Horror

midnight ..
Very bad in mood
everyone is sleeping
and I still got billion ton of works to finish up
feel like want to throw the wet napkin onto the chairs HARDLY !!
Y so dusty ?
I wonder

Just now I think I am hurting other's feeling
feel sorry but I think I can't do anything
sorry won't cure ain't ?
I might beware of my words next time
Yeah Yeah
sorry again
*rolled eyes*

Well well well
have to leave fers
just come and cracks out my bad feeling
in case I screwed out all the things
or simply scold anyone
might not able to control myself very soon
again ..

So
bye mortals

signing off,
Tze Yee -

Lovely night

O4o22Oo8 . Monday . unknown weather

2215 p.m.

Today woke up at 1 something
actually set alarm as 12.30p.m.
but I think I had stopped the alarm when it rang
so can't help
ha ha

however
Today is very tiring
cleaning many areas in the house
while me and my dearie elder sister still need to babysit our niece
and her mother is cleaning her own new house
hmmmmm ..
so extra tiring compare to previous years

Talk about yesterday
that was really fun babe
our dear Melissa Cheng Wen Xing is going to Aus, Perth to further her study
so since she is going back her hometown tmr
We decided take time and farewell her tonight
anyway
we also went out yesterday night
with very few of us
have some private talks about each of us
We went TC until midnight
have FUN . a super one =)
very miss the time now
wonder when ll have this sort of gathering again
a little small gathering
with very few of us
we can talk about old time and future
secrets as well
Too bad we can't manage to take any nice picture

Well
very sad to tell that tonight actually all of us ll having a farewell party with her
but me, myself who wanted so much to attend
failed to get myself there
Oh No ~
sorry my dearest
I'm force to
promised ll take time to meet up with her once she came back from hometown
at least we must cam whoring together mar
*sigh*

Dunno how they have fun tonight
hope everyone won't cry
must wait for me mar
dowan to missed that part
climax babe `` climax part huh

Sigh ..
out of word now
can't think any
so u have to bear with this kind of post recently
Bad attitude huh
I keep on act like this currently and my mum and sisters are almost can't stand of me anymore
Yeah Yeah
sorry
*rolled eyes*

Signing off,
Goh Tze Yee

uhh huh

forget about the date the day the weather
not to mind about the time as well
I just have another post minutes after I posted up the previous post
can't help myself of this
I just wanted to type so much
uhh huh -

I have to say this freaking long holiday is killing me
I have no motivation to do anything now
I just feel like I am so useless and meaningless to live so I can go and die right now
everyday I wake up I wonder why I woke up
why don't I just go back to my bed go back to my dreamland
dreaming around about the all the possibles and impossibles
fairytale and whatsover
sigh sigh
*pointless*

Wonder how much we can trust on others
I understand that we have to trust on someone so that we can live happily
but I don't do that often
because I had many experiences of that
I saw and heard too many stories people created
and some who trusted me so much told me many secrets
Yesss I know many people lying
and myself
do lie people as well
I understand why people lie and I hope people trust me very much
but I just can't
Lying is just like very important part of life
and it usually a must to happen in everyone's life
some of you may say all of this are rubbish
you will say you can choose not to lie
dun try to act like you are very innocent indeed and whatsoever we should not lie
Yeah Yeah you're so right !
it sound so good but it seldom happen ..
I always honestly asked people dun trust me so much
who know one day I may betray you
actually the percentage is quite high *rolled eyes*

Yess actually even I don't lie you anything
I may hide some secrets from you
OH Yess I am not purposely to lie you or what
I just try to protect the secret owner ?
or I just try to don't betray others
Oh whatever
I know what am I doing
so the conclusion is you can only trust me on tell me your secret
but please !
don't try to know any other's secret from me
don't say I am not ur true friend if I dun tell you any
I just don't wish to betray my own believes
Uh huh -
I treat everyone fair enough on this
*smack smack*
no matter how much I love you
I love myself more
*rolled eyes*

Talk about my result
it was kind of sad
sigh ..
I scored C+ for my comm studies
shame of myself
nevermind then
at least I still hold my 20k discount
phew *relieved*
anyway I am quite happy on my GPA
it help me to higher up my CGPA
hope it won't drop in coming semester
and keep it up until I get my degree cert
high hope put on it
*stressful*

Am very hungry now
Yeah people who know me well will understand about this
I can imagine xiao xuan's face
she sure feel that she is very lucky not to stay together with me
Uhhh // you are very unlucky actually
missed the world best roommate ever
Opssss !
actually I am quite choosy type person
very paranoid indeed
quite worry of jia ying actually
don't know she can stand of me or not
maybe she will end up running away from me
nightmare about me
Er ..
God bless her always
*laugh*

Hope she won't change her room after read this post
don't wish to scare her lar ..
try to be honest only *rolled eyes*
Kind of miss my chicken angel again
don't know how is she doing now
TOA always very much assignment to rush
very worry of her walking to sch everyday
what if no one accompany her ?
Oh no no no ..
not very good if it happen
*ah chech*
maybe she is very good in that
who know she actually walk alone to sch and back home many times before ?
ahhh huh
worry too much already
I should worry of myself first
may die without her in KL
Yer ..
Come back babe come back
*sob*

Will meet up soon before CNY or during CNY
can't wait to pinch her cheeks even I never do so
but I will =)

o44o a.m.
Aiiiih want to try to sleep earlier now
can't help if someone really cut her hand
even though I know she actually just scare me
but for safety reason
better go to bed now
because my mum also beg me to sleep now
her face actually quite fierce just now
dare not to stay until she come to me the second time
might die =p

good night mortals
and good morning to the early birds

signing off,
Tze Yee -

I Love Melissa

O2O22Oo8 . Saturday . unknown weather

O325 a.m.

I always wonder
blogger always post something before or after they think about the title
are they actually post up something because they have something want to talk about
or they just simply want to type something
do some finger practice ?
I usually update my blog just because I feel like typing
and I always don't have stories to tell
ended up post up something really pointless
but this is my blog
so who care ?

Just finish my supper minutes ago
My lovely family start complain about me when to sleep when to wake
My sis even asked me LUCT izzit change all their class to midnite
so that's why I start to sleep at morning and wake up at evening
I was like Errr ..
decided to ignore her question
try to don't let her has any chance to tease me again
*grins*

Yesterday nite I had a conversation with my adorable zhung wan
( I actually want to describe her as cute but she complains that cute is another word to tell people they are ugly )
Okie then ..
Well
I felt sad to talk about that
We talked about the date she is leaving
Yesss
my precious one is going to Aus to further her study
Oh No ..
I gonna miss her lots . Lots !!
So I am planning to farewell with her
at least having a party or what
gather 16 of the bestieeeee
who know
not the right timing
she has too much friends to meet up with
and no much time left
she is coming back tmr
Oh Yeah . I mean today
then she is going back to her hometown at 5th of Feb
and coming again at 13th of Feb
then leaving to Aus at 15th of Feb morning
so how much time left ?
Oh my ..
I guess I will have a good cry about that
everything spoiled actually
can't plan well anymore
she is coming back once a year only
ahhhhhh huh
Zhung wan ..
how dare are you
dare to leave us like this
sigh ='(

anyway
My loves one
hope that you will do good there okie
know that you are always the independent one
must miss me alot there
must dream about me also ( don't try to say U try )
must tell ur friends at Aus about me
must keep in touch with me as well
must take care of urself
must do not let anyone to bully you
must share with me ur UPs and DOWNs
must study hard
must always come back find me yum cha
a lot of MUST you need to do and MUST do

remember me always okie
I will miss u alots
I will love you always
I will think hard
I will try to be independent ( try okie try )
I will keep in touch with you
I will come out if u ask me
I will do all the WILL as promised

oh melissa cheng wen xing
I HEART u alot alot alot alots !!!



my precious one




I found that we have very less picture took together
and I can't find any in my computer
so going to snap alots of pic with u on this coming Sunday

memories =)

once again,
Zhung wan . I Love You *kisses and hugs*

Lots of Love and Tears,
Tze Yee -

O350a.m.

Report

30 . 01 . 2oo8 . Wednesday . unknown weather

04o7 a.m.

After 9 days of boredom, yesterday I went for movie - Gabriel
honestly . this movie is not as what I expected
Since the movie is 18PL then I expect something scary . horror . disgusting
but surprisingly NO . there is no any picture of that ( okay there are some actually )
the funny part is I still hide myself under the jacket and held my friend's hand tight
she feel pain after that but she used to that
I am those who ll hold people's hand when I am nervous
chicken angel always hide her hands from me
she know what will happen . smart girl
end up I have to beg her badly
then only I am allowed to hold her hand
yet she ll feel extremely pain in proceed
* Laugh my ass out *

Back to the topic
the movie is quite bored at first
but at the last part
It is so touched
U should find out urself by watching it
advice you to watch it at the last day it on screen
because it ll be cheaper and you won't feel too bad to pay that amount of money
talk with my heart
If I pay 9 ringgit to watch this movie
I will kill the director
from this movie
I learn something called LOVE and Sacrifice
Brothers means alot . alot !!

Anyway
after movie
we went to Old Town because Li Wuen want to eat breads * I want tom yam *
too bad when we sat down
the waitress told us the cafe will close at 12pm
so we check the clock
11.56 p.m.
Damn you ..
Whatever so then We move our ass back to the car and go TC Mcd
We had nuggets and French fries as supper
drinks is Sprite - my all time favorite
We had a long chat . talked about the Old Time
shared many memories
but start to regret now
better don't spread out my childhood memories
might die in the middle of the road which Cars speed on the road


Once I went back home
I saw the hampers my sis bought
One for my family
kinda excited to see hamper at home
it always means present for me
too bad there are not snacks those things in that
but whatever
at least I got lots of Ginseng wine to drink this Year
* ewwww *

Time flies quickly
I wanna go to my bed now
Nowadays I am same room with my parents
because my baby niece might need my room sometimes
so I decided share the Old Time memories with my parents
feel warm to sleep in the same room with them
but not same bed lar * well I want to actually *
Pa pa Ma ma I heart u two lots
Now I am going to hug my parents while they are sleeping
then I will go back to my bed
holding my mum's hand and fall asleep
dun think to laugh on me or tease or whatever
it is so sweet to do that or you should do that as well

Hey mortals
try it or else u will regret
good night =)

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee -

0436 a.m.

Happieee birthday pig `

19 of Jan 2oo8 . Saturday . unknown weather

2256 p.m.

Today is a big day
because it is Chu Kim Hui's 19th birthday
I owe her big one
She helped me lots and never ask for me to say even Thank You -
She is my bestieee FOR LIFE

Time flies back to We were both 13 years old
meet each other at the same class
she sit infront of me
with her freaky long smooth hairs
We be closer and closer
and we are bestieee since form one
things does not go smooth as you aspect
Some friends actually do influence our friendship at the end of the year
those so called bestie accompany her lots and finally dumped me to aside *sob*
finally true friendship proved at the second year
With her result . she get into different class with the Form one's bestieee
so . end up like they forget her day by day
lazy to find her and not as close as they always do
I am still aside . and may u say I have no any close friend there yet
so I always go to her class . have a visit and chatting lots with her
Yeah . We are more appreciate our friendship after that
because we proved it with bad time experience . a really bad one
All the time after that . no matter what I had did . she always there to support me and stay beside me =)

We not used to stick together always
but we still treat each other as bestieee
I will share anything everything with her with no Fear
because I know she is someone I can trust on *grins*
and she never break promise
I Love her not only as bestieee . also as my family

Dear zhu . I LOVE euuuu really muchiieeeee

wish u all the best in coming Years
I know you can live good always

sincerely from me . Tze Yee -
with Heartx

Days back from KL

Today is 17th of Jan 2oO8 . thursday . unknown weather

0246 a.m.

First day back from KL is not easy
today once I wake up
I realized that my lil naughty niece had dropped my handphone off from my bed
It's looked pity when I found it
and the little one still laughing there with innocent face
make me feel no way to blame her
so I just take my phone and step out from the room
with bread faCe `

and my whole day is passed with the little one and series
Laugh out Loud
I am series freak ``

Today lil one once again tried to push me down from the chair
always wonder why she never likes me as much as she likes her another aunt
maybe because I am not close with her enuff
and I always force her do something she don't like to
such as Hug me ? or sit properly there
and I used to bluff her go into the room
end up like she cried loudly yet I dowan to open door for her
but atlast the winner is still her
my bad =*(

Went to KL for 3 days and 2 nite
with the chicken angel
Last time tot ll G'dom no longer there
who know what she said is rite
atlast it still come back for 3 more days and 2 nite
The last nite at G'dom is memorable
We chat alot . share things together
and We watched alien Vs Predator
once again I am too scared to watch the whole muveeee
end up I still thinking about it when chicken angel was fall asleep
sigh *

Chicken angel said she think that nite was the last time she sleep on her bed
yeah she is rite
I feel sad to hear so and agreed
too bad we have to apart for our future
Life at Sunway may not perfect
all the best to her there

Hoh Reen ..
I promised I will always go visit you
make sure u left some place on ur bed fOr me k
Love you =)

At last
I decided not to move in
sigh *
mum said that should not accept offer like this
Offer like this which not fair to others
I think she is rite
One more lesson I learn from my mum
I will try to take good care of myself there . all the best to myself

Sis once again offer me to TOA
she advice me think wisely for my future
I know what she said is for my own good
I'm very appreciate it and thanks for it
but I will still go back LUCT for sem 3
if I really can't deal with it
I might think about ur offer
since it looked quite interested me
Ho Ho
easy to get influence again
' mou ban fat ' Lar . that's so called Tze Yee -

o3o5 a.m.
Wanted to continue my muveeeee
good nite readers
sweet dream =)

signing off,
Tze Yee -

safe and sound

12 Jan 08 . Saturday . unknown weather again

0351a.m.

* music playing in the air *

I am here sleepy yet wanted to update my blog here
feel so sorry that days ago I was addicted to wretch
u can say because of I think to type some chinese words to express my feeling
or else u can also say it is because of I love to set those password and hint
it's looked like so fun till I can't stop myself of forgetting blogspot
my bad * bread face - ing *

I swear I won't so easy to change my mind again
ll try my best to keep my loyalty to blogspot


2 months sem break were passed
and many thing changed
chicken angel no longer always by my side when I am at campus
it is all because of she is moving to TOA
don't ask for any reason anymore mortals
We are both tired to answer any of that anymore
can't explain too much though
hope you can understand

now we have to separate for our own future
but hearts are stick together
the promise of friendship always there =)
I will always go Sunway to have a visit
hope that time allowed us to do so
all because of besides time to finish assignments . chicken angel still need to spend time with her black fryday
Ha Ha
I will try to not bother so often
just try okay

Currently not in mood
doing nothing at home but just watching muvees and series
or else taking care of the lil naughty niece
this kind of life is very FREE yet BORING also
things always happen in this way
I bet when sch reopen I will very miss this period of time
especially chicken angel is no longer with me
I have to face all the thing by myself and acc by some of my new friend that we just know each other for not even a year
hope everything ll be Okay
I just can't face any trouble more
think I ll get crazy

Today Danny told me that LUCT website is updated and student can check their result through net already
I am so excited wanted to know my result
but end up like mine one is still under proceed
very disappointed I have to say
want to know that I got fail any subject or not
especially I am requested to score at least B if not my 20k will gone
Oh my ..

Coming Sunday will go back KL purposely want to have a look at Cyberia
actually I am quite sure moving to Cyberia
it is all about myself
my family advice me better have a look before I decide anything
( Actually I told my friend I will move in d )
but things can't just decide like that
so better make some effort
go and have a look
make sure no regret
hope that I won't end up like confusing again like what I did always

sigh
move or not move
I am really confuse
everyone asked me to make decision on my own
Yess it's good to train me now
but I am just so easy to influence by others
Very easy - type

Hope that no more important decision I have to make in coming days this year
enough of this recently

This is the first post in 2oo8
I hope that
everything ll be fine
everyone is happy and healthy
that's all we should only ask for
ain't ?

I Love my Family
I Love gang - sTarZ
I Love my bestiee
I Love G'dom
I Love everyone Love me
I Love everything Lovely
I Love myself
I Love simple and complicated
I Love I Love 2008 ``

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee with heart

Oh Harry !

1o deC 20O7 . Monday . raining cats and dogs

19.4Op.m.

Currently pressing my lovely Jamie's laptop keypads ..
expressing my feeling to you guys
Week ago I had finish Harry Potter last episode
I had spent like a whole night long reading what J.K Rowling wrote for the end
and I think that is incredible for a human create such wonderful story

Years ago
before Harry Potter is so famous
I read the first two episode with the price 5 ringgit per bOok
wow
I have to say that's so great ..
Years later
no one ever buy Harry Potter with such cheap price
I have to say I am lucky in this

Whatever
I really fall with J.K Rowling
she is really successful I have to say
and she is one of my idol for years
I am so damn disappointed when I read the last chapter
not because of anything but there is no more surprise for me about Harry

Anyway,
I want to say
I LOVE HARRY POTTER ``

and Oh Harry `
I will read the story for another million times

Lots of LOVE,
Tze Yee -

19.49p.m.