 2 ringgit, how to die lar
Anyhow, I cannot feel any better than yesterday
I had a conversation with my dear, I don't know what to talk to her until I spot something at the facebook
I know she did her best for me, it's so overbearing but she still did it for me
I don't know what to say, but Thank you
I really, really appreciate it
and jie, thanks
I know you are the one behind this
I feel that I was so dumb for the past few days
I should know you guys are willing to do anything for me
I am blessed, I have the best friendships in the world
I love you, dears.
I shall log off now for assignments
you can never imagine how hard it can be
Gloria, Lawrence and Ken
I love you but hate you
it's too complicated for me to handle
Ouch !
Loves,
Tzeyee
Hi, it's good to be here
I mean, in the room with air-con and fan both switch on
It's pretty hot outside
I felt so sick just now in the bus
I doubt if I faint
luckily I'm not, God must loves me
I plan to not eat lunch
No no no, I am not on diet, it never works
It's about money
I spent too much for the past two weeks
Too much, so I now need to tie up my belt and save money for the rest of the month
I promised to myself try to not take any money from my family until April
which means I have to spend 30MYR wisely on these 15 days
2 ringgit each day, Aza !
actually I don't believe on myself in this case, ouch, 2 ringgit, how to die lar
Anyhow, I cannot feel any better than yesterday
I had a conversation with my dear, I don't know what to talk to her until I spot something at the facebook
I know she did her best for me, it's so overbearing but she still did it for me
I don't know what to say, but Thank you
I really, really appreciate it
and jie, thanks
I know you are the one behind this
I feel that I was so dumb for the past few days
I should know you guys are willing to do anything for me
I am blessed, I have the best friendships in the world
I love you, dears.
I shall log off now for assignments
you can never imagine how hard it can be
Gloria, Lawrence and Ken
I love you but hate you
it's too complicated for me to handle
Ouch !
Loves,
Tzeyee
It's another day
15032009 . Sunday . It's not raining
Saturday was tough
I hate that things still not be done even I sat on the bookstore floor from afternoon until night
I should really take a photo to show you guys !
but I'm too busy for that.
I don't really know how my life will be at the end of the semester
I had a long conversation with my housemate yesterday when we are on the way back to Desaria Villa
we were discussing about the rental thingy since I might, or not moving out from my place for next semester
because I am going for internship
I have too much things to worry of
the list go on and you will never see the end.
Anyhow !
I'm feeling better if compare to few days ago
I try not to bother it so much
so I can get a better life
Thank you jie, even I didn't listen to your advice
you still comfort me by concern about this, and trying to cheer me up
I appreciate it a lot, much more than you can imagine.
I Love my family
I Love my GS
I Love my besties
What else?
I Love Food and Shan Bear.
p/s: to my dear sister, cheer and relax, everything will be good ! I Love you, and we are always by your side.
Loves,
Tzeyee
Saturday was tough
I hate that things still not be done even I sat on the bookstore floor from afternoon until night
I should really take a photo to show you guys !
but I'm too busy for that.
I don't really know how my life will be at the end of the semester
I had a long conversation with my housemate yesterday when we are on the way back to Desaria Villa
we were discussing about the rental thingy since I might, or not moving out from my place for next semester
because I am going for internship
I have too much things to worry of
the list go on and you will never see the end.
Anyhow !
I'm feeling better if compare to few days ago
I try not to bother it so much
so I can get a better life
Thank you jie, even I didn't listen to your advice
you still comfort me by concern about this, and trying to cheer me up
I appreciate it a lot, much more than you can imagine.
I Love my family
I Love my GS
I Love my besties
What else?
I Love Food and Shan Bear.
p/s: to my dear sister, cheer and relax, everything will be good ! I Love you, and we are always by your side.
Loves,
Tzeyee
Spell s,a,d
11032009 . Wednesday . It's raining outside
I was feeling extremely disappointed when I was checking facebook awhile ago
I could not describe the sadness when I see that
it's like you feel that lemon is being cutting apart in your heart, you feel so sour and bad, just want to cry out loud for your own sake, and tears just not enough helping on this
we need to do more thing to calm the anger and the sadness, like chopping things down or have a great bite on meat, then chew it, and cry again.
I am totally, helpless on this
I thought you should understand this well and prevent things to happen
but you just did it without even realize this
I am very disappointed, sad and angry
I was about to pick up the phone and call you
to tell you all my feeling on this thing
but I just can't
I am feeling you are so far from me all in sudden
Suddenly I could not get a strong reason to blame you
and it sounds sad, and strange
like we are not close friend, in fact, I think you are but I not sure whether you think the same or not
close enough to do this for me, and obviously, you didn't.
p/s: I'm here to wish Jia Jia and Eva all the best tmr, no worries, I'm sure it must be good (=
signing off,
Tzeyee
I was feeling extremely disappointed when I was checking facebook awhile ago
I could not describe the sadness when I see that
it's like you feel that lemon is being cutting apart in your heart, you feel so sour and bad, just want to cry out loud for your own sake, and tears just not enough helping on this
we need to do more thing to calm the anger and the sadness, like chopping things down or have a great bite on meat, then chew it, and cry again.
I am totally, helpless on this
I thought you should understand this well and prevent things to happen
but you just did it without even realize this
I am very disappointed, sad and angry
I was about to pick up the phone and call you
to tell you all my feeling on this thing
but I just can't
I am feeling you are so far from me all in sudden
Suddenly I could not get a strong reason to blame you
and it sounds sad, and strange
like we are not close friend, in fact, I think you are but I not sure whether you think the same or not
close enough to do this for me, and obviously, you didn't.
p/s: I'm here to wish Jia Jia and Eva all the best tmr, no worries, I'm sure it must be good (=
signing off,
Tzeyee
Something I want to tell you.
11032009 . Wednesday . Who knows
Happy Belated Birthday to my Old man, the world best father in my heart - 10/03
I Love you papa, I know you must not reading this, but I still have a little confession to you here, perhaps sister will shows you this.
I might not be the best daughter in the world, in fact, I'm not
but we three, your three girls, love you no matter what happened
and thanks God for blessing us always
I appreciate it fully and I swear to appreciate every days here we spend together.
No one else loves you more than us, your beloved wife and daughters, plus your son-in-law and your little precious grandchildren.
So, treat us better even you already treat us very good (=
Next, will be my dear Quin's 22nd Birthday, I just want to highlight your age
Happy Belated Birthday Quin !
God knows how good I treat you, and you know too ain't XD
even though many of you in the class mean a lot in my heart, you just a slightly special one
spent too much time eating good food together, that's why =p
May all your dreams come true, and get to know somebody who are able to attract you
so you no need ask God to save you anymore
Next year, I will buy you ice-creams, Haagen-Dazs alright !
Now is my dears' turn
To the STPM candidates in GS and my Beloved Chu Kim Hui
I am really proud of you all
some of you might not satisfied with the result but God,
it's good enough okay
take it easy and enjoy your holiday to the bits
and buy me souvenirs from Redang, Thanks !
Love you all deep from the heart, come come
Hugs and Mwahs.
Lucky day it is, I hope.
can we have semester break now?
make it for months please.
With lots of Love,
Tzeyee
Happy Belated Birthday to my Old man, the world best father in my heart - 10/03
I Love you papa, I know you must not reading this, but I still have a little confession to you here, perhaps sister will shows you this.
I might not be the best daughter in the world, in fact, I'm not
but we three, your three girls, love you no matter what happened
and thanks God for blessing us always
I appreciate it fully and I swear to appreciate every days here we spend together.
No one else loves you more than us, your beloved wife and daughters, plus your son-in-law and your little precious grandchildren.
So, treat us better even you already treat us very good (=
Next, will be my dear Quin's 22nd Birthday, I just want to highlight your age
Happy Belated Birthday Quin !
God knows how good I treat you, and you know too ain't XD
even though many of you in the class mean a lot in my heart, you just a slightly special one
spent too much time eating good food together, that's why =p
May all your dreams come true, and get to know somebody who are able to attract you
so you no need ask God to save you anymore
Next year, I will buy you ice-creams, Haagen-Dazs alright !
Now is my dears' turn
To the STPM candidates in GS and my Beloved Chu Kim Hui
I am really proud of you all
some of you might not satisfied with the result but God,
it's good enough okay
take it easy and enjoy your holiday to the bits
and buy me souvenirs from Redang, Thanks !
Love you all deep from the heart, come come
Hugs and Mwahs.
Lucky day it is, I hope.
can we have semester break now?
make it for months please.
With lots of Love,
Tzeyee
Wrong focus point
08032009 . Sunday . Not sure yet
Time flies
and I still got ton of assignments to finish up
gosh, I did nothing today but spent over hundred for only food and groceries
and the best part is, I had worst dinner ever in Rasamas
and ! I just bought yogurts, eggs, mango and vege for grocery part
I am seriously doubt about where I spent my money on
so I did calculated all these bills
only I found out I had actually spent almost 40ringgit on pathetic foods
saddening lur, I feel so moody when I look at my dinner
lunch was good, just the soup is too salty
but I will definitely go for it next time
and try to settle the soup problem
Wonder what so good?
it's Vietnamese Beef Noodle Soup from Secret Recipe,
and what is my worst order in Rasamas?
see? I lost my appetite immediately
the onlyforillustrationused picture does looks nice
and successfully fooled me to order it
Sigh
and it cost me MYR16
which I can make it looks better, and taste better with more reasonable price
I can get plenty of drumstick at Cold Storage with only less than 10ringgit
then the vegetables I can get it with few cents, looks fresh and much better than it
the drinks?
even Limkokwing TenTen selling it at 2ringgit only
the Japanese Toufu?
Totally crap
I can make it so much better than this
with cheaper price
all over also no need 12ringgit lur
and the size will be triple than this
My my
never order this at Rasamas
never mind to be expensive
and never mind to be taste not so good
but at least serve it with better look mar
make it looks cleaner can ah
now you make it like hawker stall food
even hawker stall food served with better looking.
Ohh
must also talk about A&W
I had Waffle in Mug yesterday in Alamanda's A&W
Awesome !
I am more prefer strawberry syrup on vanilla ice cream topping lar of course
but this Waffle in Mug taste good too
the most important part is it is in reasonable amount
The common waffle just too much for one person
so if A&W get their Waffle in Mug with Strawberry syrup and Vanilla Ice cream
then it would be the Best
I was craving for waffle
so until I finished up the whole mug only I realized I forgot to take picture
Too good =)
Please do not miss understand about my purpose going to Alamanda
it is not about food hunting
it is about taking photo
I was very lucky, the most lucky person ever
everytime I wanted to take photo outdoor
it started to rain
and this happened for 4 or 5 times
plus, there is nothing good to take photo
how pathetic my day is
so the only thing I shall feel happy with are the Waffle in Mug, Secret Recipe's Vietnamese Beef Noodle soup and plenty of yogurts.
Foods.
Aiks, too much things left behind
I better catch up with the assignments later morning when I woke up
and after brunch.
Dear God, can I have more time
not much
just 48 hours a day is good
Nah, I know it's crap
I am just being silly
because I got no good dinner recently.
p/s: making sandwich tomorrow, or not.
Love,
Tzeyee
Time flies
and I still got ton of assignments to finish up
gosh, I did nothing today but spent over hundred for only food and groceries
and the best part is, I had worst dinner ever in Rasamas
and ! I just bought yogurts, eggs, mango and vege for grocery part
I am seriously doubt about where I spent my money on
so I did calculated all these bills
only I found out I had actually spent almost 40ringgit on pathetic foods
saddening lur, I feel so moody when I look at my dinner
lunch was good, just the soup is too salty
but I will definitely go for it next time
and try to settle the soup problem
Wonder what so good?
it's Vietnamese Beef Noodle Soup from Secret Recipe,
and what is my worst order in Rasamas?
see? I lost my appetite immediately
the onlyforillustrationused picture does looks nice
and successfully fooled me to order it
Sigh
and it cost me MYR16
which I can make it looks better, and taste better with more reasonable price
I can get plenty of drumstick at Cold Storage with only less than 10ringgit
then the vegetables I can get it with few cents, looks fresh and much better than it
the drinks?
even Limkokwing TenTen selling it at 2ringgit only
the Japanese Toufu?
Totally crap
I can make it so much better than this
with cheaper price
all over also no need 12ringgit lur
and the size will be triple than this
My my
never order this at Rasamas
never mind to be expensive
and never mind to be taste not so good
but at least serve it with better look mar
make it looks cleaner can ah
now you make it like hawker stall food
even hawker stall food served with better looking.
Ohh
must also talk about A&W
I had Waffle in Mug yesterday in Alamanda's A&W
Awesome !
I am more prefer strawberry syrup on vanilla ice cream topping lar of course
but this Waffle in Mug taste good too
the most important part is it is in reasonable amount
The common waffle just too much for one person
so if A&W get their Waffle in Mug with Strawberry syrup and Vanilla Ice cream
then it would be the Best
I was craving for waffle
so until I finished up the whole mug only I realized I forgot to take picture
Too good =)
Please do not miss understand about my purpose going to Alamanda
it is not about food hunting
it is about taking photo
I was very lucky, the most lucky person ever
everytime I wanted to take photo outdoor
it started to rain
and this happened for 4 or 5 times
plus, there is nothing good to take photo
how pathetic my day is
so the only thing I shall feel happy with are the Waffle in Mug, Secret Recipe's Vietnamese Beef Noodle soup and plenty of yogurts.
Foods.
Aiks, too much things left behind
I better catch up with the assignments later morning when I woke up
and after brunch.
Dear God, can I have more time
not much
just 48 hours a day is good
Nah, I know it's crap
I am just being silly
because I got no good dinner recently.
p/s: making sandwich tomorrow, or not.
Love,
Tzeyee
The Oil and Smoke
05032009 . Thursday . Raining
Happy Birthday to my beloved GS Lim Mecha
may all your wishes come true, and you can make your life even better
have a blessed year ahead babe, Love you.
Hello people,
it have been sometime I didn't update my blog as frequent as last time
as I mentioned before,
I cooked with my housemates and the dinner that night was, awful
I don't want to talk more about it, nightmare okay
The Foods:
Anyhow, the vege is good, best of that night.
and the dramatic ending part comes
I fell down from the chair
Ha Ha
seriously I might be really fat and heavy
to cause the chair broken then I fall down immediately, without any hint before it
Ouch, imagine the pain
lucky or not, it hurts no where but my buttock
and and
Yesterday I die die also want to cook again
I went to Midvalley days ago with Quin and Stella
I saw the Japanese Curry sauce pack
so I bought it, plus some chicken and potato
just because I am craving for curry and potato
and it ends up pretty good
my housemates claimed that it must be the curry sauce itself is good
yea lar I admit, I did nothing much also
credits to the curry sauce, Chech !
anyhow, atlast we had a good dinner
next time shall make some for my dear classmates
take at your own risk dears
We forgot to take pictures because we were all hungry and can't wait to finish them up, ouch.
Later I'm going to buy Ramleey burger downstairs
and guess what
I am going to do a Ramleey sandwich by myself soon
May God bless the Experimental mouse Housemates
or I am going to fried some nuggets, for snacks.
FATs.
Love,
Tzeyee
Happy Birthday to my beloved GS Lim Mecha
may all your wishes come true, and you can make your life even better
have a blessed year ahead babe, Love you.
Hello people,
it have been sometime I didn't update my blog as frequent as last time
as I mentioned before,
I cooked with my housemates and the dinner that night was, awful
I don't want to talk more about it, nightmare okay
The Foods:
Anyhow, the vege is good, best of that night.
and the dramatic ending part comes
I fell down from the chair
Ha Ha
seriously I might be really fat and heavy
to cause the chair broken then I fall down immediately, without any hint before it
Ouch, imagine the pain
lucky or not, it hurts no where but my buttock
and and
Yesterday I die die also want to cook again
I went to Midvalley days ago with Quin and Stella
I saw the Japanese Curry sauce pack
so I bought it, plus some chicken and potato
just because I am craving for curry and potato
and it ends up pretty good
my housemates claimed that it must be the curry sauce itself is good
yea lar I admit, I did nothing much also
credits to the curry sauce, Chech !
anyhow, atlast we had a good dinner
next time shall make some for my dear classmates
take at your own risk dears
We forgot to take pictures because we were all hungry and can't wait to finish them up, ouch.
Later I'm going to buy Ramleey burger downstairs
and guess what
I am going to do a Ramleey sandwich by myself soon
May God bless the Experimental mouse Housemates
or I am going to fried some nuggets, for snacks.
FATs.
Love,
Tzeyee
Confession from the Heart
Ignore this if you are not knowing me at the beautiful peaceful city named Kuantan
and still ignore this if you never see my tears dropping in front of you
nevertheless, crying for movie/drama doesn't count
For years, I hated someone so much until that I refused to see and hear anything about her
She was someone special to me, and it makes the thing worst
I'm not only one time found that she was backstabbing me and bitching about me
I might be the worst people ever, but I don't think I deserve that
If she thinks I am this worst and she is hating me these much, then she should just ignore me at the first time
but not pretends to be good and changes her mind all the time, then telling people she can no longer stands of me, then changes her mind again
I am enough of all these annoying actions
I was really thought she is a good friend to be with
but after I hear so much things she said about me
so much things she did on me
and so much things I found and realized
I will never, ever forgive her
even though I can no longer find a reason to hate her
after so many years I don't see her
after so many years we don't keep contact
she is no harm to me now
but I just can't make it
she is not the worst people ever I met
but she is the one not forgiven
why ?
because she meant so much to me
and I once, or more than that, treat her with all my heart
I paid so much trust on her, and disappointments never end
She might thinks I make thing looks big
maybe she never see me as someone important to her before
that's why she can forget things this soon
but I can't
I can't even accept people I love close with her
I can't even accept people I love greet with her
imagine this, you should know how much I hate her, and how much she meant to me years ago
I am sorry to my beloved friends whom I'm forcing them to be mean
but I just can't accept this
thinking the possibility they might act nice to her make me crazy
For some of them I can't do anything, because they are close with her for so long time
but for some of them who are not close with her anymore, or yet
I don't let them to be nice, even once
I must admit I am overbearing on this
but please
I really can't
until now I still can't bear with myself to allow this happens
I can't, I Can't !
Please, to my darlings and dears
forgive me for being like this
I am mean on this, and sorry for making you to be mean too
for my sake, to prevent I scream and shout for sadness
can you allowed me to be a mean friend for once?
I'm sorry to her too, but still I hate her.
If you wonder why I post this up suddenly
I just feel that I should share my thoughts with some of my darlings
in case they are not really understand about how important this thing mean to me.
Loves and Hate,
Tzeyee
and still ignore this if you never see my tears dropping in front of you
nevertheless, crying for movie/drama doesn't count
For years, I hated someone so much until that I refused to see and hear anything about her
She was someone special to me, and it makes the thing worst
I'm not only one time found that she was backstabbing me and bitching about me
I might be the worst people ever, but I don't think I deserve that
If she thinks I am this worst and she is hating me these much, then she should just ignore me at the first time
but not pretends to be good and changes her mind all the time, then telling people she can no longer stands of me, then changes her mind again
I am enough of all these annoying actions
I was really thought she is a good friend to be with
but after I hear so much things she said about me
so much things she did on me
and so much things I found and realized
I will never, ever forgive her
even though I can no longer find a reason to hate her
after so many years I don't see her
after so many years we don't keep contact
she is no harm to me now
but I just can't make it
she is not the worst people ever I met
but she is the one not forgiven
why ?
because she meant so much to me
and I once, or more than that, treat her with all my heart
I paid so much trust on her, and disappointments never end
She might thinks I make thing looks big
maybe she never see me as someone important to her before
that's why she can forget things this soon
but I can't
I can't even accept people I love close with her
I can't even accept people I love greet with her
imagine this, you should know how much I hate her, and how much she meant to me years ago
I am sorry to my beloved friends whom I'm forcing them to be mean
but I just can't accept this
thinking the possibility they might act nice to her make me crazy
For some of them I can't do anything, because they are close with her for so long time
but for some of them who are not close with her anymore, or yet
I don't let them to be nice, even once
I must admit I am overbearing on this
but please
I really can't
until now I still can't bear with myself to allow this happens
I can't, I Can't !
Please, to my darlings and dears
forgive me for being like this
I am mean on this, and sorry for making you to be mean too
for my sake, to prevent I scream and shout for sadness
can you allowed me to be a mean friend for once?
I'm sorry to her too, but still I hate her.
If you wonder why I post this up suddenly
I just feel that I should share my thoughts with some of my darlings
in case they are not really understand about how important this thing mean to me.
Loves and Hate,
Tzeyee
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