Next Time

Hello,
Merry Christmas!

As you see,
I have lost my passion on blogging
so,





















blog closed until the renovation done!

goodbye <3

05122009

GD is going to has his very first solo concert soon, today, later.
Okay it's damn random, half of you might have no idea who is GD anyway.


Tmr I'm going to KL again, to get the test result of the pathetic lump and to do a little shopping
since I can't eat good food, I can spend on some goods

I am actually boring while I'm waiting files to transfer
therefore I decided to write a little
yet, it's a bit weird since it had been long time I never, actually, write post seriously

Anyhow,

I am now dying to watch a movie, I don't really care what movie is it
can be 2012, can be New Moon, or others
but I can't make it,
since I just did surgery, and my immune system must be bad
and and, now we are on the high alert for a possible second wave for H1N1
so, yeah, can't go for movie, mom warned.

Besides that, I just done my final report for this freaking internship
I have no idea how much I spent for the printing and binding
but do remind me I owe Nick 60MYR can you?

Nickkkk, if you are reading this, mark this down, for your own sake because I am not going to remember this until next year Feb, or March

The fact that I have not do book review is keep disturbing me
but screw it, I am too tired and too late to regret

and I'm keep listening to Fool and 1 year station
I don't read the lyrics but it just sounds real good <3

Finally,
I have done transfer files and going to bed now


God, this post is damn cacat


Byebye.

a random post

































































I dislike myself, a lot.

short update

Hello
It has been long time I never sign in here
as I said, I am busy

I lost the motivation to blog
so many things to update and too many things need to be done
so I'm here to talk a little, before I forget

I have finished my internship with Slipknot
and I am now working on the assignments and freelance job with the company
life ain't getting any better if compare to the pass few months
but I'm home
this is important

And yes, I have a lump on my neck since one month ago
it was big and hard
and now it's getting smaller, and softer
was supposed to do operation
but since it is getting smaller
doctor said we shall decide about this two weeks later
think it will be okay, so no worries

Bestie's brother passed away yesterday
it's saddening and
heartbreaking

I didn't cry though, I still feel like he's alive
I have no idea why I still don't get the truth that I will not see his face anymore
it's too sudden, and too unbelievable

I have no idea how to comfort her
because it seems ridiculous if I thought she will be fine in short period
I will leave her alone and catch her whenever she needs me to

This is life
and I hate life






goodbye.

I miss home

I am having a really, really busy life
I lost my weekends, ever since I started my internship
even I go back to Kuantan, works follow along
I missed out a lot of fun, missed out all the outings with friends, a lot of good food and movies
It sadden me all the time

I'm stressed
and I need to get rid of it
I want to have some good food, I want to watch a movie, I want to have some freeeeeeeee time

anyhow, I need to go back to work now






































and oh shit ! I still have assignments !

HELP needed !

Dear all,

Please help me on this !
and forward this to everyone you can reach
best if your parents, uncle aunties

check this:

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3 weeks

and I am still alive.

I know the update is too little, but I am too tired to type any longer.

Just wanted to announce that I'm fine
and expressing my love to our beloved Geraldine Tan Jing Wen
Happy Birthday dear
be fine always, and we <3 you a lot
mwahsss





















































and I am still cursing the robber.

News

I know, that I had abandon my blog for too long
more than a month I suppose
anyhow, I'm now coming back here
not to talk much, just some update

yeah, I passed my driving test on 6th of Jul
and got my driving license on the very next day
I was exciting and now found it not
it happens when your family don't even allowed you to drive much, and never let you drive alone, not even around your house
so ..
you know

the next thing is, I am now in my sister bf place, with his family
I am going to stuck, no, stay here for 4 months
I am seriously honestly dunno how to get along with the senior
and when they are my sister bf parent
it is even harder for me
they are surely very friendly, kind and treat me good
but then, it is still very weird for me to stay with them for these long
especially my sister is not around, and I am definitely not allowed to harsh people's feeling when this is not only matter to me, but to my own family too
of cause I don't mean I want to do that, just when things connected to my own family
I don't feel it is easy anymore, in fact, it becomes utterly difficult

besides that, I am going to start my internship tmr
yes ! tmr, omg I am very nervous, you can't imagine that
(of cause you can, many of you went through the same thing)
just I am worst at controlling my nerves
my hands are shaking
seriously shaking
and I dun feel right with my stomach all day long
I don't want the sky to turn dark, and now my room is getting darker
I don't know what to do tmr, I am just plain scared
don't know what should I do on the very first day
and will I make friends?
or the colleagues will just think that I am a totally idiot and ignore me?
bitching behind me?
or welcome me with open armed?
hope things will turn right tmr, I pray

and, I found that my health condition is getting worse day by day
therefore around 3 weeks ago I started to take healthier food, I drink fruit juices everyday
I add on a lot vege inside, something I don't even eat usually
and cut off the amount of meat I eat
still, I can't see myself getting stronger, but fatter


thanks to the vegetables and fruits

I hate them.

I have nothing to say

yet I still want to say something
which I dunno what thing

chech

I was supposed to have my 4th driving class today
but I called to cancel it
I was not feeling well this morning
and I am so my god nervous
wanted to practice before get Uncle Thiam nagging besides me again
like a nightmare

I do not enjoy my holiday well
so many problems to think
yet cannot be settle by myself
I do realized I am getting more emotional nowadays
and I usually blog when I am down, or happy
according to the record, obviously I am getting moody often if compare
I need something fun to make my life better
like a vacation?
or, erm,
a wedding dinner to attend?
I would like to see something happy happen
rather than seeing more and more bad incidents

the girls at Kuantan are starting to leave by this week
to their bright future
I'm here to wish them all the best
I might go to pay them a visit
as if I got some place to stay over in Kedah
Penang should not be a problem
KL is even better

4 years later everyone is coming out to work
thing is changing
and I hope it is getting better
however, we can always come back home at Kuantan and meet up oftenly

GS ya?

I met up with Kim Hui, my BFF today
went for a movie
'Night at the Museum 2'
quite funny but not the best one
but it is all worth for 6 ringgit only
Had Rasamas with Chu today
it is getting worse
I mean the quality of the food
and the serving

Sigh
I am starting to worry about driving thingy again now
why I can't just hire a driver to fetch me for life time?
































oh yeah,
because I can't afford that


signing off,
Tzeyee