her name is Tzeyee

2 hours later my term break will officially reaches the end
I done nothing effective during this break
but I'm happy I done the 3 sets characters of Typography class
more than half of the class did
and now half of us have nothing Big to worry about for this Thursday

thought to do something for the journals
but I have putting too less effort on it
it turns out I did nothing for that
I mean Nothing
I have my mind stuck with the commercial and the natural packaging
I am starting to sick of spices and Astromax

I guess I should never design anything I like
I will still sick of it too

for instance, I am no longer like the Beryl's chocolate as much as I did
and I am sick of Claire de Lune
besides, I dislike the term phobia
not to mention I hate Yaris
well, they are always some exception
I still like Helvetica and Sakura

Well, I am going to meet Ken Goh tmr
how my day will be is all depends on him
you see, my happiness are depend on the lecturers

remember how she spoiled my days by telling me how stupid I am
it is a nightmare
the most horrible morning I ever had in my life, so far

I still remember the rejections from Ken Goh
and the very embarrassing moment
this is one of the hardest moments in my life too

I have no idea how worst my life can be for being a design students
and totally no idea how worst my life will be for working in design industry
but the point is I still like to design
I don't really want to be better than everyone out there
I will never be the best, I know
I just want my work to be appreciated
and one day, someone at the opposite of the world will also know my name
from the designs I have created, for years they will remember it and the designer name, which is mine

it is a goal that hard to achieve
but I am still young, I dare to say
I will try, I will have one day people recognize my name with my designs.

To leave a sign in this world, before I'm gone.


Tzeyee

I know, I Love you too

She is a mother
she is blissful by having two adorable children and a very caring, responsible husband
her parent loves her
so do her sisters

She is very emotional, I can tell
and very sensitive
she is too easy to get hurt
but she doesn't shows

And now
her youngest sister misses the time they spent together

remember the old time, when the young sister is sitting inside the car, listening to the music,
accompany her to drive around the town
remember the old time, when they are watching tons of movies during midnight time,
her sister cooks supper to share
remember the old time, when her sister is reading, she tells her the stories,
the crazy memories she has
remember the old time, when her sister is not studying for the exam,
she scolds her and helps her on studies
remember the old time, when they went to Taman Gelora, to get some snacks to eat,
they share the food
remember the old time, when she is bringing her sister to join her Christmas dinner,
and it's her sister first time Christmas dinner in her life
remember the old time, when they are playing Play Station together,
her sister learns her first bad words from her

and remember that after so many years
She tells her sister ' Please take good care of yourself, even though I have kids now doesn't means I do not sayang you anymore. '

and her sister wants to tell

' I know, I Love you too '





With all my heart,
Tzeyee

miss.

I miss my family
they are not coming over next week
Huge disappointment.

I miss GS
we can't manage to talk heart to heart this time
Slightly sad.

I miss my chicken angel
didn't see her for months
Loud sigh.

I miss Chu
she is too busy to entertain me, as usual
Tsk tsk.





I miss everyone out there,
too less I can do.

Love,
Tzeyee

The List goes on

Holiday ends
and now I was back to Desaria Villa
what a pain to wave goodbye to my family
but the good thing is some of them are coming over next week
I am expecting it

Today, 3 groups of us finally finished our first presentation of our 3 sets of characters
I feel released and happily updating my blog now
Anyhow I still have many things to do
my room mate asked ' So you finished your assignments? '
No, certainly no
The List goes on people
I guess I will never get to rest until I done my final submission of all

I am feeling homesick now
the feeling grows stronger when most of them are going back home today
and some of them are going to Genting Highlands later

er, buy me things okay
even though I dunno what to buy also lar
*grins*

Well,
I am going to spend some time doing nothing effective but relaxing
catch up with the world later


p/s: I Love my nieces, they are precious.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

Dom

I am going back home soon later
and now I am going to campus, to show Gloria the patterns
freaking nervous right now
I don't know what will she says

and recently will not update my blog
unless my assignments allowed me to do that

see you people soon in Kuantan
and to my dearie classmates

Happy Holiday !




p/s: Lawrence student is always his student.



With all my heart,
Tzeyee

He's sick

I am feeling sad for him
and suddenly life scared me
his smiling face keeps appear in my mind
I am hardly to forget the scenes he was talking to me
I am so remember every tutorial section I had with him
It's sad, I am kind of missing him, even his criticism over my works

and now I'm feeling a little lost






Take care.



Tzeyee