May GOD bless them

25112008 . Tues . Sun

Yesterday . Today . Tomorrow

May The Great GOD bless the mother and baby
They all deserved a better life

We will Love them forever and ever
no matter what
I swear to You and myself

Tomorrow is the day
Tomorrow is the day I'm going back to home sweet home
I am so regret to stay here for so long after the phone call and messages
I'm sorry

Anyway
I haven't pack my things yet
and haven't clean up my hard disk thingy
I am so lazy
and there are lotsa things to check

I am wondering the next time I come back
will I have the same room mate
since I am not close with her
I guess she is going to move out sooner or later
I am nervous, seriously
I am sick of new room mate
have to communicate with her
try to make the things doing fine
all these things make my head spine

what is the worst I can get?
I don't want to know please

I am out of word now
maybe I should do something to the hard disk since sister's Oscar is coming soon
to pick up my computer and camera

Peace.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

Oh

Nooooooooo burger for tonight =(

Burgers

23112008 . Sunday . Rain

It's 8.34p.m.
while I'm waiting the clock turn to 9p.m.
I got the sudden urge to blog

Later I'm going to buy burgers
and I'm actually indulge in that
I was keep forcing my house mates to accompany me there
and until now
both of them are into it too
or else I thought they are
at least my 'no supper allowed' house mate decided to try one tonight
don't you feel proud for that, when you are able to influence someone to eat with you
I'm proud, seriously

These few days only I realized there are months I never do a hair cut
It's too long and out of shape
am very unhappy about this
it makes my face looks even rounder
I hate this happens especially when my face is almost like a bowling ball
as how the grandpa Ah Tim said

am confusing should I change a new hair style
people know me well should know I hate changes
but then it's bored to have a same hair style for 2 years plus
what should I do?
Everything is still in consideration

I am very excited for tmr outing
it is all because I can eat something better
I want to eat this, I want to eat that
and I definitely want to have the mango sorbet again
Heaven =)

15 minutes to go
maybe I should call back home now
long time never talk to my sister
don't know how is she doing at home now
hope everything will be fine
because I'm going back on Wed

p/s: I'm so nervous for tmr, pray for me.


Legally 19

23112008 . Sunday . Sun

No No No
My birthday is not on 23 Nov
but 12 Nov
It is a pending post
I would like to thank the people who wished me, who celebrated with me and who still remember it

Elson Tan, Sean Lee, Pei Chinn Ng, Family, Melissa Cheng Wen Xing, Kim Hui Chu, Jia Ying Chua, Jia Jia Yong, Oscar Chang, Niegel Gan, Doris Tan, Hui Ting Tan, Geraldine Tan Jing Wen, Kok Quin Chow, Shiau Fong Tang, Stella Tey Ren Fang, Ting Ting Boon, Wan Jou Tan, Anice Lau Ming Li, Ying Wei Foong, Eric Vooi, Nick Wu Rui Di, Magie Ng, Jet Lee, Marcus Sew, Min Yuann Chew, Wie Nie Sia, Adora Chloe, Yang Yang Tan, Hao Yi Ko, Kai Yeah, Amy Chew, Li Wuen Koh, Mi Xiao, Teik Ming Lee, Poh Fen, Jason Khoo Chun Meng, Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, Wai Shan Chim, Elaine, Chu En Liom, Kit Yeng Yap, Anis, Christeen, Caryn Ling, Rick Ng, Grace Tan, Voon Voon, Carey Choy, Xiao Xian Lai, Carmen Liew, Zanne Tey, Shou Jing Pang, Shirlene Lim Shik Lin, Lucius Lee, Shen Yee Leong, Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, Keivyn, Hui Hui Lee, Wei Yun Goh, Ee Loe Lim

I was touched, for the surprises, even though both failed and for the cakes and the heart for doing these
The happiness is very hard to describe, or I shall say no word in the dictionary could describes it well
I had good cakes and good meals for my birthday, nothing I should ask for more ain't

It's a very memorable birthday I have, thank you to you all
* huggies and kisses *



I had my first birthday meal here, during the day before my birthday


This mushroom soup is good


Rich garlic bread


The main course we shared and the best is the potato wedges, pathetic huh


and I had the worst Lemon Tea there

At the night itself, we went to The Garden


we went here to have dinner, and sister's Oscar joined us too


The side dish, 'Tian bu La'


Sister and her Oscar's choice


My choice


Zoom in


Another Zoom in


The last zoom in

Then on my birthday itself, my classmates and I went to Sunway pyramid
and guess what we have for our lunch?
Subway it is


Spicy Italian

Then we head to Sushi Zanmai for our dinner
it is very hard to choose which restaurant to go when they are ten people with different kind of opinions

and I have not much food on that night
wonder why, maybe the horror movie freak me out
'The Coffin', advise you not to watch it
I was so clueless about what is happening from the beginning
then I close my eyes after the first ten minutes until the movie end
no one like it


Unagi sushi with reasonable price

and i had 4 different flavour birthday cakes this year

First is the Durian Durian, but I only have one slice of it
from sister


2662137537_d2fccf0265 [Image]. 2008. Google Image Search.flickr.com/photos/41105002@Noo/2662137537 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The second one, Blueberry cake from Secret Recipe, you guys know how it taste like


The 3rd one, Tiramisu from Bread Talk

If you can see it well,
check this


Tiramisu_b [Image]. 2008. Bread Talk. http://www.breadtalk.com/cakes1.htm#1 (accessed by 23 Nov, 08)


The 4th birthday cake from the dearest, I love you Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, and Ham yu =))


My class and me *heart them*


again, and it's Marcus's turn, bye Jet

not forgetting my precious one


Kuso Kelly Hoh Ai Reen
and Ham Yu Leong Shen Yee




I Heart you guys, a lot

p/s 1: Half of the GS forgot my birthday, which is very disappointing
p/s 2: Pictures taken in Sunway Pyramid is all blur off, realized that only when I see them on screen
p/s 3: Love the presents I got from you and the favourite piece is definitely the handmade silkscreen T-shirt from reen and her bear, Keivyn
p/s 4: Happy Belated Birthday to my Dearest Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, I wished you, but I want to wish again



Jasmine Sam Yan Jie, you know how much I Love you

How's Life

22112008 . Sat . Unknown weather

Hello everyone, how's life?
mine is good, but far not enough
semester 4 ended, finally
and I will be home on next Wed
not so soon yet it's not too far
I seriously miss my family especially my mom
I miss her badly and I desperately want to see Baby Lynn
that's why I am going back earlier than I thought

Life in here is not good
the food here is totally a disaster
I wonder how could I survive for such a long time
and I am still willing to pay for it
Tried the food in the new stall on the upstairs of plaza yesterday
it doesn't taste as good as others promote
but it is much better than any other stalls here

The life without assignment here is much boring than I expect it to be
I lost the motivation to design anything
and the improve skill plan, forget about it
I am only watching drama, anime, reading, eating and hanging around in the house
that's all
I can't manage to go out too often as I'm broke
and since I promised to go out with my house mates
I am not able to ask others friend for outing anymore
sadden, next semester perhaps

I miss my friends a lot, the classmates, the friends, the besties, the GS
*hug*
Happy Holiday
all the best for who are still studying
and for the SPM and STPM candidates, I know you can do it



p/s How could you, you and You forgot my birthday !?

Love,
Tzeyee

am I too greedy?

03112008 . Monday . Sun

Today I am very down
so ignore this if you sick of emo post, will you?


I just finished one module today at 12.15p.m.
I'm glad it's over
but I wonder will I see her again on coming semester
I think the exam is funny
lecturer treated us like students sit for SPM exam

sister called just now
had a long talk
I'm feeling so tired
physically and mentally
I'm trying my best okay
stop talking about it over and over again
just two years, two freaking years then everything is over
OK?

Am very stressful currently
I don't feel good and I hate this to happen
I need something more interesting in my life
now I understand how harsh design industry is
when you can't think of new idea, when you unable to design out something in your mind
when you find all your hard works are rubbish, when you can't come out something good
when you wasted so much money but you still failed the outputs ..
you might almost gone crazy
sometime I really like design but then I hate it too
I lost the passion in it, and I just want to take a good long rest
escape from all these things
the troubles, the questions, the trues
I just need some peace
a real one

I want to live healthy
I want to have a normal skin kind
I want to sleep well without interrupt
I want to go to bed at 10p.m. and sleep until 10a.m.
I want to sleep with light-off
I want to keep my alarm off and my handphone stay away from me
I want to eat some chinese homemade dishes
I want to get the to-do-lists out of my wall
I want to be with my besties who make me feeling so comfortable to stay with
I want to have a heart to heart talk
I want to have some secrets to tell
I want to read as much as I want
I just want to be happy
am I too greedy?

In fact, I didn't ask for luxury stuff
I never wish to be millionaire
I just want to be happy and no worries

again
am I too greedy?

it's 1529p.m.
I didn't touch my assignments yet
but then I wish to go to bed
I told you,
I'm tired

Signing off,
Tzeyee

Design Management Exam

02112008 . Sunday . Raining

I am not happy

I suppose to study now for tomorrow exam
but then I got an offline message from the one I love
I am feeling so harsh and just need to split it out

I am feeling so stress currently
no matter how I act and how I do my things
I am so stress and I'm having constipation problem again, start from few days ago
I need some rest, the real one
to relax my mind and my soul as well
but you don't give me a rest
you don't

I understand your condition
I was talking nicely at first
but then you pissed me off, like really
I threaten you?
I don't even want to talk about it after that
you do disappoint me
not by stopping me but the way you talk
I told you to stop it
I don't want to see the killing words from you anymore
I asked you to forget about it, I don't go, I don't want to listen anymore
just enough okay

but then
you didn't
you still want to split some words to hurt my feeling
I'm having exam tomorrow
I need concentrate on my study tonight
do you listen to me?
you don't
you still dowan to let it be
you just want to talk it out
don't talk like I am a girl who go party every night
always asked money to buy my own stuff like I am the daughter of banker
I know I'm NOT

I wish I never talked to you about this
I thought you will know I am actually trying my best to be a goody girl
if I am your very disappointing sister
sorry, just leave me alone
if you are feeling burdened
just two years more you have to take care of me
I just need some peace
I just dowan to be even stressful
let me love you more, can?


signing out,
Tzeyee


stay away.

My family

02112008 . Sunday . Unknown weather

It's 1049 a.m.
and I did nothing yet
yesterday I spent whole day to cut the things
and my fingers hurt, I was can't hold the cutter properly at the end of the time
can you imagine whole day only cutting papers
and the outcome is not really good
I done folding my packaging anyway
but then I wish I never, you know why

It was so hard to squeeze my six packaging into the big one
and now I know sticker is not the only reason why my packaging will be so hard to fold straight
lamination is another reason
seriously, I'm not finding excuses

tomorrow I have final exam for design management
and I not even done the CIS yet
not to mention the journal thingy
I so hate Sunday because the next day is Monday
I'm so frustrated
assignments are waiting behind
and I don't feel like doing it, at all

Today when I woke up
I miss my family in sudden

I reminded it had been long time I never talk to my Dear sister
I have no idea how is she doing recently
but then I have no time, or should say no mood to make a phone call
plus I think she should has a good rest
I love you sis, I know you're reading this
and I miss my niece too
even though I don't feel like taking care of her
refuse to follow behind her every step
tired of stopping her to touch this, to eat that, to go here, to run there
I just love her
I love to see her face, to hear her voice, to have her around me
I miss my parent too
I realized the longer I went to study at here
my dad talks less to me
he doesn't know what to talk to me
every time I called back
he was just greet me then pass the phone to my mom
if I said I want to talk to him, he will only says few more sentence then still pass the phone to my mom
I know he loves me, but I need more contact, more conversation
my mom, I don't know why
I love her the most but then I scream towards her the most
maybe it is that I know she loves me the most, and we will forget about it the next morning
and my darling sister
I was pissed off with her yesterday
sometime we get to be really close, but then sometime we found each other are so unbearable
I love her, she is my sister and she loves me too, I know that
I miss my bro in law too, miss the jokes he makes with Dear sister
I know he loves my sister a lot, and I glad he is
what will be happier when you found out your sister has a man who loves her that much?

My my, it is now 1105a.m.
I think I should go back to the Corporate Identity Standards now
in fact
I just want to get my head back to my bed

Help me.

XOXO,
Tzeyee

First of November

01112008 . Saturday . Sun

0246a.m.

It had been so long time I never post up something new, as mentioned before, I promised to post up the studio shooting photos but end up I was too lazy to do so.
You know how torturing it is when you need to convert the RAW files into JPEG, and your hard disk space is just not enough
So, I decided to post up only my finals
A very simple layout, and yesss my first idea was failed as my photoshop skill is primary school level
Therefore I came out another idea, and I personally think it is better
The purpose of this advertising is to urge the public to blog their stories, with the blank paper and the face expression, it urges audience to fill in the blank with interesting stories to complete the thing
It is all about BLOG IT! That's what we want.







:: picture credit to Keivyn and Kelly Hoh Ai Reen, the models.

Anyway, life becomes busier, and things become more complicated.
I done no assignment, and I have no idea when they will be done
Packaging got some problem with the colors, fort
unately I got things fixed today in Digital Trend
Thanks to William and Michelle, yes William I do know to select all now, don't shake your head anymore okay
Not forgetting Color Conception also, Chee Sing, Alex and Kai Yeh (he resigned month ago), oh yes and Vincy, they provide the best customer service and being real kind
Every time when I go there, whole day spent there, it's just like another place to gather the classmates, and we treat it as home

Well well, hard works never end, yet.
I still got lots of assignment waiting me to do it, no no, tomorrow only I do that okay
plain tired
Let's check what I need to do
Design Management Journal Design Management CIS
Basic Illustration 10 Metaphores
Basic Illustration Final Color sketches
Basic Illustration 1st exercise
Basic Illustration Portfolio
Basic Illustration Research
Typography Flash cards
Typography Journal
Design Heritage Bauhaus Essay Design Heritage Journal
Photography Journal
Computer Graphic Newsletter
Packaging Finishing Packaging Poster Packaging Booklet
Design Studies Journal
Exhibition Preparation

the red highlighted symbolized must be done by Monday

Oh I'm so tired
As mentioned before, went to Digital Trend today
spent time there until the shop closed, 7.30p.m. something
then we went 'Ru Jia' restaurant for dinner
good recommendation from Reen
I prefer this if compare to Canton Bay
anyway, food there is reasonable and acceptab
le
some of them is delicious too
After the meal, we went to TGV as we are craving movie to rest our mind
not much choice so we decided to watch Best Friend's girl as I desperately want to watch Kate Hudson and Quin think it is the best choice too
The movie is funny but aiyor too many scenes cut, should go and buy the pirated DVD
Ops

I'm effing tired now and can't think of anything to blog
so let's end this post with the tag thing

Tagged by Quin O Quin week ago


Part One
1. What is the relationship of you and her?
classmate and friend

2. Your five impressions towards him/her.
She's smart, She's tough, She's independent, She's confident, She's creative.
3. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you.
During semester two, she is willing to help me to cut the circle out as she knows me can't handle it (Reen helped too)

Last semester, when we are doing the CD packaging, she helped me to fix the packaging which I screwed up even though it was 4a.m. in the midnight, and she wasted her priceless sleeping time to help me. Not forgetting tomorrow afternoon is the presentation.

Once again, wasted her two whole days just to accompany me for printing. Willing to wait for me to fix my designs, giving me precious suggestion, offer to help for cutting when I am darn nervous when rushing.

Helped me to cut and mount my posters during last semester when I cut my finger, not to mention that 15 minutes later is the final presentation.

I appreciate it a lot, and I have nothing to return your kindness besides treat you as true friend with my all heart.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you.
Eason Chan is darn cute (Eason Chan is way too attractive *melted*)

5. If she/he become your lover, you will...
I can't imagine this, totally.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
like dead fish, never want to be her enemy.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
Let's just skip this question.

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...

I don't know, I never think about it.
9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Treat her a dinner?
10. The overall impression of her/him is?
Smart.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Weirdo.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
You should ask others instead of asking me.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
It can be a lot.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
No idea about this.

Part Two
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1. I don't let anyone to touch my bed, even my parent.
2. I am very emotional.

3. Re-print is like part of my life.
4. I read strangers' blog and I'm know their life details.
5. I cry easily when I watch movie and drama, even animation.
6. When it comes to food, I spend money like my dad is a banker, which is not.
7. I love to eat meat, a lot.
8. I love my family the most, and I get angry of them most.
9. I like to complain the people around, but actually I like them seriously. No offence.
10. I hate people lie to me as I know I can accept the truth, but when I know somebody just can't pretend nothing happened, I lie them with no doubt.
11. I will keep the secret as long as you asked m
e to shut up, no matter how serious the case is (so don't tell me if you have sin)
12. I like design yet I hate design.
13. I not really like the singers who has won Eason Chan in the awards.
14. I don't wear skirt to class as it is very troublesome to get in the bus, end up everyone in class never see me wearing skirt.
15. Seeing doctor is just a routine in my life.

I tag:
Melissa
Belinda
Ee Loe
Voonvoon

For your information, now is Saturday morning 1123a.m.
which mean yes I need to do my assignment now

Bye bye


p/s I seriously love her and miss her, and I met her yesterday =) for awhile ..


my house mate laugh so hard at this picture
she feels I look funny seriously. I don't know why