her name is Tzeyee

2 hours later my term break will officially reaches the end
I done nothing effective during this break
but I'm happy I done the 3 sets characters of Typography class
more than half of the class did
and now half of us have nothing Big to worry about for this Thursday

thought to do something for the journals
but I have putting too less effort on it
it turns out I did nothing for that
I mean Nothing
I have my mind stuck with the commercial and the natural packaging
I am starting to sick of spices and Astromax

I guess I should never design anything I like
I will still sick of it too

for instance, I am no longer like the Beryl's chocolate as much as I did
and I am sick of Claire de Lune
besides, I dislike the term phobia
not to mention I hate Yaris
well, they are always some exception
I still like Helvetica and Sakura

Well, I am going to meet Ken Goh tmr
how my day will be is all depends on him
you see, my happiness are depend on the lecturers

remember how she spoiled my days by telling me how stupid I am
it is a nightmare
the most horrible morning I ever had in my life, so far

I still remember the rejections from Ken Goh
and the very embarrassing moment
this is one of the hardest moments in my life too

I have no idea how worst my life can be for being a design students
and totally no idea how worst my life will be for working in design industry
but the point is I still like to design
I don't really want to be better than everyone out there
I will never be the best, I know
I just want my work to be appreciated
and one day, someone at the opposite of the world will also know my name
from the designs I have created, for years they will remember it and the designer name, which is mine

it is a goal that hard to achieve
but I am still young, I dare to say
I will try, I will have one day people recognize my name with my designs.

To leave a sign in this world, before I'm gone.


Tzeyee

I know, I Love you too

She is a mother
she is blissful by having two adorable children and a very caring, responsible husband
her parent loves her
so do her sisters

She is very emotional, I can tell
and very sensitive
she is too easy to get hurt
but she doesn't shows

And now
her youngest sister misses the time they spent together

remember the old time, when the young sister is sitting inside the car, listening to the music,
accompany her to drive around the town
remember the old time, when they are watching tons of movies during midnight time,
her sister cooks supper to share
remember the old time, when her sister is reading, she tells her the stories,
the crazy memories she has
remember the old time, when her sister is not studying for the exam,
she scolds her and helps her on studies
remember the old time, when they went to Taman Gelora, to get some snacks to eat,
they share the food
remember the old time, when she is bringing her sister to join her Christmas dinner,
and it's her sister first time Christmas dinner in her life
remember the old time, when they are playing Play Station together,
her sister learns her first bad words from her

and remember that after so many years
She tells her sister ' Please take good care of yourself, even though I have kids now doesn't means I do not sayang you anymore. '

and her sister wants to tell

' I know, I Love you too '





With all my heart,
Tzeyee

miss.

I miss my family
they are not coming over next week
Huge disappointment.

I miss GS
we can't manage to talk heart to heart this time
Slightly sad.

I miss my chicken angel
didn't see her for months
Loud sigh.

I miss Chu
she is too busy to entertain me, as usual
Tsk tsk.





I miss everyone out there,
too less I can do.

Love,
Tzeyee

The List goes on

Holiday ends
and now I was back to Desaria Villa
what a pain to wave goodbye to my family
but the good thing is some of them are coming over next week
I am expecting it

Today, 3 groups of us finally finished our first presentation of our 3 sets of characters
I feel released and happily updating my blog now
Anyhow I still have many things to do
my room mate asked ' So you finished your assignments? '
No, certainly no
The List goes on people
I guess I will never get to rest until I done my final submission of all

I am feeling homesick now
the feeling grows stronger when most of them are going back home today
and some of them are going to Genting Highlands later

er, buy me things okay
even though I dunno what to buy also lar
*grins*

Well,
I am going to spend some time doing nothing effective but relaxing
catch up with the world later


p/s: I Love my nieces, they are precious.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

Dom

I am going back home soon later
and now I am going to campus, to show Gloria the patterns
freaking nervous right now
I don't know what will she says

and recently will not update my blog
unless my assignments allowed me to do that

see you people soon in Kuantan
and to my dearie classmates

Happy Holiday !




p/s: Lawrence student is always his student.




With all my heart,
Tzeyee

He's sick

I am feeling sad for him
and suddenly life scared me
his smiling face keeps appear in my mind
I am hardly to forget the scenes he was talking to me
I am so remember every tutorial section I had with him
It's sad, I am kind of missing him, even his criticism over my works

and now I'm feeling a little lost






Take care.



Tzeyee

Go Home

27032009 . Friday . It's just 1.54 a.m. now

I am feeling down today
skipped lunch as the tutorial sections I had today were really upset me
I hope things will not get any worst
it's either I can take it or not, and obviously I still can't

Nevertheless
I had made my mind,
I decided to throw my previous idea into the rubbish bin
instead of stuck on this idea, why I don't I try something else
hopefully it works
or else
more tissue and more mind-maps
that's what I can do.

I doubt how nerve it will be to have tutorial with them anymore
when you can't think, no one can force you to think well
even lecturer is starting to threaten you with the marks
just can't think it out, what to do?

Anyway, I am going home on next Monday
I am little bit excited yet worry
and concern about the mother who is going to give birth
hope she is doing well and feeling better now

I actually just wanted to express myself a little
I was doing Advertising brainstorming thingy and now still working on it
don't forget Lawrence work is there waiting for me to finish up
I doubt, maybe the next good sleep will be in the bus when I am on the way back to hometown
how pathetic it is

Designer's life
do you still want to be a Designer?

I am,
but still advice you to think twice.

sometimes I get a little bit mean and cruel, to certain people. God, please forgive me for my naive act but I still don't want to change it.

p/s: Eric Chih ! Thank you for found my precious Beryl's packaging
I know you were kidding about this, but I owe you a thank you so I still blog it out

and to my semester 4 Graphic design lecturer, I will remember you, for how you treat my designed packaging. How dare you are.


Tzeyee

I don't want to say Goodbye

Was talking to my housemates about the rental thingy
since next semester I will going for internship
which scaring me a lot
I need to move out from my place here
or else, I need to be really rich to pay two places rental fees
and since I'm not
so I still have to move out

This place do means a lot to me
memories we called that
with Kelly Kuso Hoh Ai Reen
the happiness and crazy moments <3
and with Jia Ying Chua
the Chipster, and the sudden cries

I am seriously don't want to leave
but I dunno what else I can do
so, like it or hate it
I still have to move out

Reen, I miss you a lot all in sudden
it's kinda out of control

you should really come back once before I move out




Bestie <3


Miso

Good Food ! or not.

I should really post up this few days ago
but due to the endless assignments given
I was almost hopeless to make it

Anyhow
I am finally, can spend some time on this

As I said, DA JIE sponsors me to Jogoya for lotsa good food
and it ends up differently
we didn't have too much good food
especially for me, I was expecting many different kind of cooked beef
but the only thing I can eat, and like to eat is chicken
cooked in different yet almost the same way

the stingy girl like me, dun want to waste my money
so I decided to give up on chicken
and go to Haagen Dazs (=
I had plenty of it
every flavor there I tasted
so I felt a little bit better
telling myself I am not wasting a lot money also

you cannot imagine how many ice cream I had until I felt so full
you know, eating ice cream never make me full
I think if I go for the next time, I will have the better arrangement on which food I should take first and last
I missed some good food I wanted to try
but never mind
I still have a lot of chance ain't
perhaps I should go for other places at that time

Pictures time :

Should starts these with the lobster, the only food looks good in plate I can get

slurp!



classmate Wan Jou
she is eating and her eyes are talking to you, wahh



classmate Shiau Fong
she is eating a lot but still is thin
you will be very happy to have meal with her
she makes food looks good (=
see her satisfied face



classmate Ting Ting and her boy
these two are very horrible in eating sushi
only eating the toppings and threw the rice aside
anyhow, clever (=



Classmate Teri
she loves food too, and I always get car sick when she drives
my my
thank you for the ride



Classmate Stella
She must loves lobster
or she only pose this for the camera
she is absolutely looks prettier in real life
and this is only photo of her I have in my camera
What to Do ?



Classmate Quin
The one who likes to eat good food too !
I realize she is recently making this kind of face expression a lot when taking picture
I feel so good when I am no longer the only one in the uni gang doing this face expression
and Quin, I remember when foundation semester one
I keep showing this face to you and it seems disgusted you
Aiyoooooo
not good



Yours truly, Tzeyee
not happy because I can't eat this lobster
but they told me it tastes bad
ha ha
nothing to loss then XD






























and

Satisfied with ice cream, my darling.

Lots of ice cream,
Tzeyee