Tiring Saturday

25052008 . Sunday . unknown weather

I had a tiring Saturday yesterday
I did nothing yet I am tired
As what I plan, Darling sister came over and pick up my computer and I back to Oscar's house
I wanted to format my computer which was going to die very soon
and my Dearie Adobe Illustrator was having problem
I can't save any file and It will be a Big problem for me if I still don't bother it
Well ..
I always want to take a meal at BBQ plaza or Burger King
but I can't make it yesterday
I found it quite impossible to go BBQ plaza as we were rushing and Sis's Oscar is sick
Hmmm ..
just so not in the right time =(
Anyway, we went to 'Fushion' to have lunch
I ordered Saba set and it tasted not bad
but Both sister and sis's Oscar don't like it
I self-capture for minutes and my sis claimed that everyone is staring at me so I stopped
Duh
have to take some pictures for my Computer Graphic CD pack
I found it quite embarrassing to print it out

After lunch
We head back to Oscar's house
Everyone was busy
Sister busy cleaning the house
Sis's Oscar busy formatting my computer
and I am busy for photo shooting
I worry the pic taken with hand phone will end up pix elated
so I forced my sister help me take pic with my 'fei mui'
Well
She just failed to take the pictures I wanted
Weird taste I have
so I end up gave up and trained myself used to self-capture with 'fei mui'
Guess what
I success at the end of the time
LOL
my self-capture skill had just upgraded
=)

Photo shooting with my clumsy fei mui at outdoor is very tiring and it killed me
I am just too tired and went in the house, switch off my camera and throw it aside
Time flies and they were going to fetch me back to Desaria Villa - my second home
We were rushing as Sis's Oscar had to fetch his parent
I thought to have Burger King as dinner
* loud sigh*
end up we were going to Mcd
had Big Mac meal
Er it tasted okay lar
not as what I expect

Back to home
I was busy arranging files and clothes
until now I still never done any thing in my to-do list
I guess I gonna die tmr

so good night mortals
pray hard for me can you?



Hugs,
Tze Yee

Just not in the right time

23052008 . Friday . Sun

I hate to be sick
and I extra hate it to be happen when I am too busy to fall sick
Well
things always happen in the way you don't want to
I'm sick
and just so not in the right time
If you wonder
now is my final weeks and with a lot of final assignments

Let's check the work I need to finish by this weekend urgently
* Computer graphic digipak (I haven't start the idea sketch yet)
* Postcard final layout and color
* Design Management Journal (includes essays and reports)
* Design Heritage Coffee Table book sketches
* Graphic Design Milk container design
* Graphic Design First 'What is Graphic Design' poster
* Graphic Design Poster & Postcards Final Idea sketches

And now
I'm sick
and until now
I still doing the sketches for Graphic Design
others I don't even touch or think yet

Bear in mind
If one day I scold you
forgive me because my emotion is just so not stable

I love you

Currently addicted to 'Don't stop moving' by S club 7

signing off,
Tze Yee

Long list

21052008 . Wednesday . Sun

Let's see the long list of my works-to-be-done

* Global Warming posters and postcards
* Graphic Design journal
* Milk container design
* 'What is Graphic Design' poster
* Computer Graphic CD
* Computer Graphic Digipak (Self) design
* Basic illustration Postcards
* Basic Illustration Journal (4 more pages of human anatomy, one male portrait)
* Design Heritage Journal (Group reports, Hierarchy system essay)
* Design Heritage Coffee table book (min 15 pages)
* Design Heritage Journal
* Naked state review
* Helvetica movie review
* Logo design (stationary set)
* Photography

Don't mention about the presentations and exams
I am going to crazy very soon

Help =(

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Mourning

"抢救人员发现她的时候，她已经死了，是被垮塌下来的房子压死的，透过那一堆废墟的的间隙可以看到她死亡的姿势，双膝跪著，整个上身向前匍匐著，双手扶著地 支撑著身体，有些象古人行跪拜礼，只是身体被压的变形了，看上去有些诡异。救援人员从废墟的空隙伸手进去确认了她已经死亡，又在冲著废墟喊了几声，用撬棍 在在砖头上敲了几下，里面没有任何回应。当人群走到下一个建筑物的时候，救援队长忽然往回跑，边跑变喊“快过来”。他又来到她的尸体前，费力的把手伸进女 人的身子底下摸索，他摸了几下高声的喊“有人，有个孩子 ，还活著”。经过一番努力，人们小心的把挡著她的废墟清理开，在她的身体下面躺著她的孩子，包在一个红色带黄花的小被子里，大概有3、4个月大，因为母亲 身体庇护著，他毫发未伤，抱出来的时候，他还安静的睡著，他熟睡的脸让所有在场的人感到很温暖。随行的医生过来解开被子准备做些检查，发现有一部手机塞在 被子里，医生下意识的看了下手机屏幕，发现屏幕上是一条已经写好的短信“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活著，一定要记住我爱你”，看惯了生离死别的医生却在这一刻落泪了，手机传递著，每个看到短信的人都落泪了。"

...


It's never too late to appreciate every single moment with your Loved one
We can never aspect what will happen tmr
We are just so lucky compare to others
So while we are still in luck
Tell them we love them, shall we?

To my family, gang - starz, my besties, my friends, my classmates and even strangers
Let's treasure the moment we are sharing, I Love you

Signing off,
Tze Yee

Random post

17052008 . Saturday . Sun

Finally I am able to update my blog during this Very Busy moment
You can't imagine my life now
I am exhausted of all of this
and things haven't finish yet
It gonna be another long, restless month for me
I can't wait until semester break
I want to be boring until I miss these busy days again
I don't mind to do the same thing over and over again
I don't mind to gain my weights
I just want to have my semester break
at least I can sleep for days continuously
No need to set my alarm for wake me up one hour later or 5 minutes later
It is torturing me
I want to escape from print shop as well
They are helpful but I don't want to appear there
It means I have to print and spend money again
too bad I have to say
I will go there again in short term
I guess they will lost their smile once they see me again
and my money will all gone

Well
Yesterday I went to Alamanda with my room mate, Jia Ying
We wanted to go A&W
I miss the waffle and roofbeer there
don't forget about curly fries as well
It tasted like Heaven
but we end up being too full
little tummy grown up
so fat until I can't recognize her
The environment there is pretty good
I want to go there again for more Foods
Bear in mind my life here is hopeless from tasty Food

Days later I will be extremely busy
Finals, journals and exams are waiting for me
Forgive me if I don't pick up your call or reply your msg
I think I did forgot about some msg and calls
but I can't recall back who are them
If you think you have too long time never meet up with me
Call me after 15 of June okay
I will start my semester break around it

*Pictures*


Waffle melts my heart


Roofbeer rocks my day

I Love you guys

Yours truly,
Tze Yee

Ma I Love You

11052008 . Sunday . Sun

Everyone knows today is Mother's day
and I'm here to wish my dearest mom Happy Mother's Day
I have nothing for her but my Love and Care
and also my very first individually canvas with the title 'Lovely Mother'

Ma,
If you see this
I want to tell you that
' You are the one who never fail to cheer me up
You are the one who is always willing to help me
You are the one will always forgive me for my rudeness and bad tempered
You are the who take care of me since I'm born
You are the one who will always worry my meal
You are the one who always lend me hand when I need it
You are the one who never complain for all the hard works
You are the who never fail to fulfill my greed
and
You are the one I Love, I Care, I Trust with all my heart. Ma, I will never leave you
I promised. '

Besides,
I'm here to wish my Dear Sister Happy Mother's day too
This is the 3rd Mother's day you have I guess
Baby might not able to send you card or wish you or whatsover
but Jie ..
soon, maybe next year she will
I hope you enjoy your mother's day with your daughter, our Baby Lyn and with our Dearest mom

I always wonder what is the feeling being a mother
Having children is a Huge responsibility
I'm here to praise you for being so brave of giving birth
You're awesome
Just like our Mother

and Yeah for sure
Don't be too tension okay
We still can help you for moment
Slowly try to be a Full time mother okay
I know you can do it

and Forgive me for refuse to help sometimes
I sure you understand
I am not a mother yet
I can't understand well
All I know is Play with but not Take Care of
and Forgive me for being so naive
I still a Kid if you ask =)

To end this post,
I here to wish the two women in my family which is my mom and dear sister
' Happy Mother's day '
I Love both of you deeply.

p/s Happy Birthday to Bel as well, Hope you enjoy your day with your mom.

p/s No picture provide due to privacy reason.

Lots of Love,
Tze Yee

Cheer !

09052008 . Friday . Sun

Hello everyone
There is long time I have never update my blog
As for your information
I have too many works to be done
assignments . assignments . more assignments
Might update my blog when I am finally free
so see you guys around Jun?
I think so ..
so Cheer up babe
Cheerio !

p/s Currently in Love with 熱島小夜曲 by Eason Chan

Loves,
Tze Yee

Yours truly

03052008 . Saturday . Sun

Today when I wake up
I felt so lazy
too lazy to pack things for darling sister to bring back
too lazy to do the measurement thing
too lazy to bother the Msn messages ( I'm sorry )
too lazy to do others' work
I am feeling bad on this
* shake shake *
I wana take photos now
so that I can settle one of my assignments
and don't forget about the journals
Oh No
of cause I remember that
but I just Feel like Don't want to do so ..
I am extremely mind-exhausted now
Don't feel like thinking anything
not even to do the research thing
many thing need to brainstorming
and my brain is just too tired for all of these
* shake shake *

Besides,
I am homesick now
Yesterday talked to baby
she sounds sweet
She asked me to buy a bike for her
* Laughing *
How cute
and I can imagine the way she acts
Oh Baby I miss the most
Then come to Parents . Sisters . gang - sTarZ . best friends . Friends . and everyone I Love
Er ..
Furthermore
I miss my mom homemade dishes
and the Kuantan foods
not forgetting my homemade breakfast as well
I feel so bad of eating Malay's foods daily
yet it is dirty and expensive
Every time When I throw my rubbish
I feel like want to puke
* Loud Sigh *

I feel like want to bite Chipster spicy flavor's chips
but Dearie Quin said I had too much of chips recently
and I think she is right
I'm feeling sick these few days
It is all because of lack of Healthy Food

Imagine your life with only Noodle cup . Chips . Milk . Milo . Water . 100Plus and Malay style Bihun and Chicken
I bet you will feel sick also
Ahhh ..
I miss my mom
and I miss her homemade dishes
Can't imagine what if I am working at outside
Oh No ..

I want to go back Home !

Signing off,
Tze Yee