So say Goodbye

27042008 . Sunday . Sun

1259 p.m.

I feel so sad and heavy foot stepping on the floor ..
Yesterday night I visit YouTube website and searching for old song video
Trying to search for some memories
Randomly I click for S club 7's never had a dream come true
It's pretty good and I tried to click on other songs as well

Click . click and Click
I found a song title named Say Goodbye
To be honest I don't really remember this song from S club
so I clicked on it and listen
Tears dropped when I am listening to it
and I am keep playing this song even now I am still listening to it

I'm here send this song to every sweethearts I love
and I'm gonna add it in the gang-starz's song list
Feel so sad to understand one day We all shall apart for our destiny
and We have no choice to say No
because We all grown up and it will be a must
Dears and Darlings
I love the moments we shared and thing might be different in future
but memories never die
so as Our True Love

The lyric is the best ever
I Love the chorus part :

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say good bye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Love,
Tze Yee

I do guarantee

27042008 . Sunday . unknown weather

0140 a.m.

I'm feeling weird at this moment
Moments ago, I did disappointed someone who did meant everything for me
I'm wondering Why I do so?
and I know what the conversation ll turn out from the first message I get from
but I do believe on what I belief
so I refuse to help, I'm guilty and that's all
Sometime I wonder is it deserved
but I know what is more important
myself belief is more important, I am me and nobody
I guarantee friends I won't tell out their secrets or whatever thing they asked me don't tell
so it is a promise and I must do that
For sure, I won't help besties' boys hide another girl from them
and that's why I never be too close with any girl's boy there

Too bad when things happened among close friends
I force to hold my belief and sorry for anyone
I still won't tell out what you told and asked
in another hand, I won't tell you things she/he told

Some of you might think It's not good for being so not helpful
but I do understand what am I doing
sometime I do confused but I still believe never betray someone who trust you
No one will be happy if the one she/ he trusted so much tell out their secrets ain't?
Include you?


Signing off,
Tze Yee

Gone mad

I'm seriously don't feel good now
I'm seriously Feeling Bad


I feel like Killing
I hate this happens

I want to Bite badly

I want to scream and shout
I want to skip
I'm feeling sick of all of this

Serious,
can u be more serious?

I HATE YOU !a lot .

Kicking ur ass,
Tze Yee in Mad situation

What is Graphic Design

23042008 . Wednesday . Cloudy

2150 p.m.

I'm tired
Freaking tired for the never-finished works

Today I get the another 2 assignments
One is a poster with the title - What is Graphic Design
another one is a poster and a series of postcards with the title 'Global Warming'
I guess I can't handle it anymore
I am going crazy really soon

Talk about What is Graphic Design
I think doing Graphic Design is crazy
only silly people do that
and I know many silly people
as We are classmates
Taking Graphic Design

Perhaps my poster should be something really Crazy
I can imagine the marks will just gone and I will failed the module
How scary
my new nightmare

Currently fall in Love with Chipster in Spicy flavor
Every bite taste like Heaven =)
No forgetting the latest product from Milo company
They came out with Milo Ice packs
You can drink Iced Milo easily nowadays
Every sip taste like Heaven as well
*burp*

I'm kinda miss home now
and my family didn't ring me yet
I wonder are they so busy?
Well ..
I miss baby a lot
Wondering when will my Dear sister helps her precious baby make a phone call to her youngest aunt
Hmm?

Am now doing Tay Guan's module journal
His works are crazy
since I can't find anything
Ehh what kind of suggested research it is?
but something worth to be happy is Tmr he is going to lecture about Helvetica
Wooohooo my favorite typeface ever
I can't wait to learn more about that

It's 51 years old now
and it is just so nice for me
I Love Helvetica . simply Helvetica =)

Okay
I think I better go back to my work
Want to have a sweet dream tonight
and don't forget that I still have to pass up What is Graphic Design poster on Fri - well mounted
Er ..
I Hate that . simply Graphic Design

Just kidding

p/s more chips more chips and Forever Eason Chen . Muahh

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Update

22042008 . Tues . Sun

1013 a.m.

Again,
Morning to all of you
I woke up with Maksim Mrvica's Olympic Dream
It sounds good, pretty helpful for me to sleep tight
Not forgetting Claude Debussy's Claire de Lune
Very imaginative and impress people
With these two songs
I have a very interesting dream and good sleep
Guess I will do it tonight as well

Sunday afternoon my room mate Jia Ying back with a slice of butter cake
She baked it herself and it tasted quite good
Half of it still in the fridge
No one take it because It taste too good and We think should leave for each other

Besides, specially thanks To Mok whose from LUCT Bursary department
He helped and my problem settled
Hope everything will be okay
and I will come back at the end of the month
Hope I can hear good news from you
May the God bless you all the time as you helped so many students

For your information,
I still not done my sketches yet
Guess lecturers gonna kill me but whatever
I can't help

Went to Puchong Tesco last night
Jia Ying and I had Bak ku Teh as dinner
We sat at there for half an hour
The boss keeps walk around us
I think he wanted us to leave quickly
How funny but too bad
We had to stay as Jia Ying wanted to watch The initial D
Sorry uncle

Sigh
I twisted my elbow yesterday night when I am on the way walk to black A
and sometime it is painful when I move my hand
But I dunno what can I do
Hmmmmmm ..
don't bother it I guess is the best way =p

I think that's all for now
I have to prepare for class later
Hope everything is okay

p/s Finally people from Kuantan like us, can Take plane from AirAsia back to Kuantan

Signing off,
Tze Yee

How Lovely

20042008 . Sunday . Sun

2239 p.m.

Now I realized How blessing I am
I live good and eat well
Life doesn't have to be in Luxurious way
My life is simple yet boring
but so what ?
Everyone I Love is healthy . is living good too
I don't have any relationship problem yet . I don't need to worry about Foods
I mean I'm not rich but my family manage to let me eat whatever I want to
My family is good
They love me and treat me nicely
They buy me things I need
sometime They try to fulfill my Wants
I might not live in Very Good way
but I Live happily and the most important thing is
I am alive

Newspaper is always reporting about others' bad news
I'm glad I didn't see any familiar name in those bad news
It is enough for me to be happy and Thanks God for that
I wish everyone around me is doing fine
I wish everyone I Love is in safe and sound

I thank God for let me live simple and boring
How lovely when I am breathing
It's cool to be in simple Life

It's no need to have Luxurious life
It's no need to be famous
It's no need to be rich
All I want is be with Everyone I Love, live good and peacefully . Oh How lovely !

I will control myself to not complain too much
I will start appreciate everyone around me ( forget about those black listed )
I will stop cursing and start blessing others
I will try to be a better person
For the reason prove to the God I am deserved to live in this kind of Life

May the God bless all of you here
and myself too

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Morning !

21042008 . Sunday . Sun

1010 a.m.

First of all, Good Morning Everyone !
I had a good sleep last night
Even though I just slept for not more than 7 hours
I'm feeling still good
Thinks that new hair shampoo helps too
as I like the smell
It's much better than Redken's
and It is much cheaper as well
simply Likes Sunsilk's

Just went down to management office
my bus card accidentally washed in the washing machine
and the chops gone
so I asked them to help me chop again
They helped without asking too much
How kind
I will starts not to complain the Management office too often now
*grins*

Well Well well ..
I haven't done my works yet
Bet Enersto might not happy about that
One week break but I did nothing for him
Oh No
forgive me
I'm very bad in color sketches
usually in group assignment
Lecturers will put my color sketches aside
It never in their consideration for final sketch
How sad and How poor is my color sense

Don't mention still has Aaron's and Ezlina's works
*sigh*
I will gone crazy one day
Ops ! Tay Guan's journal review in on this week too
Poor me =(
I dun feel good anymore

So, since I realized there are so many homeworks need to be done
I got to go now

Cheerio !

p/s: I miss the home made breakfast a lot.

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Say Bye to Holidays

18042008 . Fri . Sun

2350 p.m.

Few days ago everyone still wished each other Happy Holidays
and now is the time to say Bye to our beloved Holidays

How bad I am feeling now ..
I can't words to describe my feeling
Tmr early morning my Darling sister will fetch me back to Cyberjaya
and uni life is back
How sad
since I haven't done my works yet
and I no idea about that until now

Sometimes I am wondering how Designers outside survive
how they able to come out with different creative concepts and ideas
and I feel like killing every time when I am lacking of ideas
but the lecturers still blame me for not doing my works
I know they have their reason to do so
and I, your student also have my reason for not coming out with new, creative, good idea
How bad
I am giving accuse for my laziness =p

Well
I went for groceries shopping with my mom
We bought a lots
Try to imagine a trolley fulfill with packs of Chipster potato chips
How nice is the scene
and months later
my weight will nicer than that
Imagine Tze Yee in double size of now
How grand is the scene
*laugh*

I bet I will miss my home sweet home muchieee
but maybe I should forget about the ants . spiders etc
then everything will be Perfect

I'm so regret now for not spending enough time talk with my beloved Dad and Dear sister
Everyone seems to be too busy
and myself also busy and emotional with the works
Sorry for any bad attitude
you know I Love you deeply

Sigh
I have to go now
since I haven't pack my things yet
and Darling sister might scold me if I late for tmr
scary sister she is when she is in bad situation

So,
sweet dream mortals

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Gone crazy

16042008 . Wednesday . sun

0846 a.m.

It has been long time I didn't update my blog at this kind of early morning
I usually post during night time
Well ..
Happy to meet up you guys here
even though u leave comment or not
Thank You for reading this

The reason why I wake up so early is to do Design Heritage's journal
I am so sleepy but nothing I can do since the network in morning is much better
2 days later I need to go back to uni
kind of sad feeling I have
I dunno when is the next time I will come back to Home sweet Home
I bet maybe until semester break since I have so assignments to finish and more is coming

Talk about my holiday
It is meaningless anyway
I didn't done any homework yet
and Laziness in me spoiled my plan of finish my homework during term break
dun mention about the lack of idea for sketches
I just plain no idea what I can do
perhaps u can help me on this ?
Tell me what will you relate to when u heard the term of Imagination
Anyway the style should be classic
I think it is the main point cause me lacking of idea

I almost gone crazy when I realized there so many things in my To - Do list
and I dun even have a single tick on that
This term break is not good
and a call from LUCT bursary department make the condition worst
They said I still owe them 500 ringgit which I didn't and I knew that few weeks ago
I asked and scolded them
and they apologized and promised that will be no problem for me
Now
They called and ask me about the 500 ringgit again
and I feel like scold them rudely
It's not my problem
is Yours !! LUCT !
don't even call me again
I will scold you from head to toe
I am serious
check ur account notes
if you don't know how to count
read the notes
if you have a problem to read
ask ur English teacher
I believe you can pay fees and have a class in IH department
if you don't understand
please
check ur IQ level and try to do something with that
I can't help u and I am not free to entertain you
settle it urself and dun disturb me with ur stupid questions anymore !!
Don't even talk like I owe you money and never pay
I shall send complain letters
flood ur mail box I will
Damn you !!

Er ..
I need to control my temper nowadays
forgive me if I talked rudely to you, friends
but for others like people from LUCT registry and bursary departments
I will never apologize for my rude words because you are not deserved to get it

Damn you again !

sigh . I miss my classmates badly
but I simply hope the term break will be longer
long enough to finish my homeworks

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Hooray Holiday Headache

13042008 . Sunday . sun

1037 a.m.

Finally I'm home
Just finished my home made breakfast
It's tasted like heaven when I'm munching breads with butter, jam, cheese, veges and hotdog
It had been long time I didn't have this kind of breakfast at home
Specially thanks to my mom
She canceled her plan to go out and prepares all these things for me

I will stay here for days
not even a week
It all blames on my Typography lecturer
Her replacement class spoiled my Saturday
and it caused me stare at her for minutes
Just can't help to do so when people stop me from go back home

Well
this one week term break is terrible fulfill with assignments
I have to do Enersto's, Aaron's and Ezlina's works
and the one who caused me to get headache is Aaron's assignment
I left not more than 2 weeks
and I not even have the idea yet
I am so headache about those things
besides that
I still have two journals to be done
Things are so pack and I just feel like escape from them would be better

Anyway
Tonight might go movie with friends
I need to rest lar ..
if not I might gone crazy or whatever

Oh don't forget about Mohana's work as well
100 pages of questionnaire
people
don't run away from me and kindly fill in the form please =)

Love,
Tze Yee

Oh God

It's so lag but I am thankful for still connected to the internet server
I won't update any longer post yet as the every next second, it is the possibility I will disconnect
so just Kill the Mykris broadband service
please

signing off,
Tze Yee

Good to see u again

06042008 . Sunday . unknown weather

0225 a.m.

It has been long time I never update my blog
and there are stories to share with you
the question is : "which comes first? "

Let's start the post with Yesterday's class
We have Design Heritage class replacement in morning
since there are no later bus
We took 8.30 a.m. bus to uni and class start at only 10 a.m.
I don't feel like going when I get morning calls from my mom
I want to continue my sleep as it's hard to wake up at 7 am morning and the weather is cold, good enough to sleep

Well mom don't allowed me to skip class
a very strict mother perhaps
so I wake up and prepare myself
head to Plaza and few of my classmates were on the bus much earlier than me
*laugh*
I thought I am the earliest one but the bus is already half full
Can't blame me for my thought because all the way I went down to Plaza from my unit
there are no one with me
it's so empty liked semester break period

Class was boring
I agree with Quin
if Ivan Lam is teaching us this subject
it will be much interesting
I don't mean Tay Guan is not good
but Ivan is much humor honestly
and I never feel sleepy during Ivan's class
He is a Very Good lecturer I have to say
It is my pleasure for being his student about 2 semester

I did nothing yesterday
Thought want to finish Life Drawing postcards' sketches but laziness in me refuse to do so
I think I might die later
I am quite sick of this kind of me
but can't help
Laziness win everything
*roll eyes*

Finally I get approval on Monday
It's good I am need not to take more photos
and lucky him to approve my photos
because I will kill him if he don't

wish to show you some pictures
but the problem loading page doesn't allowed me to do so
shall talk in details in next post
*pinky promise*

talk about the presentation
Next Tuesday we have group presentation
I am quite nervous about that
God know what will happens next
I simply Hate presentation and I know I will have to handle it for life

It's late now and I want to continue my sketches
so ..
May the God bless me and all of you as well

p/s my pity swallow hand =(

Hug,
Tze Yee