some Craps

* Today is 27th of Feb, 09
* I am so, so depressed right now
* I might ( or not ) save some money for my own sake
* I'm hungry
* I was surprised or should say shocked during yesterday late evening
* I miss my chicken angel a lot, a lot
* I have no idea what to do for Advertising and Typography class
* I am excited yet worry for these both module, seem good but scary
* I can still feel the fall down pain, * cursed *
* I want to eat some meat
* Day ago I had steamboat dinner with some of my classmates, thumb up !
* Stella can cook, and I can't
* Had Seremban siew bao from Ting Ting, slurp
* I am deeply worry about something
* I miss my family, and no doubt sister, I love you all even I missed out myself most of the time during CNY
* Still depressed now






No disturb.





Signing off,
Tzeyee

show me your Writing

Tagged by Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen



The rule is write everything with yr hand.

1.Your name
2.Left handed/right handed.
3.Favourite alphabet to write.
4.Least favourite alphabet to write
5.Write down " The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog"(Notice it contains all alphabet in this sentence)
6.Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.

You can do this either in blog/FB/both.

Sekian,
Terima Kasih.


p/s: I only tag 5 people, ops !

Food Poison, or not.

24 Feb 2009 . Tuesday . it's not raining, yet

Class had started yesterday
and it is interesting
not the lecturing content
but the lecturer
he is presenting himself very well
and I laugh and smile most of the time while he is teaching
I feel good, for having him but no others to teach me this module

anyhow
the class itself might not be too interesting
some claimed that it sounds like design management class
I personally think it might be better than design management
or not, you bet.

Yesterday night went Tesco hypermarket with my housemates and Quin
Housemates and I bought ingredient for cooking today's dinner
I invited Quin and I think my cooking skill is scary enough for her to say No
anyway I don't mind she thinks like that since I secretly or openly think I am the worst in cooking
however, today might be mun yee, my housemate doing the cooking part
I will be the one who decides what to eat, and to give a little help
me think

Wish that it will be good, if so, next time will ask the classmates to join
as if they are willing to take the risk

War is going to start soon, sooner or later this evening
and yet some of my dearie classmates are now in Pyramid, happily enjoying their singing session.

Wish me luck, wish us luck.

Gonna update soon !

p/s: Hands shaking.



Love,
Tzeyee

D for Desaria villa

20 Feb 2009 . Friday . It's Hot outside

Hello mortals
nice to see you here again, most of you.

For your information, I am now in Desaria villa, the many people move out from here condominium
surfing through internet, doing nothing productive, watching anime and drama, gossiping around, crying for leaving home, missing family, GS and friends, complaining for the fan and many other stuff.

and I kinda love, just not the leaving home, missing people I love and complaining parts.
Ops, and I do kill ants everyday, cleaning up everyday, scratching all these days.

I am little bit not comfortable with the monitor, mine was sent to the center to repair
and the new one will be coming not that soon
at the end of March
so I am now using sister's Oscar's monitor
it doesn't has a speaker
it so much worst when I need to use a headphone and I threw it off the day before I realize this
so I have to borrow one from my housemate
for my anime, drama, and song's sake.

Class is going to start soon, next Monday
and I am not well prepare for this
the assignments, the lecturers, the tutorials, the problems

All in sudden I miss chicken angel and jia ying chua a lot
the time we spent here in G dom and Desaria villa
yesterday I went to Dragon view which near Tesco for Bakkuteh
we ate a lot, and we make it separately
I secretly wish my chicken angel and jia ying will be there with me
I miss the time we shared all the foods
I simply miss they two so much, sooo much.

Mentioned about yesterday, I went to Tesco with my two housemates
and my roomie was there too
but she spent her time alone
when we are wating the bus to go back
I can't see her around
since I am quite understand her keep missing bus routine, I called her twice
and she doesn't pick up the phone
Fine then, I shall wait
sometimes later, bus came and when I am sitting in the bus
I don't see her yet, so I call again and rush her since bus is still there
minutes later, bus gone and she is still not coming
I texted her and tell the poor thing the bus gone
and minutes later, when the bus is almost reach IOI mall
she called and asked me to stop the bus, she is on her way
I was like, ahh how to stop it? We are so far away.
then the bus soon full and pack since he is fetching people from IOI mall too
I felt bad and when I reached home, I called again to offer good taxi driver number
but she said her friend's bf will picks her up
good, she found the solution
but then hours later, she came back and she told me she took taxi to come back and he charged her 30ringgit plus.

I was and am still speechless.


How come she never calls me? and How come she is keep missing the bus after so many times she missed it?

Good luck E.

p/s: Oh my goodness, Doris and Wei Hong, surprised me seriously.

and Happy Belated Birthday to my Huiting, one of my precious one. I Love you =)




Signing off,
Tzeyee

It is either a full stop or a questions mark.

Before I start anything, Happy Valentine's day to every couple in the world.

Yesterday I went to ELIT for amali, 6 hours spent there, and few more hours waiting there.
The weather is really hot and annoying at the same time, I got really sick after I came back from there, headache.
However, I made new friend yesterday, and the world is so small.
People I knew through ELIT are either secondary school juniors or sister of people I know.
I spent 3 whole hours doing nothing with two of them, both are sister of people I know, one is elder and another one is younger.
I could not believe that when I first heard Pauline told me her sister's name
I should know that, I got the strong feeling they might related to each other when I first saw her
I don't know why, I never see her sister before though
and Siew Wai, Siew Yan's sister
We knew each other when we were there for Undang course, and we went for test together
She didn't talked much when the first day we met
but after that, she is really friendly and talking a lot, like me.
Usually I don't, but when you really get bored, you talk more.

The 3 hours are really awfully boring, I forced them to tell me anything but they have nothing to tell, nothing at all.
So I made calls to people might be free
and none of the conversation spent more than 15 minutes.

I took a nap hours ago
was feeling really sick
and I had a dream
I could not recall back the dream
but when I woke up
my heart is aching and my eyes are wet

Almost 2 years, we shared the ups and downs, partly.
Now I treat you almost like a stranger, there are too much to explain.
There are plenty of memories left, and awkwardness.






It's about a broken friendship, if you wonder.





p/s: I have no doubt ./?

She has a Boyfriend

First of all,
Happy Birthday to my darling sweetheart voonvoon
may all her dream comes true and she is getting taller and taller
same goes to myself, anyway

Few days ago I went to meet my sister, JiaJia
as I mentioned on my previous post
she is getting slimmer, and taller
I actually warn her not to wear high heels
It's pathetic

I am not really feeling awkward for being with her even we didn't meet each other for quite some time
She is doing fine, I'm sure
and some shocking news to share
I'm happy to meet her in time before she goes to Taiwan for study
I'm here wish her all the best there, having fun and got no one bully her
Last but not least, come back to bake many mouth watering cake for me, or tart, or bread, or biscuit

I watched The Pink Panther II with her
and I'm glad we make this decision
it's awesome
I like this movie, a lot
I am having a great memory with her before she left to Taiwan I guess


Besides meeting with sister
Yesterday I went out with my precious one, Chu Kim Hui
for movie, Red Cliff II
another great one
with the really cheap price
and we had a good long chat
even better
I had Sundae Cone and Potato Chips =)

Later on,
I went to Crocodile Rock with Loe, Melissa, Shenyee, Tim and Voonvoon !
for voonvoon's birthday
we do not really celebrate her birthday
but only two slice cake to share
and end up she didn't really eat them
anyhow
glad I can meet her on her birthday eve
she is really a sweetheart

I'm staying home tmr
for my own sake
should start packing my things back to Desaria
omg, I don't want go back there, please, help, someone please postpone the date.


I know I'm talking silly.




Tzeyee and her beloved sister, Jia Jia.

I can't fight this feeling anymore

Horton hears a Who !

I watched an animation, Horton hears a Who !
I like this animation a lot, it's meaningful yet the drawing is nice
I like how they start the story too







anyway !
Hello people, are you having a nice day?
I saw a bad news through facebook
it is pretty shocking for me to see it
I just hope thing will being fine and I support every decision she makes, in this matter
since this is about her, not me

I am currently confusing about which major to
I had forgotten about it until I met Quin in Msn, some days ago
I asked about her decision and
she told me she hasn't decides yet
so am I
for me there are not much difference among them
I am not going to advertising film for work in my future
I am enough of stressful life, I just don't want things getting worst
I am not much interested in marketing too
but I will definitely sick of keep drawing same thing over and over again
and the final projects the lecturer showed us are freaking me out
so tell me, which one is better?
somehow I am going to learn the things too
I am going to learn how to do a website too, by myself or asking others to teach
it doesn't means if I go for this, I will not know anything about another one
it is just about which one I want to spend most of my time on
and which one I want lecturer from LUCT to tutorial me
which one I am going to learn and show the result in my cert
that's the matter, and that's why it is very confusing

Oh my, it is freaking me out
before I start my stressful campus life
I am starting to push myself here, before the holiday ends

Tmr I am going out to meet my sis, Jia Jia for movie
I am pretty nervous since she is driving
I have no idea about her driving skill
and I am so much older than her
before I got my license, she is fetching me first
shame of myself

Tmr will be a busy day
from morning to afternoon
and I am expecting The Pink Panther II will be good



I got my card reader back !

I don't want to

Today is the 9th day of the Chinese New Year
I can feel the emptiness in myself
ever since Reen went back to Sunway
the New year seems quiet
I can't feel the Chinese New Year unique mood anymore
It's pathetic
and I'm going to back for new semester starts soon
It's terrible
I hate it when the holiday is going to end
the assignments, and the buses, the presentation, the shame of being weird
I am totally dowan to leave home

I am currently busy
too many thing to worry about
I am going to see you guys soon in two weeks time
and I guess it's time for me to loose some weight
please send me some secret recipe if you have one
I need it and I mean it

Anyhow
this Chinese New Year is not fun if compare with the previous ones
I am not happy
just thank God I still have my niece to make me smile, a lot
and some of my besties of course.

With lots of Love,
Tzeyee