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06092008 . Saturday . Sun

0937 a.m.

That's so pathetic, I did nothing for my assignments last night.
I was spending time to talk to my house mates and also my roommate,
then I was spending time to take bath and wash my face
At last, shame to tell that I was only eating two 6inch long sandwiches from Subway while watching few episodes One Piece, don't mentions I still spent some time to update my blog and read other blogs.

What a shame, I wasted my time like this
and I went to Antalis office yesterday to buy some papers which cost me 93.60 ringgit
Just for myself - anyway I think I can use them for years if I keep them properly and use it wisely
Somehow, after I purchased the papers only I heard them said my papers prob too thin
and WTF then what should I do?
I couldn't spend anymore for papers since I still have to print and bind?
Besides, I still not even have an idea to design my book yet
thanks my lecturer for not guiding me at all
all he said is just Ok or Do it more, end of the stories
He always gives me very rough thing and don't even pay attention to my words
I am sooooooooooooooo pissed off

And I turned on my alarm clock to wake me up at 8a.m. but I ends up turned it off and sleep until 9 morning something
I did nothing until now and I am still blogging!

Oh my GOD
Just want to talk something before I get crazy, can't scream in the room for my new shy room mate's sake.

Mentioned about my new room mate, shall update some stories soon or sooner.

Out to bed Again,
Tzeyee

p/s you shall slap me hard for don't do anything and duedate is so close.

Hi, long time no see.

05092008 . Friday . Cloudy

Hi, long time no see. And the reasons why are these :

1 To design a proper book with cover, layout, content etc.
2 Journals ( Design studies' Design managements' Design Heritage' ) - which I don't even do anything yet
3 Photography assignments - 1 exercise and 2 projects - Thanks GOD my group members Quin and Stella done the first exercise and the other 2 is individual work? OMG.
4 Illustrations - 15 metaphors and I don't get 1 yet. - My classmates are already proceed to another step.
5 Typography postcards - to promote the book
6 Visual mind map - What's innovation? Oh No I don't know.
7 Some cutting and pasting works - Thanks to Ernesto.
8 Missed class workshop which is 10% marking and lec don't even gives me other thing to do yet - when only he wants to tell me?
9 The cutting works, printing and binding for the book, as I mentioned earlier, I not yet finish designing and I am stuck now.
10 Design Heritage essay - duedate on Week 8
11 Computer graphic - character design
and the latest assignment which brief today :
12 Packaging design which 10 products in one set for 3 persons in group and 8 products for 2 person in group.


If you ever wonder why I update my blog like once in a blue moon, now you know why.

GOD knows how busy I am for this semester. It's like I have no proper time to rest, I shall sleep more when I can for now. And my health condition is getting worst now, I had applied leaves for 11 days to have a good rest at home but ends up I have to do my assignments there also. Which is very inconvenience and you know, my lecturer didn't replies my emails ..

There are 5 emails and when I go back to campus, asked him why
He told me he thinks he ll see me in class so he waits for me to see him first then only tell me
Ehhhh
11 days ler
if I can see you in class then why I email you? and what's the purpose to send you an email if you won't reply it and you will not remember that?

Aiih I understand your life is not easy but don't make me wait for days with your promise lar
I rather you tell me don't send you email, it's better than you promised me but you didn't do that

Anyway, I shall not complain too much ain't
Thanks for spending time to reply my sms though

Ahhh I have no idea about my book now
Lec don't think my cover is catchy but what am I gonna do about that?
I am stuck and don't know where to look for help =(

I wish I can do something better, always.

and see you guys back soon, hopefully. ( somehow I don't think I can make it )

p/s anime and more anime, am watching One Piece now to relax my mind.

Hug,
Tzeyee

I am back

10082008 . Sunday . Unknown weather

0158 a.m.

Hi there everyone, it had been ages I never update my blog. Well, guess that lazy and busy are the reason why I don't.
The first thing I gonna update is about Beijing Olympiad opening ceremony, 080808.
Oh GOD it was amazing, I think this is the best Olympic opening ceremony ever, even though this is the first opening ceremony I watched it after all.
Everyone was contacted me and asked me must watch it, it is all our Chinese's pride and it's worth for us to be really proud and to support.
We might had born in different countries, having different nationality but what? We are still Chinese even though we are not from China.
I am so proud of our history and art. They are fantastic and no doubt, we shouted and clapped real hard. I was hoping I can be part of it, sitting there, enjoy the joy.
Anyway, it was sad we went to Mamak stall outside our hostel to watch the opening ceremony. The big screen they have for people watching football, is very unclear, dark and truly bad quality. Many things were really dark and I can't see clearly but anyway, it still nice =)

My semester break was boring yet enjoyable.
I enjoy the time I spent with my Family, parents, sisters, baby and brother in law.
Oh GOD know how much I complained about my family but I still love them deeply.
And now I was suffering from homesick illness and it becomes harder for me to go back home this semester. I got my core subject on Friday which means no more leaving class early on Friday.
* cursed *

The thing I done the most in my semester break was reading. I read all the book I had read, I actually used to re-read the books over and over again. Every time I do this, I always found something in it which I didn't realized before. I think this is how I understand the book better, and I swear I will never fully understand every bits of any book. How glad that I had finished reading Harry Potter series within a week. It was amazing to read Harry Potter without waiting for next book, I hate those feeling, a lot.

Semester end on 30th Jul, darling sister gave me a ride go back in to Desaria Villa, to carry all the stuffs I bring back from Kuantan. Sis's Oscar always complains that everytime I got holiday, I was like moving house. LOL I cannot agree more, the boxes we had to carry were too many.

Semester start, again. I miss home and still haven't go back home since Monday. Ew it's killing me and I thought I can go back home on Fri and guess what, I didn't. Thanks to my time table and my dearie lecturer. Can't I show him the ideas on Thursday? The information he talked about, I can actually ask my friend ain't? Oh I hate that happened.

Life here is Oh my GOD suffering as I am far away from the GOOD food. I want to eat this and that, but nothing I feel good is inside my stomach. Oh, I almost forget, I got at least one good fine food yesterday night which is Burger King's Grilled chicken burger. It tasted awesome and it always will * slurp * besides that, nothing else. I hate life here with the food, I miss my Mom's cooking a lot. Her own recipe cooked chicken, it is incredible!

So, I decided no matter how, no matter what, I MUST go back home on this weekend. Yessss, I am craving for GOOD food. Oh, sadden me if I don't.

I watched The Mummy yesterday and you know what, it is such a failure. Sorry to be mean but I meant it. It is more like a comedy for me, I laugh a lot and the first two series are way much better than this. It was embarrassing when even me don't think it scared me. Yes I admit I did close my eyes when the general is about to be killed, but what? I closed because I don't want to watch something disgusting, and I think the story plot is not good.

Tsk Tsk Tsk ..
Anyway! First week then I got my first assignment to do, to design a book which 40pages on content. Hmmm, I gonna have a book? WOW and yes, it covers 50% marks for my core subject. Kill the lecturer please, I beg you.

At the end of this post, there is one thing to ask

What makes you FEAR of?

p/s When I woke up this morning, I was thinking about all the past and it's killing me. I hate to remember that and found out I actually still care about it.

Pictures


Beef from Japanese restaurant in Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan. The food that I most regret to take.


I found it was touching.


Milky bread, it tasted freaking sweet.


Tasty Ipoh Kuey Tiow with Chicken.


The Malacca flavor Soya Cincau and it's really awful, for me.


Home made Soya, it tasted unexpected good.


I spoiled this ..


when I was trying to open this box in my room.

That's all.

Cheerio!

Hug,
Tzeyee

Burgers, Chocolates and Donuts

30062008 . Monday . Unknown weather

0141 a.m.

It's late and I just finished the cleaning stuff
Not really feel like leaving now since I am quite used to live alone
Yess, you heard it Loud and Clear, alone
Don't know why
I can take good care of myself now
but I surely can't live well without my family
I love them, just sometimes I love to be alone as well
Anyway, I still miss them a lot, even though sometimes I curse a lot when at home
You must understand, the heat, the insects, the messy environment, the noise, the arguments etc
but somehow the reason why I still love this home is because this is the place I grown up and my family lives here

Glad to tell that I had finished the laundry, cleaned the floor, table, washed the bathroom, every single corner ..
Yeah tiring but I feel so good
even though I know that the next time I come back, it will still be very dirty and dusty

Packing things to go home just now
Realized nothing much to bring back but just books and shoes
Not much clothes as I washed them just now
and suppose to leave them here
Called back home, taking orders to bring them back Burger King's burgers
and also donuts for Muneeee, wonder why Dunkin's
anyway have to say thank you to her
since she helped me to buy chocolates for mom
As for your information, she is studying at Langkawi

Er ..
I guess nothing much to tell
I can't really remember what to tell anymore
since it's late and I have to wake up early tmr
Anyway
still able to post an artwork from yours truly
Done randomly here, while waiting for the connection to become better
I named it as, Even the same fairy tale got different versions, why we shouldn't?



And for your information, the lower left hand side one was applied with Psychedelia style ( for the colors )

Till then,
Tzeyee

0210 a.m.

The day before I go back home, again.

29062008 . Sunday . Cloudy

I wanted to post up something yesterday
but due to I am so tired and busying editing the blog
I decided to do it today

So, where should we start?

Hmmmm ..

Was suppose to go back home today
but my dear, Loe kind of scares to go back home alone by bus
so as a friend, a kind one
I postponed the date to go home
and make it tmr
And this incident make me went out tmr purposely to Puduraya, to change the bus ticket to Monday's
don't wish to waste money even though Loe kindly wants to pay for me
Had breakfast with Yc
she came here to fetch me at 10 something
and we had breakfast at 11 something in Cheras
Thanks to the traffic jam, I was starving
She suppose to drop me at Tasik Selatan Lrt station
Guess what
she got lost and we decided to fetch her house mate, Mousy? first then get her points the road
Her house mate, Mousy is friendly but seriously has bad memory.
I asked her a question and until the time we apart
She can't answers me yet, it's pretty impressive especially when the question I asked her is ' why you called Yc your teacher? '
I'm still looking for the answer and hope that the next time we meet, she ables to answer it.

Anyway, it is really nice to meet you, Mousy and Yc fetched me to Pudu area
Thanks and they acc me to the counter
even though the reason why I asked them to acc me is I scared to ask the people
( she stands far away when I am asking )
Sadly the people in charge refused to let me change the ticket
Never mind then, I bought two Monday tickets and luckily I did go to Puduraya yesterday
My dear Loe is so blur and thought she booked the tickets which she actually not
Can't imagine if we can't get the tickets on Monday itself

After I got the tickets
it's time to say goodbye with Yc and Mousy
Thanks for the ride anyway

So I went to Plaza Rakyat station
take train to Masjid Jamek
went in Burger King
bought Grilled chicken burger for dinner later
Take train to KL central
went to bus station, waited for Rapid KL
changed bus again at Puchong Utama to Desaria Villa
I got serious sun burned
and the pimples got worst

Yesterday I realized how much I Love grilled chicken burger from Burger King
so I decided to buy 3 more tmr
one for me to eat before I go back
2 for me to bring back Ktn
1 for dinner and 1 for supper =)
If you wonder and shocked
it is because Ktn don't have burger king and I have to wait until end of July only come back to KL again

I seriously love burger from Burger King

Planned to wash clothes before I go back home
Has no excuse since I am so free here
and I haven't pack my things yet
Tmr must call Registry and take bus at 11 something
Can't wait longer since have to take bus at 4.30 p.m.

Oh yeah
Mom is going back to Home today
Safe journey mom, I Love you and I seriously need your help for my face

So till then,
see you guys on next week

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Learn to be independent

26062008 . Thursday . Sun

I had back to Desaria Villa two days ago
and I am learning to be independent
It's hard to believe that I was actually took Rapid KL all the way from KL central to Puchong Perdana, and took another bus back to Desaria Villa
I was broke my record here
and I am so damn proud of myself . LOL
I know many of you may think what's big deal of this
but for me
honestly it's like mission impossible
I was the very dependent type youngest daughter in my family
Parents, sisters treat me as kiddo all the time
and they always want me to be more independent
trained me in many others way
Sis's Oscar always complains that I should learn to be independent lady
and he always asks my sister don't manja me so much
Hmmph ..

Anyway
I was taking bus from Kuantan at 9.30a.m. on Tuesday and reached Puduraya around 12.30p.m.
Then I walked all the way from Puduraya to Lrt station which actually only behind the building
Took train to Masjid Jamek
Wanted to change train to KL central
As usual
I was lost in Masjid Jamek
there is so many LRT counter and each of them are different
I crossed the road twice just because I was lost
Anyway
It's good to see Burger King is just right beside the Lrt station
so I walked in and bought a burger for myself, for dinner later
Then I continued my Oh so Brave journey
Lost again inside the Lrt station
don't know which platform I should head to
and no one there for help
So I stunned there for seconds and checked around the board
Finally
I found the map and spent some time to understand it
and reached KL central safely
According to my plan
I should go One Stop Center to buy PTPTN application form
Great
I lost in KL central again
I walked around and I don't even know which floor I was in
but I am lucky because I finally found the place by myself
So I walked in the center, took number and waited for my turn
At that time I was wondering I should take train to Serdang KTM and take taxi back to Desaria Villa or I should take Rapid KL back to there
Finally I decided to learn since I got Time to
Called Shiau Fong for some information helping
Thanks wei ..
Seconds later
there was my turn to the counter
thought to buy the form but the girl there advised me not to
W H Y ?
Because they might change the system to apply online
So ...
pointless if I buy the form now since my application date is on Sept
* speechless *
Thank you and I walked all the way to Monorail center
waited for Rapid KL U60 to come
Er ..
There got a bus stop there if you wonder
So, hour later, bus came and I got a seat * lucky *
Was not so sure lar since I saw another bus U70 is also going to Puchong Utama
However, I chose to believe my friend and I reached Puchong Perdana safely
Waited for another hour, Rapid KL T515 finally came
But the bus driver leave the bus there and went to rest awhile * wtf *
Finally at 4 O'clock sharp
He started the bus and I reached Desa around 4.20 p.m.
Phew ..
Tiring yet excited
Can't believe I actually make it
Am very proud of myself =)

Then I was very happy to meet my bed, * comfort *
When I was finally finish packing my things
I was very tired and had a long, tight sleep on that night
The next day, which means yesterday
I started to clean my stuff
The printings, wrong printings, the notes, the outlines, the magazines etc
Got a lot of rubbish and I not yet finish cleaning until now
Too much and I bet there is not enough place for me to put them
Anyway
I found a scary unknown insect while I was cleaning the floor


anyone has any idea what kind of insect it is?


Was very cruel and killed it without thinking further
Hope it can live better next turn
Bless it
..
Was very angry yesterday since the connection got Big problem
eew
Can't connect to internet from afternoon until this morning
Then I borrowed Babe's computer and test the connection
And you know what
It's connected
....
Then minutes later I tried on my computer
Connected also
Goooooooood

so here I am
and I am going off
Very hungry indeed
and watched TVB drama and wanted to eat some homemade dishes a lot
Ma ..
I miss u a lot now
Hugs
Safe journey tmr =)

Am thinking want to go Sunway Pyramid find Reen or not
But then has no transport to come back Desaria at night
will see got any good, kind people out there willing to help, or not


Learning to be independent =)

Hugs,
Tze Yee

Another day

21062008 . Saturday . Unknown weather

0154 a.m.

It's late
and I am still siting in front Darling sister's lappy
It's kind of unbelievable for me still sitting here
Usually I am sleeping at this time
and no one can wake me up
I think my sleeping habit is starting to change again
As usual
it will be very abnormal for a student
but it actually quite common for a student who is having her semester break

Just finished my chicken wings which my Dear sister bought for family supper
* burp *
Real full since I had 2 cups of iced tea as well
Tmr Sister's Oscar comes
Wonder how is Baby Lyn's reaction
she will be very excited or she will keeps quiet and stares at Sis's Oscar?
Still remember 6 days ago
when I first see her again after 2 months time
She scared and keep quiet, stood aside quietly and stared at me for minutes
She treated me as a complete Stranger
Sigh . Heart broken
Well ..
Hour later
She screamed She run happily around me
I guess she recalled back who am I
These few days my life is all about her, Baby Lyn
I Love her, Love her for being my niece, for being so cute, for being so innocent
and I still love her even she bites, she screams, she beats, she cries for no reason

I guess I am starting to get Blur ..
Talk tmr
Night guys

Love,
Tze Yee

Sleep

19062008 . Thursday . Sun

I think Kuantan weather and environment really not suitable for me
Eczema getting worst since I went back here
and it makes me feel sick all the time
Headache and I never feel enough in sleeping
Usually in this time
I'm sleeping
and 12 hours later
I am still sleeping
then I wake up
1 hour later ( or less ) I go back to bed again
Dear sister teased me today
I felt embarrassed but nothing I can do
I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep ..

I was Home for 5 days and not yet meet up with any of my friends yet
Supposed to spend time with my dearie family first
and now I'm sick
Oh yeah sick
not really serious case
but never think to step out from house since I am feeling sick
Not in that mood
so Dears and Darlings
We shall meet up on .. Er ..
The week after Next week
Can't help
I have to go back Cyberjaya on next week since my application for PTPTN got rejected
so I have to go One Stop Center and purchase the new form
for whoever need one also
Inform me before too late okay
It depends on you got read my blog in time or not
Luck !

These days are good
I sleep . I eat . I watch TV . I play with Baby Lyn . I eat . I sleep
Relax is good but it seems like too boring for me
so I am starting to miss the uni life again
which I won't when it actually comes near
anyway
I miss my classmates for sure, the girls and boys
lecturers, perhaps
and not forgetting my roomate, Babe ( my Tester no.11 )
I know you are reading, Babe
ring me when you are coming back to Kuantan
I don't want go A&W in short term if you ask
* rolled eyes *

Well
Yesterday night I was dreaming about Eason Chan
but I can't remember the details
If not mistaken, Eason Chan was signing 'For Alice'
Oh I want =(
Anyway
I didn't manage to take any photo during his concert since no Camera allowed
but my dearie Quin brought
and she managed to take some photos
I shall talk about it more once I get the photos from her Blog
if she will updates her blog lar ..
Quin O Quin
You know what to do

It's late and I feel sleepy again
so good night mortals

Sweet Dream

Hugs,
Tze Yee

I'm Home

15 June 2008 . Sunday . Sun

Now is around 5.51 p.m.
and what worth to be happy is
I'm Home

There had been long time I never go back Home
around 2 months plus
I never ever imagine life like this
I used to be very dependent
and can't ever stay outside alone for more than a month
Well
I guess assignments is the point
I was so busy and not free to think of home
The highest record I have until now is didn't sleep for 3 days and restless until I finish my presentation
and the main point is
there are more assignments waiting me behind
Anyway
I am happy I have finished my semester 3
and I guess I can rest well until next semester
which means one month plus later
Hopefully I can spend my holiday well

I'm tired and I shall post about Eason's concert next time
What can I tell now is

He is awesome and the concert is bravo!
I Love Eason Forever =)


Tze Yee is shouting :"E son !!"

Love,
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