I'm watching Anime, again

26th Jan 2009 . Monday . It's raining

0353 a.m.
I am still awake, even I'm tired

Anyhow
I got my CPU back from KL some days ago
and yesterday finally I got it settled
now I'm using it
it seem so familiar, just the screen is a bit weird
since I'm using my sister's
I don't use to it yet

I was hungry just now
craving for some food so I asked whether there are some food left
so that my mom reheat the leftovers, which is eatable
and now, I am dying for eating too much

that's why I am still awake.

I have no idea what to talk about, actually
just that I have nothing better to do, and the anime does not attracts me
yess, I am watching them again, like finally
I miss them a lot, and when I am viewing the files
I feel like Desaria, and I can smell the assignments, which is horror

I just realized it had been long time I didn't upload the latest photos
it makes the post seem a little bit dull
I know I seldom upload photo too, usually
I have some pictures to show, mine and the others
to tell some stories
but it seem just impossible
I left my card reader in my camera bag
and it is now in Oscar's house

and I didn't do design, yet
I should work hard on it before holiday ends
I wish I could done something I promised
so that I can at least post up something before I back to Cyberjaya

Many people is moving out from their place
I wish no big changes
I love when my classmates are staying in Desaria, if they move too far, I could not seek for help easily anymore
and I will miss them a lot if I don't see them frequently
I am now can imagine Quin's reaction
so geli! , her thought

I am feeling sleepy now, will not care about the fats anymore
say hoooray to the lovely bed
I hope it will be the comfy night, or morning

See you people soon tmr, or else
days later

Good night,
or Good morning.

Love,
Tzeyee

Say Hello to The Ox

Hello people
Happy Chinese New Year
may all of you have fun and enjoy it fully

anyhow
finally done with the hard works
and the next will be the extreme fun, hopefully

I had a satisfied dinner yesterday
it was awesome
I am not only amazed by the dishes
but also the whole family sit down together and had a long talk
too bad Dear sister couldn't join
since she was rushing, I shall not complain more

I have nothing more to say
since everyone is busying with their stuff
so, have fun and don't forget to control your diet
for your own sake, of course

I love you all.

Love,
Tzeyee

p/s: Not forget to wish Eric Vooi Happy Birthday, may all your dreams come true.

Incredible Tiring days

25th Jan 2009 . Sunday . It's Hot

Tmr will be the first day of Chinese New Year
I am excited, yet tired
I hardly see when my works will end
definitely don't want it to be until the very last minute of today
we worked pretty hard yesterday
sister, mom and I
baby wanted to help, but too young to really make thing works
anyhow it is lovely, even though it might be troublesome sometime

I can barely feel Chinese New Year this year
besides the great cleaning, which is killing me, a lot
my palms are hurt, I feel seriously painful when I am touching anything
and I hurt my finger again yesterday
for unnecessary thingy
I was washing a rubbish bin
and it is going to be thrown today
I thought I am crazy
and now I know I'm silly

Today will be the harsh one
couldn't picture how am I going to be
but thank God everything will be fine soon, or sooner
I believe that

Tmr will be the great one
It is going to be the great start of the new year
I will enjoy it to the bits
so that I can have no regret for my life
I personally, secretly think that this year might be the last year we all can gather together, with the most amount of us
you can tell
when Bel is no longer coming back for Chinese New Year
now we lost one
and don't mention about the others like Mel, Manday, Muneeee, Mei Siew etc
I really hope this year's will be good

Since tmr is the day
I'm might not blogging, or even more often
I don't know
it's depends

I think I am going to meet Reen later on, the afternoon
she is just passing by to pass me something
and I am glad to take a break to see some other faces I love
for example, her
and Koh Li Wuen, if she can makes it
for the other members of GS
I am hoping to meet you guys on the first day of Chinese New Year
some goes to you, Chu

I should go to bed now
ever wonder why I'm this late to bed since I am so tired ?
I'm just finished reading Twilight, and since I couldn't find the other 3
so I google it, found the summary through wikipedia
and now I had lost all the interest to read through the other 3
anyway, the first book is great, I love it a lot

With all my love,
Tzeyee


p/s: wish you all have the incredible, mouth watering meals from now on

Points

I am lazy to write an essay
so ll make it as point form

I met with Chu on Monday
I am craving for movies
I am watching a korean drama
I was on a diet plan but soon failed
I love my family
I miss my Darling sister
I am looking forward for GS gathering
I want to gamble
I love my Dear sister for sayang me and when she is not scolding me
I love my niece to the bits
I am looking forward to April
I don't want go back for new semester
I am worrying about internship thingy
I am blissful to have my family, even we shout at each other
I am proud to be my family's family

I love to breath, I love to live.

Cheers,
Tzeyee

p/s: Nigel is having his birthday on Jan too, he reminded me.

Pissed off

I am totally seriously not in mood
I am enough of this
I am not going to do this anymore

Enough is Enough

I am not going to be happy for this whole shitty night

Your bad!

Birthdays

I just realized I have bunch of friends are having birthday on January

First of all would be my beloved Dear sister
then the clubber, Mixiao
the next will be my classmate, Eric Chih
Today is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's and also Ng Pei Chin's
19th will be my sweetheart Kimhui Chu
23rd is Rick, Robin and Xian's birthday
and 24th will be the pink lady, Muneeee Cha's birthday
I have no idea how much I need to spend if I am going to give them present
luckily I'm not

Anyhow
I am sorry if I missed out anyone
I wish you all a very happy and joyful birthday
have a blessed year ahead shall we?

Once again,
Happy Birthday Zhung wan, I love you deeply =)
and for Ng Pei Chin, happy birthday
all the best to you

Aiks
It's almost 4a.m.
my eyes are getting smaller
even they are small enough usually
I want to watch some movie
I want to eat some ice-cream

i c e - c r e a m i n e e d y o u b a d l y

XOXO,
Tzeyee

It's not a farewell thingy

Aiks
big misunderstanding happens today
luckily it solved

anyhow
tmr tmr tmr I'm going to KL
and tmr tmr tmr is Melissa Cheng Wen Xing's birthday
so we shall meet up today today today

I am so abnormal for now

See you guys on Sunday
if you want to

or else
any other days after that
and we definitely need to meet up on the very first day of CNY!

Mwahs

p/s: Bel is not coming back for CNY, Shan can't make it to meet up.


Lots of Love,
Tzeyee

Spell Tired for me

13012009 . Tuesday . Raining raining raining

I am damn tired today
and for the few days passed
I think I am finally done my work with Davinci
even though the mascots and the red papers are not done yet
I shall leave them for dearest Juanne and the rest
may God bless them
if I am free to help, I will come again babes
as if I am

anyhow
today I went to Davinci for extra one day as I promised
purposely go there to do some decoration thingy
sadly we had bought not enough tracing paper, so can't do mascot first
well well well
nevermind, then we do the red papers first
at first Juanne and I just simply draw something on it
then I am feeling down as I don't think they will look nice
therefore I showed Li wuen and planning to ask her ask her students to draw, I guess it will be more meaningful
she laugh at my cows real hard
she claims that they look like a pig more than a cow
I wonder
and I admit it as I am not well understand the cow body anatomy
then we go for research and I am thinking that we shall have concept for it too
so we decided to draw any type of cow illustration on every red paper
therefore we can have different style of cow to represent the chinese new year

so I started to draw all the cows
freaking many cows I had drew
as well as Juanne
we are both exhausted

I personally still like my previous idea of doing the one concept a year thingy
aiks
well boss decides everything

I am currently can't think of anything to post
actually I have billions word to tell
guess I am not in the mood

feeling sleepy
tomorrow I shall start help to clean up the house
lough sigh as I am not feeling to do so
but who else can do it?

I love my mom, she sayang me a lot, a lot!

Mwahs

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Evil Angels

12022008 . Monday . It's raining

4 days passed, I'm released, like finally
anyhow, tomorrow I still need to go to Davinci center
I could not find any adjective to describe the kids
I am helpless when facing the kid who don't want listen to you, or who don't want to respond you
For few times I feel like slapping them real hard, hard
but what I can do is only put a big fake smile on my face
and repeat all my words
or, looking for help from other teacher there

I am actually having a big plan for Davinci center
for decoration purpose and for marketing purpose
I brief to Li wuen but she looks like doesn't want to spend money and time on that
I, myself have not much time for them as well
so I didn't push my idea hard
chance will comes when time is right, I believe

Ouch
today I woke up at 11 plus, morning
actually I can sleep until even later
but then Baby Lynn woke me up with her very excited tone
Aiks you can't reject a little kid desperate hope to play together ain't

My darling sister and I will go down to KL this weekend
The new clothes I am looking forward to
I am actually buy new clothes once in a year
I take it as a good habit as I can save money for any other things
but I wonder how long I can take it

When CNY is coming near
I am feeling real scared as I have not clean my house yet
my mom is too busy to do so as she needs to take care of her grandchild
and for me
I can't do anything if my mom doesn't finish her part first

Ops forget to tell that I got the letter from LUCT last Sat
Today only I know about this as my mom forgot to tell me
they read my letter before I do
how bad
whatever
anyway the registry informed me to go back campus on 17th Feb for enrolment
and one week later
class starts
omg
I am nervous
soon or sooner
few months later I gonna go for internship
I am seriously shaking, hands shaking
may God bless me, please

am currently watching Shin Chan through Youtube
my childhood memory

so goodbye people
too many things to tell
I leave it for next time!

p/s: I got my finger hurt during my first day working, pathetic.


Signing off,
Tzeyee

Davinci Creative Kids

tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, another two days more after that
four days
omg I am nervous
I take it as the very first time

four days
wish me luck

may God bless me
may God bless the kids


May God bless you all.



Signing off,
Tzeyee

41 42 46 50

Passed my Undang test, 46/50
soon or sooner I will go for Amali
then I will get my L license

Aww

Loe messaged me to ask whether I want to replace her for 3 days working at Davinci or not
Ouch kids
I'm starting to headache
hopefully she can finds someone else to go
or else
don't worry Loe, I am still willing to help.

I am still not design anything yet
the short keys, I had forgotten all

omg


p/s: potato chips, yogurt, ice-cream, chocolate please

Signing off,
Tzeyee

The Tears and Blood

First of all
I would like to wish my Dear sister Happy Belated Birthday
may you have the blessed year ahead and be blissful and healthy
I wished my sister in person but then I forgot to wish her here

Anyhow, we didn't go anywhere for her birthday celebration
we went to her new home
had some penang dishes and a wonderful cake
this is not a cheese cake
not anymore the secret recipe cake
but the cheaper and taste nicer sponge cake
It's plain awesome
It's mouth watering
and I still miss it now
being regreful do not take more slices of it
I would like to have the sponge cake for my coming birthday too
say goodbye and don't see you soon to Secret Recipe cheese cake
seriously

Besides that, I had the best movie of the year on that night itself
I watched Ip Man with my family at sister's place
heart melted and i cried for the last few minutes
I would like to watch it for second, third and even fourth time
the main character Donnie Yen is playing his role real well
I do not see any better man to play this character
****

However
we had a formal dinner yesterday
i personally take it as sister birthday dinner
that's why even I'm full, I am still going to join them
I don't even swallow much food

Since Xiaoxian told me we can actually check the latest result by calling to registry department
I called in the late afternoon
around 4p.m.
My hands are shaking
my legs as well
so do my voice
anyhow
the people picked up the phone is Kak Intan
she is a pretty nice and kind person anyway
by the time she is telling me my result
I feel much better because it is not that worst as what I thought it will be
and at the end of the time
it's actually got improvement
I'm glad

By the way
I got the worst result for my Typography subject
I shall not complain much
but to be frank
He didn't taught us anything
so I shall blame him
I know I'm finding excuses
I don't even spend printing cost for my final typo assignment
aiks my Typography
it's disappointing, seriously

I guess life is not perfect ain't
so I should be thankful for that
Thanks God for letting me live a good life
and I pray for a better life
Thanks for guiding me always
and I pray for keep on guiding me to the good side
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
I'm sorry if I am being mean
I will learn the lessons and promise to be a better person

May God bless all of you

p/s: I am not a Christian, but I believe in the Great Love of God.

Tomorrow is Monday

Ops today is Monday
I just realize it's 0231 a.m. now

Happy New Year again
today is just 5 of Jan
still new and I still thought now is 2008
I'm still telling people I'm 19 years old
I'm still telling people next year Feb only I go back for new semester

anyhow
all my friends are busy
some are going for work
some are going back for study

I still stay at home
babysitting my niece, reading stuff, preparing for test, cleaning the house

soon and sooner the form 6s are going to university
I'm feeling something negative
I can't believe they are leaving
we are getting old and the next time I come back for holiday
I don't know who to call besides Koh Liwuen
and she's the one who seldom shows up in these few months

busy working and busy clubbing
I know you well Koh Liwuen
drink for life, go go

tsk

Went out with Jasmine Sam Yan Jie today
she came with her boyf, Replay
stick together stick together
faint

then Enson joined us in Sushi King
had two plates then I full
I have no idea why
maybe it's evening that's why
during midnight I never stop for eating

Paid visit to Nose for Nen
she looks really busy
poor thingy has no off day this week
oh yeah met Mi Xiao today
depressed
everytime she met me
the first complete sentence she talked to me is always
" ehh you become fatter liao "
f*ck you Mixiao Yap

Jie and her Replay missing by the time we met Mi xiao
then when they're back
we dump Enson alone there with Nen since Replay has to go back for KL
and I need to join my family for dinner
sorry Enson

and ..



I feel like eating now
and Chipster potato chips appear in my mind.

Aws

With Love,
Tzeyee

Her house, room and bed . My house, bed and dearest

I went to Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen's place on 27th Dec 2008
reached there at late evening
then I took Monorail to Bukit Bintang to meet up with Reen
after that Reen, Keivyn, Jo and I took Lrt to Kelana Jaya
dearie Shen yee picked us up there and fetch us back to Sunway
since Keivyn sicked and Reen has to take care of him
Shen yee and I went for dinner that night, only we two
She had my first treat in these few months time
you should proud of it dear, and I do not shame of it
we talked and talked
about the Lego thingy and the people
she shorten the story she should tells
nevermind
I got some main point by the way
can have better details later
on that night itself
I got to know Reen's room mates, Si Ying and Miko
I might spell their name wrongly, I don't know
They are pretty friendly, all of them
Si Ying shared her bed with me
but then the first night is freaking toturing
I fall sick on that night
and I do not sleep well even though I am very tired for sitting bus and taking trains

The second day is better
we went to Kim Gary for lunch
and after taking medc
my flu stopped
Reen and her bear accompany me to go for shopping
then during evening Keivyn is tired, so that only Reen and I continue to hang out
we went for Pasta Gohan for dinner
the display there attracts our attention for sometime ago
and finally we went there
since we both are too poor to eat more
we ordered a main course and a side order to share
the pasta is good but then I don't really admire their cheese baked bacon and potato
the bacon tasted like so not bacon, it tasted more like ham to me
I was happy to get two pairs of slippers for myself
therefore I can let my feets breath
they seriously need some air
even the slippers are cheap, I am happy and comfortable to put them on
and at that night I over night at Shen Yee's place
once I step in her house, she brought me to kitchen and keep giving me chocolates
I don't know why but thanks darling
then she showed me the lego, and she keeps playing it, very excited and happy I can see
then she showed me the photos she taken at Taiwan
after that, even I am very sleepy
she still wants me listen to her playing guitar
very hyper kid I can say
she acts like she doesn't know she needs to fetch her mom at 10.30a.m. the next day
I want to kill her
but her bed is so comfy
I had a great night there
Thanks dearie Thanks

The next day
after sent her mom to SS2
Shenyee fetched me to The Curve purposely to get my Nike tops
I can not describe how touch I felt
then we also going to Mid Valley with Reen and Keivyn
I won't forget that day
she keeps missed the road
well well well
as what Keivyn said
atleast now we know where is Kerinchi link
myself never know how to go, yet
It's pretty pathetic when we all are looking at the menu, preparing to order food
Shenyee's mom called and she left to meet her mom
after that she told us she has gathering later at 7p.m. and she has to rush back to Pyramid soon
poor shenyee
she purposely comes all these ways to MidValley
and she don't get to shop then she has to go back to Pyramid
I feel sorry for her
after few hours walking, walking, and shopping
we went to Sweetchat for dessert
pathetic mango milk pudding I had
but the durian pancake is good
you guys should try it
After we headed back to Pyramid
we went for late movie at 11.20p.m.
the movie Cape No.7 is great
4 stars rated from me
at that night itself
Reen and I had a good long chat until midnight
omg I started to miss her so soon

Finally the 4th day, which is 30 Dec
I have to go back home for the woman I love the most in this world's birthday dinner
therefore I didn't go anywhere
after some slow preparation
Reen, Si Ying, Keivyn, Jo and I went to Thai Lagoon for lunch
First I thought Shenyee will comes and picks me up at 1.30p.m.
who knows by the time I finished my lunch she is till not yet appears
so I accompany them to The One for taking result first
what I can say is I might die if I go TOA for study
stress to dead
anyhow
I waited Shenyee until almost 2.30p.m.
but I do not blame her
she is being kind and traffic jam is seriously not her fault
I have no reason to blame anyone but myself
well
I am still late
but then lucky me called the counter and they asked the driver to wait for me
I can tell the driver is really looking for me as I saw him keeps looking around and when I showed him my ticket, he looks relieft and tease me that I am the one who late
I still recognize him
he is the one who drive the bus I took from Kuantan to KL
he is working hard ain't

At the end of the time
I reached Kuantan safely
and I able to catch up my dearest's birthday dinner
I wish her to live healthy, to be happy, to eat good, to rest well, to laugh happily, to cry for joys
she is the most beautiful woman in my heart, she is the world best mom I ever want
she is someone really special for me, she is the only one who will forgive me no matter what I did
she is the one who love me to the bits, to love me with no hesitation, to love me more than herself
what more I can ask for?
GOD gave me the best in the world
I am blissful I am happy I am satisfied for that



Mom, I love you forever and ever.
I could not smile even better when I am holding my mom's hand until I fall asleep



p/s: Nigel asked me to promote his blog, I have no idea how, so click in if you are interested, Nigel's.

Signing off,
Tzeyee

2009

01012009 . Thursday . It's a brand new day

First of all, I would like to wish all of you Happy New Year
Myself not too excited over it
yet I do not shout for it, I don't even count down

I don't have any big hope for this year
I do not aim for anything
I just want to live happily
I guess I am not that greedy, perhaps

Things changed and will keep changing I bet
people's relationships changed, yet some still keep it well
and the topics changed
many things else
like their hair style, and the way they talk, they act, and even their personality

Another half year later I will go for internship
I seriously shake for that
fear till shake
I rarely can imagine dress in formal for everyday in half year time
and I am going to a company, to work
to experience new things
to face new people
and I have no idea where, when, what and who

I don't have anything interesting in my life so far
I feel all the same all the time
the thing I worry about is really a small matter for everyone
I worry for my weight, my height, my internship, my result, my meals, my hairs, my L license etc
see how free of trouble I am
I don't have anything big to think about or worry about
which I think it's good and wish to keep it on
you may think life like this is dull
but then I appreciate to have dull life like this
I might complain about it a lot, but yet I enjoy life like this
Tears dropped for movies, dramas and books
and I smile for family and friends
I laugh when I see something funny
I like this simple style of life
I don't want a complicated one

I still love people I love, and they love me too
I still hate people I hate, and they sick of me as well
there are still something that will never changes

I love my family
I love my GS
I love my besties
I love my sister, Jia Jia
I love me

always do always will


once again
Happy New Year everyone
may all your dreams come true
and mine too


Hugs,
Tzeyee