27092008 . Saturday . Rainy
I am a dead meat, I am so no idea about my uni life now
The endless assignments, the so not responsible lecturers, the meaningless classes, the almost finish anime make me down.
Well, it is holiday now and I do not really happy about that
Term break means more and more assignments follow behind and the God damn it lecturer never fails to spoiled my already not so happy holiday.
He gives us an new assignment to do, and I pretty sure that he actually don't knows what to brief as well.
NO brief paper? I guess it is because this kind of thing actually not exist in this module
you have no idea what to give anymore, then you simply think of something to entertain us
Smart!
You never fail to make me angry and disappointed.
Forget about him,
I still have long assignment list stick on my wall
It is just right on my left hand side
and I always ignore it
because I never success to get anything out of the list.
Sad case
I spent whole day to clean up the bathroom and my place
Very dizzy and headache now
This semester is specially much dusty than last time
I don't know why
What makes my day worse?
It is when I woke up this morning
I am so miss home so I called back
and I found that my dad don't miss me
He don't even wants to talk to me
How pathetic
once mention this I am feeling sad again
Oh yess yess
30th is coming soon
and that day is the big day for Loe and my ex-room mate Jia Ying
wish you two early Happy Birthday here
I guess I am not going to post anything when I'm home
since I want to spend some time with my family who don't miss me =( and I got assignments need to finish up X(
GOD I am looking forward to Chinese New Year
which is long time to wait
why CNY?
because it is the only festival I am really happy about
The family dinner, the friends gathering for days
I love you guys and I think the next CNY is gonna be the last CNY everyone will be really free
soon every single soul I love will go for uni/college
guess life really push us a lot
and we never able to pull the time
Eh li wuen
what would you feel when the whole big gang is all leaving the town for study?
Don't worry
still got some time to go and we are always coming back
Hometown ain't?
The place we ll always come back, even once in a blue moon
People will still come back
Life is complicated and I am feeling so lonely when I actually missed out from everyone's life
plus I never sleep well for months
everyday I sleep, I dream and there are so many stories in my mind
some repeated
some looks so real
some I know it is a dream when I am dreaming
some woke me up
some makes me sleep more than I should
Dream
how long you gonna disturb my sleep
I just want to sleep one night long without dreaming
Help me?
XOXO,
Tzeyee
Go die - lar
25092008 . Thursday . Sun
I can't believe it had been so long time I never post up something, guess I am too busy, too lazy and addicted to the anime, 'One Piece' and Gossip Girl which I had finished watching all the episodes I have with me.
There are so many things to share with, but due to I didn't post up anything lately, I have no idea the stories behind the pictures I had taken, specially for my blog. And now I had lost all the intention to blog, same to my assignments.
The always postponed due-dates do not urge me to do anything, lecturers never throw out any question when having tutorial. We get the approval easily and we never know when is it actually good or not. It makes me lost my interest on my assignments.
Nobody cares, so do I.
Since I lost the intention to blog, then why I am now blogging?
Oh I had been waiting for my lecturer who promised to see me at 11am until now
6 messages sent, to inform him I'm waiting for him, to remind him to come, to inform him i went to lunch for awhile, to inform him I'm back, to remind him which lab, to inform him i have to switch to another lab since other lecturer is having class.
And none of them is delivered, I called to his place and they told me he went to lunch.
WTF I waited for him from 11 a.m. until now, 2.30 p.m.
I can't think any good reason or excuse he can gives me
so not responsible
He is the one who asked me come to see him today
and that's why I still in the lab alone rather than go back to 512.
I am so not fine with this kind of situation.
I am going to kill the lecturer, I called to the faculty again
he is there and when I told him I am now waiting him at multimedia lab
he told me he cannot see me because he is very busy, asked me to see him tmr in class
...
I wish to slap him real hard! and bang his head with no mercy.
How lucky I am to get this kind of Oh so Responsible lecturer, do he ever sleeps well since he becomes a lecturer?
I guess no when students like me, will curse him time by time.
' go die - lar '
I hate him,
Tzeyee
I can't believe it had been so long time I never post up something, guess I am too busy, too lazy and addicted to the anime, 'One Piece' and Gossip Girl which I had finished watching all the episodes I have with me.
There are so many things to share with, but due to I didn't post up anything lately, I have no idea the stories behind the pictures I had taken, specially for my blog. And now I had lost all the intention to blog, same to my assignments.
The always postponed due-dates do not urge me to do anything, lecturers never throw out any question when having tutorial. We get the approval easily and we never know when is it actually good or not. It makes me lost my interest on my assignments.
Nobody cares, so do I.
Since I lost the intention to blog, then why I am now blogging?
Oh I had been waiting for my lecturer who promised to see me at 11am until now
6 messages sent, to inform him I'm waiting for him, to remind him to come, to inform him i went to lunch for awhile, to inform him I'm back, to remind him which lab, to inform him i have to switch to another lab since other lecturer is having class.
And none of them is delivered, I called to his place and they told me he went to lunch.
WTF I waited for him from 11 a.m. until now, 2.30 p.m.
I can't think any good reason or excuse he can gives me
so not responsible
He is the one who asked me come to see him today
and that's why I still in the lab alone rather than go back to 512.
I am so not fine with this kind of situation.
I am going to kill the lecturer, I called to the faculty again
he is there and when I told him I am now waiting him at multimedia lab
he told me he cannot see me because he is very busy, asked me to see him tmr in class
...
I wish to slap him real hard! and bang his head with no mercy.
How lucky I am to get this kind of Oh so Responsible lecturer, do he ever sleeps well since he becomes a lecturer?
I guess no when students like me, will curse him time by time.
' go die - lar '
I hate him,
Tzeyee
Just a post
06092008 . Saturday . Sun
0937 a.m.
That's so pathetic, I did nothing for my assignments last night.
I was spending time to talk to my house mates and also my roommate,
then I was spending time to take bath and wash my face
At last, shame to tell that I was only eating two 6inch long sandwiches from Subway while watching few episodes One Piece, don't mentions I still spent some time to update my blog and read other blogs.
What a shame, I wasted my time like this
and I went to Antalis office yesterday to buy some papers which cost me 93.60 ringgit
Just for myself - anyway I think I can use them for years if I keep them properly and use it wisely
Somehow, after I purchased the papers only I heard them said my papers prob too thin
and WTF then what should I do?
I couldn't spend anymore for papers since I still have to print and bind?
Besides, I still not even have an idea to design my book yet
thanks my lecturer for not guiding me at all
all he said is just Ok or Do it more, end of the stories
He always gives me very rough thing and don't even pay attention to my words
I am sooooooooooooooo pissed off
And I turned on my alarm clock to wake me up at 8a.m. but I ends up turned it off and sleep until 9 morning something
I did nothing until now and I am still blogging!
Oh my GOD
Just want to talk something before I get crazy, can't scream in the room for my new shy room mate's sake.
Mentioned about my new room mate, shall update some stories soon or sooner.
Out to bed Again,
Tzeyee
p/s you shall slap me hard for don't do anything and duedate is so close.
0937 a.m.
That's so pathetic, I did nothing for my assignments last night.
I was spending time to talk to my house mates and also my roommate,
then I was spending time to take bath and wash my face
At last, shame to tell that I was only eating two 6inch long sandwiches from Subway while watching few episodes One Piece, don't mentions I still spent some time to update my blog and read other blogs.
What a shame, I wasted my time like this
and I went to Antalis office yesterday to buy some papers which cost me 93.60 ringgit
Just for myself - anyway I think I can use them for years if I keep them properly and use it wisely
Somehow, after I purchased the papers only I heard them said my papers prob too thin
and WTF then what should I do?
I couldn't spend anymore for papers since I still have to print and bind?
Besides, I still not even have an idea to design my book yet
thanks my lecturer for not guiding me at all
all he said is just Ok or Do it more, end of the stories
He always gives me very rough thing and don't even pay attention to my words
I am sooooooooooooooo pissed off
And I turned on my alarm clock to wake me up at 8a.m. but I ends up turned it off and sleep until 9 morning something
I did nothing until now and I am still blogging!
Oh my GOD
Just want to talk something before I get crazy, can't scream in the room for my new shy room mate's sake.
Mentioned about my new room mate, shall update some stories soon or sooner.
Out to bed Again,
Tzeyee
p/s you shall slap me hard for don't do anything and duedate is so close.
Hi, long time no see.
05092008 . Friday . Cloudy
Hi, long time no see. And the reasons why are these :
1 To design a proper book with cover, layout, content etc.
2 Journals ( Design studies' Design managements' Design Heritage' ) - which I don't even do anything yet
3 Photography assignments - 1 exercise and 2 projects - Thanks GOD my group members Quin and Stella done the first exercise and the other 2 is individual work? OMG.
4 Illustrations - 15 metaphors and I don't get 1 yet. - My classmates are already proceed to another step.
5 Typography postcards - to promote the book
6 Visual mind map - What's innovation? Oh No I don't know.
7 Some cutting and pasting works - Thanks to Ernesto.
8 Missed class workshop which is 10% marking and lec don't even gives me other thing to do yet - when only he wants to tell me?
9 The cutting works, printing and binding for the book, as I mentioned earlier, I not yet finish designing and I am stuck now.
10 Design Heritage essay - duedate on Week 8
11 Computer graphic - character design
and the latest assignment which brief today :
12 Packaging design which 10 products in one set for 3 persons in group and 8 products for 2 person in group.
If you ever wonder why I update my blog like once in a blue moon, now you know why.
GOD knows how busy I am for this semester. It's like I have no proper time to rest, I shall sleep more when I can for now. And my health condition is getting worst now, I had applied leaves for 11 days to have a good rest at home but ends up I have to do my assignments there also. Which is very inconvenience and you know, my lecturer didn't replies my emails ..
There are 5 emails and when I go back to campus, asked him why
He told me he thinks he ll see me in class so he waits for me to see him first then only tell me
Ehhhh
11 days ler
if I can see you in class then why I email you? and what's the purpose to send you an email if you won't reply it and you will not remember that?
Aiih I understand your life is not easy but don't make me wait for days with your promise lar
I rather you tell me don't send you email, it's better than you promised me but you didn't do that
Anyway, I shall not complain too much ain't
Thanks for spending time to reply my sms though
Ahhh I have no idea about my book now
Lec don't think my cover is catchy but what am I gonna do about that?
I am stuck and don't know where to look for help =(
I wish I can do something better, always.
and see you guys back soon, hopefully. ( somehow I don't think I can make it )
p/s anime and more anime, am watching One Piece now to relax my mind.
Hug,
Tzeyee
Hi, long time no see. And the reasons why are these :
1 To design a proper book with cover, layout, content etc.
2 Journals ( Design studies' Design managements' Design Heritage' ) - which I don't even do anything yet
3 Photography assignments - 1 exercise and 2 projects - Thanks GOD my group members Quin and Stella done the first exercise and the other 2 is individual work? OMG.
4 Illustrations - 15 metaphors and I don't get 1 yet. - My classmates are already proceed to another step.
5 Typography postcards - to promote the book
6 Visual mind map - What's innovation? Oh No I don't know.
7 Some cutting and pasting works - Thanks to Ernesto.
8 Missed class workshop which is 10% marking and lec don't even gives me other thing to do yet - when only he wants to tell me?
9 The cutting works, printing and binding for the book, as I mentioned earlier, I not yet finish designing and I am stuck now.
10 Design Heritage essay - duedate on Week 8
11 Computer graphic - character design
and the latest assignment which brief today :
12 Packaging design which 10 products in one set for 3 persons in group and 8 products for 2 person in group.
If you ever wonder why I update my blog like once in a blue moon, now you know why.
GOD knows how busy I am for this semester. It's like I have no proper time to rest, I shall sleep more when I can for now. And my health condition is getting worst now, I had applied leaves for 11 days to have a good rest at home but ends up I have to do my assignments there also. Which is very inconvenience and you know, my lecturer didn't replies my emails ..
There are 5 emails and when I go back to campus, asked him why
He told me he thinks he ll see me in class so he waits for me to see him first then only tell me
Ehhhh
11 days ler
if I can see you in class then why I email you? and what's the purpose to send you an email if you won't reply it and you will not remember that?
Aiih I understand your life is not easy but don't make me wait for days with your promise lar
I rather you tell me don't send you email, it's better than you promised me but you didn't do that
Anyway, I shall not complain too much ain't
Thanks for spending time to reply my sms though
Ahhh I have no idea about my book now
Lec don't think my cover is catchy but what am I gonna do about that?
I am stuck and don't know where to look for help =(
I wish I can do something better, always.
and see you guys back soon, hopefully. ( somehow I don't think I can make it )
p/s anime and more anime, am watching One Piece now to relax my mind.
Hug,
Tzeyee
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